"Ah Zi, what are you doing here?" Hua Yuanshu's voice suddenly came from behind him. I was startled, and immediately turned around and saw Hua Yuanshu in pajamas. He was holding on to the staircase handle and looking at me, with a gloomy expression on his face.

"When I woke up, I suddenly found that you were missing, and came to look for you." I whispered.

He then raised a shallow smile and said, "Oh, I have a habit of insomnia in the middle of the night, go out for a walk, go to bed, it's too late." ”

I wanted to say something, but Hua Yuanshu came forward and beckoned to me and took me down.

He was so gentle and considerate that I couldn't resist.

In the first three days of my wedding, I ate and drank every day, and because of the visit of my relatives, I also saved the matter of rolling AA bed AA sheets, and lived a very comfortable life.

But this is only a superficial phenomenon, in fact, I am panicked, I don't know how I will face Hua Yuanshu after my aunt leaves. Doing psychological construction for myself countless times in my heart, isn't it just rolling AA sheets with men, it's not a big deal, but I can't imagine what the situation will be like when the time comes. Faintly, he seemed to feel that as long as he rolled with Hua Yuanshu, he would be the biggest guilt for Shen Mo.

In the past three days, I was resting at home, and I also urged Hua Yuanshu to knock on the side, saying that I wanted to go to his company to see, if he was too busy, I could share some of it, and he quietly changed the topic. I knew that now was the time to press the topic.

The eldest aunt's visit is just a reason, as long as it is a reason, there is an expiration date, and when I returned to the door in three days, Guan Yunzhu looked at my face and asked, "What's wrong?" The complexion is not as good as when I was at home. ”

"Aunt Grandma is here." I looked at Hua Yuanshu, who was chatting with Cheng Siyan, and whispered.

Guan Yunzhu frowned and said, "What? No holes? ”

I nodded, "Not yet, what's the urgency?" ”

Guan Yunzhu glanced at Hua Yuanshu carefully, found a reason to call me to her own room, and told me a question very seriously, she didn't know where she heard that Hua Yuanshu was not good at that, and asked me if I knew about it.

", he should be fine." I say.

I know that this rumor came out two years ago because of me, and it should have been broken long ago. However, no matter how I explain it, Guan Yunzhu has come up with more evidence, saying that Hua Yuanshu used to have a lot of ambiguous women around him, and in the past two years, his surroundings have suddenly become clean, there should be a problem, and finally I said righteously and solemnly, let me confirm it as soon as possible, if it affects the happiness of the rest of my life, think of a way as soon as possible. I couldn't laugh or cry, but I had to come down.

After the gossip was finished, she immediately asked again as soon as the topic changed: "I heard that Shen Mo went to the wedding scene to make trouble that day." ”

"Yes, but nothing happened." I don't want to go into details.

Guan Yunzhu thought that what I said was the truth, so she didn't ask any more, but asked me to pay more attention to this aspect in the future, and said that before marriage and after marriage are different, and I must not make any lace news.

This time, I really understood the importance of this custom, and let the parents know whether their daughter was used to living in the past when she was newly married.

After a day at Cheng's house, we went back after dinner. Xiaoru and Yueyue were a little restrained when they first arrived, but after they started playing, they were full of sweet words, which made Guan Yunzhu and Cheng Siyan very happy. After dinner, Guan Yunzhu pulled me aside and whispered, "You must have a child as soon as possible, I see that Hua Yuanshu likes children." ”

I can only nod yes, but I know in my heart that Hua Yuanshu only likes these two children, and when I married Cheng Zi, we said that we don't want children, as long as Yueyue and Xiaoru are around. It's just that very few people know these words.

On the car back, the two children were sitting on the back seat and playing, Hua Yuanshu glanced at the two of them, and then asked me in a low voice: "I don't think I behaved well today, does your mother have an opinion about me?" ”

"No, I don't." I was puzzled and asked, "She didn't say how you were." ”

"What did I whisper to you?" He asked with a smile.

I blushed and answered honestly. Hua Yuanshu looked at the children and smiled and quietly squeezed my hand, but didn't say anything. When he was almost home, he whispered, "By the way, are your relatives gone?" ”

With this question, I knew that such a day would come sooner or later, so I could only say a little embarrassed: "There will be three or four more days." ”

"Pay attention to your body." He said.

On the fourth day, I went to work normally, and I was surrounded by employees when I entered the office, and everyone said that I looked much better and became more beautiful.

After taking three days off and accumulating a lot of work, I received a call from Lin Leyi when I was busy, and I thought it was a customer before I connected, and said in a very enthusiastic tone: "Hey, hello." ”

"It's me." Lin Leyi's voice came from the other end of the phone.

