The speed of the car can be described as a lightning speed.

I was held in Zhuo Jing's arms, watching him hold his mobile phone in advance to contact the doctors and nurses in the hospital, his kind of eyes should be familiar to me, although it was anger, but it was mixed with the kind of anger that was anxious to care about me, watching him shout loudly to the person in the mobile phone to immediately find someone to prepare at the emergency door, although that habitual command posture may seem to me to be pretentious, but at that moment I said in my heart that it was false not to be moved, as if, for the first time on his face I saw the shadow of him two years ago.

To be honest, I think I should be scared of such a serious thing as vomiting blood, especially after spitting two mouthfuls, my mouth is full of a fishy sweet taste, but I actually didn't feel uncomfortable at all, but I still felt very comfortable, comfortable as if I had been constipated for a week but suddenly discharged it in one go during the collapse.

Therefore, looking at the way he yelled at the mobile phone in a hurry, I felt a little guilty, as if I was pretending to be sick, wasting the hospital's human resources, and opened my mouth: "I'm fine, I'm really fine." “

"Shut up."

Holding the phone, he glared at me sharply, and then continued to speak into the phone: "You mean the patient's mental state?" She's not in a normal state of mind right now, yes, if you vomit about a hundred milliliters of blood, will you still say you're okay! ”

"Zhuo Jing ......"

"Shut up, I'm not saying you guys, you have to prepare a stretcher, she has a disabled leg and foot, I'll be there soon, yes, you guys have to be faster."

"I didn't ......"

"Shut up."

Putting down the phone, Zhuo Jing glared at me directly: "You give me a quiet silence and I don't hear it, it's not up to you to say if you have something, if you dare to have something, I won't let you go." ”

I looked at his eyes, but my heart throbbed, and I was about to open my mouth, but I saw that the car had already driven to the emergency door, this battle was really not small, even the little brother-in-law was waiting in front of the stretcher car now, I didn't know and thought I was an important person, "Qiaoqiao, Qiaoqiao, what's wrong with you?!" ”

As soon as the car stopped, my uncle shouted at me outside the car with a worried face, I got up and wanted to get out of the car by myself, after all, I haven't reached the point where I can't take care of myself, but Zhuo Jing's expression is unusually gloomy, "Don't move honestly!" ”

I was frightened by his appearance, and I didn't dare to move, but I saw that he seemed to be holding a fragile object, and carefully hugged me out, and warned me viciously: "If you are not quiet, I will seal your mouth for you." ”

As soon as I put it on the stretcher, I was held down by those medical staff, and then pushed me wildly towards the emergency area, I looked at the little uncle who was nervous and followed me, grinned at the corner of his mouth, and wanted him not to worry so much about me, but I don't know if it was because the stretcher was pushed too fast, some bumps arrived, the gas in my stomach surged again, and my head tilted, "Poof!! He spat out a mouthful of hot liquid.

Under the bright lights of the emergency hall of the hospital, the blood I spit out was unusually bright and clear, and the red was a little black, but my body was uncomfortable for no reason, as if it was silent, and every cell seemed to be desperately repairing with this mouthful of blood.

It is my blood that breaks in itself......

"What are you still doing here, hurry up and stop the bleeding for her!!!"

Zhuo Jing's roar echoed in the emergency hall, and the little brother-in-law stepped forward and pulled him: "Qilin, don't worry, this is the hospital, don't be so loud, don't worry, the doctors and nurses are here, Qiaoqiao is fine!" ”

I raised my eyes to look at his anxious and pale face, and my heart couldn't stop trembling, I knew I was fine, but seeing Zhuo Jing so anxious for me, I wanted to say that I didn't feel that it was fake-

'Bang', the curtain in front of me was directly closed, and even with it, it also covered Zhuo Jing's crazy appearance, I thought he would never have such a reaction to me again, I also thought that whether I was dead or alive, in his eyes, it didn't matter.

Zhuo Jing, who I used to love the most, is there no way for you to just put me down? But what to do, even if I still love you, I won't take that step again, it's impossible for us in this life......

"Patient, don't cry, don't be afraid, we just give you a normal examination again, and it won't hurt at all."

