Pressing her chest, Shen Jialan was like a little beast that was exhausted to the extreme, panting softly.

Finally detached from the dream and returned to reality, Shen Jialan endured the stickiness brought by sweat all over her body, and picked up the mobile phone placed under the pillow.

It's just eight o'clock.

From the time she went to sleep until eight o'clock, it was only four hours. But it's so long, it looks like several years, and it makes her go through her childhood again.

Shen Jialan put down the phone, held her face, and buried herself in her knees tiredly.

"Blue Blue." Outside the door, Shen's father had already gotten up for a long time, and he was about to go out after eating breakfast, when he heard the movement in her room, he suddenly walked over: "Breakfast, Dad bought it for you, remember to eat it when you get up in a while." ”

"Okay, Dad." Shen Jialan answered, and then listened to Shen's father's footsteps gradually moving away, and finally the sound of the door of the house being brought by him.

Shen Jialan took a long breath, confided all the depression brought by the dream, and got up from the bed.

Pull back the curtains and let the sunlight shine into the room from the window, and the otherwise dark room is instantly flooded with sunlight.

Looking at the bright room, Shen Jialan's mood seemed to be a little lighter.

She prepared a change of clothes and towels and carried them into the bathroom, turned on the shower, and the cold water ran down her head......

……

Shen Jialan didn't know that when she had a nightmare last night, there was also a person who had almost the same dream as her in the second half.

Jiang Yilin had forgotten how many times she had this dream, but every time she did it, it always gave her a feeling of suffocation.

"Lanlan, I'm sorry, mom really has something very important that can't go away, can you forgive mom? When your mother comes back, how many days do you want your mother to accompany you, and I will compensate you, okay? ”

On the day of Jialan's ninth birthday, Jiang Yilin was attending the Oscar ceremony.

Originally, Jiang Yilin was going to go back, but her team, agent, even the company, and even the entire country Z all unanimously felt that she had a great chance of winning the Oscar this time, so for the sake of the Oscar trophy with a great chance, Jiang Yilin did not go back to celebrate Shen Jialan's birthday.

Jiang Yilin went with the guilt of breaking her promise to Shen Jialan and the expectations of everyone, including herself.

However, she returned with a feather.

That year's Oscar actress fell on a rookie actress who had just acted in her first film in an unknown small country in the West.

The moment she learned the news, Jiang Yilin was a little incredulous.

At the red carpet ceremony before the awards, two people who were judges came up to her and said they were very optimistic about her.

It is precisely because of this that Jiang Yilin, who originally only thought it was possible, really looked forward to it.

At the moment when the winner was announced, she was originally ready to stand up, and even had a smile on her face, intending to let people all over the world appreciate the elegance and classical beauty of oriental women for the first time when the camera swept over.

However, when she heard the name of the winner who came out of the mouth of the award presenter, the smile on her face couldn't help but stiffen for a moment, and even the original act of standing up turned into a joke, which made the people next to her frequently look surprised at the side.

Jiang Yilin couldn't remember how she kept her elegant smile and continued to do the action of standing up that she had maintained. She smiled and said to the person beside her, "I'm sorry, can I borrow it, I want to go to the toilet." ”

She did it naturally and appropriately, and the person who had been looking at her in surprise suddenly turned his head and continued to watch the Oscar winner walk towards the stage.

Jiang Yilin glanced back when she walked out of the aisle of her seat.

All of them looked at the Oscar winner, who had not even walked the red carpet a few times, and their faces were full of goodwill smiles and kept clapping.

This made Jiang Yilin, who originally thought that she might win the award, but now she could only find an excuse to cover up her abnormal behavior, felt like a slap in the face.

She thought she could win the award!

She even told her daughter a few hours earlier, with a smile, that she couldn't make it to her birthday party.

However, the truth is so ridiculous, she has an unrealistic dream like a clown jumping off a beam.

In the toilet, Jiang Yilin looked at herself in the mirror, couldn't help but show a sarcastic smile to herself, and slapped the cold water on her face.

……

Oscar's defeat made Jiang Yilin feel very bad for a while.

People all over the country are comforting her, "It's already an honor to be able to walk on the red carpet of the Oscars, even if you don't win the award, Goddess Jiang, we love you the same!" "Although I didn't win an award, who in China can walk on the red carpet of the Oscars like you, or three times in a row!" Goddess, you're already awesome! ”

It is precisely because of everyone's comfort that Jiang Yilin feels that she has become a joke known to everyone in the country.

If it weren't for the needs of her work, Jiang Yilin wouldn't want to see anyone, including her daughter, who had been waiting for her to compensate.

However, these are just thoughts.

Jiang Yilin still suppressed her bad mood very well, continued to work every day, smiled at the director and any staff on the set, and brought Jialan to the set of her acting in accordance with the compensation conditions she promised.

That was the first time she had appeared in front of someone with Jialan.