I could tell that it was she who couldn't help but wonder and asked, "You...... Looking for me? ”

"Well, something." She answered, "Can you come out and say?" ”

I hesitated to agree to her, she is a good friend of Shen Mo, no matter what she does, she will stand in Shen Mo's position, I am probably synonymous with white-eyed wolf in her eyes.

"Don't worry, I've thought about it these days, I was a little impulsive at your wedding that day, and now I'm sensible and won't do anything to hurt you." Lin Leyi said.

"Alright then, can I ask beforehand what the matter is." I say.

In fact, I don't need to ask, I know, it must be related to Shen Mo. Now, I want to know both Shen Mo's situation and my fear of knowing his situation.

"As you can guess, you and I don't seem to have anything else to say." Lin Leyi said.

I paused and asked, "Is he okay?" ”

"The heart is like ashes, although life is still dead." Lin Leyi said eight words.

After I felt a sigh in my heart, it hurt very much. I don't want to see him like this, but I feel sorry for him like this, I want to know his situation, but I don't dare to know his situation, and my heart is tangled into a ball of yarn.

"There's something I want to talk to you about and let you know he's ...... for you"

"Don't say it, there are a lot of things I don't want to know, it's too heavy for me to stand such feelings." I interrupted Lin Leyi's words.

I could guess what she was trying to say, and I vaguely knew I should have guessed correctly. But until it's spoken, I can pretend I don't know, and once I say it, I don't have a choice.

"You have to come, even if Shen Mo dies, he must die to understand." Lin Leyi said on the phone, in a resolute tone, "You can not choose him, but you must know that there was once a man who loved you like life, and I believe Hua Yuanshu couldn't do this." At half past four this afternoon, I will wait for you at the coffee next from your company, and it will only take twenty minutes to half an hour. Otherwise, I may let Hua Yuanshu know that you care about Shen Mo's situation. ”

Lin Leyi didn't give me a chance to speak, and I tried to interrupt her several times, but her voice was suppressed. She finished saying this unusually fluently and hung up the phone directly.

I put down the phone and looked at the time, there was still an hour and a half before half-past four.

When you have something you want to dodge, time flies. For a whole hour and a half, I was struggling with whether to go or not, but Lin Leyi didn't give me a chance to choose, and at 4:15 I couldn't hold my breath, picked up my phone and walked out. I don't want Hua Yuanshu to be suspicious of me, before getting married, he once said that after marriage, let me help him take care of the company and give me part of the company's management rights, after the incident at the wedding, he didn't mention it. It's what I want, I have to get.

Lin Leyi is a seemingly perfect woman, with beautiful appearance, good-looking figure, and a clean and neat style. She pointed to my chair and said simply, "Sit down." ”

I could only sit down across from her, she looked at me a few times and said, "I don't know why you chose Huayuanshu, in fact, you also know that Shen Mo loves you more, right?" ”

"It doesn't make much sense to say that now, I'm already married." I said quietly.

Lin Leyi laughed when she heard my words, and then quickly smiled and said, "The injuries on Shen Mo's body are not serious, and now all the examination results are out, there is no problem." However, his heart is very badly hurt, and now he has no desire to survive at all, he eats every day, sleeps when he sleeps, like the walking dead. ”

"Oh, he'll come out sooner or later, just like when he knew that the person he was going to marry was Gu Xin, he felt the same way in his heart. I'm better than him because I have a family, so I just came out faster. I said.

In Lin Leyi's eyes, a person who can say such a thing must be heartless.

Let her go, I don't want to dwell on emotional issues anymore.

"You ......" Lin Leyi was speechless.

I looked at her for a while and said, "Le Yi, you are a woman I admire." However, you probably don't know what I've been through, so you think the choice I made is incomprehensible. For example, what would happen to you if He Liancheng suddenly broke up when he was about to get married to you, and married another woman less than three months after the breakup? ”

"I think he must have a hard time." Lin Leyi said.

I shook my head: "You can say this because you are now a bystander, and if this matter is really on you, even if there is a hardship, you may not be able to forgive him, right?" ”

Lin Leyi didn't answer me directly, but looked at me and said, "But, your refusal to forgive is directly choosing someone else?" Is it because of revenge? Is it to get revenge on him that he married Hua Yuanshu? ”

I was about to answer her before she looked around to make sure that there were no acquaintances around before saying, "It's not for revenge, Huayuan Shuren is young, handsome and rich, the key is to be very good to me, why don't I marry him." Then you give me a reason not to marry Hua Yuanshu. ”

Lin Leyi stopped talking.

When everyone stands on the moral high ground, they feel that all the fault lies with others. I know that Lin Leyi has something important to say to me today, I just want to let her know that it was Shen Mo who gave up on me first, no matter what the hardship was, he gave up on me first. I gave up getting the child earlier, I gave up the shortcut I could take and chose him, and he gave up on me.