I'm probably dead.

My friend's car was in a serious traffic accident on the highway, and I was sitting in the passenger seat, and the last memory was only overwhelming blood.

It's strange that my brain can still think, work hard, and even open my eyes.

The foreground gradually became clearer, but it was not the expected hospital, but a dim and unfamiliar room.

I was lying flat, with tall beams overhead, painted with exaggerated and twisted patterns, and below was a row of classical wooden windows, surrounded by dirty black cloth, with only a faint light seeping through the cracks. The air was filled with the smell of dampness and filth, like a black shed for mushrooms.

Where am I?!

I sat up in horror, but as soon as I moved, something seemed to be pressed under me, and I heard a cry of pain from beside me.

I hurriedly looked, and at this time I realized that there were still many people lying on both sides, these people were wearing ancient obscene clothes, and they all wore ancient hair buns on their heads!

what？！

This extraordinary scene suddenly made the alarm bell in my mind, I was not dead, and not only that, but it seemed that I had experienced an earth-shattering thing - crossing.

My mind went blank for a moment, and I forgot to breathe.

The guy next to me said something to me, but I couldn't really hear it, I just felt my ears ringing.

It took me a while to regain consciousness and re-examine the people around me, a dozen people crammed into the cramped bed, all of them teenagers.

Juvenile?!

My heart shook violently, no matter who I was dressed in, I slept with them now, could I be ...... Male!!!

My first reaction was to touch my chest, and sure enough, the airport!

Lying ~ groove, male, male!

My brain buzzed again, trying to persuade myself to calm down, it is better to be transgender than dead, and this may be God's favor, in ancient society, male superiority and female inferiority were very serious, so I should be able to live a more comfortable life.

It seemed that I was acting strangely, and the teenagers on both sides raised their faces and looked at me with suspicious eyes at this time, and I didn't know what to do, so I could only look at them blankly.

Finally, the one next to me spoke, and his voice was a little hoarse and asked, "What are you doing?" He struggled to move, his brow furrowed in pain, and his hands were covering his ...... Lower ~ body.

I was stunned, and then I found out that several other people actually did this kind of action, what kind of etiquette is this?!

"Well, I'm fine." I looked at them, and I even touched myself underneath them.

In an instant, I froze, how ...... It's empty!

I......

Suddenly, a flash of lightning struck his mind, and there was an indescribable pain on the faces of these teenagers in front of him, could it be......

It was at this moment that I truly realized the seriousness of the problem. I am not a woman or a man now, but a special species between the sexes - eunuchs!

I tumbled off the couch, the door locked. Looking out through the crack in the door, there are remote house courtyards and airtight palace walls, all of which reveal deep despair.

Before I knew it, tears had flowed uncontrollably all over my face.

Ni~Ma! In the future, I will be a eunuch in this palace, and I will be a cow and a horse for people...... Why don't you let me dress as a mushroom!

I stood at the door, I had never felt this hopelessness and fear in more than 20 years, and whether such a life seemed to be the same.

Tired of standing, his mood finally stabilized, and he turned around and walked back to the bed. When I looked up, I found that everyone was looking at me with their necks twisted, and their eyes were a little weird, which was actually an inexplicable envy......

I rubbed my tear-soaked face, didn't dare to ask, and went back to the bed with my head down.

After a while, the little brother next to me finally leaned over to me, nodded my lower body with his eyes, and asked in a low voice, "You, don't you hurt?" ”

I was stunned for a moment, thinking back to the toss I had just jumped up and down, and I really didn't feel any pain. But looking at their almost paralyzed appearance, I know that they must not have recovered, and it is estimated that the operation will not take long.

No wonder they looked at me with envy one by one! It's just, why don't I hurt?

I don't understand, but in order not to make myself a special case, I had to pretend to cover myself under ~ face, snort and said sadly: "It hurts!" Why don't you cry? ”

I think this kid is very talkative, and he looks stupid and stupid, not like he has a scheming look. Just talk to him a few more words, and you can always get some information.

"My family is so poor that I have come to suffer this sin, so why should you?" I asked him.

He glared: "Who is not poor, my family is just a male baby, if there is another way to live, who will cut off the livelihood of children and grandchildren!" ”

Looking at the grievances in his eyes, although I can't fully understand it, I still sympathize with him.

I sighed in agreement, and then lowered my voice and said, "I don't read much, dare to ask, I don't know which dynasty and which generation this is?" ”

He looked at me suspiciously: "Do you live in a cave, don't say that you don't read much, I can't know if I haven't read a book!" ”

I was anxious to get the information, and I didn't have the heart to refute his ridicule, so I just smiled perfunctorily and waited patiently for him to continue.

He looked at me inexplicably and said, "You're not stupid, are you?" Sixteen years of Daxuan. ”

Daxuan? Why haven't I heard of it, no matter how bad my history is, it's not completely unfamiliar, I searched frantically in my mind, and I still can't get it right.

When he saw that I was engrossed, he suddenly approached my face and asked solemnly, "You don't really know, do you?" ”

I ducked back, not knowing what to answer for a moment, so I chuckled dryly on my back, thinking I was unfathomable.

He looked at me for a moment as if he were a nervous person, probably thinking that I was teasing him and ignoring me, and lay down in slow motion.

I am very young now, just like them, only fourteen or fifteen years old.

I looked around the room, looking for a mirror to look at myself, and I always believed that both ancient and modern, appearance is the first factor of production.

But don't talk about mirrors, the mice here refuse to come. In addition to the bed, another thing in the room is the toilet in the corner, and you can smell the sao ~ smell from such a distance.

So I also learned that they lay like vegetative people, without any intention and no hope.

I don't know how many of these rooms there are in this palace, how many children have been subjected to such heavy punishments, these people have just been physically tortured, and then they have been abandoned in such a damp little dark room, and no one cares.

The locked door was only opened once a day by the palace people who came to deliver the buns.

Each person has only one piece of black and thin bun per day, and there is no water.

I took a bite and instantly drained the only water in my mouth, and I couldn't swallow it at all.

It was only after ten days that I felt the urge to defecate for the first time. I'm used to it, I no longer feel how dirty the toilet is, and more importantly, I'm so hungry that I can't do it, so I unbuckle my belt and sit down.

Suddenly, I froze, staring wide-eyed between my ~legs~ and couldn't believe what I was seeing......