The medical staff in front of me methodically beckoned some instruments to my body, and kept whispering comforting in my mouth, but my tears couldn't be stopped like opening the floodgates, if he was really ruthless, then I think we would die and drift apart, I was not afraid that he would hurt me, because in that case, I would forget one day, as long as I forgot it, some of his words would not hurt, but I was afraid that he would be good to me, so I really couldn't let go.

I know the answer, but I have to desperately restrain my mind, and I know what kind of body I am, how disgusting he is, and understand more clearly, the more I want to get closer, the more serious the injury will be one day, I don't admit that I am a disabled person, but I also have to pay for the eyes of the world, whether I am Ma Jiaolong or Lin Qiao, my body cannot be changed......

On the one hand, I am pleased with the ability that the innate yin and yang bring me, but on the other hand, I must bear the happiness that is impossible to get from this yin and yang body...... But I really only want that one, the one that seems to be the closest, but it seems like the one that can never be plucked.

"Strange, the patient's indicators are normal, upper gastrointestinal bleeding is suspected, but no ...... is detected"

I wiped away a handful of tears, waved my hand, and directly interrupted the doctor who was examining me, "I'm really fine." ”

Now I can be sure that I won't vomit anymore, the poison from the worms has almost broken, and I sat up directly with my body propped up, but the doctor was a little anxious: "Patient, you lie down first, we are examining you, and the green channel has been opened, and the results will come out soon." ”

I shook my head, "I'm really fine, I'm just possible...... It's on fire. "Of course, I can't say that I've been decapitated, in that case, I'm probably going to be pushed to psychiatry.

"On fire?" The doctor looked at me with a look of disbelief, probably the first time he had met such a calm patient, adjusted his expression, and could see that he wanted to look at me as professionally as possible: "It's such a patient, vomiting blood is not a trivial matter, no matter what the cause is, please trust us, we will do our best to restore you to health." ”

"I'm really on fire."

I looked at the doctor with a serious face: "That one I used to vomit blood when I was angry, it's really fine, and I don't have to waste money to check it out, I still have something to do, can I go home now." ”

"No, you can't."

'Bang', Zhuo Jing suddenly opened the curtain and walked in, and ran to me in two steps with cold eyes: "I think you have to check your brain, you tell me how much fire you will vomit blood?!" ”

I lowered my eyes to prevent myself from looking at him, turned my face slightly, obviously lacking confidence, and no longer responded, and lay there very honestly.

"Qilin, you come out first, let the doctor examine Qiaoqiao, don't be so anxious first." The little uncle came in again and pulled him out, but Zhuo Jing directly shook off the little brother-in-law's pull, raised his hand and pointed at me: "I warn you, you give me an honest lie here, but if the result doesn't come out, you can't go anywhere." ”

"Kirin!" The little uncle probably thought I was wronged when he didn't speak, and looked at Zhuo Jing with a slight reproach in his eyes: "Are you worried that people's attitudes are a little better, how can you casually point at other people's noses!" ”

Zhuo Jing looked at me and snorted softly: "I just don't want her to die, who said I care about her." ”

"Kirin! You pay attention to what you say, whatever Jojo says, whatever he says, it's ...... It's all my nieces!! "My little uncle is also a little short of words, probably wanting to say that I have had a leg with Zhuo Jing, but I feel a little embarrassed to say this now, so I held back my niece for a long time.

Zhuo Jing glanced at me coldly, gritted his teeth and spit out word by word: "So, I can't look at your niece, just vomit blood and die because of the fire." ”

I couldn't bear it anymore, and sat up from the hospital bed: "It's none of your business if I die!" I said I'm fine, why do you have to send me to the hospital!! ”

The best thing about Zhuo Qilin is probably that I quickly withdrew from my moving feelings and turned them into anger, and what I said was too infuriating! I'm going to die if I vomit two mouthfuls of blood? Master, my life is hard!

"Patient, don't get emotional, lie down, Doctor Zhuo, you go out first, the patient's mood can't fluctuate so much."

