Chapter 243: Is He Going to Give Up on Me?
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"We are gracious!"
These six words are like a sharp knife, and they have pierced deep into my heart the moment they come out of my mouth!
I saw Li Ziluo's eyes flashing a little shaking, and the next second he walked directly in front of me and grabbed my wrist and strode forward, I kept struggling and asked him, "What are you going to do?" Let me go! ”
He didn't speak, and the alienation of his back chilled me.
Until he pulled me in front of a car, opened the door and stuffed me into the passenger seat, he quickly went around to the driver's seat and started the car, I still waved my arms to get out of the car, and kept crying to him: "You let me go, don't you protect her, then you go back!" I don't want to see you anymore, I don't want to see you again, you're a bad person, the worst bad person in the world! Liars, villains, bastards! ”
Li Ziluo's side face burst out, he stepped on the accelerator suddenly, the car shuttled between the roads at a high speed, I clenched the handrail in fright and cried out: "You stop, you park for me, why are you driving so fast!" Do you still want me to get into a car accident? ”
He didn't speak, but his face became more and more gloomy, and I cried and said, "That Du Ying, I have liked you since I was in school, don't tell me that you don't know!" You're so smart, how could you not feel it, and you know what she did to me? Li Ziluo, I can endure everything for you, but I can't be so great Watching you be with other women, I can also be the little woman behind you silently, if you have to do this, then let's divorce! ”
I don't know how I can say the word "divorce", in short, my head doesn't feel like my own, the moment I saw him come out of Du Ying's house, I felt like I was crazy, so crazy that I didn't know what I was talking about and doing!
Li Ziluo suddenly turned the car and drove to the side of the road, and braked suddenly, my body slammed forward, and I hurriedly blocked it with my hands in fright, and when I stabilized my breath and looked at him sideways, the desolation and depth in his eyes were like the barren earth outside the Three Realms, and my heart sank a little.
He just looked at me like that, and the car suddenly turned around and drove in an unknown direction...
Everything was like a dream, and when he took me to the Civil Affairs Bureau again, I suddenly felt that everything in front of me, including him, was not real!
I slowly looked at him in disbelief: "You really want to divorce me?" ”
His eyes were so dark that he couldn't look at them at a glance: "Didn't you say you wanted a divorce?" Don't dare? ”
I looked at him like this, slowly bursting into tears, he gradually blurred in front of my eyes, tears fell on my pants, I didn't wipe it and looked at him like that, and nodded again and again: "Okay! Good! Leave and leave! ”
I strode into the Civil Affairs Bureau, tears falling in the wind, and I shook Li Ziluo away, as if hoping that he would never be able to keep up with me!
In the end, we walked back to the same starting point, the staff briefly asked the reason for our divorce, I tilted my head to the side and did not speak, Li Ziluo did not squeak, the staff advised for a while, what husband and wife will always encounter stumbles in their lives, upper and lower teeth and fights...
I suspect that they memorized this line in advance, and whoever comes to the divorce will probably say it again, just like the marriage testimony when they got married.
Li Ziluo and I were still silent.
Later, the staff handed us the divorce form, and Li Ziluo bowed his head after taking it and filled it out carefully.
Ironically, when I got married and now I divorced the form, he filled out alone, he can clearly remember my ID number, mobile phone number, blood type, everything, he accompanied me from youth to maturity, accompanied me through more than a dozen springs, summers, autumns and winters, silently blocked all the swords and swords for me, pulled me out of the quagmire of cowardice and inferiority step by step, and gave me a bright sunshine and future!
He's all I've had! But now, is he going to give up on me?
I heard the sound of a pen scratching the paper, each stroke like a knife deep into my heart, dripping blood!
He filled out everything and moved the form to me, and said in a deep voice, "I have filled in everything that should be filled in, and I have signed it." ”
I still remember the day we got married, the morning when I just crawled out of hell, he held my hand and brought me to the Civil Affairs Bureau all the way, the morning sun sprinkled on his shoulders, and his beautiful eyebrows were gilded with a dazzling halo, at that time, I used to think, I must be dreaming, because only in dreams did I dare to think that I would marry him.
I remember so vividly the day he said to me, "I've signed it, I've filled in everything I need to fill in, would you like it?" ”
His eyes are so affectionate, as if they can melt the ice of the North Pole and warm the whole winter!
Memories slashed at my heart like a sharp sword, tears all fell on this divorce form, Li Ziluo didn't look at me anymore, got up and walked to the window, lit a cigarette and turned his back to me.
I lay in the crook of my arm and cried bitterly, I must be dreaming, it must be yes, from marriage to divorce, all this is a dream, such an unreal dream, otherwise, I can't explain why such a thing happened to me so sci-fi!
The staff was a woman in her forties, and she comforted me when she saw me like this: "Either you and your husband will have a good talk, and the husband and wife will have a trouble, as long as the relationship is still there, it can be over." ”
Li Ziluo is not far from me, I think, he must have heard this aunt's words, but still did not turn around, the resolute back looks so distant and distant, I tearfully picked up the pen and quickly wrote down the three words "white and miserable" and handed the form to the staff, I stood up and prepared to go out, the staff stopped me and said that I wanted to take pictures!
