Chapter 244: Since Leaving Him
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The moment he pressed me into his arms, the passing cars, the noisy honking, the conversation of passers-by, and the LED advertisements all became silent, and he was the only one left in my world, greedily sniffing the familiar smell on his body, crying.
He slowly stroked my back until I was quiet, then leaned over and pressed against my head in a low voice: "Have you cried enough?" ”
At that moment, looking at his gentle eyes, I almost had a delusion, everything that happened just now was an illusion, we didn't divorce at all, and he didn't get with Du Ying, I just looked into his eyes like that, looking at it firmly, that is, at that moment, I seemed to see a rock-solid belief in his eyes, and the originally relieved heart fluctuated again, and a huge idea came into being in my heart, but I couldn't see it clearly through a layer of fog.
He whispered to me again, "Don't want to eat anymore?" ”
Seeing that I didn't speak, he raised his hand and gently wiped away his tears for me and scolded with a smile: "Crybaby, why do you always forget that I told you that crying can't solve things?" ”
I let him wipe away my tears and pull me into the car again.
The place he took me to was the same one he brought me to on my birthday.
At that time, I thought that Li Ziluo was going to propose to me, and after a fuss, I didn't even taste anything.
Coming here again, I was extremely embarrassed in my heart, Li Ziluo asked me what I wanted to eat, I lowered my head and said, "It's the same as last time." ”
Because I want to taste what those things taste like again...
During the meal, we were silent, he ate very little, carefully removed the meat from the T-bone with a knife and put it on the plate in front of me, my eyes were moist again, I put the spoon down, and then silently took off the ring on my ring finger and handed it to him.
His calm eyes looked at the ring in front of him, but without reaching out to take it, I slowly placed it on the table and pushed it in front of him.
His eyes flickered and he looked sideways out the window, no longer looking at me.
After eating, he drove the car home, and as soon as I got home, I pulled out the box and started to pack my things, and there was a lot of noise, and he never came in.
I cried and collected from dawn until dark, and when I finally dragged the box downstairs with difficulty, he was sitting on the sofa in the living room, and the ashtray in front of him was full of cigarette butts.
I said to him, "I'm leaving." ”
He turned his head to the side, frowned, then stood up and said, "You don't have to go, if you don't want to see me, I'll go." ”
After saying that, he picked up the phone and cigarette on the table and strode out the door, until his back disappeared at the other end of the door, and then I picked up the ashtray on the table and smashed it against the door!
Cigarette ash and cigarette butts were scattered all over the ground, and I sat on the ground in distraction and cried!
When Li Fan came, she saw me in the ashes, and she carried me back to my room, and cleaned up the mess downstairs before coming up and asking me what was the matter.
After I finished talking to her, she took out a ring and handed it to me, I looked at this small ring in a daze, I took it off and pushed it in front of Li Ziluo during dinner, I looked up and asked Li Fan: "Where did you find it?" ”
"Right on the coffee table in the living room," she said. ”
I took it and held it in my hand, trembling all over.
Li Fan sat opposite and hugged me: "Say, what should I do now, make it like this!" ”
I sniffed my nose: "I'll find a house as soon as possible and move out." ”
Li Fan applauded me exaggeratedly, but his face was not happy: "You really have backbone, and you plan to break up completely!" Let me tell you, couples all over the world are divorced, and I think it is impossible for the two of you to leave, but the result really surprised me, and I can't control you anymore, just be happy with the two of you. ”
I knew that Li Fan had broken his heart for us these days, jumped off the sofa and ran to her side, hugged her shoulder, put his head on her shoulder and muttered: "Sister, I want to cry so much, but I am tired of crying after crying for a day." ”
She sighed: "When I'm tired of crying, go to bed early, ouch, I'm really tired, you said you are still a child in my eyes, how did you become a person with a history of marriage, hey..."
In front of Li Fan, I was as fragile as a child, she pushed me into bed, I couldn't sleep upset, let her wrap my hair, she scolded: "What's wrong? ”
yes, what a bad problem, because of the bad disease he cultivated.
Whether it's winter or summer, my hands and feet are always cold, and I've long been used to getting into his arms, putting my cold hands on his hot chest, his heavy breathing will always fall on top of my head, slowly running down my hair, and the feeling of numbness in my scalp makes me relax and fall asleep comfortably.
I closed my eyes, and Li Fan wrapped around my hair like a child, and I imprinted in my mind that Li Ziluo's face gradually fell asleep, and Li Fan probably left after I fell asleep.
When I got up the next day, it was a new day, I got up from bed in a trance, and for a second I felt that all the experiences over the years were fake, I was still in the mountains, with my father, my mother, and my brother.
However, looking at the rising sun outside the window, I knew that my life... It's over!
