And how stupid I was.

I was glad he didn't break up with me, and I felt that I had the courage to make a fool of myself.

I consoled myself that maybe it was left by his client.

So I finally tried to hide all my emotions, I pushed his face away, I pretended to be very sleepy and said, "I'm tired and want to sleep." ”

Zhang Jingchi sighed, he tucked the quilt for me, and leaned his face over, he stretched out his finger and pointed to his cheek and said, "Then you kiss me." ”

I barely leaned in and touched his cheek flutteringly.

Zhang Jingchi's kiss immediately came over, and on my forehead, it was also a dragonfly dotting water.

He said, "Sleep, I'll go to the study to read the papers, so I don't have to turn on the lights here and make you sleep." ”

The huge room was completely plunged into a bewildering darkness after Zhang Jingchi turned off the light, and as his footsteps completely disappeared into my eardrums, I pulled the quilt over my head.

Of course I never fell asleep, I knew when he came in, he tucked me the quilt, he left a kiss on the side of my cheek, I knew everything, but I still had no distractions in acting, pretending to be asleep.

I kept my eyes open until dawn.

Even Zhang Jingchi tiptoed out of bed, he kissed me lightly, he crouched down on the bedside table and wrote me a note, I knew it all clearly, but I had no reason to wake up.

His handwriting is still so beautiful that it makes my heart move, and he is still busy in the dark, on that little white square paper, his sorry is that he is enlivening the paper with flying style, he is very busy, really busy.

For the next whole month, even if I lived with him, we could hug and chat with him very little, always when I fell asleep he came back, when I woke up he had already gone out, he was even in the factory in Dongguan for a week, did not come back.

I was caught off guard by the sudden change.

As for the news that he won a big customer this time, I knew it from the company's gossip.

At the beginning, some people said that Mr. Zhang took a big order, and maybe at the end of the year, he would take the opportunity to absorb more shares and sit firmly in the position of decision-maker, and he would completely kick Mr. Xu out.

But it didn't take long for the news to ferment after it became more and more intense, and Broadlink was about to be killed by this order, and this hurdle could not be overcome, and the next step may be a large layoff.

Although the Bolian system is strict and the management has done a good job in the secret protection work, it is impossible for people at the grassroots level not to know what is going on at the top.

I have a vague feeling that this is not groundless.

The first factory I stayed in Shenzhen was almost bankrupt because of a huge order, and the decision-makers who had been in the past suffered a lot because of that order.

During this period, on this day, I had an extra million on one of my bank cards, and this money was transferred through a transit account.

After I received it, Gao Lin suddenly came forward to find Luo Mihui, and Broadlink unilaterally terminated the labor contract with me.

My heart is in turmoil, I asked Gao Lin why she did this, her face was still cold and stiff, saying that I had a public relationship with Zhang Jingchi, and Broadlink does not advocate office romance, because Zhang Jingchi holds the shares of Broadlink, and he is a good decision-maker, of course, I can only go.

Even though Gao Lin's explanation was seamless, I still smelled something bad.

I became more and more worried about Zhang Jingchi, so on the night I was dismissed by Bolian, even though he told me to go to bed early at night and cover the quilt or something, even though he was casually on the phone and gently told me to go to bed early at night and cover the quilt or something, I still took a blanket and sat on the sofa and waited for him to come home.

Zhang Jingchi didn't come home until 3 o'clock in the morning, and I heard him when he opened the door with his fingerprints, so I threw the blanket aside and hurried to meet him.

His face looked tired, and as soon as I leaned in, I could smell a faint smell of wine.

He reached out and touched my head, and there was still a shallow smile on his face, and he said, "Why don't you sleep yet?" ”

I looked at him fixedly and said, "I haven't seen you in many days, anyway, I don't have to go to work tomorrow, it's okay to go to bed late." ”

Before I could say this, Zhang Jingchi suddenly bent down and picked me up horizontally, and said, "I'll take you to sleep." ”

I don't know if he was too drunk, or if he was depressed and didn't see the road much, but when he carried me to the bedroom door, his arm hit the door hard, and I knew he was in pain from his expression, but he still walked all the way forward and put me firmly on the bed.

I bounced and tried him to take off his coat to see if he had broken the skin, and I said, "Why don't you look at the road?" Let me see how the injury goes! ”

is also obedient, Zhang Jingchi slowly took off his coat, and rolled up the sleeves inside, I looked, fortunately there was no broken skin, just a big red piece.

