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I slept so hard that night that I didn't know, but in the next few days, Xu Ziyan still didn't come back, but I didn't inadvertently hear from my dad that he went to the field to negotiate a business for my dad, and he was going to go for a while.

During that time, I was in a daze all day long, and I felt like I couldn't concentrate all the time.

Fortunately, the workload has not been too heavy lately, so I spent all day in the borrowing area, looking for literature and writing some year-end reports.

The borrowing area is very large, sometimes I find a book to find in the morning, that day at noon my colleagues have gone to dinner, I am still looking for books, and finally find a book just pulled out, but through the bookshelf to see a familiar face! Gao Qi!

He smiled at me, and I immediately took a step back.

He walked away, and I looked left and right for a long time without seeing anyone, thinking that I was hallucinating, after all, he hadn't come to me for a long time.

Later, I climbed the ladder and reached for the book on it, but a voice suddenly sounded from under me: "I'll help you get it." ”

I was startled, my body didn't stand firmly, I fell, Gao Qi immediately stretched out his hand, I fell into his arms, I hurriedly stood up straight and distanced from him, he glanced at me and climbed up the ladder and asked me: "Which one do you want to take?" ”

Seeing that I was standing without speaking, he bent down and approached me: "Silly! Don't you use free coolies? ”

I handed him the note in my hand, he was taller, and easily took the book on it, and he took one and handed me one, and quickly found all the books on the note.

I held the tall book and pressed my chin to the table, Gao Qi blocked me, reached out and took the thick stack of books, and helped me get it to the table.

I sat back at my notebook and started looking at it, and he pulled out the chair across from me and said, "You don't eat lunch?" ”

"You don't have to."

"Have you not developed since you were 17? The breasts are still so big, and I am not afraid of being hungry. ”

I immediately blushed and looked around, glared at him and said, "Please don't bother me!" ”

He stood up with a ruffian smile: "Good! Don't bother you! ”

After saying that, I walked to the door, and I looked at his back and sighed.

Later, a girl came up to me and asked me where the reading area was, and when I told her, she smiled and said thank you, and the girl was probably in high school, but I didn't know why, but I suddenly thought of myself.

When I was as old as her, I also soaked in the school library every day, just to be able to sneak a glimpse of Xu Ziyan, at that time, the air conditioning in the school library was always sufficient, warm in winter and cool in summer, he especially liked to sleep in the library at noon, I occasionally pretended to take a book and sit opposite him not far away, secretly looking at him, he slept like a child, soft eyebrows and eyes seemed to be characters in comics, so I fell deeper and deeper.

Perhaps, that memory is too important in my life, that kind of astringent and ignorant crush, quietly hidden sweetness, brought a gorgeous rainbow to my boring student days.

So, after graduating from university, I decided to work in the library, so that I often had the illusion that the big boy was sleeping not far away, as if he had never left.

When I think of that person, I feel inexplicably heartbroken!

I still remember that Xiang Yun told me that my father was taking me to find a marriage partner, I asked him about it, Xiang Yun said that my father had asked his opinion, and he also said that my father was worried about the project in the development zone at that time, I listened to Xiang Yun's words, and said casually: "Then I should find a real estate tycoon, and even get the land in the development zone, am I afraid that the project will not be done?" ”

Xiang Yun patted his head and said: "Yes, your proposal is very good, if you want to say that the real estate tycoon may be more powerful in East China, the Xu family is more powerful, but several sons of his family have been married." ”

"Really? It's not that there is a returnee. I glanced away and said lightly.

Xiang Yun said: "I'll go back and inquire." ”

Later, there was that photo of Xu Ziyan.

Therefore, life is my own choice, no matter how much bitterness there is, I can only go to the dark, but the closer I get to him, the more I want to get, people are really insatiable.

There was a dark shadow in front of Shining's kung fu, and then a big plastic bag was placed on the table, I looked up and saw Gao Qi coming back again, bowed his head and said to me: "I don't know what you like to eat, I bought a bunch of them, eat first!" ”

I paused for a moment and said, "You can't eat here." ”

He stuck my notebook on the table, his hand propped up on the table, and his body hung above me: "Then go out and eat first and come back." ”

After speaking, he straightened up, carried the plastic bag, turned around, and said as he walked out: "If you don't keep up, I'll be here in the afternoon, and you don't want to work." ”

I had to follow Gao Qi to the small garden opposite the library, the noon sun was very warm on my body, we sat on the long chair, the bag was in the middle, Gao Qi flipped through and said to me, "There are sandwiches, bread, sushi, biscuits, hey, I don't know what you girls like to eat." ”

I took a sandwich and bit it, leaning back in my chair with my hands outstretched, and it felt like I was hugging me, and I moved forward quite unnaturally.

