On the night of the first seven, I sat on the threshold of the house with the portrait of my grandmother, and my parents asked me to enter the house, but I didn't enter, and finally my grandfather said let her sit there. Maybe I can see her grandma, my parents looked helpless to me and went back to sleep, I didn't want to say anything, I just wanted to wait for grandma to come back, even if she hugged me, but until the second half of the night, I didn't see grandma.

In the morning, my grandfather came out to ask me to go back to sleep, and I turned my face to look at my grandfather. Red eyes: "Why didn't grandma come back?" ”

Grandpa sat next to me and sighed: "Your grandma came back and talked to me, she said that she wouldn't let you do this in the future, and it was easy to catch a cold when sitting outside, saying that I came." ”

"Then why didn't Grandma let me see her......" I asked as I looked at Grandpa Mumu's open mouth.

Grandpa touched my head: "Your grandma said that she was busy down there, and there were many things to do just now, so she couldn't come up often, so let you be obedient and don't let her worry about it, and said, if you see it, I'm afraid you'll be uncomfortable, Jiaolong." Your grandma is afraid that you won't be able to open it, don't be like this, your road is long, let your grandma know that you can live well, so that your grandma will rest assured. ”

I put my head on my grandfather's shoulder and slowly closed my eyes: "Grandpa, I will live a good life and won't let my grandma worry." "Holding the portrait in my arms, I knew that my grandmother didn't want me to see her for my own good. But I still can't stop her, I miss her.

In the afternoon, my parents were going back, and I heard that they meant that they would go back to work on business.

My brother is not interested in grandma's funeral, he has not seen grandma a few times, seven-year-old child, can not be idle for a moment, his biggest hobby is to chase the chickens in my yard and giggle there.

Dad asked him to call me sister, and he made a perfunctory cry and went to chase the chickens again, I think that after he left, our chickens would stop laying eggs because they were too frightened, so I was a little annoyed with him, not because he was my brother. But at my age. I had a special feeling of resistance to a particularly naughty little boy, and I was so depressed at the time that I didn't have the heart to deal with him.

"Dad, Qiaoqiao, you can go back to the city with me, rent out the land at home, and then dispose of these domestic animals and leave, go to live with me, there are only two of you left at home, and I don't feel at ease."

Dad has been persuading me to go with my grandfather, I glanced at my mother, she said very little to me and my grandfather, and I didn't feel how uncomfortable she was, as soon as she said that she was leaving, she called her brother over there: "Xiaobao!" Don't you? Pound the chicken, get in the car and go home!! ”

Grandpa looked at his father and waved his hand: "I won't go, I've been here all my life, the old woman is here when I can still think of her to see, and people don't like to toss when they're old, if Jiaolong goes, let Jiaolong go, young man, it's better to go to the city, when your mother is there, she also said let Jiaolong stay with you." ”

"I'm not going." I spoke directly next to me and glanced at my father: "I will be here in the future, living with my grandfather." ”

Dad frowned: "What are you doing here, Jiaolong, you don't know how to farm, it's useless to stay here, if you want your grandma, Dad can drive you back to see the grave or something, you just stay here, can't you learn in vain." ”

"I'm not going back to school." I said straight out that I had already missed my graduation exam, and there was no point in going back or not.

Dad still wanted to open his mouth, but Mom said on the side: "Oh, okay, she can be wherever she wants, aren't you in a hurry, if she wants to go, she will go by herself, it's useless for you to talk about it here." ”

The younger brother on the side sat in the car and looked at his father: "Dad, don't let others come to our house, she won't play with me, and she won't let me play with chicken, she's not good." ”

Dad glared at his younger brother: "Xiaobao, why are you talking, this is your sister, your own sister!" ”

The younger brother snorted and pouted, "My sister's name is Tong Anqi, not her!" As he spoke, he turned his head to look at the other side.

Dad was a little anxious and wanted to say something, but Mom stretched out her hand and pulled him: "Okay, you are still competing with your own child, what does he know at the age of seven." ”

Saying that, my mother looked at my grandfather: "Dad, let's go back first, let's call if there is something, if Lin Qiao wants to go to the county seat, I will let Dazhi come to pick her up, if she doesn't want to go, then forget it, anyway, you know this child, she has hated me since she was a child, and I don't expect her to do anything to me, let's go." ”

Grandpa glanced at me, and then looked at my mother: "Huijuan, Jiaolong has never been angry with you, this child is in a bad mood now, okay, I'll call you when she wants to go, be careful on the road." ”

Dad was a little helpless, and when he got into the car, he looked at me again: "Qiaoqiao, call Dad." With that, he started the car and left.

Grandpa looked at me: "Jiaolong, you should go to the county seat, you see that the young people are in the countryside except for a few who are studying." ”

I took a deep breath, put aside the negative emotions caused by my mother's words, and looked at my grandfather: "Grandpa, if I leave, is it interesting for you to live alone." ”

Grandpa was stunned for a moment, and then sighed: "Hey, I don't want you to go, but you're too old." ”

I tugged at the corners of my mouth: "It's okay when I'm older, I can't marry like this, let's live in the future, anyway, I can make money by watching people, let's go, go back to the house." ”

……

No one could have imagined that two years of life like this with my grandfather would pass in a flash, and I would go up the mountain every two days to weed my grandmother's grave, and then sit there, and I don't know what I want to sit for a day.

I asked more about whether I would really be a big gentleman, after picking up Xian'er, I did show people things, but I always felt that I was a half-, fortunately I didn't encounter anything big in the village, usually to help find a sheep or something, I would break a few straw sticks, and then throw down the place where the livestock was lost, so as to judge the direction, and the distance of the loss, nine times out of ten it can be found, and there are quite a few people who believe me, saying that I am Ma Yufen's granddaughter.

But I think that a gentleman can't just do this thing, I think about the things I experienced when I was a child, and then look at my own now, I always feel a little ashamed, but unfortunately my grandmother rarely gives me dreams, occasionally I dream, I can only watch her look at me from a distance and laugh, and then I will wake up.

The only thing I can't tell is that every night in my dreams it seems that someone is teaching me something, that person I can't see his face, just listen to him talking to himself, I said you said too fast I can't remember, he doesn't stop, sometimes I can talk for a night, after waking up I am very tired. Winter platform soil zoning. ~

I talked to my grandfather, and my grandfather said that he was teaching me skills, and that my grandmother had also said that someone had taught her this, and I secretly thought to myself, I didn't hear what skills he was teaching me, so, for two years, I didn't even invite the old fairy once, and I doubted myself.

The sun is going down, I exhale, take out the incense I brought and prepare to give grandma to leave, after lighting it I knelt in front of grandma's monument, as before chanting: "grandma, you have something to give me a dream, I miss you, Aunt Liu said that his grandson has been crying at night recently, let me go tomorrow to see, I will come to accompany you the day after tomorrow, grandpa went to the ground, if he is okay, I will take him with me." ”

As I spoke, I kowtowed twice and was about to get up, but I found that today's incense burned wrong.

Black smoke billowed out, and the incense head on the left hand was the longest, the shortest in the middle, a typical evil incense, and a bad omen, this was the first time in two years, I frowned: "Grandma, will anyone come to our house to make trouble within seven days?" ”

"Jiaolong! Jiaolong!! ”

Someone called me behind me, I turned around and looked at Xu Meijin running towards me while crying, stood up, I looked at her: "What's wrong." “

She wiped the tears from her face: "This time, this time my dad is really going to let me get married!" "—I'm a yin-yang person—— ——