Chapter 125: It's hard to kill yourself if you can't help yourself

I was overwhelmed by the darkness of his eyes, and a hideous scar at the corner of his eye could not match the desolation in his eyes.

I felt like someone was grabbing my throat, looking into it in a daze but not being able to pull it out.

My jaw was already stiff, my waist was about to be broken by the person in front of me, I shouted: "Lu Bing Lu Bing, who are you to let go of me"

The brain bounced back in my head like a leather ball, and the sticky breath from the pavement sprayed me, I screamed and struggled, and An Shuhai also pounced and tried to pull me out, but a few more people came out behind him and pulled An Shuhai out.

"Sister!"

"Let go of my little brother, you let go of me!"

The door to the ward was closed by this man, who let go of the hand that was around my waist and tied it to my throat with his big hand, his fingers stuck there, not tightened, but already making me breathless.

"Ahem, ahem."

"An Jian, do you want me to let you go, or let go of your little brother? Choose one of the two. ”

I scratched the back of this man's hand and cried, "Who are you! The police will arrest you! ”

As soon as his arm was retracted, the hand clasped around my neck tightened instantly, the blood rushed to my head, tears burst out, I frantically fluttered my feet, and his bland cold answer fell in my ears: "An Jian, I am your husband, Jin Xiyan." ”

Jin Xijin

"Haha, haha" I stopped, and it took a lot of effort to remember the second word "Xi" in the words he had said. I felt a chill in my heart, I knew that what they said was true, how much I fled in the past, how much I hated this person to let myself be hypnotized, even if others said this name many times, I couldn't remember it, including the face in front of me. When I close my eyes, I already look like this person.

I forced my back to fade back until my back was against the wall, and he nailed my weak body with his hand, and the dark scar stuck to my face:

"Answer me, you and An Shuhai, choose one of the two."

The familiar rhythm sounded, he swiped the phone with his other hand and pasted it between us, An Shuhai was silent after a miserable scream, and two seconds later, there was a voice inviting merit: "Xiye, one leg is done." ”

"Hmm."

Jin Xiyan hung up, his cheeks slowly withdrew from me, and he looked back at me coldly. And I was forced by An Shuhai's scream, I held my head that was about to explode and hit the wall behind me, his hand loosened slightly, and the other hand stuck the back of my head, forcing me to face him, and asked me mechanically: "The third time." ”

"Jin, Xi! I owe you and come at me. Let my brother go. As soon as he finished speaking, he tilted his head and pressed it to my lips.

The obscurity of tobacco filled my mouth, and I pinched his waist so hard that he bit my lip violently.

I screamed in pain.

But when I tasted my own blood, there was a hatred of resistance in my heart, I bit back, he snorted and stuck my forehead with one hand, I screamed, but he forced me to separate, his tongue got in, and the blood had slid down my throat, and my throat was uncomfortable, retching.

Jin Xiyan let go of me and threw me on the hospital bed beside him, he combed his messy hair back to his head, and while tearing off the buttons on his suit, revealing a light blue shirt, he took out a cigarette case and took one in his mouth, regardless of the non-smoking ward, tilted his head and nodded, leaning against the wall like a wolf who had lost his mate, staring coldly at me a few steps away through the swirling disgust.

He took out his mobile phone again, bit the cigarette and said in a low voice, "Stop, take him to Uncle Long." ”

I kept coughing, and when I heard that he was going to take An Shuhai away, I pounced:

"Ahem, ahem. You said you let my brother go! Let him go! ”

He spit out a mouthful, took two steps forward, and finally had a touch of emotion in his eyes, and said, "An Jian, you used to hate An Shuhai, and you hated each other so much. Now that your sister and brother are in deep love, what about the hatred that you say? Well? To me, you are absolutely good enough to be open to other people? ”

His self-deprecation made me feel indifferent, I grabbed his tie and said fiercely: "Let An Shuhai go!" I said I can't remember you, I can't remember your name and your face at all! I can't explain it! If you want to entangle, I will accompany you, but it has nothing to do with An Shuhai! ”

"When do you call my name, I'll let him go again." His thumb pressed hard against the wound on the corner of my lip to punish me.

I was in pain, and I raised my hand to slap him.

He reacted much faster than I did, staring into my eyes without blinking, while his hand loosened my lips and grabbed my wrist with his backhand, and he didn't go for half a second.

"Ahh I broke my wrist by him, and I broke out in a cold sweat, biting my lip and glaring at him, but I also knew that if this man used any more force, my wrist would be removed.

"If you make trouble again, I will pull out the thorns on your body one by one, and your temper will be worn out little by little!"

Violence I am not this person's, and my strength has become a farce in his mouth.

He's a cat, I'm a mouse, he has hatred in his eyes, and the scar in the corner of his right eye is like a knife with hatred, plunging into my heart.

