With more than 20 years of experience as a woman, I can be sure that I have a problem with my body now, which is completely different from what I expected.

I frantically lifted ~on~pants~ and stood by the toilet, my mind in a mess.

Judging from the environment, I am a eunuch, but judging from the organs, I am clearly a woman, to be exact, a little girl.

What's going on?

The owner of this body is a little girl, how could she mix with these eunuchs who have been castrated~cut? Is it a mistake? Or is it intentional?

I don't know any of these issues, but I know that now I have to keep this secret, and if I find out, no matter which program goes wrong, I'll be the one who will be unlucky.

Now that no one was paying attention to me, I quickly slipped back to the collapse and hid my inner anxiety with an expression of pain and humiliation on their faces.

After another week or so of this anxiety, the door was completely opened.

The little eunuch in this room has almost recovered, and he is definitely not cured, at least he can move around freely, which means that the career of cattle and horses has begun.

We were taken to a square, and this time I met all the people who were tortured, and all the black buns covered the square.

These people are all young people in their early teens, and in modern times, they are treasures of the family, receiving formal education and enjoying advanced technology. At the same age, they had to start a life of slavery.

Their young faces did not have the same complicated expressions as mine, they were all faint, I don't know if they were not afraid of the future situation, or they were mentally prepared the moment they lay down on the clean table.

Several old eunuchs repeated the lecture, and then took us away in batches.

I and a few little eunuchs were divided into the washroom, and as soon as we entered the gate, the courtyard was full of dried mattresses and clothes, and they were in brilliant colors. The palace people were busy with their own affairs, and no one paid attention to us.

As a eunuch, I can't squat on the ground and pound my clothes like the palace maids, I have to keep carrying water.

My body was originally a little girl, and it didn't seem to have suffered much, the two little hands were thin and tender, and the little black house had been tormented for so many days, and I had no strength at all.

The wooden barrel is soaked in water, and with a full bucket of water, it really sinks to death, and my small body has to take a step to put it, and the water will inevitably shake out.

Finally, an old eunuch noticed me, and his eyes stared at me deadly, as if I was the one who castrated~ cut him in the first place.

I knew he must be calling me a waste in his heart, and I wanted to fight for it, but I couldn't do it with any strength.

I finally moved the bucket to the edge of the laundry tub, intending to straighten up and pour the water into it with all my might.

Suddenly, with a crisp sound, I felt a sharp pain in my back, as if I had been pierced into my flesh by countless steel needles at the same time.

I almost jumped up in pain, and turned my head to meet the vicious eyes of the old eunuch, who was holding a short whip in his hand, and on it was indeed a myriad of shining steel needles.

I clutched my wound, and tears filled my aching eyes. it! Is this treating me like crape myrtle?!

The old eunuch gritted his teeth viciously and said to me: "In this place, laziness is the first taboo. ”

Am I lazy? Are your eyes out of gas? I'm so desperate you can't see? As soon as we were released, we were doing heavy work, and the animals had to be fed grass!

I had a big breath in my chest, but I could only curse in my heart. But it became ": the slave knew that it was wrong. ”

People have to bow their heads under the eaves, this kind of old eunuch has been in the palace for many years, and has done a lot of evil, if he fights against him, not only will he not have good fruit to eat, but he will probably eat whips.

It is not a mistake of the tongue for me to call myself a slave and maid, whether it is a palace maid or a eunuch in the palace, I have to call myself a slave and a maid, as if the eunuch will never be a man at the moment when he comes down from the cleansing platform, of course, it also highlights from the side that the emperor is the only man in this palace. I only found out about this today, and I always feel a little sad.

The old man gave me a look of disgust, pointed at the bucket with his whip, and ordered me to keep working.

In order not to be beaten, I tried my best to breastfeed, and finally I felt tired and my liver hurt.

The next few days were spent like this, and once I was whipped several times in a row, and I still couldn't get up from the pain, and I collapsed on the ground, unable to move, only tears kept flowing.

I kept asking myself, what kind of sin had I created? Others are comfortable to be the eldest lady, and when they fall in love, why do I have to be a cow and a horse?!

Early in the morning of the fifth day, before dawn, I hurriedly took a bite of the steamed bun and was about to go to work, and as soon as I went out, I met a little eunuch, who immediately stopped me.

When I saw it, it was the one sleeping next to me in the small dark room, and I saw him quite kind at this time.

He seemed to run over, panting and said, "Du's father-in-law asked me to inform you, you don't have to work today, you can freshen up, and someone will take you to a place later." ”

I was stunned. Du's grandfather is that old thing, he won't want to kill me.

His ugly face appeared in front of him, and he said viciously: "If you don't work hard, you will die!! ”

The little eunuch saw that my expression was wrong, and pushed me: "What's wrong with you?" ”

"Nope." I tried to squeeze out a little smile and asked, "Where are you taking me?" ”

I don't know if I laughed too ugly, but he couldn't help but laugh and said, "Are you scared?" Don't worry, the emperor wants to choose a servant for the prince, and Dugong will let you give it a try. ”

It doesn't look like he's lying to me, but how can such a good thing happen to me? If you think about it, the old guy probably doesn't like me to work, and wants to find an excuse to get me away.

I breathed a long sigh of relief, and instantly felt refreshed, and I felt a sense of pleasure that the salted fish was about to turn over.

However, I was pulled back to reality, and I asked, "If I can't make the choice, do I have to go back here?" ”

"That's nature."

I was emotionally at rock bottom in an instant, and of course I knew how small the odds were.

I had known this little eunuch before, and he was nice to me, and when he saw that I was down, he wanted to comfort me. But he didn't say it immediately, but looked around vigilantly to see if there was anyone.

I also became nervous and curious about what he was going to say next.

He admonished uneasily: "I tell you, don't tell anyone else." ”

I hurriedly agreed, and my curiosity was completely fished out.

He lowered his voice and said, "This prince's servant is not easy to do, I heard that the first few were tortured to death by the prince, no matter how tired you are here, you can still have a life." ”

My heart went cold for a moment. But it also makes sense, if it's a good errand, the old thing won't let me go.

But I'm different from them, they can survive by working hard here, but my body and bones can't withstand the heavy physical labor of men at all, and the old thing will get rid of me sooner or later, it's all dead anyway, it's better to die a little better.

I fetched a basin of water and prepared to freshen up.

My face was reflected in the basin, clear as a mirror, and it was the first time I saw myself.