I was a little nervous at the time, and after thinking about it for a long time, I sat down next to her and cleared my throat: "You are still young, let's talk about it later." ”

Tang Wan suddenly raised her head: "What did you say?" ”

She fiddled with the guitar as she spoke, I don't know how she did it, and suddenly she screamed again, and when I saw it, her hands were bleeding, so I helped her deal with it simply, and put on a band-aid, she had been absent-minded, and she seemed to be a little lost.

I held her little cold hand, whether I couldn't bear to hurt her, or took a step back: "Okay, I promise you." ”

"What?" Tang Wan looked at me with a surprised face: "What did you say?" Promise me what? ”

I took her hand: "What do you say? I'll keep it a secret. ”

She withdrew her hand from my palm in horror: "Tang Jia told you that?" ”

I confidently said, "Do you want others to tell me about this kind of thing?" ”

She immediately lowered her head shyly: "You say, will you lose too much blood if you bleed so much?" ”

I stared at her finger and said, "No, the bleeding has stopped." ”

She jerked her head up again: "How do you know?" ”

I touched her head, "I don't know anything. ”

Then she slammed the guitar in her hand at me: "Stinky cowboy, kill you stinky cowboy!" ”

Later, I realized that she was menarche, and she was afraid that she would be embarrassed to see me, so she avoided me, and that was the first time that I was so embarrassed that I broke off contact with Tang Wan.

I didn't go to her for about half a month, but then I took the initiative to call her and ask her if she was gone? She said "um", meaning that I would dare to go to her again.

I don't know if it's the root of the disease that fell for the first time, which caused her to be very angry when she came to her now, and every time I wanted to hide outside for a few days, I simply got pregnant now, which saved trouble.

But it was also during the half month of separation that I felt that I had a special feeling for this little thing two years younger than me, of course, she was not yet developed at that time.

So in the first year of my separation from her, I went on a business trip to the Czech Republic, and a few colleagues in the same group said that they wanted to buy gifts for their children, so they went to a local puppet shop together.

At the checkout, I was teased by those subordinates, saying that I had a girl's heart, and I simply replied to them: "Buy it for me baby." ”

After that, I heard rumors in the company that I had an illegitimate child, probably because of this ragdoll doll that caused trouble.

After Tang Wan listened, she snatched the puppet doll in my hand, looked left and right, and said, "I'm better looking than it!" ”

After saying that, he put it away, and took out another thing from the black box: "Then what kind of is this?" ”

She threw a plastic cup at me, that was when I went to Florence, once I was doing a bus, I saw a couple, very young, maybe only a teenager, I don't know why they have been arguing, coincidentally, they got off at the same station as me, there was a small shop next to the station, the man rushed in and bought a plastic cup to give to the girl, maybe a gift in a hurry, the girl looked at the plastic cup and laughed, I don't know why I also went in and bought one, but after coming out, Seeing strange streets, unfamiliar faces, I can't find the familiar her...

In my memory, Tang Wan and I also quarreled fiercely like that little couple, when she was a freshman in high school, she told me that she liked Song Qingyi, and I saw that excited and shy look on her face for the first time, but not for me, I never fell asleep that night!

The next morning, waiting at the door of her house, Tang Wan came out with her schoolbag and was surprised to see me, I dragged her arm and walked all the way to the alley in the distance, she asked me what I was doing?

I gasped and said to her, "You can't like Song Qingyi!" ”

At first, she was puzzled and asked me, "Why?" ”

I stared into her big clear eyes, clenched my fist and said, "I don't agree!" ”

She glared at me, "What's the matter with you?" "I'm going to get out!

At that time, I didn't know what to think, I grabbed her, pushed her against the wall, saw her looking at me with some horror, and then smashed her fist at me, no matter how she smashed, I was unmoved!

She shouted to me, "Li Zhao, let me go!" I like who is my freedom! If you manage me like this, then we will break off our relationship! ”

I was stunned for a moment, I felt my heart pounding, she was actually going to cut ties with me for an irrelevant man? I can't describe the shock at the time, I also became angry and yelled at her, "How old are you? Do you know what it means to like? What is love? Do you know anything about him? Just look at it and like it? Have you watched too many idol dramas? ”

Tang Wan's face turned red, and she raised her head to me: "I just like him, I just fell in love at first sight!" ”

I raised my hand and pinched her face, pinching it hard, clenching my teeth, as if trying to crush her, her tears immediately poured out, my heart was stagnant, but I still let go, she pushed me away and shouted to me: "I hate you!" Then he ran away without looking back, as if trying to escape from my world!

I leaned against the wall and punched it!!

Then we had a cold war, and for a long time, she ignored me, and I could occasionally see her, all on the basketball court, except that she came for another man!

I didn't see her again for a while, and I deliberately inquired and found out that she was sick with a fever.

