054 The courage to recover

At first, I fell in love with Qin Wenhao, completely because of his good skin, I thought he was a serious person, but after a long time of contact, I realized that he was also a teaser, and even a little childish.

As he grew older, his playful spirit slowly died, but his childishness grew day by day.

I haven't seen it for four years, still.

People are really a strange species, when you have been resisting something, you will feel that everything is wrong, but once you start to have a sense of identity, you will find that it is not as bad as you imagined.

And I'm in that state right now.

Qin Wenhao and I, can we really do it?

I don't know the bottom of my heart.

Fingertips swirled in the reply box, trying to scold him, but he didn't know what to say.

Suddenly, the bell rang loudly, and I was startled, and I was relieved to see that it was Xu Chengyang who opened it.

"Master Xu, what else do you need advice?"

"Hey, I forgot to tell you, this time I went to Italy to buy a few silk scarves back, all limited editions, I sent the colors on WeChat, you choose first, and I hang the rest in the online store!" With that, he hung up the phone.

Well, he has a conscience.

I smiled.

Flipping through WeChat, I saw seven or eight photos from him, all of which were small square scarves of the same brand, and the colors on each square scarf were famous European paintings.

I picked a brightly colored one, and I was about to celebrate the Mid-Autumn Festival, and I gave it to my mother.

I sent the selected picture again and told Xu Chengyang that this was it, and he replied with an OK gesture.

I thought this conversation was over, but I didn't expect him to send another sentence asking me to wait, he still has something to say to me.

Waiting,I waited for more than ten minutes,What I was waiting for,It's a large piece of text that can occupy almost the entire PLUS screen。

He said that he met an Italian boy on the Internet, and the two had a good chat, and he felt that this was true love, so he asked for half a month of overlord leave and flew to Italy to meet the lover of his dreams.

The two lingered for a few days, and the boy suddenly brought another man and told Xu Chengyang that this was his boyfriend, and Xu Chengyang knew that this foreigner's concept was completely different from his.

Even though he had fallen in love with the boy, he turned away without hesitation.

He said Xu Lan, I just want to find such a person, it only belongs to me, whatever I want to do, he can accompany him, even if he can't stay together every second, but he will always keep me in his heart.

When I saw this, I suddenly burst into tears.

A couple for a lifetime, who the wouldn't want that? But not everyone has that kind of luck.

Xu Chengyang is not a promiscuous person, he has invested all his sincerity in every relationship, and the results that can be obtained are often unsatisfactory.

What I admire is that no matter how many times he is frustrated, he can quickly pick up his mood and redevelop.

"True love is hard to find, but you can't help but find it, and I never thought of giving up...... Xu Lan, no matter whether you and Qin Wenhao can go to the end or not, but at least, he is true love for you, give yourself a chance, maybe if you miss it, it will be for a lifetime. ”

When my thoughts were withdrawn from his words, I realized that my eyes were moist.

This guy often pours me chicken soup for the soul, and I used to listen to stories as if they were stories, but now, I really feel a kind of empathetic touch.

I have loved Qin Wenhao for twelve years, and in the four years since I left him, I have read countless people, but there is only one Luo Jinghan who has ever been moved, and he is a colossus with Qin Wenhao......

I suddenly gasped, will I be planted in Qin Wenhao's pit in my life?

If this is just a pit, it will be quite uncomfortable to fall into it, but if it can become a nest of love, I think, I am willing to squat for the rest of my life......

It's better to just follow the feeling.

I gritted my teeth and called Qin Wenhao back, and my voice gently prompted "The phone you dialed has been turned off", it seems that this guy is not lying, the phone is really out of battery.

When the bus shook back to the community site, it was already half past seven in the evening, and my mother, who had been out for a day, finally remembered me and asked me when I would go home for dinner, I lied to her that she had eaten, and was still shopping with friends, she was very surprised and asked me that I still had friends, and then seemed to feel inappropriate, and hung up the phone with a weak heart.

I was even more weak-hearted, afraid that I would suddenly bump into her on the road, just like a thief, walking and stopping all the way, looking east and west, the road that can usually be completed in ten minutes took half an hour.

When I walked to the door of 101, my arms were raised and lowered, and I felt a little uneasy.

What should I say......

Just thinking about it, I was startled by a "click", and when I looked up, the door was actually open.

"Hey, whether you knock or not, I've been waiting for you for a long time!" Qin Wenhao leaned on the door frame, and the corners of his lips were raised with a hidden smile.

I glared at him, reached out and pushed him away, and walked straight into the house.

"Xu Lan, I knew you wouldn't leave me alone!" Qin Wenhao walked up to me and said with a smile.

I gave him a blank look: "I am carrying forward the spirit of humanitarianism!" In case you die in this house, Granny Wang and her family must not cry to death! ”

"Okay, good, whatever you want! Anyway, I just decided that I still felt sorry for me! Qin Wenhao pursed his lips, his cheeks bulged high, like a frog.

Poof, I couldn't help it.