He chuckled: "You're really afraid of me, and I won't eat people." ”

I said coldly, "Won't you?" ”

He shrugged and asked, "What were you thinking about in the library, so distracted?" The expression is serious. ”

I gulped down, Gao Qi unscrewed a bottle of mineral water and handed it to me, I took it and poured it down, I don't know why I felt like crying.

If I hadn't seen Su Fengwei, if I hadn't seen how gentle Xu Ziyan was to her, I might have been able to pretend that I didn't know anything, pretend to be satisfied and live every day, silently waiting for him to come home.

But since that day, my heart has been completely messed up, it turns out that I love someone too deeply, and I will really be depressed and will not be able to control my emotions.

I raised my head slightly, held back the tears in my stomach, and Gao Qi took the mineral water in my hand and tightened the cap.

said in a deep voice: "Meng Yao, I haven't seen a woman like you fighting so hard, knowing that there is no result and rushing into it, does he know?" ”

I lowered my head and bit the sandwich again, shook my head, and Gao Qi cursed, "! ”

After a long time, he said, "You're crazier than me!" ”

I finished my sandwich and stood up and said, "I'm going back to work, don't come along." ”

But he crossed his legs and asked me, "Where is he doing?" What is there to love? ”

I turned around: "You don't need a reason to love someone!" ”

With that, he walked quickly towards the library.

As a result, at noon the next day, Gao Qi came again with a meal order, still carrying two hot bento boxes in his hands, and threatened me that if I didn't go out with him, he would immediately call Xu Ziyan and tell him my secret.

I hate this kind of person who grabs and uses someone else's handle, but I can't ignore this damn weakness.

On the third day, instead of going back to the borrowing area, I hid in the office, and by noon he sent me a text message threatening me to go out for the same reason.

I finally couldn't help but ask him, "I heard that your dad has something to do for you, aren't you quite busy?" Why do you still have time to run to me every day? ”

He nodded: "It's quite busy, sneaked out, and scolded the dead old man yesterday." ”

I was speechless, and told him very solemnly, please don't come to me, I don't want to see him!

He agreed, but on the fourth day he did it again.

Simply, he just asked me to have a lunch every day, and didn't make any more transgressive moves, and he usually chatted with me about his daily work, I usually don't talk, he talks to himself, who he met today, who makes him very unaccustomed to it, where does his father let him go, what is difficult to do and so on.

Then one day I asked him, "Do you have no friends, and you are so lonely that you ask me to eat with you every day?" ”

He was stunned for a moment and smiled: "Why do you pierce it?" ”

I was speechless......

One morning half a month later, Xu Ziyan suddenly called me, I was surprised to see the name displayed on the mobile phone, after I picked it up, he told me that he would go back to Shanghai in the morning, and have a meal together at noon, I looked at the report in front of me and suddenly felt that it was not so cumbersome, and the corners of my mouth unconsciously raised a smile and said okay.

After hanging up the phone, I remembered something, and hurriedly called Gao Qi, he picked up the phone and asked me with a smile: "Yo, you actually took the initiative to call me, and you missed me before noon?" ”

Without the slightest emotion, I said, "Xu Ziyan will come to me for dinner at noon today, don't come." ”

He was silent on the phone for a while, I heard the sound of a lighter lit, he seemed to take a long puff of cigarette, and said a little unpleasantly: "Labor and management are afraid that you will be too busy to eat lunch, and you will bring you something to eat every day, but as soon as he comes back, you will abandon me decisively?" ”

I glanced at my colleagues in the office, got up and walked into the hallway, and only when there was no one did I say to Gao Qi, "I've said it many times, I don't want to get tangled with you!" ”

Unexpectedly, as soon as I finished speaking, Gao Qi hung up my phone, and I stared at the lit screen and was a little stunned.

When Xu Ziyan called me at noon, I walked out of the library, he drove in person, his right hand was outside the white car window, wearing a light-colored British pinstripe shirt, his fingers knocked on the car door casually, but his eyes inadvertently revealed a fine light, which should not be underestimated, in fact, since he and I got engaged, the change is quite big, how to say, the smile is getting less and less, and the person is becoming more and more stable, so he makes me feel very distressed.

He looked sideways at me, and a dizzying smile made my heart beat faster, and I was just about to run over, but I saw Gao Qi standing at the billboard in front of the right, with both hands in his pockets, and his eyes were full of gloom, which made me shiver!

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