A pair of hands reached over from the side, took Jiang Yilin in his arms, and gently comforted: "Mom, I'm here, Lan Lan is here." Don't be afraid, don't think again. That's all in the past. ”

This sentence was like a ray of light in the abyss, saving Jiang Yilin from self-blame and guilt.

She raised her head a little panicked, with tears on her face, and looked at Jiang Qianlan, who was sitting in front of her, a little similar to Jialan when she was a child.

Like a person who was about to drown in the sea finally encountered a life-saving straw, she grabbed Jiang Qianlan's hand tightly, hugged Jiang Qianlan, and asked uncertainly and eagerly in her ear: "Really, is it really all over?" Lanlan, you tell your mother, is it really all over? ”

"Yes, it's all gone, Mom. It's okay, don't be afraid. Jiang Qianlan let her hold her, gently patted Jiang Yilin's back, and kept repeating in a low voice, "It's okay", her tone was gentle and lingering.

Under her persuasion, Jiang Yilin, who was trembling constantly, slowly regained her calm.

"Light Blue, it's good to have you. If it weren't for you, Mom really wouldn't know what to do. ”

Jiang Yilin said, burying her head on Jiang Qianlan's shoulder, and her voice unconsciously choked again.

When Jialan was there, she was never aware of the dereliction of her identity as a mother. Even, in her heart, she did faintly feel like she had revealed before, she didn't think that Jialan was her daughter, just a burden and trouble that came at an inopportune time.

Because, before Jialan was born, Jiang Yilin and Jialan's father, Xi Yan, were divorcing.

The two people got married at first sight, and after getting married, after getting along for a period of time, they found that their personalities were not compatible.

After experiencing the surprise of their appearance, soon, the relationship between the two tended to be flat.

are all characters like the pride of the sky, and when they found that their personalities were incompatible, both of them made the decision to divorce without the slightest drag, and quickly signed the divorce agreement.

However, Jiang Yilin found out that she was pregnant.

There is no doubt that Jialan, who came at this time, was indeed not expected by his parents.

But no matter what, Jialan's arrival made them temporarily put their divorce plans on hold.

Because once divorced, according to Jiang Yilin's identity and position, it is impossible for her to give birth to a child to be a single mother. And for Xi Yan, it is a life, even if it is his father, he has no right to stifle it.

So for the sake of Jialan, she and Xi Yan continued to maintain their marriage.

But whether it is Xi Yan or Jiang Yilin, both of them have the pursuit of their respective careers and spirits, and it is naturally impossible for Jialan, who is just a child, to get too much attention from them.

Especially in Jiang Yilin's opinion, she gave birth to Jialan, and she has paid a lot for her and Xi Yan to continue to maintain their marriage. In addition, she lost her love with Xi Yan, so she naturally put all her focus on the pursuit of her career. As for Jialan, the Xi family has a lot of servants, and they will definitely take good care of her. Moreover, as relatives, they will always have a lot of time to slowly continue to get along in the future.

At that time, Jiang Yilin never thought that one day, Jialan would be lost under her nose!

……

Regarding the scene and mood after Jialan was lost, Jiang Yilin was no longer willing to think about it.

After losing Jialan, her and Xi Yan's crumbling marriage also came to an end because of Jialan's loss. They kept arguing about losing Jialan and not caring enough about Jialan before. Xi Yan hated her even more for not being optimistic about her daughter, and she didn't even want to say a word, and sent a divorce agreement within a month.

The movie that caused Jialan to lose was called "Deep Resentment", which made Jiang Yilin win the Palme d'Or for Best Actress, becoming the first legendary to win the Palme d'Or for Best Actress for three consecutive years.

That is, after winning the award, when the outside world thought that she would continue to attack the Oscars and strive to win the Grand Slam, Jiang Yilin chose to retire.

Everyone was surprised, Jiang Yilin, who won the Palme d'Or for Best Actress for three consecutive years, is undoubtedly at the peak of her career, as long as she works harder, winning the Oscar and getting the Grand Slam is not a problem at all!

But at this time, she chose to rest.

No one knows that Jiang Yilin will never be able to film anymore.

Whenever she walks on the set, she always thinks of her daughter's "mother".

That sentence "mother" has become Jiang Yilin's inner demon, as long as she stands on the set, she will always be uncontrollable to squat on the ground and cry, hating herself for being too young at the time, putting all her mind on pursuing the admiration of others, and not realizing the preciousness of her daughter.

If she could be patient at that time, or take a look at the past, would there be a different result, and Jialan wouldn't have lost it?

And the saddest thing is that even when her daughter was there, she never gave her daughter enough love and attention!

Jiang Yilin was full of guilt for Jialan. However, when she wanted to make amends, she had no chance anyway.

The police told her that they had found the coat that Jialan was wearing in a small mountain village, and that the child who had been abducted and trafficked in that coat had been beaten up for running away in the first week of his stay in the small village and had fallen into a ditch and drowned while fleeing.

When Jiang Yilin knew the news, her whole person was devastated!