The little uncle pulled Zhuo Jing a little anxiously: "Qilin!" ”

The muscles on Zhuo Jing's face can be called stiff, and the cold in his eyes wants to penetrate me over and over again, and after a while, he nodded: "You think I am willing to take care of you, if you still want to shout at me, then you had better cooperate with the inspection, otherwise, even if you look at me again, you will not have the strength to fight back." ”

After speaking, he strode out directly, I was speechless and was overwhelmed by the medical staff and lay on the hospital bed, what is this called, I don't understand, why is it so difficult for him to say two words that are slightly pleasing to the ear, even if we really can't be together, then don't be so tense?! Zhuojing! I'm begging you!

Zhuo Jing made such a fuss,I'm not in the mood to talk to the doctor about my vomiting blood.,On the one hand, I'm worried about Zhuo Jing's affairs.,On the other hand, I think about the worm that I was dropped.,The reason why I vomit blood should be a self-protection mechanism that the blood in my body opens when it encounters yin poison.,Especially when there is qi on the outside.,That gas should be the fairy qi that I brewed and transformed in my body when I meditated at home.,After thinking about all this, I feel very incredible.,If I think about the right idea, Then I should really be pleasantly surprised by my own Taoism, it turns out that I still have this kind of ability!

All I have to do now is to see if the red dot near the back of my neck is still there, so that I can basically confirm whether my reasoning is correct or not.

I lay down for more than an hour, I had no signs of vomiting again, my blood pressure was normal, my heart rate was normal, and the test report was also sent in. ”

I nodded, but I thought to myself, if I hadn't lost my head, who would have been fine to vomit blood, I was already going to have to vomit a part every month, and I had nothing to vomit again, and the blood was also very precious, okay, but the medical equipment couldn't detect that I was hit by the head, so I could only nod stubbornly: "Am I fine?" ”

"It's rare, you're not only fine, but your body indicators are better than a healthy person, do you usually pay attention to health, the immune system's defense ability is very high, which means that your body doesn't even exist in the current common sub-health state, and I really can't explain the vomiting of blood this time."

The doctor looked at me with a little admiration, confused, and "What are your usual eating habits?" ”

I'm also a little surprised, I'm in such good health?

Then why didn't I feel it myself, the day when I had taken a stimulant, I was the same on weekdays, I should be tired, I should be tired, I didn't eat junk food instant noodles and the like than anyone else, is this inspection report inaccurate or am I in good health because of the blessing of the old fairy?!

Although I didn't respond, the doctor was still a little excited and muttered to himself: "This report of yours can really be used as an example for other patients, Dr. Zhuo, the patient's examination report is out, come in and take a look!" ”

I heard my little uncle answer, the curtain was lifted, Zhuo Jing walked in with my little brother-in-law with a black face, the blood stains on his chest that had been dried up and blackened by my vomit were still very clear, and his brain was short-circuited and he was actually a little distressed by the clothes, I was wearing a suit so I knew how expensive his body would be, and it was really a sin to be ruined by me like this.

"Doctor Zhuo, you see, the patient is very healthy, and the report shows that there is absolutely no problem, you can rest assured." The doctor dutifully followed my sister-in-law to tell me about my situation, and his face was faintly excited: "Look at this indicator, I haven't seen such a good one for a long time." ”

Zhuo Jing glanced at the report and looked directly at the doctor: "What is the reason why she vomited blood." ”

The doctor was stunned for a moment, I think he should be preparing to see the eldest parent's relieved expression, because my report shows that it is normal, which means that it is fine, obviously I didn't expect Zhuo Jing to be entangled in this problem, "Well, this, it's not very clear." ”

"I don't know?"

Zhuo Jing's brows tightened, and his eyes were aggressive: "I sent her to the hospital just to know the reason why she vomited blood, but you can't tell me clearly now, this is a hidden danger, do you know, what I want is not superficial data, but the specific reason why she vomited blood this time." ”

The doctor was obviously a little overwhelmed, and wiped the sweat from his head: "This, we may have to continue the examination one step closer...... Maybe it's just because she's a little angry, as the patient herself says. ”

"On fire?"

