Jiang Feng had been in a coma and couldn't see anyone, so I had to go home first.

At this time, He Yi came back from school again, saying that he had completed his graduation defense and successfully secured a graduate student from a prestigious school in Hong Kong.

Seeing that He Yi was in good physical condition, did not appear weak due to the replacement of his kidney, and had not delayed his studies, I felt comforted in my heart, but my thoughts quickly returned to the fact that Jiang Feng was in a coma, a restless sullen daze.

He Yi asked me, "Sister, why does your face look so pale, thinner than before, aren't you pregnant with a baby, why don't you eat more?" ”

When I heard the word 'child', my heart tingled again...... However, he still pretended to be calm and said, "Child, it's gone." ”

"Gone?!" He Yi frowned in shock, and his expression became very serious, "What do you mean?" Miscarriage? ”

I took a deep breath and said, "Don't ask so much, it's gone...... it's gone."

He Yi was so shocked that he didn't come back to his senses for a long time, he stared at me in disbelief for a long time, "I can't imagine what you've been through during this time," he said, and involuntarily gave me a hug, which was a wordless comfort......

It turns out that the best way to let go of a period of pain is to enter into a new period of pain. I am now pretending to be Jiang Feng's illness, and I have no time to mourn the last tragedy, and I can't help but break free from that kind of depressed, almost depressed and divided days, and become anxious, difficult to sleep, but I can't let go of my dignity but find out, just squatting at home and silently anxious, no one knows what I'm thinking in my heart. He Yi thought that I was still immersed in the shadow of losing my child, and tried every means to help me get rid of it, Zhou Kaicheng also asked me out to play and relax as before, but I became very absent-minded, with a string in my head, and there was no way to relax. I look at my phone from time to time, not knowing whose call I'm waiting for or who I want to call.

It had been two more days since Jiang Feng fell into a coma.

Sister Tao does her work at home every day, and she doesn't go to the hospital again, she calls Jiang Feng's mobile phone and no one answers, but she considers that Jiang Feng has a lot of family members guarding there, and as a nanny, she really has no reason to express concern.

In the evening, when Zhou Kaicheng was at my house, sitting with me and He Yi to eat, I was depressed and absent-mindedly shaved a few grains of white rice, the more I thought about it, the deeper I became, my thoughts were completely distracted, and I didn't even hear Zhou Kaicheng shout at me.

"Yuncan!" He raised his voice again.

"......," I looked up at him, shocked, "what? ”

Zhou Kaicheng put down the dishes and chopsticks, looked at me with complicated eyes, and said, "Your situation still needs some special treatment." In this way, I know a master from a Buddhist temple, and I will take you to see him in a few days, and by the way, I will stay with you in the temple for a while, and accompany you to chant sutras or something—"

"No need," I didn't expect Zhou Kaicheng to even think of a way for me to recite scriptures and purify my soul, which was really a bit ridiculous.

"Duan Peifeng is sick," I said in a low, brainless voice, "It is said that the illness is more serious......

Zhou Kaicheng was stunned and let out a little sneer, "Really?" So, what do you want to do? ”

I shook my head and said vaguely, "I can't do anything,"

Zhou Kaicheng saw that I was still losing my soul for Jiang Feng, he finally got angry, and the meal broke up unhappily...... Later, He Yi learned about the seriousness of Jiang Feng's condition from Sister Tao, and immediately rushed to the hospital to visit, and did not come back until 12 o'clock in the middle of the night, and told me with a very solemn expression, "Jiang Feng is still living in the ICU, almost 5 days in a coma, and he will not let his family members enter the ward, when he will wake up, and whether he will wake up or not is unknown~"

5 days in a coma!!

When I heard this, my heart was trembling again, it turned out that he was so close to death... What happened to him, that he would fall so suddenly? A series of terrifying images immediately appeared in my mind, such as the news that he died after the next moment, he was pushed out of the ward covered with a white cloth and pushed all the way to the morgue, Duan Zhicheng cried bitterly, grandma cried, and Jiang Wanru also cried...... Then his body was pushed to the crematorium and turned to ashes, and there was no more him in this world, no one who could not see him, could not hear his voice, and he was forever separated from yin and yang...... Is it any wonder that he came to my room that night and said that to see my 'last face', or to become my eternal 'memory', so he already knew that he was sick and that there was no cure for him? With these suffocating imaginations, I couldn't help but fall to the ground, clearly feeling the cramping pain in my heart......

I couldn't take it anymore and went to the hospital the next morning.

It was still at the door of the ICU, but this time I only saw Gu Minyi alone. Duan Zhicheng should not be able to take a temporary rest, Lin Xiping and Duan Hao and Duan Qian will definitely not come to take a look, so the only person who really cares about him is Gu Minyi.

I hesitated in my heart for a while, and then I walked up to Gu Minyi with firm steps, and asked nonchalantly, "How is Jiang Feng now?" ”

Gu Minyi's face was tired, and when she saw my appearance, she immediately lowered her face and asked coldly, "What are you doing here?" ”

"I just want to know what disease he has and if he's getting better?"

