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I didn't dare to look at Gao Qi anymore, so I quickly ran towards Xu Ziyan, pulled the car door and got into the car, Xu Ziyan stared at me: "Why are you panicking?" ”

I glanced at him from the inverted mirror and didn't see him, and said to Xu Ziyan: "It's nothing, let's go." ”

I asked Xu Ziyan what we were going to eat, and he smiled lightly: "Go eat what you haven't eaten." ”

It turned out that what he was referring to was the snack street that I hadn't eaten, I really hadn't been here, two long rows, all kinds of food, smelling fragrant, looking curious, there were a lot of steamers, there were colorful everything, I stood and refused to go, and asked Xu Ziyan what it was, he said that he hadn't eaten a lot, so it was better to try it.

Then a small table was filled with a bunch of snacks, and people passing by looked sideways, I tasted everything curiously, and I was also evaluating it, Xu Ziyan was a little surprised and said: "I didn't expect you to be quite able to eat." ”

As soon as he said this, I was a little embarrassed, and picked up the drink awkwardly, and then he smiled: "You don't have to do this in front of me, I won't be like what your family asks of you, since you are married, you are a member of our Xu family, and our Xu family does not have so many rules." ”

His words to Xu family made my heart move, but I didn't dare to answer, and buried my head in hardship.

Xu Ziyan handed me a tissue and said, "Before I met you, I thought I had married an arrogant Bai Fumei, but now I find that you are quite easy to raise." ”

I squinted at him and smiled, "Is that what you think of me?" ”

Xu Ziyan stuffed a piece of pastry into his mouth, and said casually: "You look good when you smile, why do you keep a straight face all day long, people who don't know you will feel like an iceberg, a little cold." ”

I fiddled with the snacks in the bowl in front of me and said, "I'm just, sometimes I don't know how to get close to people, I'm not used to making friends with people, so I don't have any friends around me except Peng Jia." ”

"Have you always been like this?"

I squeezed the spoon and tightened my hand: "Sort of." ”

Xu Ziyan stared at me inquiringly, I sometimes hate myself like this, especially after seeing Su Fengwei, I often think, why can't I live like her, thinking of her, I can't help but look up and ask Xu Ziyan: "By the way, is she okay?" ”

Xu Ziyan paused for a moment and said, "The injury is not too deep. ”

Later, he added: "I sent her home that night, and there was no contact." ”

My throat choked: "If it weren't me, wouldn't you..."

He frowned and interrupted me: "Without you, there would be no one else, I'm glad I met you." ”

I bit my lip and didn't say anything more, I don't know if I was happy or sad, he was glad to meet me because I never made a noise or asked him for anything.

After eating, he said he was going back to the company, there were a lot of things, I asked him how he remembered to come to me, he looked at me deeply and said, "Thank you that night." ”

We walked towards the outside of the snack street, and I lowered my head and said, "What's polite, nominally, we are family." ”

He was silent for a while, and after a while he asked me, "Have you ever loved someone?" ”

His question made my mouth stagnate, and then he said lightly, "No chance." ”

……

Walking out of the snack street, we walked to Xu Ziyan's car, but suddenly a man shouted behind us: "Xu Ziyan." ”

I turned back at the same time as him, and at that moment, I saw that the man's eyes were very wrong when he looked at Xu Ziyan, it was a feeling, and his walking posture was also very strange, one hand was in his pocket, I glanced at it instantly, and something protruded from the pocket!

Then he walked in front of us, and when he saw that his hand was about to be taken out, he was so unconscious, and his body was completely uncontrolled in front of Xu Ziyan!

In an instant, my ears were filled with screams, the man in front of me looked at me in surprise, and immediately turned around and ran away, I looked down and saw the knife inserted into my abdomen, and the pain that pierced my heart immediately hit, and Xu Ziyan shouted in my ears: "Mumu!" ”

I clutched my stomach and fell into his arms, looking into his anxious eyes, and kept calling my name, it turned out that he would also be anxious for me.

When I was in the hospital, my parents, grandparents, and people from the Xu family came, and the wound was not fatal but it was located in the lower abdomen, and it hurt the uterus, and the doctor said... You can't get pregnant in the short term, and you have to rely on your recovery in the future.

When I learned the news, the expression of the whole family was very heavy, in a family like ours, children are the mission and task of every woman, which is undoubtedly bad news.

But for me, I feel a lot more relaxed, I think, anyway, Xu Ziyan and I will not have children, this is good, it will save a long time, and the family is suspicious.

My mother was very sad, holding my hand and shedding tears, Xu Ziyan has not been back since I had an accident, and he sat by the window very haggard.

Later, I said that I wanted to rest and let them go back first, and after the ward was quiet, I said to Xu Ziyan: "It's okay, I'll recuperate for a while, you can go home first." ”

He grew a short beard, his brows were furrowed, as if he was in thought, and suddenly he raised his head and stared at me, and there seemed to be a flash of pain in his eyes, and he asked me, "Why did you marry me?" ”

This is not the first time he has asked me this question, but this time he did not speak casually, but looked at me seriously.

