"Your Majesty, even if you repay me for your kindness, it's enough, why bother disbanding the harem again? …… Actually, you don't have to do anything else at all, I'm already very satisfied with being a queen...... I don't dare to bear anything else anymore......"

"Repay the favor?"

He repeated: "Repay the favor? Miao Lian, do you think I'm repaying you for my kindness? ”

She muttered, "Your Majesty, actually, I don't deserve it at all. You should have repaid me, you have already paid it back...... Even if it's this queen, it's actually a lot of what I get...... In the future, I will never ask for anything more, nor will I cause you any more trouble, and I promise that I will never be jealous of other women again...... You really don't want to do this again, even if you don't tell me, but I can guess that those ministers will never give up easily, even if you ignore them today, but what about tomorrow? What about the day after tomorrow? They'll keep pestering you and annoying you......"

Even Feng Miaozhi of Yaoguang Temple, Princess Pengcheng who came and went, she didn't want to pay attention to it...... No matter what, it's not easy for him.

It's all forced to do this, why are you still doing so many small actions?

Even Ye Jia - she has made up her mind, fate is fate, that crazy time has passed - even if she is unwilling in her heart, she has lost it - what kind of duty a person is in, and he can't keep coming for his own selfish desires.

She didn't say any more, because at this moment, she suddenly felt a strange quiet.

It was as if the man lying next to him had disappeared out of thin air.

She was shocked in her heart: "Your Majesty...... Your Majesty......"

The hand stretched out, stopped, and with a buzz in my head, I suddenly felt a drop of hot stuff - what was it?

"Your Majesty?"

In the dark night, he couldn't stop it, and suddenly burst into tears.

"Your Majesty...... Your Majesty......"

She screamed twice, timidly, not daring to say any more.

At that moment, he suddenly collapsed.

I don't know why I'm crying - just because she is still calling "Your Majesty" at such a moment? Just because of that "repay"?

There is nothing else but to repay the favor?

Just like this woman, from the day she left the palace, her heart was gone, and she flew completely, and she no longer knew where she had wandered to.

No matter what he did, he couldn't get it back.

Even if she was now lying beside her, with his and hers' common blood in her belly—they were full of suspicion and anxiety with each other—as soon as she heard that the worship was canceled, she immediately felt a shock to her body, thinking that her status as queen was in crisis.

Once bitten by a snake for ten years, I was afraid of the well rope.

What made her like this?

Even love doesn't believe in it at all.

She even thought that all this she had done, such painstaking and lonely words, was just to repay her kindness - there is such a reason to repay her kindness in this world???

Maybe it was because this dead silence had been too long, Feng Miaolian's cold voice didn't dare to appear again, and her heart was churning one after another, and the palm of the hand he held firmly trembled slightly.

However, the hot droplets did not stop—

Oh my God, those were his tears.

Takubahiro was crying.

This man, he rarely sheds tears.

Even if he was locked up in a dark room and thirsty, he didn't cry Hong.

However, in the dark night, he cried so miserably.

"Your Majesty...... Hong'er ...... Hong'er ......"

Flustered, there was nothing to do, and he almost blurted out: "Hong'er...... Hong'er ...... Why are you crying......"

The hand also caressed his face, panicked, and touched his face with tears. She didn't dare to move anymore, she didn't even dare to scream, she just timidly: "Hong'er...... What am I saying wrong? Hong'er ......"

His big hand stretched out and completely embraced her in his arms.

But she didn't dare to use any strength, and for a while, her face was buried in her shoulder.

At this moment, he became like a little child.

Weaker than a child.

For some reason, Feng Miaolian stimulated the weak, warm feelings in her heart for the first time, and quietly hugged his head and her eyes were ****.

"Miao Lian...... Miao Lian ...... I didn't do this because I felt guilty about you or something like that, no, absolutely not...... I'm just because I like you...... Love that you've always been there for me...... There is no other reason...... Just need you by your side all the time......"

Not a reciprocated gratitude—in fact, it never occurred to him to thank her.

I just love it.

What a simple reason.

Even if she was not by her side for a few years in the family temple, he was wanton and debauched, and the women around him came and went, which could be regarded as a hundred flowers, but when he suddenly looked back, he knew that at midnight, a person's death and sorrow were sad. No matter how bright **, no matter how bright the youth, but there is no memory, no understanding...... Acquaintances all over the world, how many confidants are there?