It was her, she killed her own daughter with her own hands!

If she had been patient, if she had been able to turn her head and take a look......

Jiang Yilin fell into a huge resentment and self-blame for herself, kept blaming herself, and kept feeling guilty that she didn't pay enough attention to her daughter in the past......

It was at that time that she adopted Light Blue.

At that time, the light blue was very similar to the Jialan when she was a child, except that there was a little red rouge mole on the tip of Jialan's nose. So the first time she saw Jiang Qianlan in the orphanage, Jiang Yilin was firm in her heart to adopt. She adopted the thin and poor light blue back and named her light blue, the last word of her name was the same as Jialan.

Jiang Qianlan became her only spiritual support.

She transferred all her guilt for Jialan and the maternal love she had been looking forward to to Jiang Qianlan, and regarded Jiang Qianlan as her own daughter.

She was really grateful to have Jiang Qianlan's company, if it weren't for her arrival, Jiang Yilin felt that she might really go crazy.

Therefore, Jiang Yilin knew that Jiang Qianlan standing in front of her at the moment was not the Lan Lan she wanted, but as if she had been comforted, she still maintained the action of hugging Jiang Qianlan, her eyes were tightly closed, and the strength that was originally holding Jiang Qianlan was also released by her.

Jiang Qianlan has done it many times to comfort Jiang Yilin like this, so almost with her eyes closed, she can know the ups and downs of Jiang Yilin's mood. So with just such a slight movement, Jiang Qianlan knew that Jiang Yilin had finally come to her senses and calmed down.

So Jiang Qianlan surrounded her, and continued to gently pat the back of Jiang Yilin's hand with her hand, and asked softly: "Mom, are you having nightmares again, did you dream of the 'Lanlan' sister before?" ”

Jiang Yilin closed her eyes when she heard this, and said "um" softly.

After a long time, she reached out and rubbed her temples, her delicate face full of exhaustion from the nightmare.

Hearing this, Jiang Qianlan, who had been comforting Jiang Yilin, couldn't help but flash a trace of jealousy for the so-called "Lanlan" in her eyes.

From the first day she was taken out of the orphanage by Jiang Yilin, she knew that Jiang Yilin, who would become her mother in the future, had a lost daughter who was a few years older than her, but looked very similar to her.

This daughter, Jiang Yilin called her "Lan Lan".

And the reason why she was adopted by Jiang Yilin was because she looked very similar to the young lady called "Lan Lan".

When she first came to Jiang's house and was cared for and loved by Jiang Yilin, Jiang Qianlan was still a little grateful. If it weren't for the fact that she looked like the young lady called "Lan Lan", how could she have been favored by Jiang Yilin, and she came out of the orphanage and got this kind of treatment and love that she never thought of?

But as time went by, as Jiang Yilin doted on her more and more, and treated her as her own daughter, Jiang Qianlan began to be a little jealous of the "Lanlan" who brought her today.

Because, if it weren't for her, she wouldn't be called Light Blue at all.

She didn't want to have the same name as that so-called "Blue Blue"!

It annoys her!

What kind of thing is that "Lanlan", and she deserves to be a stand-in?

Jiang Qianlan's pride in being praised for many years made her disdainful, and she didn't want to be someone else's shadow!

And then there's jealousy!

She was jealous of why the "Lanlan" who had been by Jiang Yilin's side for so many years was herself, but Jiang Yilin always couldn't forget her original daughter.

Even if her original daughter was long dead!

Jiang Qianlan hated that "Lan Lan" was restless even when she died, and always occupied a corner of Jiang Yilin's heart, so that she often comforted Jiang Yilin who had nightmares in the middle of the night, and then realized her existence every time, and everything she could have today was all dependent on her.

This disgust has lasted from the beginning of Jiang Qianlan's adolescence to the present, and it has never abated, but as time passed, Jiang Yilin's love for her became deeper and deeper.

It can be said that if it weren't for Jiang Qianlan knowing that the little girl called "Lan Lan" had already died, and it had become a forbidden area for Jiang Zhai, and no one dared to mention it, Jiang Qianlan felt that she might even hate her to the point of killing her with her own hands.

Why should a dead person occupy Jiang Yilin's mind?

Thinking so, Jiang Qianlan couldn't help but close her eyes and hide all the jealousy and resentment in her eyes.

She won't let Jiang Yilin keep remembering that "dead man".

When she looked up again, her face showed a touch of concern and worry, "Mom, don't think about it anymore. I think that Lanlan sister must not want you to always hold on to the past, constantly blaming yourself and feeling guilty. If she sees you so sad for her, I think she will be sad too. So, promise me, don't think about it anymore. I feel very distressed if you say this. Because, even though I'm by your side, it always makes you unhappy. ”

Hearing this, Jiang Yilin couldn't help but show a light smile, for Jiang Qianlan's well-behaved and filial piety: "Well, you're right, everything is over." It's been all these years, and it's time for me to let go. ”

She said, reaching out and touching Jiang Qianlan's head: "After all, there is a good daughter like you by my mother's side." ”