I lost my strength, my heart ached every time it throbbed, tears blurred this man's face again and again, I wanted to call him all by name, but my head tore and hurt.

"Ahh I screamed and banged my head in pain.

My wrist was released, my body was empty, and I was picked up by him and walked out of the room.

"I don't want to think about it, it hurts! Yes! I'm going to wait for Lu Bing to wake up, you let me go."

In the corridor, those police officers had been evacuated, Jin Xi carried me to the glass window of the ICU next door and stopped, I looked at the empty intensive care unit in a daze and shouted: "Where is Lu Bing!" Where is Lu Bing! Where is he! Mom! What about her? ”

I patted Jin Xi's chest and cried, I was afraid that in the three days that I was asleep, Lu Bing would hold on.

Lu Bing is my lover, yes, I haven't thought about whether I love him or not, and now that I'm bound by another cold person, I'm more and more sure that I love the warm Lu Bing, I can't live without him!

"Where is he? Where is he? I pulled his neck, opened my mouth wide and said in a pleading tone: "Tell me, okay, where is Lu Bing?" ”

Jin Xi frowned, and soon turned into a cold and ruthless appearance: "The second multiple-choice question." ”

"I don't want to do multiple-choice questions, I don't. You let me down, I'll go to the police station, I'll go to the dean, they can't take him away, I'm his wife! I'm his wife! ”

Bang, Jin Xi let go, and I fell directly to the ground.

He looked at me condescendingly and showed me his first smile: "Lu Bing and son, which one do you choose?" ”

I sat on the floor and my heart froze for two seconds, and I kept wrapping my knees around my knees like an ice cellar for a while.

"Little Doudou? My little Doudou, you caught my little Doudou" I got up and pounced on Jin Xiyan with a grunt, and smashed it over with a punch: "Why do you force me!" Why take away my happiness! Why let me choose! Give me back my little beanie! Give me back my land ice. Why are you destroying my life! ”

"I just want to see, between your man and your children, are you going to be a good wife or a good mother?" Jin Xi pushed me away and sat on a chair outside the ICU with his arms crossed, thinking that an audience would go crazy watching me.

He put it out of the air, and the voice inside was crying, so I could tell it was my Doudou at once.

I slipped under the glass window, wrapped around my knees, and listened to the cries and weeps.

I am a mother, and when a woman has her own child, the child is her own heaven and earth.

"Lu Bing, where?"

"City B, this time should be doing the second operation. When you decide to go to City B, you will never see your son again."

I trembled, I hated this Jin Xi's meanness, but I was so incompetent, I couldn't protect the people I cared about, I could only be like a mouse being played by the people in front of me!

"Take me to meet the kids. Take me to meet the kids! ”

I want to stabilize the person in front of me, so that I have the opportunity to take the child and go to City B to find Lu Bing.

I made up my mind, and I also said the answer, but I also understood that I was already sorry for Lu Bing.

Jin Xi got my answer, and also threw the cigarette butt between his fingers on the ground, and I stepped on the spark and walked to my side.

A hand reached out to my eyes.

I followed the thick palm of my bones, along the sleeve of his woolen suit, and looked at Jin Xi's increasingly blurred face.

Dark street corner, dim street lamp, boy in white:

Dim Hospital, Dim Corridor Light, Man in Black:

"Get up!"

The two faces overlapped, one warm and the other cold, and I was already confused, and the memory of the young man in white was so hard to insert in.

Syllable!

I stood up with my hands trembling.

The voice was immature, and my hands were full of blood.

"Don't touch me!" When I opened my mouth, I was full of grief and was physically and mentally exhausted.

I thought hypnosis would change my face, but now the constant overlap of the scene has forced me to know that this man is in my bones, and even though I can't remember his face and his name, he has always left a mark on my life force.

I held my head and panted forward.

Jin Xi hooked my shoulders again, his lower forehead tightened, and held me in his arms.

I got into a Cadillac and was sent into a garden house in a trance.

I was pushed into the door by Jin Xiyan, and I didn't take off my shoes, shouting Xiaodoudou, Xiaodoudou.

But apart from Jin Xiyan's breathing behind me and my shouting, no third voice appeared.

"Little Doudou? Where did you take Doudou with you? ”

Jin Xi took off his shoes, changed into a leather tray from the shoe cabinet, and threw me a pair of old cartoon slippers.

"Don't stain the floor."

I kicked off the Bugs Bunny cotton slippers that had lost my eyeballs, stuck my hand on Jin Xi's neck and yelled: "You return my son!" ”

"If you, you have a visitation time once a month."

"Why! He's my son! Not yours! I have promised you not to go to Lu Bing, you have no right to kidnap my child! ”

"Your son?" A faint sentence, like a cold rain poured on my anxious heart, Jin Xi said: "Lao Tzu doesn't breed you, where can you give birth to a son!" ”

I closed my eyes, and his image turned into foam, blurring in my mind.

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