Ordinary people can't still have a heart-to-heart relationship, let alone a beautiful woman who is paid tribute to him by an emperor and others and those political marriages.

Or is she the best. Just like people's clothes, new clothes are of course very good and bright, but who knows how uncomfortable it is when wearing new clothes?

The better the clothes, the more they need to have a straight waist, upright legs, a contracted abdomen, and high heels in matching shoes...... You have to work hard to maintain your posture between entering and exiting, so as not to wrinkle your clothes.

On the contrary, those close-fitting old clothes have been run-in, more soft and comfortable.

Isn't it the same for a long marriage?

However, he was also scared - because of so much time, so much fighting, he already understood where the roots were. As long as the harem does not disperse for a day, as long as Feng Miaozhi, Lin Meiren, Gao Meiren and others exist for a day...... She will eventually be uneasy, wearing thick armor and on guard.

When every woman looks at her complacent rival, she may have sworn a poisonous oath: Once I am proud, I must kill that vixen.

Just like Lu Pheasant to Mrs. Qi.

Every woman, when facing her husband's junior, who dares to say that she has never complained about it?

The difference is only that many people have not reached the level and status of Lu Pheasant at all, and the top ten can only watch Xiao San run rampant, and there is no ability and opportunity to punish at all.

One day, either she, Feng Miaolian, destroyed these women, or these women destroyed her.

If she doesn't dissolve the harem, she will always be just a queen, and she will never become his lover.

And what he needs is not a queen, not a palace master, not a work partner who is guarded against each other and alienated from each other, but a lover who has the same heart. At least, when you dream back in the middle of the night, when you toss and turn, when you are irritable and eager, when you are eager to talk...... There is a person around you who can speak your heart with confidence.

"Miao Lian, I won't let you leave me again...... I'll never let you leave me again......"

Feng Miaolian's tears rained down.

At this moment, she also completely understood.

Really got it.

The affection between men and women is so wonderful, like a chemical agent, once fused, it can no longer be separated. It turns out that all this is just because of love.

From the first love when he was a teenager, from the suspicion of the young emperor, until his mature man's career, it became real love.

Yes, it's just love, and everything else has nothing to do with it.

She was about to turn her head, but he had already hugged her shoulder, and his big hand rubbed her hot tearful face, and his voice was a little hoarse: "Fool...... Why are you so stupid? ”

She finally choked up.

"Miao Lian...... I like you to do this...... In the future, I hope that no one will bother us again...... Rest assured, there will never be any more obstacles...... Actually, I've wanted to do this for a long time, and every time I see you working so hard to do those things, I feel sick in my heart, and I know that you don't like those concubines and don't want to see them...... It's not your fault, it's all mine...... I just wanted to correct this mistake...... Everything is my fault and I hope these mistakes can end here......"

Everything of the past has been committed.

That's a mistake that a man makes.

Not to mention that he is an emperor.

is a childhood sweetheart, a woman with a heart-to-heart relationship, and it is not as fresh as other women...... Moreover, he shoulders the responsibility of passing on the imperial lineage...... Until one day he woke up and the prodigal son looked back to find that the damage had been done, and no matter how much he tried to make amends, it would be useless......

When did it start?

From the first sight of the reunion at the family temple?

From the stab she stabbed in the heart?

I'd rather die than believe in love.

Even the glory and wealth are disdainful, let alone love.

At that time, he thought, what if there weren't so many warblers and swallows around him? It was they who made her so uneasy and frightened, **** thinking about how to calculate and how to protect herself......

It's like there's an enemy all over the world.

It seems that every concubine will covet someone else's fetus.

It seems that Lu Pheasant and Mrs. Qi are everywhere.

The most cruel original partner fights the junior - who is the initiator?

This emotion even infected him, and even he installed so many people, imperial doctors, guards, palace maids, cooks...... are all on guard, for fear that anyone will dare to do black hands to the queen.

Don't use suspicious people, don't suspect people.

He was originally a man with a big heart, but now he has become so suspicious.

"Miao Lian...... I'm afraid you won't believe me...... I was sorry for you in those days...... I'm so sorry for you, I left you when you were the hardest and sickest, and I wasn't by your side for those years...... I'm even afraid, is it because of this, you are simply cold-hearted and will not love me anymore? ”

He was asking her, and he was asking himself.

She didn't dare answer.

When you are in love, you will never give up. But the problem arises, even if it is he Tuoba Hong, there are times when he is confused. It was then that each other's hearts drifted away.