"Actually, you're just afraid that Qin Wenhao will be hurt!"

Xu Chengyang's words were like rubber bullets, crackling and hitting his heart, and he didn't bleed in pain.

Suddenly I regretted a little, regretted that I shouldn't have been so close to him, I used self-deception to cover myself tightly, and he stripped me clean with a word.

That's right, I was very angry when I saw those remarks, so I couldn't wait to pull these people out of WeChat one by one and tell them the truth of the matter one by one, but I still endured this breath and silently chose to leave the group.

At that time, I didn't know that Qin Wenhao and Lin Qian broke up, thinking that the two of them had released their previous suspicions and lived their own small lives with harmony, although Qin Wenhao's behavior of crossing the river and demolishing the bridge made me very angry, but when I thought of his various difficulties, I still couldn't be ruthless.

Most of the classmates in the class are engaged in their professions, and there are many opportunities to meet Qin Wenhao, and there are also intersections in work, he has made a little famous in this industry, and his career has just improved.

At that time, I was thinking more about Qin Wenhao's relatives in his hometown.

His parents are farmers who watch the sky and eat, the eldest brother earns 1,000 a month and has to support his wife and children, the second brother has cancer, and the whole family is counting on him alone.

Also, he and Lin Qian finally got back together, and I still remember the ecstasy that he received a call from Lin Qian and rushed out desperately, and that day, there was a typhoon outside.

If I tell a story that Lin Qian didn't know, with her eldest lady's temper, it would definitely not make Qin Wenhao feel better.

He carries a lot more burdens and hopes for a future than I do......

Therefore, his happiness is still guarded by me, even if it is the last time.

That's what I told myself at the time.

Xu Chengyang is right, I am indeed afraid that he will be hurt again.

Sometimes if you love someone, you can't see that he is bad, just when I was helping Qin Wenhao shave, I was clearly aware of this, so I was so flustered and so eager to calm myself down.

"If you don't speak, you admit it!" Xu Chengyang nodded matter-of-factly, "Congratulations, get your old love back!" ”

There's no point in denying it, fundamentally, this guy knows me too well, and any pretense I have in front of him is useless.

"Congratulations!" I pouted, not in the mood to eat any more, so I pushed the spoon into the cake and put it back on the table, "I didn't think I'd get it back!" ”

"But everyone is here, you should always say it, right?" Xu Chengyang cocked Erlang's legs and leaned on the sofa very casually.

Me: "Mean? How do I express this? I have refused a few times, but Qin Wenhao is like kraft candy, and he can't get rid of it......"

"Xu Lan, do you really have the ulterior to drive him away?" Xu Chengyang interrupted me, "Did you beat me with a stick, call the police and arrest me, or did you make it clear to your mother?" Just your mother's place, you have to tell him that Qin Wenhao is your ex-husband, and beat Qin Wenhao to get out of Chengdu in minutes, do you believe it or not? ”

Me: "......"

"So don't be stubborn, in fact, you still can't bear to let him go, right? Since he still has affection for him, and he is also interested in you now, it is better to fall in love generously, how good is it......"

"Impossible!" I shook my head.

I don't deny my feelings for him, but if I want to be with him, I don't have the idea.

"First, he slandered me from his classmates, do you think I can still smile at the people who hurt me? second, because of my relationship with him, my parents divorced, and my mother still holds a grudge against this matter, and I don't want her to be hurt a second time; Third, and most importantly, Qin Wenhao and Lin Qian still have a clear relationship, he has loved Lin Qian since his freshman year, in the two years in Shenzhen, I witnessed how he found Lin Qian, and finally looked forward to bringing people back, do you think he will give up easily? Fourth......" Speaking of this, I paused, and then accentuated my tone, "I don't think I have anything worthy of his attention, especially compared to Lin Qian!" ”

People are self-aware, even if I don't think Lin Qian is good, but this is the case, there is no way to refute it.

When I said this, Xu Chengyang looked at me quietly, and when I finished the last word, his expression became a little sad.

"Xu Lan, that's how you see yourself?"

"Ahh I nodded subconsciously.

Xu Chengyang sighed, suddenly leaned over, and reached out to hold my shoulder.

"You're no worse than anyone else, and you want me to be a man...... No, I want to like a woman, I will definitely marry you! He looked solemn.

"Pull you down!" I snorted coldly, "Which of those straight men doesn't like beautiful women?" Appearance and figure work, which one is not picky? I'm not okay with everything, okay? ”

"Those are ordinary people who don't know how to appreciate your beauty......"

