Chapter 234: Li Zhao (I Least Want to Hurt You)
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Tang Wan took the batik cloth in her hand and whispered, "I was so stupid at that time." β
"Huh?"
Her head kept her head down, and she raised it after a while, and her eyes were actually full of tears: "I didn't know that you liked me at that time, I always thought you were with He Shishi, Li Zhao, I'm sorry, really, I'm sorry..."
She always loves to cry her nose, and the more she grows, the more powerful she gets, especially since she is pregnant, sometimes she can cry for a long time when she watches a news report at home, I asked her where the crying point is? She asked me rhetorically, don't you think it's pitiful?
I could only reply to her very helplessly: "I don't think so!" β
Just like at this time, I don't know which crying point I poked at her again, but I guess that if I can make her cry like this, eighty percent think I'm pitiful!
I reluctantly moved over, pulled her into my arms, and patted her on the shoulder: "Baby, don't cry." β
She looked up and glared at me with those big watery eyes: "That... If a child is born in the future, am I still a baby? β
I raised my eyebrows: "Of course not, you're your mother." β
She immediately looked at me indignantly: "No! I'm going to be a baby! You have to be like Tang Jia, if you have a child and forget me, I will, I will..."
She "me" for a long time, as if she was running out of words, I saw that she still had tears in her eyes, racking her brains, and asked her with a smile: "What about you?" β
She sat up straight and walked away from my arms: "I won't touch you after giving birth!" β
I stared at her obviously rounded little face, smiled maliciously, leaned over, put one hand on her back, easily put her down in my arms, teased her a few times through her clothes, and her face immediately turned slightly red.
We are all more cautious about this pregnancy, to be precise, since I found out that she was pregnant, I have not dared to touch her, we all know that small things are too hard-won, so we are very careful.
It's just that she is so soft in my arms, I still can't help but bow my head and kiss her white tender neck, she murmured, I raised my eyes to see her cute look, just one glance crushed my sanity, I instantly captured the red lips, unscrupulously occupying her soft taste.
She writhed uneasily in my arms, making me feel a rush of heat, and I felt her heart beat sharply, and my whole body was hot as if it were on fire.
My hand, which was gently rubbing my waist, suddenly shifted my position, and she lifted her pajamas, she grabbed the tender and complicated words in my eyes and said, "Husband... No way. β
I think, this woman is really a magic obstacle in my life, which makes me want to stop, and because she can't say a word, she forcibly suppresses the heat in my heart!
But she was embarrassed to ask me, "Are you okay?" β
I took her hand and put it somewhere, "What do you think?" β
She bit her lip and was overwhelmed, and I pinched her chin: "When you finish unloading, your good days will come to an end!" Sit and don't move, I'll go out for a cigarette! β
Although her fetal position is now stable, but because we have had a sad experience, so this time we are both very cautious, if it is not for the fear that she and the child will miss again, I think I will definitely press her on my body and love her fiercely! Still, it took me ten minutes to regain my composure.
When I walked into the storage room again, Tang Wan knelt on the ground, her head was about to stick into the box, and she took out a bunch of things, which were actually bought by accident during the three years that I had been separated from her and her, and I didn't know why I bought those things, as if it was on a specific occasion and a specific place, I suddenly thought of her, and then I bought it.
Before I knew it, I had accumulated a box, and I realized that I had been trying to forget her, but no matter which country I fled to, she was there.
Tang Wan took out a lot of pop-up books from a pile of things, was looking through them in a novelty, and when she saw me come in, she asked me why I bought these, I sat down next to her again, there are many pop-up books in France, you can buy one for about 5 euros, and it is very exquisite.
The first time I saw these fun pop-up books, I thought Tang Wan would like it very much, she often asked me to tell her stories after she was three years old, and then I went to elementary school, after I could recognize some words, I would take that kind of simple story book to tell her, she was only in kindergarten, I didn't know a big word, I told it twice, but she could repeat it word for word!
I don't know, I think she is literate, only I know, she has a good memory, she has been sensitive to color since she was a child, she will fight with Tang Jia over a dress, and she will also get angry with me because I messed up her hair.
She is only more than ten years old, she likes hairpins these little girls' jewelry, once, we went to the science and technology museum, Tang Wan asked me what I want to do in the future, when her hair was black and long draped over her shoulders, she smiled very good, laughed into my heart, I said I want to find a quiet and uninhabited place, and beloved, just lie down like that, she laughed at me for having no ideals and no ambitions, but she didn't know, it didn't matter what I did, as long as she was by my side.
