"Silly boy, it's the nurse's body that is useless, and it has affected you! You are the heir of the royal family, how can you condescend to kneel in the crotch of such a lowly man? Next, it's the nurse who hurt you! ”

For some reason, when I heard "royal heir" in her mouth, I only felt full of ridicule.

"I'm not a royal heir."

"Why aren't you?"

I looked at her, "Nurse, have you ever seen a royal heir treated like me?" Even a minion can ride on my head, and if this is my brother, will they dare to do so? Do they dare to say a word of disrespect? ”

The nurse opened her mouth, and she didn't seem to know how to refute me, and finally she could only cry sadly.

She had already lost too much blood, and such emotion made her life pass faster. Feeling her body temperature, a little bit colder, and I was so powerless......

That day, it was so cold!

Obviously, it is the April day of the world with poplars and flying willows outside. But I was in the dungeon, shivering with cold. The nurse's words still sounded faintly in her ears, "Child, the nurse can't protect you, you have to go by yourself in the future...... No matter how difficult it is, you have to endure it......"

I trembled even more as she breathed. His eyes were red, but he couldn't cry. I held her head against my forehead, as if she had taken care of me when I was sick as a child. I whispered, "Nurse, if I were him, wouldn't everything be different?" ”

"If I were Him, would you be saved today?"

"If I were him, wouldn't I have to go through all kinds of tribulations?"

"If I Were Him......"

But I ...... Why not him!

This kind of thought, once it takes root in my heart, it can't be pulled out at all! And after that, I did as promised, so that this jailer would repay a hundred times, and life was better than death.

The pain of the nurse's death made me understand one thing. In life, if you don't care, no one can hurt you! And as soon as the nurse leaves, there is no one else in my heart.

It's just that I thought that no one in this life would ever be able to make me miserable like this again, but the result was ...... But there really is such a person.

Her name is Qiao Ying, and she was originally reincarnated by Xiaoxiao's soul. But it is more memorable than a smile.

She held Yang'er and knelt in front of me when I was asked to save him.

I looked at the grief in her eyes, as if I saw me who had no way to ask for help that day! At that time, I was also so helpless and desperate. On the high platform, my heart, which had been silent for a long time, suddenly stabbed.

According to the plan, I shouldn't have saved him so that she could collapse. And she collapsed, which is the best way to destroy my brother!

But......

I'm still soft-hearted!

When I saw her looking down and trying to laugh, I couldn't help but think of the nurse. I promised to save him, but she refused my request. She'd rather die than marry me. I couldn't help the anger in my heart at the time, and forced her to kowtow, just like the jailer dragged me through his crotch. The next is the same.

Perhaps, from that time on, or maybe it was her behavior like a nurse, or maybe it was her behavior of wanting to protect Yang'er to the death, which made me see the maternal love I had never received. Inexplicably, she lived in my heart.

It's like a deep thorn that can't be pulled out. But if you don't pull it out, it will always hurt faintly......

(Confession of the God-King, end.) ）

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The white light, at this point, shook, as if it was a lack of ability, and it seemed that there was not enough time. I suddenly came to my senses and was back in my body. I opened my eyes in confusion, and I couldn't slow down. Why...... It was as if I had experienced the life of a god-king.

Knowing that he was a child, also experienced all his emotional swings!

I sat up suddenly, and realized that it was still in my room. And not far from me, the body of the Flame King was lying. Now the body was already a blur of flesh and blood, and it seemed to have been injured by the explosion...... I was shocked, a little surprised, this explosion, it should have blown me up first, and then blew him up? Why...... I don't have anything to do, and he's shattered like this?

I panicked and wanted to go over to see what was going on, but when I moved, I found that I had turned into a ghost......

And my meat. body, still lying on the ground!

When I was alarmed, I saw the God-King standing by! His soul is from the flesh of the Flame King. I panicked and tried to take a few steps back, but he seemed to be hurt by my movements and laughed at himself. "Don't worry, at this moment, I just have a wisp of thought, and I can't hurt you anymore."

But I still didn't believe it, and looked at him vigilantly. Secretly felt it, and it seemed that it was really the same as he said, and there was no energy fluctuation on his body at all.

He didn't care, standing in front of the window, the moonlight shone faintly on him, setting off him like a fairy, really not stained with lead dust. But looking at him like this, I suddenly remembered him when I was a child in the hallucination. Although it was dirty, there was still affection in those eyes at that time. It's not like now, even if you're smiling, those eyes are always cold, making people shudder.

Perhaps knowing his background and experiencing his feelings, I inexplicably reduced my hostility towards him. "Why is this the way it is? I...... Isn't it reversed that the dragon pattern will explode and die? Why...... I'm alive and you're ......"

He chuckled, "Because, I want you to remember me." ”

I suddenly reacted and looked at him in a daze. He's in ...... At the last moment, he sucked the force of the explosion into his body and saved me from being injured by the explosion? I was a little confused, but more of a shock. I didn't speak, but he laughed self-deprecatingly as if he saw through what I was thinking. "Do you think that someone like me who does a lot of evil will be kind occasionally?"

I was silent.

He said to himself, "If you don't, how can you remember me?" He spoke, muttering in a low voice, but I could hear him as if I had telepathy. He's saying, "A person can be remembered for a long, long time...... How does that feel...... It should be good......"

My heart was suddenly touched, and I couldn't help but think of him who knelt down for help for the nurse at that time.

I remembered that after his nurse died in the end, he muttered over and over again, "If I were him", the low and unwilling appearance.

I suddenly understood a little, why he had such a deep obsession in his heart, why he would target the Killing Flame King so much, as long as the Killing Flame King had it, he would take it. Why would he say that he wants to take back everything that belongs to him.

And why, his character, is so paranoid.

I can't say why, I'm a little uncomfortable with him like this, and I'm standing there at a loss. He looked outside, as if someone was coming, and he looked at me and asked suddenly. "Qiao Ying, if I had met you earlier, it would have been me. Will you treat me like you would treat me? ”

I was stunned, and I couldn't answer!

If I had put it in the past, I guess I wouldn't have to think about it, and I would have said "no".

But now, I can't even answer! I don't know if it's because of his miserable childhood, or because of the warmth that he prayed for but couldn't get. I didn't answer him, but he laughed, inexplicably. "It's ridiculous! A woman who would rather die than obey me, I will take it to heart and soften my heart. Qiao Ying, Qiao Ying, it's really my misfortune to meet you......"

When he laughed wildly, the Xuanyu chain, which had been tied to his ankle since he was a child, made a crisp sound and broke!

He stared blankly at the broken Xuanyu shackles, and muttered, "Is it finally broken......?"

The smile that appeared on his face was inexplicably distressing!

He looked up at me, not at all like the scheming God-King he had before. It's more like Yu Zixuan, who was not deeply involved in the world in the dungeon at the beginning, naïve. He seemed a little happy, but he couldn't even make a happy expression, he could only mutter, "This is broken......

I nodded with mixed feelings, "Well, it's broken." ”

He smiled, "The nurse said that as soon as the Xuanyu is broken, the soul will be dispersed." Now, I'm about to be gone, Qiao Ying, won't you come and hug me? ”