Chapter 186: Things Are People, Not Forever
After collecting the things, I told Li Zhao that I plan to move over the weekend, and I just recently received news that the Felicitas series is selling unprecedentedly well, probably because the design sense is not so exaggerated, relatively close to the people, and it is easier to match, so the market recognition is relatively high.
Son's side meant to sign me off, and at the same time, several jewelry companies that could be called called offered olive branches to me, and I was actually quite flattered, and I couldn't believe it when I received those phone calls, and yelled excitedly.
I also asked Master if it was a fraudulent call? The little master smiled knowingly: "Hard work is the success of the old mother, what are you afraid of, with a master like me, it is more difficult for the apprentice to send it!" ”
Get! In a word, take all the credit to yourself!
But in the face of huge temptations and those salivating conditions, I still insisted on working with the little master to engage in branding, and the little master asked me: "You have so many opportunities now, don't you feel itchy?" ”
I know what he meant, at the beginning, Son only signed the copyright of the Felicitas series, because I am still a small transparent one after all, they are interested in the product, probably also want to test the sales of the product, if it is good, the person who signed me should also be, as a rookie, can enter these large companies, you can get some support and resources accordingly, and it is relatively easy to stand out in the circle.
And if I choose to go it alone, I will face too many problems!
But I still stick to my original dream and have a big fight with the little master!
So in the few days before we moved out, the two of us also stepped up to discuss the preparation of the studio, but the two of us, as soon as we met together, it was very difficult to discuss a thing, and the name of the studio alone quarreled for a long time, he had to call Yiteng Studio, careless take-off, I had to call Senwan Studio, and there was no meaning, I felt very domineering!
In the end, after a quarrel and almost a fight, I finally decided to call Yisen Studio, whose English name is eason, and I shared the good news with Little Tail as soon as I determined it, but she came to say: "Eason Chan has a share?" ”
Around Wednesday, I made an appointment with Sister Qu and told her euphemistically that she might not plan to sign a contract with son, Sister Qu asked me if other companies had higher conditions than son, and I didn't hide it from her, so I told her the truth.
I didn't expect her to be quite happy for me after hearing it, and then she said with some embarrassment: "This is a good thing, I have worked in this industry for so many years and have not had the courage to go out and establish my own brand.
I admire you for being able to give up the temptation in front of you and boldly go your own way, and I wish you success! ”
Sister Qu's encouragement and understanding surprised me and made me grateful, and at the same time relieved.
After separating from Sister Qu, I went to the hospital to see Tang Jia, but unexpectedly met someone I hadn't seen for a long time in the hospital, Song Qingyi!
Speaking of him, he didn't appear in my life for a long time since the child was gone, and he was probably not with me until after Furun's accident, but at that time my feelings for him had long been different.
Especially during that time, when I saw him, I would always think of Xiao Gesang's accident, because he showed me the investigation data of the vehicle that caused the accident, and it did show that it was the Li family's car, so I think Li Zhao deliberately found someone to hit Song Qingyi.
In addition, there was something about poetry and poetry before that time, and then Tang Jia's experience, which made me very mentally broken, and a consequence that no one wanted to see happened at the touch of a moment.
So I subconsciously associate this fuse with Song Qingyi, although I know that he can't be blamed for it.
But I knew he and I would never go back!
We haven't been in touch since I explained it to him, and today he came to see Tang Jia because he decided to settle in Germany, and he may not come back in the future.
I sat with him in the hospital corridor and I asked him if he had thought it through?
He nodded, said that there is nothing to worry about in the country, the two of us are relatively speechless, his hands folded in front of him, I also sit quietly, the years are like a shuttle, I still remember the summer of 17 years old, I saw him for the first time, he is sunny, handsome, with a little melancholy, more than ten years, we love and separate, to strangers, life is like a chess game that you can never guess, now a farewell, maybe a lifetime, but I don't know what to say!
He turned his head slightly, looked at me with a heavy look in his eyes, and said to me, "Wanwan, I'm sorry..."
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I shrugged my shoulders: "Nothing to be sorry for, the past is long gone." ”
I stood up, but he suddenly said behind me, "I lied to you!" ”
I suddenly turned around and looked at him puzzled, he lowered his head and frowned: "My father was a math teacher in our school back then, my mother was not in good health and had no job, and was at home full-time, but you also know that due to the nature of our school, my father's income is okay, because he has a stable job and a lot of income, so relatives and friends are very envious, my mother has been very strict with me since I was a child, and she has always wanted me to be like my father."
However, when I was fourteen years old, my father was suddenly expelled from school, and for some unknown reason, he fell into a state of depression, and even began to drink heavily, and slowly his personality began to distort, thinking that everyone was laughing at him, and my mother said a little bit of nonsense, and he thought it was useless for her to sarcastically mock him!
Later, he said to her... Beat up! ”
Song Qingyi's expression seemed to be on the verge of endless pain, and I sat down beside him again.
"Finally one day, I couldn't stand it anymore, I had a fight with him, he said that I also looked down on him, kicked me out, I still remember, it rained heavily that day, I rushed out without an umbrella..."