Before this, Jiang Yilin did not deliberately hide the fact that she was married.

So many people know that Jiang Yilin is married, and she is married to a character who has to be considered so much when she even says her name, but they don't know who she is marrying. Because, even if an insider breaks the news, there is no need to wait for people to see it, and someone will automatically block it.

Who is Jiang Yilin's husband and what is his name, it is a secret that many people want to know in country Z.

Regarding the emotional state between their husband and wife, it has also become a concern of the whole Z country.

However, Jialan's existence has always been concealed by Jiang Yilin.

Because, for Jiang Yilin, her husband is a mysterious existence that is forbidden to be declared, which will arouse the curiosity of many people, so even if she is married, not only will she not announce that she has a girlfriend or lose fans when she gets married like other artists, but will pay more attention to her because of everyone's inquiring eyes.

But the daughter is different.

Once she exposed the news that she had given birth to a daughter, she seemed to be a generation behind actresses of the same age when she was promoted to motherhood, and for fans, she seemed to be getting older and no longer fresh and tender.

Teenage girls, married women, human mothers. Even if it is the same age, different identities will always give people different feelings.

Jiang Yilin has become a wife, so it is impossible for her to let the news of her motherhood break out.

Her career is on the rise, how can she stagnate because of Jialan?

So when Shen Jialan was brought to the set, only the directors and producers who were good friends with her and absolutely trustworthy knew about Shen Jialan's identity as her daughter.

For the other staff, Jiang Yilin brought it over vaguely as a "niece".

Afraid that Shen Jialan would accidentally say something wrong, she also deliberately instructed her: "Don't call my mother here, call your aunt, understand?" ”

Shen Jialan was a little ignorant, but she nodded after listening to her mother's words.

Thinking of Shen Jialan's constant begging for hugs and drinking water on the way here, Jiang Yilin's delicate eyebrows without a trace of flaws couldn't help frowning slightly, and then warned in a low voice: "Also, when my mother is filming, you must not quarrel with me, you know?" ”

Hearing this, Shen Jialan nodded obediently, revealing a well-behaved smile: "Lan Lan is waiting for her mother here, don't make any noise with you." ”

Listening to Shen Jialan's assurance, Jiang Yilin's mood calmed down a lot just to compensate for her.

Because the agent went to buy something for her, and the assistant was taking care of her belongings again, before going on stage, Jiang Yilin entrusted Shen Jialan, who was standing there obediently, to a staff member on the set: "Please help me take a good look at my daughter-in-law...... Niece. When my agent comes back in a moment, you'll help me hand her over to my agent, okay? ”

The staff also happened to pass by, Jiang Yilin saw that she was very well-behaved and diligent on weekdays, so she was more relieved, so she handed Shen Jialan to her.

The other party didn't expect that a character like Jiang Yilin would ask him for help, and he was immediately flattered and nodded again and again.

She really didn't dare to blink her eyes and looked at Shen Jialan, for fear that as soon as she opened her eyes, she would lose it.

However, Shen Jialan is really well-behaved, so that if she sits there and does not move, she really does not move, only her eyes are full of nostalgia and she has been running with Jiang Yilin's figure.

Half an hour passed like this, and Shen Jialan's well-behaved staff was a little relieved, and she was not as nervous as before, and even watched the shooting situation on the field with ease.

Another ten minutes passed, and the staff member suddenly had some urgency.

The urge to urinate came in a hurry, almost unable to hold back, so that she didn't even have time to find someone to help, and then thinking of Shen Jialan's well-behavedness, it was a matter of five minutes, and the staff immediately left very relaxed. Decided to go early and come back early.

But she didn't know that it was such a departure that made Jiang Yilin lose her daughter forever!

When Shen Jialan called her "mother", Jiang Yilin, who was filming, didn't think much about it.

A scene of less than ten minutes, because the person who was playing with her was not emotionally in place, she was stuck three times in a row, which made Jiang Yilin, who was not in a good mood recently, a little anxious.

And, at this time, when she heard Shen Jialan's "mother", it was like igniting the original subtle anxiety all of a sudden, and Jiang Yilin suddenly became angry.

Before she went on the stage, she clearly instructed "don't call mom here" and "mom don't make noise during filming", Shen Jialan also agreed, but now she is shouting "mom" and arguing with her!

In addition, the director announced that she would do it again, and Jiang Yilin, who was about to reshoot, suddenly drank softly without thinking about it: "Shut up, mom is filming, don't make noise with me!" ”

……

"Blue Blue! Blue Blue! Mommy is here! Jiang Yilin waved her hands indiscriminately, screaming and waking up from her dream, tears constantly falling from her well-maintained face.

"Woo woo......" Jiang Yilin was reluctant to wake up from her dream, holding her face and crying bitterly.

She didn't expect that just that sentence, that one didn't look at the eyes, she actually lost her daughter!