Zhuo Jing watched him take a step closer: "You actually said such a general word, then you should always find out what the reason for his anger is, and how to avoid or even eliminate such situations in the future." ”

I think it's really embarrassing for this doctor, evil magic is not a medical category, I think even if I get an old expert, I may not be able to find out the cause of me, so I got up directly and looked at Zhuo Jing: "Don't force the doctor, okay, I said I'm fine!" ”

"I didn't talk to you." Zhuo Jingniao didn't look at me, and looked directly at the doctor: "You have to give me a reasonable examination report, I won't believe this kind of thing." ”

"Wait a minute." The little uncle who had been reading the report interrupted Zhuo Jing's words, and then looked at him again: "Qilin, don't be impulsive first, the doctors in our hospital are 100% responsible for the patients." As he spoke, he looked at me again: "Qiaoqiao, did you have surgery on that cyst on your kidney before?" ”

"Uh...... "I have to forget about this, but now if I say that I have had surgery, just ask my family casually to know that I lied, scratched his head: "I haven't had time to do it yet, but I don't feel it at all, maybe, the cyst disappeared by itself." ”

The little uncle frowned: "How is that possible, it will grow up all the time, you are too careless about your body." ”

As he spoke, he looked at the doctor again: "Let's do another full body examination tomorrow, she had a benign tumor on her kidney about two years ago, and tomorrow she will do a urine protein electrophoresis analysis and an adrenal ultrasound to see the specific results." ”

After speaking, he glanced at me again, pulled the doctor and walked outside: "By the way, there is another situation I want to tell you......"

When the sister-in-law and the doctor walked out, Zhuo Jing's face was still tense: "I really doubt the qualifications of the doctors in this hospital, and I even said that you are on fire." As he spoke, he sneered again and turned his head to look at me: "But shouldn't you thank me for not telling me about the Rausch magic on your kidneys?" ”

My heart was blocked, and I really felt a little depressed, especially when there were only the two of us left, and I was about to suffocate.

With a long exhale, I tried to make myself look up at him calmly: "Zhuo Jing." ”

But when his eyes fell to me on the ground, I was a little lacking in confidence, so I had to look down and look at the blood stains on his chest: "Zhuo Jing, I thank you, no matter how ugly your words are, I still thank you, because you sent me to the hospital, so I know that you don't hate me so much, at least ......"

"You think too much, you don't have to say thank you to me, I just don't want you to die of illness, I just came back, you died of illness, of course I can't make you so comfortable, this is too boring for me, do you understand what I mean."

I took a deep breath, tried my best to let myself take his words as the wind in my ears, and pulled the corners of my mouth vigorously: "This is not your true words, at least the eyes will not deceive, I have known you since I was a child, although you speak badly, but you are not a bad person." As he spoke, I raised my eyes to look at him, "Zhuo Jing, let's not be like this, it's naïve like this, I know that I may have brought you pain, but that's all in the past, even if we can't be friends, don't be enemies." ”

This small space separated by the curtain was unusually quiet at this moment, Zhuo Jing looked at me, but his eyes were slightly red, and after a while, he lightly opened his thin lips: "Enemy? Lin Qiao, you must think too highly of yourself. ”

I nodded, but my voice trembled a little: "Yes, I think highly of myself, Zhuo Jing, even if I beg you, don't do this anymore, even if you look at the face of your little uncle, don't do it anymore, okay, it doesn't matter if I live or die, isn't it better if I die, it's not better for me to die, it's in the way of your eyes, you raise your noble hand, just don't you know me?!" ”

Zhuo Jing looked at my face and leaned closer slightly, his eyes were full of coldness: "I don't know you?" How is this possible, your face is burned to ashes, I can spell it out for you, in this life, the only person who has deceived my feelings is you, do you think, I can forget everything if you say two words, you remember, in this life, I want you to live well, live, in order to make up for what I took here, death is not the most painful, alive, life is better than death!! ”

"You're naïve, do you know!!"

I couldn't hold it anymore, as soon as I reached out and pushed him away, because of the excessive force, some bit of needle still dripping on my hand was pulled off the back of my hand in an instant, but I didn't feel a trace of pain at all due to excessive anger: "We broke up two years ago!" It doesn't matter, do you know it, even if I lied to you, I apologized! I don't owe you!! There is no need to make up anything for you either!!