Speaking of this, Song Qingyi's face was buried in the palm of his hand, his body began to tremble slightly, I raised my hand and just wanted to pat him on the shoulder, but finally put it back.
"You ran away from home?" I asked. &8232;His voice was buried in the palm of his hand, muffled: "After I rushed out, it didn't take long for him to run out, and I was angry, and I wanted to stay away from him, so I ran as hard as I could... He drank at that time, and the rain was too heavy, so he had an accident in order to chase me, and fell down the steps of more than ten meters, and there was no one on the spot! ”
I was stunned, I have known Song Qingyi for more than ten years, and I have always known that his parents are long gone, but this is the first time he mentioned them to me, but he never thought that this was the case.
"After he left, my mother's health was even worse, she couldn't afford imported medicine, I was still in school, she was worried all day, and she died a year later. At that time, I happened to graduate from a public school junior high school, and later the leaders of my father's school took into account my family situation and admitted me exceptionally and exempted me from tuition for three years. ”
Hearing this, I finally understood why Song Qingyi had no father or mother, and no family background would come to the aristocratic school to study, it turned out that this was the case.
"Our school director, do you remember that bald head with a big belly?"
I nodded: "I remember, every day after school, I like to stand at the school gate with a whip." ”
"A few years ago, after he retired, he traveled to Germany and visited Heidelberg, and I happened to meet him, and I invited him to dinner, and I learned from the small talk that the reason why my dad was expelled from the school in the first place was because of his negligence that a student with a very good background in the class made him sick, and the school dismissed my dad in order not to offend the student's parents."
I looked sideways at him: "Sick?" ”
His face finally moved away from between his hands and straightened up: "Well, it seems that the student had just had an operation at that time, but my dad didn't know about it, and he didn't know why he quarreled with my dad in class, so my dad asked him to run around the playground three times, and then he fainted." ”
Speaking of this, Song Qingyi slowly turned his head to me, his eyes complicated: "That person is Li Zhao." ”
For a moment, I felt that something was about to come out, I looked at Song Qingyi blankly, my brain froze for a while, and I didn't know how to react!
"When I was about to go abroad that year, I was indeed hit by a car, and the car that hit me was indeed the Li family, but it had nothing to do with Li Zhao!
After my father left, my guilt for him has tormented me for so many years, and I always think that if it wasn't for Li Zhao, my father wouldn't have lost his job, and our family wouldn't have become like that later!
The reason why I am willing to help Tang Jia regain Furun is not only because I don't want to see you living in water and fire all the time, but also because of my own reasons.
When I found out that you were pregnant with his child, I was going crazy, and I felt that no matter how hard I tried, many things could not be undone, just like my parents still left me!
But I was unwilling, so when you saw that the car belonged to the Li family and thought that Li Zhao did it, I didn't deny it.
But I never wanted to hurt you, Wanwan, I never wanted to...
When I learned that your child was gone, I never dared to look at you, I always thought... I hurt you!
I'm sorry..."
Later, I asked Song Qingyi about the person who hit you in the first place, do you know who it is?
His eyes were full of forbearance, and he let out a long sigh and didn't speak, I always thought he should know the perpetrator, but until his back faded out of my sight, I still didn't ask the answer from his mouth!
When he left, he didn't look back as he did back then, but I know that this time, I'm afraid it's goodbye
Youth, half bright, half sad
It's a book that weeps out of the world, and we read it in too haste.
Inadvertently, the book of youth is quietly closed, so that when we want to re-study it, we find that the handwriting of youth has long been dusty and blurred.
If Song Qingyi knew that the reason why Li Zhao had surgery that year was because he went to the construction site with me to save me, then would he still blame Li Zhao?
This world is always so crazy, behind every truth there are secrets that are difficult to excavate, some secrets have always been there, and some secrets are destined to be hidden in the bottom of the heart!
I suddenly missed Li Zhao so much, I felt like I couldn't wait for the weekend!
I immediately got out of the hospital and took a taxi back to the little master's house, but when I arrived at the door of the house, I saw Li Zhao's car parked in front of the courtyard gate, he leaned on the car door, facing Teng Yichen who was snuggling by the courtyard gate, the two of them didn't know what they were talking about, and they didn't smile.
I was surprised that Li Zhao would come running at this time, I walked towards them, and the two of them looked at me almost at the same time, Li Zhao's eyes were full of warmth, but Teng Yichen's eyes looked at me with an indescribable complexity.
I walked up to them and said to Li Zhao, "What are you talking about?" ”
He smiled at me, "Let's talk about your studio." ”
I was a little weak for a while, I haven't told Li Zhao about the studio with Teng Yichen, I feel that he doesn't want me to have a relationship with Fuji Yichen, I don't know if he will disagree.
While I was talking to Li Zhao, Teng Yichen had already entered the house.
I asked Li Zhao again, "Why did you come here at this time?" ”
He rubbed my hair and his eyes were gentle: "Come and pick you up." ”
"It's only Wednesday."
"I miss you..."
In fact, I never found Li Zhao's voice so good, low and magnetic, especially when he said that he missed me.
I tiptoed to his lips and smiled and said to him, "Wait for me!" ”