"Then you mean, Qin Wenhao is not an ordinary man?" I glared at him, "Then why did he die to Lin Qian before, he was used to eating abalone soup, and occasionally came to a bowl of Yangchun noodles, I believe it, I want to eat Yangchun noodles for a lifetime, I don't believe it!" ”

Comparing myself to Yangchun noodles is still lifting, but in fact, I have a lot of just a bowl of gnocchi.

"Have you asked Qin Wenhao these questions?" Xu Chengyang raised his eyebrows.

"Why should I ask him ......?"

"If you don't ask, then how do you know why he likes you? Don't you think it's stupid not to give him a chance to explain that he's being self-indulgent here? ”

Ha? Call me stupid? I looked up at Xu Chengyang and wondered if I should give him a little bitterness.

"There is also the problem of your parents, Xu Lan, you have to figure it out, your parents divorced, not because you married Qin Wenhao, but because their own feelings are basically weak, and it is impossible for a normal family to be dissolved because of such a small change, you have to figure this out!"

I was a little shocked because I had not analyzed it as thoroughly as he had before, but simply attributed the blame to external causes.

"This kind of thing, my parents also have a lot of them in school, when I was young, I was combined for political or work reasons, and now the conditions are good, and I am looking for a lot of ...... in divorce."

I didn't speak.

My mother once told the story of her and my dad, and after listening to it, I still regarded my mother as an idol, an absolute inspirational god.

At that time, my dad had just entered the university to teach, and he was a little male god in the school, and he was coveted by many single female teachers, and my mother was also one of them.

Compared with others, her mother does not have any advantage at all, she is three years older than my father, she is just a temporary worker in the school, helping to guard the student dormitory, she is also Chinese, and her appearance is not top-notch, but she is the one who succeeds in the end.

The reason is simple, she slept with my dad.

The other girls are all secretly agreeing to watch from afar, and their mothers are the most courageous, and they are intentionally or unintentionally creating opportunities to meet my father every day.

My dad didn't mean anything about her at the time, so he let his guard down, and according to her, on a full moon night, the two of them drank a little wine, and everything happened naturally.

My mother said that she had brought the wine, and that she was not drunk, but that it was my father who was drunk.

Therefore, in the current popular terminology, the female is considered to be successful in the position by color/seduction.

These words were told to me when I was anxious about my marriage.

Women should take the initiative and strive for all the opportunities they can grasp.

The original words, word for word.

At that time, I was quite frustrated, and I didn't inherit my mother's hard temper, but now that I think about it, there is indeed a problem with this.

In my impression, they have not been accommodated, my mother likes to chat and play mahjong, my father often stays at home quietly and reads, the two communicate very little, the most talked, is three meals a day, after I graduated from college, there are more topics for me to go on a blind date.

My mother was full of energy every day, and my dad often had a straight face, and I always thought he didn't like to laugh until I saw a picture of him with that aunt.

There is a saying that when you are with someone you like, boiled water will become sweet, and with someone you don't like, a day is better than a year.

My dad also said that he couldn't blame anyone for divorcing his mother, and if he wanted to blame true love too late, I was still very disdainful at that time, thinking that he was excusing himself.

But when I heard Xu Chengyang say this just now, I was a little shaken.

"Xu Lan, the mistakes of the older generation are alive in front of you, do you want to repeat the mistakes of the past? You ask yourself, if you hadn't broken up with Liu Ming, would you really have the courage to live with him for the rest of your life? ”

I'm speechless.

"Life is short, why bother yourself! If you like it, you'll be on! Don't think about it so much, I don't know if there is a result, and the most important thing is to enjoy the moment......"

Xu Chengyang is like a soul master, sentence after sentence.

I was actually moved by what he said.

"Really?" I hesitated.

"Hey, why not? You ask everything you want to ask and what you should ask, if you feel that Qin Wenhao is not satisfied with his answer, or has something to hide, then forget it, it means that he is not sincere, if he really unravels your heart, then fall in love well, you are all old people, there is nothing to be hypocritical......"

I can't remember what Xu Chengyang said to me, but when I left his house, I panicked and became dizzy.

It seemed that there was an important turning point in my life, but in fact, nothing had happened, and I had the illusion of being unrecognizable.

It just happened that during the rush hour after work, the bus was driving very slowly, and I tried to sort out my thoughts, but my mind was full of Xu Chengyang's sentence "If you like it, you will go".

Yes, I still like him, but can I really rush to it?

The mobile phone rang, and it was Qin Wenhao calling.

I didn't.

He called more than a dozen times in a row, but I didn't answer, just stared at the string of numbers on the phone screen in a daze.

After that, he sent a text message.

"The phone is about to run out of battery, one hand can't be charged, I want to cook dumplings, one hand can't boil water, Xu Lan, you can't leave me alone."

Poof, I laughed.

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