Qin Wenhao looked at me quietly, there seemed to be some light waves in his eyes, I didn't dare to look too closely, and subconsciously looked away.

"Xu Lan, do you know? In front of you, I can be as unrestrained as a child! When he said this, his voice was very gentle.

This is indeed true, Qin Wenhao is as sophisticated as an uncle in his early fifties in front of his leaders and colleagues, his big leader has praised him more than once, and getting along with him is as refreshing and comfortable as a spring breeze, and can take care of everyone's emotions.

But as soon as he got home, he became a completely opposite style of painting, how strict he was outside, how crazy he was at home.

I once suspected that this guy had a split personality, but then I got used to it and went crazy with him.

How crazy is it, when you are at home watching TV series, you complain that other people's plots are unreasonable, under normal circumstances, you should act like this...... So, a good pastime turned into an acting course, he played the male lead and I played the female lead, occasionally the gender of the role was reversed, and the most exaggerated thing was that he acted in a Han Dynasty drama, and he also got all the sheets at home and draped them on his body as Hanfu.

In retrospect, it was actually quite warm, but ......

"What about Lin Qian? Wouldn't you be like this in front of her? I raised my head and asked word by word.

Lin Qian has always been a thorn in my heart that cannot be removed.

I don't know what kind of situation the two of them were living in together, I only know that every time Qin Wenhao looked at Lin Qian's eyes, it was doting and dedicated.

Qin Wenhao was stunned, and the starlight under his eyes dimmed little by little.

"Xu Lan, I'm so hungry, help me cook dumplings! I'm going to eat thirty! He turned his head to look at the refrigerator and groped his stomach exaggeratedly.

His heart sank suddenly, this is his usual trick to change the topic, if he is always unwilling to touch the topic of Lin Qian, then he and I will never be possible.

Maybe it was because I had too high expectations before I came, Qin Wenhao's hesitation made me lose my initial throbbing in an instant and slowly calm down.

I resisted the disappointment in my heart, rolled up my sleeves and walked to the refrigerator, took out two bags of dumplings, boiled a pot of boiling water, poured all the dumplings down, stirred with a spoon, put a little salt, and mixed the dipping sauce with soy sauce and vinegar in the gap between cooking the dumplings.

"Do you want garlic cloves?" I asked as I rummaged.

"Don't!" Qin Wenhao replied simply.

This surprised me a little, as long as he didn't go out, he would chew a few garlic cloves to taste dumplings.

After the dumplings are cooked, I put them in a bowl and charge his phone again.

"Qin Wenhao, I'll charge your phone for you, and put the dumplings in the bowl, so I can only help here!" With that, I picked up my backpack and turned around and walked towards the gate.

"Xu Lan!" Qin Wenhao immediately stepped forward and grabbed my arm, "You don't eat?" ”

"I'm not hungry!" I shook my head and shook his hand away.

The ice cream I ate at Xu Chengyang's place has no signs of digestion until now, and besides, I'd rather go home and make instant noodles than taste this dumpling again.

"Then you eat with me!" Qin Wenhao's eyes were like torches.

"You have a big face!" I gave him a blank look, "If I don't go back, my mother should be suspicious!" ”

Hearing this, Qin Wenhao frowned and stopped talking.

It seems that moving out of the mother still works...... There was an inexplicable joy in my heart.

I opened the door and ran home, my mother seemed to be in a good mood, with a pile of bones on the coffee table and seven or eight braised duck wings left in the plastic bag.

Since I knew that my dad didn't have cancer, my mother's diluted appetite has improved again, and she has been adding supper for the last few nights, as if she wants to make up for what she didn't eat in the past few days.

"Lan'er, come here! Leave it for you! The mother pointed to the duck wings.

"No, I'm full!" I shook my head and went straight back to my room, leaving behind my mother's words of "yo, it's really rare".

Closing the door, I found that my mood was a little messy, and I always felt that there was something important that had not been completed. As a result, when I saw people, I forgot about them all.

I was speechless to myself.

I finally mustered up the courage, I can't just forget it, I thought about it and thought about it, and clicked on it> In a list of unread messages, I saw the message from Qin Wenhao at a glance, and quickly opened it.

A photo of an empty bowl and an empty plate, plus a sentence: "One hand can't wash the dishes, Xu Lan, I'll keep it for you!" ”

Damn, I'm not his nanny......

A lot of words suddenly poured out of my mind, and I found that without face-to-face communication like this, my thoughts would be clearer, so I immediately typed a line of words: "Qin Wenhao, I have something I want to ask you." ”

"Lady, please speak." seconds back.

and take advantage of me...... Forget it, bear with me.

"Why do you keep pestering me?"

"It's not called pestering, it's called chasing."

"Well, why are you chasing me?"

"Because I like you, how many times have I told you that I still can't remember?"

Have it? I didn't seem to be impressed, but his answer gave me more courage.

"Then you and Lin Qian are really broken?"

When this sentence was issued, more than ten minutes passed, and there was no response.

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