Zhuo Jing looked coldly at me who was crazy in an instant, but suddenly pulled up the corner of his mouth: "I know, you are anxious to get rid of the relationship with me, I'm afraid that Cheng Baize came back and made him misunderstand, I heard that you have made my aunt bump into me several times when you flirt and scold, heh, it's really disgusting, but let me tell you, in this life, as long as I am in one day, it is impossible for you to be with any man, if you don't want to bully yourself, you'd better let him go away, and don't let me see him again." ”

I couldn't control the trembling all over my body, and I didn't feel very clear when I looked at Zhuo Jing's face, I really didn't understand, why is it so difficult for everyone to forget about each other in the rivers and lakes, he has to cut my heart open, and then he is unhappy, he is not happy, he has to step on another foot to make me collapse before he is satisfied!

"Zhuo Jing, don't go too far, Cheng Baize and I are not as obscene as you think, we are good friends, and besides, you are not qualified to let the family go away, in my world, you have to go away, he is my most important friend who cannot be lost, and you are nothing!!!"

I yelled at him almost like crazy, this curtain should not be soundproof, and my uncle should also be standing outside the curtain with the doctor, but no one came in, and no voice came in to stop me, so my shouting voice was unusually poignant, my mouth was fishy and salty, and my voice was almost hoarse.

Although I couldn't see Zhuo Jing's expression clearly, I could feel his anger ready to attack, he ran directly in front of me in two big strides, grabbed my throat, and put me directly on the hospital bed, and his body pressed up in an instant: "You shut up for me." ”

I was lying there, but suddenly laughed miserably: "Zhuo Jing, I have a girlfriend, I won't be with a man anymore, I like women, I beg you, can you let me go." ”

Zhuo Jing's fingers loosened: "What did you say?" ”

The corners of my mouth grinned, and my eyes were blurred: "I have a girlfriend, I won't be with any man, you let me go, I'm just a yin and yang person, a yin and yang person who makes you disgusting, I beg you, can you give me a way to live......"

"You like—women?"

Zhuo Jing's voice was low as if it were coming from the ground, and the cold air rushed down my toes to the top of my head.

I clenched my back molars, wiped a handful of tears, and finally saw his complicated eyes at the moment, and nodded vigorously: "Yes, I like women, I also have a girlfriend, I am very happy with her......"

"Kirin! What are you doing!! ”

The little uncle finally came in, he tore Zhuo Jing away, I instantly felt my body loosen, but Zhuo Jing's general physique was pulled by the little uncle and hit the heart monitoring instrument on the side, accompanied by a sound of 'clang', the little uncle couldn't help but exclaim: "Qilin!! ”

I sat up in a hurry, instinctively wanting to reach out to pull Zhuo Jing, who fell to the ground with the heart monitor, but he pushed away and wanted to help his little uncle, who got up from the ground with blank eyes, staggered a few steps, as if he had drunk too much, and almost ripped off the curtain that was separated by him, and from beginning to end, he didn't look at me.

The nurse who heard the sound came in and looked at the heart monitoring device that fell to the ground and exclaimed loudly: "Why did this fall!" ”

"It's okay, it's okay, I'll take care of it." The little uncle said again and again, and stepped forward to support Zhuo Jing: "Qilin, what's wrong with you." ”

Zhuo Jing's footsteps stopped, his hand was still pulling the curtain, he looked at his sister-in-law with a slight side face, and his voice was unusually hoarse: "I'm fine, don't forget to ask the nurse to wrap her hand." ”

After saying that, he immediately let go of the curtain he was holding, shook his hand, and strode out.

"Jojo, what did you tell him?"

My hand was still stretched out in mid-air, watching the curtain unfold in layers, covering his back as he left, there was an indescribable pain in his chest, the curtain was full of folds that he had scratched, my teeth chattered gently in my mouth, as if he was not scratching the curtain just now, but my heart that had been scratched, Mu Mu shook his head: "I didn't say anything, it's all over......"

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