150: She was jealous
Shen Jialan didn't know that because of Jiang Qianlan's words, Jiang Yilin was now full of malice towards her, and she didn't know that because of her appearance, Wu Meitong, who had always loved Jiang Qianlan, had some slight remarks about Jiang Qianlan because she remembered her when she was a child.
At this moment, she is standing in the elevator and looking in the mirror in the elevator.
Shen Jialan in the mirror had two bright red slap prints on her face, and her hair looked very messy because she had just been fanned away, and with her already pale complexion, the whole person looked a little embarrassed.
Frankly speaking, Shen Jialan has never been so embarrassed, so much so that she couldn't help but want to laugh when she saw herself in the mirror.
She hooked the corners of her mouth, and wanted to laugh, but the truth was that she couldn't.
Because, looking at her in the mirror, Shen Jialan seemed to see her soul self through the mirror, so embarrassed, even more embarrassed than the self in the mirror in front of her.
"Stop."
"I'm sorry. We are a little not very sensible, we have been spoiled since childhood, if there is something wrong, I apologize to you for her, you take care of it. ”
"Then what does Miss Shen want to do?"
"It's better like this, Miss Shen has any conditions you want, just open it, we will try our best to help you do it, even if it is an apology to Light Blue for accidentally offending you and a thank you gift for saving our Sister Lin, what do you think?"
……
Shen Jialan never thought that it would be like this scene when she saw Aunt Tong, who was holding herself and coaxing Jiang Yilin when she was a child, when she met again one day.
She looked at her with a look of strangeness in her eyes, apologized to her for Jiang Qianlan, frowned and behaved detached.
This made Shen Jialan feel a little indescribable.
Although she knew that Aunt Tong couldn't recognize herself, after all, more than ten years later, she had long since looked completely different from when she was a child, after all, in her heart, she had died a long time ago.
Aunt Tong is like this, so what about her?
What about her biological mother, Jiang Yilin?
Is she better to Jiang Qianlan, good enough to make her childhood self jealous?
Shen Jialan thought in a daze, raised her hand to touch herself in the mirror, and couldn't help but think of the scene when she knew Jiang Qianlan's existence.
The first time Shen Jialan saw Jiang Qianlan was on TV, and Jiang Yilin won a Lifetime Achievement Award at an A-class awards ceremony.
At that time, Jiang Yilin had withdrawn from the entertainment industry and rarely appeared in front of people again, because of this award, which symbolizes the ultimate honor, she appeared in front of people again.
is different from the previous depression, she appeared at that award ceremony and regained her smile, beautiful and dazzling and confident, and she was the goddess who won the award in the past.
And the most eye-catching thing is that she appeared at the awards ceremony holding a little girl with a small crown on her head and wearing a princess dress.
The appearance of the little princess immediately aroused the attention of countless people, including Shen Jialan, who was watching TV at the time.
She looked fixedly at the other party's face, which looked nine points similar to herself, motionless, and couldn't say what mood she was.
Shen Jialan, who was also not very old at the time, watched Jiang Yilin on TV take the trophy awarded to her by the other party from the hand of the award presenter with a smile, held the trophy with her right hand, and then bent down to hug the little princess who was originally standing at her feet.
Immediately after she heard it, Jiang Yilin said to the camera in front of the people of the whole country: "In the past year, a very bad thing happened to me. That incident hit me so hard that I was so depressed that I couldn't calm down and continue filming, so I kept going to see a psychiatrist. Just when I thought I would live in such emotions for the rest of my life, I met my little princess, Jiang Qianlan.
Like a little angel, she appeared in my gloomy life, soothed my sadness and sadness, brought me out of my depression, and made me willing to face the crowd again. I can say that I was able to laugh again, and she was indispensable. So, today's award, I want to share it with my daughter, who is also my princess, Jiang Qianlan. Thank you! ”
Jiang Yilin's acceptance speech ended, and the applause on TV was thunderous.
The camera followed Jiang Yilin's figure holding Jiang Qianlan down, and the next star's award ceremony was continuing, but Shen Jialan at that time couldn't hear or see anything.
She only knew that at the moment when the camera flashed, she saw Jiang Yilin kissing Jiang Qianlan's cheek with a smile, and gave her the trophy to play with.
……
Thinking of the scene at that time, the corners of Shen Jialan's mouth unconsciously showed a wry smile.
Why would she be unsure?
In fact, as early as when she saw Jiang Qianlan on TV for the first time when she was ten years old, she had clearly realized that Jiang Yilin was fundamentally different from Jiang Qianlan to her.
She never hugged her, never kissed her, and never allowed her to touch her trophies.