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The divorce between me and Li Ziluo is even bigger than the marriage, and all kinds of rumors about Li Ziluo's cheating have spread with noses and eyes, as if everyone is a roundworm on his body, and it is inevitable that he and the daughter of the Du family are about to get married, and then I simply blocked all these rumors!
I heard that the stock market of Hotel M once dived, and I heard from Mr. Guo that Li Ziluo was still calm and let everyone work normally.
After divorcing Li Ziluo, I didn't take a day off at home, the golf project was officially launched, I only went to the company to deal with the work at hand, and I personally went to Mo Lingshan to stay for a while to monitor the operation of the entire project.
Maybe I'm also running away, I'm afraid to see him in the company, I feel like I'm not ready to face our next relationship, and I also want to put all my energy into my work and temporarily isolate all this reality that I can't accept!
When I met Jiang Shen again, I didn't expect that I had changed from a young woman to an abandoned woman, but he never mentioned this matter in front of me.
A few days later, the agency told me that the house had been found and asked me to go back and sign the contract, and on the morning I left from Mo Lingshan, I stood in the same room and watched the sun rise.
I remember the first time I came, Mr. Huang told me that the scenery here would present different surprises at 6 o'clock in the morning and 6 o'clock in the evening.
That time, I was fortunate enough to see the sunset with Li Ziluo.
In the same place, the pointer jumped to about six o'clock, and I watched the earth shine from a dark moment to countless white beams from behind the mountains, straight into the sky, like the special effects of science fiction movies, bringing me a huge shock, and the orange-yellow sun rose under the ten thousand rays, shaking my soul, I took a deep breath, my nose was full of vitality brought by the morning sun, and the earth was bright again!
I felt a majestic power from the bottom of my heart, and gradually clenched my fists and looked at the direction of the rising sun!
Then he turned around, picked up his bag, and strode out of the room.
Before leaving, Jiang Shen said that he would personally drive me to the airport, but on the way, he mentioned it euphemistically: "Do you plan to stay at Hotel M later?" ”
I divorced Li Ziluo, maybe everyone thought I should have left the M Hotel, and to be honest, I thought about it too!
But the thought of leaving the M Hotel is like taking an internal organ from me, and it is hard for me to let go!
Over the years, I have worked hard to practice my language attainments, in order to get a senior hotel manager, I have worked harder than fighting for the college entrance examination, and my spare time reading has changed from crossing the Mary Sue to hotel strategic management, financial management and control, hotel culture construction and development.
I put all my energy, time, and emotions into the M Hotel, and let me give up, I can't do it!
Or maybe as Li Ziluo said, Weiss has a part of my biological father, why should I hold back? Why give up?
I said to Jiang Shen, "I don't plan to leave. ”
Jiang Shen stopped talking and seemed to want to say something to me, and I said before he could speak: "Thank you, I know what I want, and I have always been very clear." ”
Jiang Shen looked at me with some surprise, I smiled at him, looked ahead calmly, and he nodded and didn't say anything.
In the period after my divorce from Li Ziluo, I received a lot of phone calls one after another, Wen Qing Feng Cheng and many friends who had not been in touch for a long time called one after another, and the most common sentence with me was: "If you want to cry, cry!" ”
I would inexplicably reply, "I don't want to cry." ”
Of course, basically either they call to hear the gossip, or they comfort me, except for one person, this person is - Nanxiu!
This product called a few days after my divorce, and as soon as I got through, I gloated and said: "Dabai, I heard that you are divorced, congratulations, congratulations, are you cheating people out of money like this?" ”
I was angry when I heard his thief's voice, I Nima is divorced, I don't want to congratulate me, but at this time he still talked to me about money, I couldn't help but scold: "Lie to your uncle!" Can you say something human. ”
Then Nan Xiu suddenly said to me seriously: "Snow White was jealous of the queen because she was beautiful, let go by the hunters, taken in by the dwarfs, and awakened by the prince, Da Bai, so you have to understand a truth, you have come to this day, it's not that you don't work hard, your fate is not good, it's useless, you have to be beautiful, beautiful understand?" ”
Then I hung up! And I plan to never talk to this person again!
After returning to Rongcheng, I went directly to the intermediary company, at that time I told the intermediary to find a house in the old city, there was no other reason, just because after Li Ziluo left, I lived alone in a huge villa, it was inevitable to feel lonely, sometimes there was no one around home, and I always felt very lonely.
So I especially want to move to the old city to live, although the house is a little dilapidated, but at least it can make me feel the slightest smell of fireworks, so that I will not be too lonely!
On the day I moved my things, I sent a text message to Li Ziluo: I found the house, everything was moved today, and the key was placed under the camphor tree.
He quickly replied with three words: Got it.