His few short words were enough to shatter my little self-esteem that I had hidden deep in my body.

It turns out that the money transferred from the transfer account to my account was the breakup fee he gave me?

Because you're going to break up, let Gao Lin come forward and fire me?

It turns out that in his Zhang Jingchi's heart, am I the kind of woman who can be cleaned with money?

But why, since he had already made up his mind to break up, what about the phone call he made a few hours ago and gently told me to go to bed early!

Since he had already made up his mind to break up, what happened when he carried me from the sofa to the bed just now!

I felt like I was caught in a great web of confusion, in which I struggled and fell, and my reason told me that I should break through the net, but my sensibility told me that even if all the self-esteem dormant in my body was at work, I would not let this man whom I loved so much lose me like an orange that I didn't want.

I stared at Zhang Jingchi stubbornly, my voice trembled badly, but I was also so unconfident, I said: "Zhang Jingchi, don't lie to me, I heard about it in the company, you must have something to do before you want to break up with me." But I'm telling you, no matter what it is, I can't break up with you, I'm going to face it with you. ”

But he was still calm and distant, and he looked at me expressionlessly, and he finally opened his mouth and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't think you would be so naïve when I provoked you." I just went too far, I thought I could be with you because of the responsibility, but sorry I can't fool myself. We really don't fit, you just let it go. ”

He finally spoke.

I didn't know what was wrong with me, I didn't know what was dominating me, I moved my body to the edge of the bed, he had no way back, I just got up, my hands hurriedly covered his face and imprisoned his face tightly, my lips just came up, I tried to kiss him lightly.

But he didn't start like this, he said lightly: "Let go, I don't like to be touched by you." ”

My lips eventually landed on his neck a little stiffly, and he stiffened for a moment, but quickly pushed me away, and he raised his voice slightly and said, "You're stupid, aren't you?" We broke up, and we can't be the same between us anymore. I'm tired of it, we're done playing, do you understand! ”

I froze there, I pursed my lips and didn't speak, and I was silent with him for a while, and I did the first crazy thing in my life.

I just like that, in a bright enough light, trembling my fingers unfastened the straps of my pajamas.

In the midst of the confrontation, I could hear the small crumbling of my hands rubbing against the fabric, which drilled through my ears, and my heart panicked, and I quickly lifted the strap completely.

I just took off all my pajamas and hung naked in front of Zhang Jingchi.

His face darkened all at once, and he hurriedly moved over and lifted the quilt to wrap me, and his voice suddenly rose eight degrees, and he yelled at me, "Are you crazy!" ”

I stubbornly raised my face and stared at Zhang Jingchi, my voice was already trembling a little, and I yelled at him: "I'm crazy, Zhang Jingchi, I'm really fucking crazy!" I've been crazy for years, I could have come to my senses, but why the fuck are you messing with me! Now that you've provoked me, why the fuck are you breaking up now! Fuck your uncle's breakup fee, fuck your uncle's inappropriate, go to your uncle's play, go to your uncle's to break up! I'll fuck your uncle! Isn't it tired of saying, then I'll strip naked and lie in front of you, and see if you are still impulsive or reacting! ”

I yelled at him, and struggled desperately to get out of the bed, and I saw it in front of him at once, and all my shame was dispelled with the loss of my reason, and I pounced on him like a mad little wolf and hugged him fiercely, my hand finally hooked completely around his neck, and my kiss fell on his face and his ear indiscriminately.

He was wearing the same kind of pajamas with open laces, and I just rubbed them on him for a while, and I lifted his clothes.

I hung my whole arm over him again, and I really lost all my shame, and I leaned into his ear and said, "Aren't you tired of talking!" If you're here for it from the beginning, you can do what you want to me right now! ”

I took off my hand at a speed that I couldn't get overwhelmed, Zhang Jingchi quickly pulled the quilt and wrapped me in a whole person, he suddenly hugged me into his arms, his voice suddenly carried a tangle that made me unable to distinguish emotions, he said: "I don't allow you to do this to yourself!" ”

I thought I could really hold back my tears, but my tears were rushing down in my original thoughts, they ran desperately on my cheeks, they made my vision a little hazy, all my hidden emotions collapsed, I just cried on Zhang Jingchi's shoulder, all my confidence disappeared, my voice was completely lowered, I became so cautious, I said: "Okay, even if you are really tired, don't let me leave all at once, give me some time." , let me get used to it, I need time, give me a little time, please. ”

I thought I could still say a lot of pretentious sentences, but when I opened my mouth again, I couldn't stop crying.

It was at this moment that Zhang Jingchi's hand suddenly covered my face, and he wiped the tears running rampant everywhere on my face, and he said: "I was wrong, don't cry, you cry so much that I feel too uncomfortable." ”

I couldn't stop sobbing, and then he came up, and his kiss fell on my lips, still cold, but a little rampage.

His hand ran through my hairline and held my face firmly, his kiss grew longer and more intense, and we both fell on the bed, we kissed sideways and face-to-face, and he finally stopped when I was about to suffocate.