I closed my eyes and said, "There are so many whys, and if everything in this world has to have a why, then it's too difficult to be a human being." ”

"Mumu!" He shouted my name slightly, and my eyelids twitched.

He continued: "Your class of students was green and ours was yellow, do you think I'm so forgetful that I can't even recognize my own number plate?" ”

I opened my eyes and looked at the ceiling in horror, and for a moment, the sound of my heart beating was deafening, almost shattering my eardrums.

I didn't dare to say anything, but he stood up and walked next to me, sat on the hospital bed, and looked at me with heavy eyes: "Why do you have my school number plate?" ”

I tilted my head to the side, not daring him to see my expression.

After a long time, he let out a long sigh and said, "Have a good rest." ”

After saying that, he left the hospital, and he didn't come back for the next two days, but I was a little glad that I didn't know how to deal with his problem.

After his graduation ceremony that year, a group of their seniors threw the number plate into the box together, waved goodbye, and went their separate ways.

I waited until they were all gone, then I dug through the box and found his student number - No. 32 among hundreds of number plates.

But how can I explain to Xu Ziyan? Tell him all this?

If he had known my thoughts, I don't think he would have agreed to marry me at the beginning.

If he had known my thoughts, would he have drifted farther and farther away from me, and even the relationship that seemed to be friends would no longer exist?

If he knew my thoughts, would he feel guilty? Thus have mercy on me, but I don't need it!

I just want to stand by his side as equals, not far away, not close, I don't need mercy, I don't need charity! What am I going to do?

In those two days, my mind was very confused, on the one hand, I wanted to see him, and on the other hand, I was afraid to see him.

I often wonder who wants to harm Xu Ziyan and whether he will have another accident, and when I think of this, I am always worried.

Later, I thought of those yin owl eyes, and my heart sank suddenly, Gao Qi? Could it be Gao Qi who did it?

The more I thought about it, the more it felt!! The more panic you get!

On the third day, Xu Ziyan still came, his expression returned to normal again, and he brought some supplements, saying that he was from Xu's family, and put the soup in a bowl, I sat up and took it, and he took it back: "You have a needle in your hand and open your mouth." ”

I was a little stunned, not very natural, he smiled lightly: "What's polite, nominally, we are a family." ”

I opened my mouth slightly, the warm soup slid from my throat into my stomach, drinking and drinking, I actually cried, for no reason, just crying without warning, like a heart in the ice and snow for too long, so long that I thought I couldn't feel the temperature, but I was crushed by this sudden warmth!

My fingers tightly grasped the sheet to warn myself not to show weakness in front of Xu Ziyan, but the more this happened, the more tears flowed, and I couldn't control it at all, Xu Ziyan's hand holding the bowl shook slightly, put the bowl on the head of the bed and held my hand, and said in a very soft voice: "Mumu, we will be fine in the future." ”

I don't understand what he means by that, what does it mean to be good? He raised his hand to wipe away my tears, and I tried my best to control my breakdown and gradually regain my composure.

Xu Ziyan will come to accompany me every day, he will tell me some interesting things in their circle, in fact, these rich second generations have a lot of fun, changing tricks to do all kinds of parties, and then he will also tell me some messy things in the circle, which is quite subversive of my three views.

How to say it, I feel that the relationship is quite messy, I asked him if you often mess around with them?

He said: "Play is play, but I have a bottom line. ”

"Is her the bottom line for you?" I regretted it when I asked it, and hurriedly picked up the cup and covered it up with water.

But he said, "It used to be." ”

I put down the cup and looked at him, his expression was a little helpless, and I suddenly asked him with some curiosity, "Can you tell me about her?" ”

Xu Ziyan looked up at me for a moment and stopped, I added: "Don't get me wrong, I... I like her, I mean, she's special. ”

Xu Ziyan looked away and stared at the white sheets a little distracted: "Yes, it's very special, the first time I saw her, she paid me to give someone else's fiancée." ”

My eyes widened in surprise: "Huh? Then he laughed: "What is this?" ”

He also smiled and shook his head: "I only returned to China not long after that time, and I was idle all day, so I accompanied her on a trip, and later found out that this girl was unusual, she was very domineering, and she was a little off the line, maybe I have been to her since that time..."

Xu Ziyan glanced up at me and didn't continue.

I stretched out my arms and said, "I envy her, that attitude towards life. ”

Xu Ziyan said with deep eyes: "Have you ever seen an eagle?" ”

"I've seen it on TV."

"The eagle flies at an altitude of several thousand meters, or even tens of thousands of meters, and it adapts to that flight altitude, and if you keep it in a cage and keep it in captivity, it is not an eagle."

With that, he took out his cigarette and walked to the balcony and closed the door tightly.

Xu Ziyan rarely smokes, and I think he will only be contaminated with this demagogic tobacco smell when he thinks of her, which reminds me of her holding a cigarette, indifferent, free and easy, as if she has seen through the red dust and is alone.

Perhaps, there will be a woman between me and Xu Ziyan forever, and this may be my life!

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