Unexpectedly, Gu Minyi gritted her teeth and slapped me when she raised her hand!

"Lu Yuncan, you still have the face to ask," Gu Minyi glared at me angrily, eager to cut me with a thousand knives, and scolded, "He became like this, it's all thanks to you, you're a rotten thing who only harms people!" You'd better get out of the way with me now, or I'll kill you!" ”

I didn't have the strength to quarrel with her, and I didn't care about her slap for the time being, and continued to ask coldly, "What's going on with him?" ”

"The doctor diagnosed him with viral meningitis!" Gu Minyi popped up the name of this disease that I had almost never heard of, and said hatefully, "A big reason is the viral infection caused by a severe cold, if you hadn't died and gone crazy all day long, he wouldn't have tortured himself with his life, and he was drenched in heavy rain outside for two days in a row, so that he had a high fever and was unwilling to go to the hospital, didn't eat, drink, or sleep, and finally got it so serious!" ”

I shuddered, unable to speak.

"Also," Gu Minyi warned again, "Aunt Jiang doesn't know about Ah Feng's illness yet, you'd better keep your mouth shut for me and don't tell her!" ”

After a brief understanding, I walked outside the hospital, not wanting to be in the same space with Gu Minyi anymore, but my heart was so heavy that I couldn't breathe...... I didn't leave, and I didn't wait anxiously as a family member, I was secretly observing the movements, every time I saw the doctor pushing open the door, I thought it was announcing Jiang Feng's death, and I would be extremely nervous when I saw someone who died after rescue failed...... I couldn't bear the pressure, so I drank water continuously with a cup, prayed silently in my heart, and wandered all night in the hallway near the ICU.

On a new day, the sun rose again, and I finally saw Duan Zhicheng, the old lady, and Gu Minyi all entering the ICU with the permission of the doctor at 9 o'clock in the morning. I also quietly walked to the door, but the door was already closed, and I stared blankly at the closed door of the emergency room, thinking, if not so many things happened, I should be the first to rush in, and the first to burst, right?

A few hours later, Jiang Feng was pushed out of the ICU, surrounded by many people and condoled, and I could only hide in the dark like a thief...... At the very least, I was sure that his life was picked up and he was transferred from the intensive care unit to the general ward.

My heart that had been hanging for a week finally let go. He's still dead.

I knew where his ward was, and I wanted to know how he was doing, but I couldn't convince myself to get closer to the hospital after a few rounds of the hospital...... He's not alone, there's his dad, his grandma, his lover, everyone is more interested in him than I am, and I don't have to join in the fun. As long as he is sure that he wakes up, the rest will have nothing to do with me, and our worlds will no longer intersect.

At the same time, He Yi also learned about Jiang Feng's condition, and after I went home, he stopped me, a little deep and a little hesitant, "Sister, I have something to hide from you, and now it seems that I really don't want to continue to hide it." ”

"What's the matter?"

"......" He Yi hesitated for a long time before he said in a low voice, "Didn't I get a kidney replacement when I was sick a few months ago, do you know where the kidney source came from?" ”

"Not from the hospital?"

He Yi shook his head, "Where is such good luck, it was actually donated by a big living person, but you have been kept in the dark......"

"Who?"

"Jiang Feng." He Yi said lightly, but stared at me tightly, not like he was joking at all.

I felt a thunderbolt on a sunny day, and I opened my eyes wide and followed He Yi to look at each other, and my breathing was very difficult, "What are you talking about?" ”

"When I was hospitalized in the hospital waiting for the kidney source, once you and He Yu went home, Jiang Feng came to the hospital to see me once, and he also did a kidney matching test with me, no one expected that we were perfectly matched, of course, I didn't know that he did the matching test at first, until I had kidney replacement surgery, during the recovery period, I learned from the doctor that the kidney source was provided by Jiang Feng himself, and it is said that he also asked the doctor to keep it strictly confidential and not disclose it to you...... After I knew the truth, I couldn't accept it, I felt like I owed him a life, and I went to him for a lifetime, and I went to him, at least to say thank you to my face, and he told me that the reason why he was willing to donate to me was to make you change your mind and forgive him, and take care of him for the rest of your life, but later, he knew that you were pregnant with a child, so I never told you this fact. ”

When I was shocked and couldn't speak, He Yi sighed and continued, "I estimate that the viral meningitis that Jiang Feng got this time is related to the serious decline in his immunity after changing his kidney, otherwise it would be impossible for him to suffer from a cold that will affect his brain, and he will be in a coma for so long......"

I sat down on the sofa all of a sudden, my voice trembling from nervousness, "He Yi, don't lie to me about such a big matter." ”

"I don't have to lie to you," He Yi said in a low voice, slightly reproachful, "I saw that he was dying of illness this time, and you didn't go to visit him, I was upset for him, so I just told the truth." See for yourself. ”