But it was enough to make me feel distressed, my hands were covered near those red, and I said a little depressedly: "Don't you look at the road, it's hairy, it hurts, right?" ”

But Zhang Jingchi took off my hand as if nothing happened, his hand was very cold, covering my face like a piece of ice, he said lightly: "I'm fine, you go to sleep first, I'll take a bath." ”

It didn't take long for Zhang Jingchi to come over with a body of water vapor, which was different from the way he walked before, this time he walked slowly, and even when he reached out to close the door, his hand paused there for several seconds before pushing the door shut.

He walked over and slowly gestured to sit down on the bed.

His phone was obviously left on the bed by him, but he couldn't see it at all, and just as he wanted to sit down, I quickly fished out his phone.

Seeing my actions, Zhang Jingchi looked at me and asked, "Orange, what's wrong?" ”

I shook the phone in my hand and said, "Your phone is about to be broken by you, you can't see it like this?" ”

Coldly, Zhang Jingchi said abruptly: "What if I really can't see it?" ”

There was a little joke in his tone, I didn't think much about it, I thought he was still in the mood to raise the bar with me, I thought the atmosphere had warmed up a little, I shook the mobile phone in my hand and said: "Are you teasing me or teasing me, you can't see such a big mobile phone, and you are not blind." ”

As if he didn't see it, Zhang Jingchi's bright eyes didn't seem to have much focus, he took off his shoes and sat down on the bed completely, reached over and made a gesture to cover my face, but paused at my neck for a while, before slowly swimming to my face, he turned to pull me into his arms, he used all his strength to imprison me tightly in his arms, unlike his fingers, his arms were very warm and warm, but what he said was for me, But it was more like a sudden thick snowstorm in the Great Northeast, and the snow that fell one after another buried my heart there fiercely, and I shivered from the cold.

I didn't hear a word wrong, I didn't miss a word.

He said it so clearly, so decisively, so without leaving a little warmth.

That's right, this man who has made me secretly crush for a few years, this man who has ruined my entire youth, this man who was deeply in love with me and completely made me cowardly and tolerant, this man who has given me the illusion many times to make me think that he also loves me deeply, this man who may still have a place for Qiu Jialing in his heart, this man who now hugs me tightly and I can still hear his familiar heartbeat, he easily crushed my heart.

He so easily crushed my heart, which I gave full authority to, expecting to be cherished and placed well.

He said, "Orange, let's break up." ”

Yes, he hugged me, he hugged me tightly, the same heartbeat, the same breath, the same warmth, but he was going to break up.

But I quickly calmed down, I thought of the rumors in the company, and I intuitively felt that Zhang Jingchi was in some trouble, and he didn't want to trouble me, so he wanted to break up with me.

I'm glad I found out, it's not because he's in love with someone else, he loves me, he just doesn't want me to be scared with him.

It must be like this.

So, not a single tear fell, I just lay quietly in his arms, and I said slowly: "I won't break up with you, Zhang Jingchi, I can't break up with you." No matter what happens to you, I'm going to be with you. ”

But why was he so calm, the heat of the hug had not completely faded, he was like pushing away a lifeless piece of wood, his hands were on my shoulders, he looked at me steadily, his tone was unquestionable with determination, and determination.

He said, "You think I'm making a Korean drama? What can I do? I'm just tired of it. Whether you agree or not, we're going to break up. ”

My heart was finally in turmoil, I eagerly reached out to cover his face, even if he was cold, I thought his face was good-looking, I thought that if I put my hand on his face, his heart would not soften me.

But before I could touch it, he had already blocked my hand, and he said, "It was the last hug just now, there will be no more again, and you don't touch me, I don't like a woman who has nothing to do with me to touch me casually." ”

Even though I thought that there was something wrong with the company, and that he wanted to dissociate himself from me because of an accident, his words still hurt me deeply.

The first time I was so careless, I took his hand off so hard that I was about to lean in and kiss him, but he still avoided it.

He took a step back and confronted me with a cold face.

I thought that what he had just said was enough to hurt me, but I didn't expect that his mouth could open and close and say something that made me even sadder.

These words were poured into my eardrums word for word, and it was enough to break my liver and intestines.

He said coldly: "Didn't I already arrange the breakup fee for you?" Are you too little? Don't worry, I will also transfer this house to you as soon as possible. ”