I don't understand, just take a wedding photo, why do you have to take a picture to get a certificate for divorce, why do you want me to take a divorce certificate home and frame it on the wall?
In the end, when the photo came out, Li Ziluo's face was expressionless, and my eyes were red and miserable!
The staff handed the divorce certificate to Li Ziluo, and he naturally handed me a copy and said, "Yours." ”
I took it with a little trembling, still unable to believe that from this moment on, I had nothing to do with him!
It was such a vigorous wedding, but only a few months, we actually divorced, it was ridiculous, everything was ridiculous!!
I walked out of the Civil Affairs Bureau in a trance, still standing at the gate with tears on my face, for a moment, I was lost and didn't know where I was and where I could go?
Li Ziluo had already walked to the car and looked back at me.
The scorching sun seemed too dazzling, and I couldn't help but shed tears in my eyes, but I always felt that there was a vast sea between me and him, looking at him from afar.
Seeing that I didn't move, he simply leaned on the car door and lowered his head to light a cigarette, staring at me quietly with his eyebrows lowered, his eyes like water.
The black short-sleeved shirt gave him a faint air of indifference, and he had a well-sculpted face, a straight nose and perfect lips.
The curvature of his laughter seemed to allow the sunlight to remove the darkness from the clouds and shine into his heart at once, gentle and free.
He is long and elegant, and he looks good in everything he wears, as if he has a noble and extraordinary atmosphere with him.
Perhaps because he is not an ordinary person, as Du Ying said, he was born in such a huge family, although the family is in the middle, it still can't cover up the glory of his life that has accompanied him since birth.
It's just that... He doesn't belong to me anymore...
Thinking of this, a heart-piercing pain made me unconsciously cover my chest, tears like a sluice gate that can't be closed staring at him desperately, as if in the next second, I will never see him again!
He took a deep breath of his cigarette, stared at me playfully, and suddenly said, "Aren't you hungry?" ”
My heartbroken brain suddenly sensed the hunger in my belly, and I ran to find Du Ying early in the morning, and now it's past twelve o'clock, and I really don't even care about drinking saliva!
He saw that I was a little stunned, then opened the car door and squinted at me: "Get in the car." ”
In the evening, Li Fan came to my house and stood in front of me with his hands on his waist in disbelief: "Is he crazy? Are you crazy too? Are you all crazy? Is marriage child's play? Forget about flash marriage, what is the situation of flash divorce now? ”
She was so angry that she paced back and forth and glared at me: "You don't have a long brain, why do you want to mention divorce?" Where did you go after the divorce? ”
I curled up on the beige couch in the room, hugging my knees and saying, "Then he treated me to a meal." ”
Li Fan was so angry that he rolled his eyes: "I don't understand this, what is your situation now?" What kind of food do you eat when you are divorced? Casual dinner? Why isn't it AA? ”
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Things have to start at noon, it stands to reason, Li Ziluo and I got into trouble with that field, and the marriage was divorced under impulse, he should take his Yangguan Road, I crossed my single-plank bridge, but Li Ziluo inexplicably mentioned that I was hungry, I was really hungry, plus it was too hot, I was afraid of tanning, so I got into his car.
After getting in the car, the atmosphere is a little awkward, after all, a good couple has become an ex-husband and an ex-wife, can this not be embarrassing?
Maybe Li Ziluo, who has always had a good psychological quality, also felt a little embarrassed, and in order to alleviate this embarrassment, he turned on the radio and planned to play some songs to relieve the atmosphere.
turned out to be so good that he couldn't die, and he put a very popular old song called "Xiaowei".
I can't remember where I saw this song a long time ago, it is about a Malaysian car repair shop owner who fell in love with a girl named Xiaowei, but he never confessed to the girl, and he didn't have the courage to make this love public.
Much later, Vicky disappeared from his world, forever. Only then did he feel remorse, but everything was irreparable. The love was too deep for him to extricate himself, and the owner of the garage finally decided to look for the girl, but he had to give up his job at the garage.
In the end, he made up his mind, sold everything in the garage, and took a large part of the money from the sale to buy a full set of professional audio and recording equipment, wrote the song "Xiaowei" for his lover, and arranged the music himself, recorded it himself, made it into a CD, and dragged the stereo with a car to play this song all over the street, hoping that one day Xiaowei could hear it and return to him.
However, until the end, the girl never appeared...
After I heard this song, I sat in the co-pilot and suddenly cried loudly, crying like a child, which probably scared Li Ziluo.
He was forced to stop the car on the side of the road and turned off the song, got out of the car and stood outside smoking a cigarette silently waiting for me to finish crying, maybe I was too sad to stop it, but the more I cried, the more fierce it became, he finally threw away the cigarette and went around to the co-pilot and dragged me out of the car and rubbed it into his arms...