That night, I bought a bunch of lilies to see her, and I thought I would be kicked out by her, but as soon as she saw me, her eyes turned red, and she said to me, "Brother Li Zhao, I thought... You'll never pay attention to me again. ”

I froze in place, not knowing what to do with her, so I could only walk to her bedside and pet her head dotingly, calling her a stupid girl.

Later, she grabbed my arm and said a lot, she said that she found that she really liked Song Qingyi, she liked the kind she liked very much, she would not delay her studies, and she would not make overstepping moves, at least, not before the third year of high school, so that I could not be angry with her, she could listen to me except for this matter.

I felt my heart was in a panic, but I didn't have the strength to lose my temper with her, she thought I agreed, hugged my arm and smiled happily, and like a child, if it had been a child who didn't grow up, maybe it would... But how can I not grow up, but why am I so lost!

My arm inadvertently felt the softness on her chest, and unnaturally withdrew my hand to let her rest, and I would come back to see her tomorrow.

Since then, she has brazenly mentioned that person in front of me, and perhaps she will never know how tight my fists clench every time she says her surname Song!

……

Tang Wan took the plastic cup: "So, you bought this to coax me with it when I get angry in the future?" ”

I laughed and said, "That's what you should be." ”

She glared at me but cautiously put it away, lowered her head and asked me, "Do you miss me?" Then. ”

"Yes, yes."

……

Tang Wan took out a square scarf from the box and wrapped it around her neck: "This thing is still a little bit like, but how did you think of buying this?" ”

I smiled at her, this square scarf is batik cloth, when I went to Malaysia that year, I visited the factory of a clothing brand there, and one of the presidents in charge of that area told me that his wife is very beautiful, especially like batik, I stopped in front of the blue batik cloth and asked him, "Can you sell this to me?" ”

……

In Tang Wan's junior year of high school, I went to college in other places, and at first, we would talk on the phone, but slowly, the contact became less and less, and at that time, I realized for the first time what it is like to miss something!

But I think that there will be a day when she grows up, I have to learn to let go, learn to accept the fact that she is with others, at that time, I have been very frustrated, I have seen the eldest daughter-in-law since I was a child, and I can still be seen by me.

I often drank with my dorm buddies, played cards, and often went out to fight in groups, and my life was fulfilling, and I gradually got used to her not contacting me.

It's just that sometimes at night I think of the surname Song holding her hand, hugging her, and even kissing her, I want to hit someone, the buddy in my lower bunk often suffers, and every time I find a reason, he snores and makes noise to me!

Later, he went to the doctor for this! After that, the symptoms of snoring really eased, and I was not embarrassed to hit people again!

But one day, Tang Wan suddenly came to a phone call, at that time, I was eating food stalls with my brothers, I was stunned for a long time, thinking that I had seen it wrong, I picked up the phone, she was crying over there!

My first reaction was that she was bullied by the surname Song, and I was even ready to take someone to kill her!

However, she told me that she was out of shape!

I was startled, I didn't know what was going on, I squeezed the bus back to Shanghai overnight, ran to her door, it was almost morning, I closed my eyes under the big tree in front of her house and waited for her to wake up.

After she saw me, she stayed for a long time and didn't react, and rubbed her eyes stupidly, at that time she had grown from a round face to a delicate goose egg face, her eyes were smart, and she had a moving charm.

It's just that there was a hole on the left side of her face, I asked her what was going on, she said that Tang Jia spilled Coke on her piano that day, she rode Tang Jia's bicycle, and later planted it, and said that she didn't dare to tell Song Qingyi, what if her face didn't get better!

I blurted out: "He doesn't want me, he doesn't marry me!" Isn't it just a scar! What a big deal! ”

Tang Wan looked at me stunned, I turned my head sideways and saw Tang Jia also leaning against the door and looking at me in a daze, the atmosphere was very weird at that time, I could only change my words and say: "Lie to you, who wants you to be such a good wife, marry into whose family will eat poor!" ”

Later, I called her to go out for a walk, she pointed to her face and refused to go out, the next day I went to buy a blue silk scarf, tied it to her face, she agreed to go out with me, I asked her where she wanted to go, she said to clip the doll, I said that the surname Song is not with you?

She straightened up and told me, "I'm going to show sexual maturity in front of him, and I'll just do this childish thing with you." ”

I just noticed that she's doing pretty well now!

That was the first time I showed my heart to Tang Wan, but everyone didn't take it seriously...

Her little figure wrapped in a blue silk scarf has been engraved in my mind, she asked me if she looked like an Arab princess, I said that the princess must be taller than you, she glared at me angrily with the only two eyes exposed, I continued, but you must be more beautiful than the princess! She's happy again!

That was probably the last time Tang Wan treated me like a brother, laughing at me and messing with me, none of us knew that the wheel of fate had been running over us since that day...

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