I looked at him with wide eyes, and I saw his eyes slowly reddening.

Yes, even if he rarely shows it in front of me, I know that he is extremely conceited Zhang Jingchi, and he has red eyes like this.

When he finally let go of me, he rubbed my hair so vigorously that for a while he said, "You fool. ”

I looked at him, tried to calm down, and said, "Tell me, what's going on." ”

Still stroking my hair, Zhang Jingchi said after a while: "It may not be long before I have nothing, and I will go to prison." ”

After the company heard those rumors, I originally thought that even if there was a little bit of everything, at most Zhang Jingchi would just step down from Bolian, and I never thought that he would be imprisoned.

I was frightened all of a sudden, I was as anxious as an ant on a hot pan, and I asked anxiously, "Why is this happening?" “

Zhang Jingchi's hand on my head paused, and he said in a half-loud voice: "My mother and Xu Zhiyong tried in vain to privatize Bolian and then dismantle and sell it. Broadlink is my father's life's work, and when he was there, he was looking forward to the day when I could take over Broadlink. I won't allow his hard work to be ruined like this. I originally planned to borrow the previous order to make some equity adjustments, but I was too underestimated and I was trapped. Now Xu Zhiyong has some information that is not good for me, and I may be defeated. ”

My brows furrowed, and they all said that tiger poison does not eat children, and the old witch should not really put Zhang Jingchi in prison, thought about it and said, "Or, you go and talk to your mother, right?" ”

Zhang Jingchi's brows also frowned, and after half a sound, he said: "I'd rather take responsibility for the mistakes I made than compromise with her this time, and then be at her mercy." What's more, or in her eyes, the interests are much more important than mine, and if I stop her from making more money, I am her enemy. ”

After a slight pause, Zhang put his hands on my shoulders and said, "This time I might be defeated." Orange, you take the money and leave, we have to quickly clear up the relationship, I don't want me to go in, not only will I not leave you with any living security, but I may also be involved in you because of me. I don't know how long I'm going to be in, the girl's youth is not a few years, you don't want to spend it on me anymore. And I...."

Before he could finish his sentence, I reached out and covered his mouth.

Whether I was naïve or impulsive, I didn't even hesitate for a second, I stared straight at him and asked, "Do you love me?" I want to hear the truth! ”

After asking, I let go of my hand and waited for his answer.

Zhang Jingchi's gaze was a little scattered, scattered on my face, he reached over and wrapped me tightly into his arms, his voice murmured with melancholy: "Love, love is about to go crazy." When I tell you that the breakup makes you cry, it's like a lot of horses are kicking me in the heart. ”

He is not good at language, and he can even use anthropomorphic rhetorical devices when he speaks.

If I wanted to change to usual, I would have praised him for his progress, but I am not in the mood today.

I put my hand on his face, and for the first time I showed the heroic qualities of a female man in front of him, and I said undoubtedly, "That's easy, you love me and break up with me." We're all in this together anyway, and that's it. ”

It is estimated that he has never seen me so heroic, Zhang Jingchi's face was a little stunned, he looked at me, and said coldly: "Even if I don't go to prison later, I will have nothing, don't you mind?" ”

This idiot!

I pinched his face, and I suppressed my worries about what was going on behind him, and pretended to be light-hearted and smiled and said, "No, no matter what happens to you, I won't mind, and I won't leave." If we don't have money, we all have hands and feet, and we can earn it, how big it can be. ”

Zhang Jingchi sighed, his tone was very light, he said: "Then if one day I am missing an arm and a broken leg?" ”

I didn't hear anything unusual, I was a little depressed that he was going to say something unlucky, I gave him a blank look and said, "What a stupid thing to say." ”

No longer dwelling on this topic, Zhang Jingchi fumbled and took my pajamas and said, "You have to put on your clothes to save you from catching a cold." ”

Just like there was no breakup farce just now, after I hid in the quilt and got dressed, Zhang Jingchi hugged me firmly and whispered: "Sleep, don't worry, for you, I will try my best not to lose too much." ”

As the night became thicker and thicker, I finally hugged Zhang Jingchi and slept with a heavy heart.

Later, after that heartache that made me feel painful, I have been constantly hating him deeply and hating myself, I have always regretted and chagrined, if I knew in this night that made me cry and laugh and make trouble, this was the last time I could hug him so distractedly, this was the last time he quietly showed his face in my arms and slept peacefully, this was the last night between us that seemed to be peaceful, or I would not have slept in silence for a minute, I will keep my eyes open, I will be awake every minute and every second to see him, and I will deeply engrave all the expressions of his night into my heart.

Then, in the later days when I hated him and couldn't let go of him, as a sweet wound to commemorate or miss my extraordinary love, even if I would look back and hesitate when I was crawling forward, it could also be used to anesthetize and comfort myself for no reason when I was in pain, he was the one I loved the most and hated the most, but I couldn't really tear it down from my heart and discard it in a chic way.

But how naïve I am, I don't know how thick the sky is on this night, I dare to believe that the sky is long, I don't know that I fell in love with someone who does not belong to me, and this is a complete destruction for me.