After she married me, she didn't have a good time, I tried a lot of ways, tried to communicate with her, bought a lot of luxury goods, and took her to some high-end occasions, but later, I found that she was smiling on her face, but there was no smile in her eyes at all!
She would take what I bought, and she would ask me for things unceremoniously, but I knew she didn't treat me as her own, but just spent money for the sake of spending money.
She began to hate me, more and more hated me, and it seemed that as soon as I appeared in front of her, I would make her blow up and make her think of another man in a foreign country!
I was afraid to see her lost look, afraid that she would be alone in a daze, afraid that she would look at me like an enemy!
I simply, numb myself with work, she is obviously already my wife, why, my heart is getting farther and farther away, and it is impossible to even return to the original simple relationship!
I see her every once in a while, she has changed very much, and in the end she is even unrecognizable, I feel that I have ruined her, I am very distressed, but I don't know what to do, I took her away from the Li family, and built a Wanting Bay for her, I poured all the home in my mind into Wanting Bay, I ordered a BΓΆsendorf for her, I wanted her to go back to the past, to go back to the past, to be herself, but she didn't even bother to look at it.
She often gets drunk and comes back to sleep, and in her dreams, she is crying, and our relationship is even worse!
I thought that Grace Bay would be our home harbor, but I never thought that this was the beginning of our mutual harm...
I pressed her on the sofa and tore her clothes hard, her eyes were full of tears, I couldn't bear to look at her, I turned her back, and punished her angrily, she was like a glass that could be broken at any time under me, but I couldn't control myself!
can't control it, she's already my person, why is her heart still on him! Why can't she see that the surname Song is not suitable for her!
Since many years ago, she loved to wear short skirts, and it was so cold, and the surname Song actually stayed outside with her for so long!
She came to her period, and in order to go on a date with the surname Song, the two went to eat spicy pot, and came back with a stomachache for two days;
She often starved next to her surname Song and shrunk under a small tree by herself;
She is a duplicitous person, and she often speaks without thinking about her brain, but the surname Song really left her!
I don't understand, why even so, she still loves her to death, I can't stand it, I can't stand that she has become my woman, and she still thinks about the surname Song!
Tang Wan struggled to resist and even screamed at first, she kept trying to escape, which made me even more annoyed! The more she was like this, the more I kept dominating her with all my strength, and her body fell to the carpet, but I didn't intend to let her go at all!
That night, I thought I was crazy, completely crazy about her! I know it's ridiculous for me to do this, I desperately want to get her person if I can't get her heart, I said to myself, just don't want it! I just want people!
She slumped on the floor, her eyes closed, the red marks on her body drove me crazy, I picked her up and went upstairs, she didn't resist anymore, I threw her on the bed, I asked her, "How much do you really love him?" β
She didn't speak, she just closed her eyes and sneered, and that laughter stimulated the cells all over my body! I parted her body and violently tried desperately to leave a mark of myself and make her forget about him!
But I didn't expect her to faint in a trembling, and I was really scared!
Sent her to the hospital and found a familiar doctor, she saw the marks on Tang Wan's body and looked at me reproachfully.
I don't understand why she has that pin. The feeling of soul devouring bones will make me reluctant to let go of her.
I obsessively stroked her sleeping face and kissed her distressedly...
I condone her, spoil her, get used to her, she wants to go to heaven, and labor and management will lift her to heaven! Accompany her to the rebellion!
I thought that as soon as little Gesang was born, the problems between us would be fine, and with a child, her heart would no longer wander around, and she would eventually stop and grow up with the child, maybe in this way, I would also become important in her life!
But... I still lost to fate, and no matter how hard I tried, I lost all of them!
I took her to the hospital and watched her being pushed into the operating room covered in blood, and I held my head frantically and wailed in pain!
The doctor told me that she had lost too much blood, and the child would definitely not be saved, so she could only induce labor, and adults, they would do their best!
I grabbed the doctor's shoulder and squeezed it out between my teeth: "Do your best? What does it mean to do your best? You're going to fucking dare to let her do something! I told you not to think about practicing medicine in the future!! β
Little Gesang is gone... She was pushed out with a pale face, she hadn't woken up yet, she didn't know what was going on, I didn't know if she was dreaming, her hand kept moving, I held it tightly and buried it in my lips, and shed tears!
At that moment, I felt like I was going to lose her...
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Much later, I met her again in Paris, and everything was like a dream, and I never thought that she would be able to forgive me in this life and let go of the past.
But that day, it came so suddenly...
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