And she hugged Jiang Qianlan and kissed her, even the trophy she cared about the most could be played with by Jiang Qianlan at will.
What she didn't have what she had always wanted, she gave Jiang Qianlan.
At that time, Shen Jialan silently put down the remote control in his hand and transferred the TV program to another station.
She didn't show anything, and she covered it up so well that even Shen's father and Shen's mother, who were sitting next to her and watching TV with her, didn't notice her abnormality.
That night, Shen Jialan was as usual, watching TV, taking a bath, and sleeping.
It was only in the middle of the night that she lay on the bed staring at the ceiling, unconsciously soaking half of the pillow.
It turns out that her mother doesn't know how to love people, but the person she loves is not her.
But what does it matter?
Not her mom anyway.
Shen Jialan thought so naively back then.
However, it was only after she became an adult that Shen Jialan knew her true thoughts when she was young.
She didn't want them anymore, but she still expected them to find her.
But they didn't, and they even had someone around them who could replace her.
She's not important.
It always has been.
Always.
Scold.
Shen Jialan thought about it, and couldn't help but look at herself in the mirror and laugh softly.
Sure enough, no matter how rational and ruthless he was back then, he would still be jealous!
Yes, jealousy.
There was a time when Shen Jialan was jealous of Jiang Qianlan.
Because, Jiang Yilin has never accompanied her on a birthday, but Jiang Qianlan accompanies her every birthday.
Obviously, she is Jiang Yilin's biological daughter!
But those jealousies only lasted for a short time.
The love given to her by Shen's father and Shen's mother was enough to make her heart wrapped in those favors, and she couldn't envy anything else.
What she wants, Shen's father and Shen's mother have already given it, and she doesn't need anyone else's anymore, and she no longer needs what she craves for others.
And Jiang Yilin and Jiang Qianlan have also become strangers to Shen Jialan.
It was so strange that if Jiang Qianlan hadn't appeared in front of her a few months ago, she would have even forgotten that she had such a childhood.
……
The sound of "ding" pulled Shen Jialan back from her memories.
Looking at the elevator door slowly opening in front of him, Shen Jialan took a deep breath, took out a mask from his pocket and brought it to himself, isolating the slap marks on his face from the eyes of outsiders.
And when she just got off the elevator, Shen's father called: "Didn't you just say to pack it for me?" How did people go for so long? Was it abducted? ”
It's hard to believe that Shen's father had just finished the operation, and when he roared, he was still full of energy, which made Shen Jialan, who was originally a little depressed, laugh unconsciously.
"Dad, I ......"
Shen Jialan remembered that she couldn't stand Shen's father just now and kept asking her when she would reconcile with Tang Yuyan and let her hug her grandson, so she found an excuse to run away, but just because of the incident in the corridor, she forgot about it, and now when she heard Shen's father asking, she had to smile wryly.
Father Shen didn't know anything about her, and replied directly without even pausing when he heard this: "Of course I know that you didn't pack!" You're my daughter, I don't know you're thin-skinned? Okay, Dad won't tease you, just come back if it's okay! ”
Hearing her father bluntly say that she would not tease her, Shen Jialan was about to vomit out a mouthful of old blood.
Is it really her father?
More biologically than biological!
In normal times, Shen's father said that he would let her go, and Shen Jialan would definitely go back without stopping.
It's just that now she still has two slap prints on her face, and she doesn't want Father Shen to see it, so she is going to walk around outside, put on an ice cube or something, so that it can disappear as soon as possible, and she will be able to take off her mask tomorrow and face Father Shen.
As for tonight, Shen Jialan waited until Shen's father went to sleep before shaking it back.
So when she heard this, Shen Jialan couldn't help but say, "Dad, I suddenly have some personal matters, and I may not be able to go back until later." ”
Father Shen on the other end heard this, but he didn't have any opinions.
He has always asked about her private affairs, so after saying that he knew, he hung up the phone cleanly.
And Shen Jialan only found out after hanging up the phone that it was only four o'clock now, and there were at least five hours before Shen's father went to sleep.
That is, she has to hang out for a few more hours!
I was so tired!
It's just that who couldn't make her go to see Father Shen with such a face?
So Shen Jialan finally decided to take a casual walk around the hospital.
Father Shen still needs to stay in the hospital for observation for a month, and there are some necessary things that he didn't have time to prepare before, and now he has time, so it's time to buy some.
……
When Shen Jialan crossed the road carrying a large bag of Shen's father's favorite fruit and was about to walk into the hospital, an extended Lincoln car slowly stopped in front of her.
Shen Jialan's pace unconsciously stopped there.
She saw that when the car stopped, a bodyguard got out of the car from the other side and walked in front of her.
The closed door slowly opened, revealing the man sitting inside.