"Shen Mo knows you're coming." I looked at Lin Leyi, who drank coffee as wine, and said very firmly.

She looked at me and said, "Well, yes, he knows, he wants me to be a lobbyist in the middle." If it weren't for his intentions, I wouldn't have come to you. ”

"That disappointed you and him." I stood up, "I am willing to come because I remember my previous friendship with Shen Mo, and now that I know that he is in good health, I don't want to talk anymore." ”

With that, I turned around and left.

Lin Leyi stood up, walked in front of me in a few steps, stretched out his hand to block my way and said: "But there are some words, I need to pass on them before leaving, what decisions you make after listening to them has nothing to do with me, if you can really make Shen Mo die, I thank you." ”

"You can roughly guess what you want to say, I want you to tell Shen Mo a sentence, it's okay not to say anything about this matter, everyone won't turn against each other, if you say it, maybe you really won't be able to meet again." I looked at Lin Leyi and said softly.

I don't want to know the truth, or what he did for me behind his back. No matter how much you pay, if the timing is wrong, everything will be wrong.

"Entrusted by men, loyal to people." Lin Leyi had no intention of giving way.

I bypassed her to leave, and she was not in a hurry to follow me: "Cheng Zi, do you know who is the first-order heir after the death of Gu Xin's family?" Do you know how much property the Gu family has? Do you know how much money Shen Mo lost because of you when he was running a nameless residence? Do you know what he has done to give you happiness, to give you a stable life, to give you everything you want? You know ......."

"Don't say it, that's enough!" I said it out loud.

Lin Leyi was startled by my suddenly loud voice and stood on the ground. I stepped up and ran out, and when I ran to the elevator, Lin Leyi didn't chase after me. I breathed a sigh of relief, pressed the elevator button desperately, and ran into the elevator.

The elevator went up, and my tears fell.

I know all of this, but I don't want to know. As long as no one is there to testify, everything I know is my own guess, so I stopped Shen Mo's words three times and several times, I don't want to listen to his confession, I can't afford his heavy love.

I thought I had a miserable experience, but no matter what the point was, I didn't sacrifice other people's things to fulfill myself, I just did my best. I can't involve innocent people and sacrifice others to achieve my own wishes. In the final analysis, I am a pure and good citizen, and I occasionally do bad things that do not lack virtue, but when it comes to major issues of right and wrong, my bottom line is tight.

When Lin Leyi's words came out of my mouth, I knew that I could no longer pretend that I didn't know anything.

I got out of the elevator with my head down, walked as fast as I could, and crashed into someone's arms.

"What's wrong!" A familiar and anxious voice sounded, and I looked up to see the face of Hua Yuanshu through a layer of moisture.

"I ......," I said just one word, and my tone was choked.

"Let's talk about it in the office." Hua Yuanshu hugged my waist hard and whispered.

"Get out of here, get out of here." I looked at the office door and rambled aimlessly.

He didn't know why I was doing this, but he firmly agreed with my suggestion and said, "Okay, how about I take you home?" ”

"Hmm." I nodded, then shook my head again, "No, no, I don't want to go home." ”

I don't know how to face all this, I know Shen Mo's dedication, but I don't want to admit it, and now someone is forcing me to admit all this. Now that I admit it, am I going to be held responsible?

"I'm not going back." Hua Yuanshu is obedient to me.

I don't know where he drove me, only that by the time I was a little more sober, the man was already sitting on a soft and wide sofa.

I had a glass of liquor in front of me, and he handed it to me and said, "Drink a little to cool down, your hands are frighteningly cold." ”

I grabbed my glass and took a sip of it, the spicy wine choking my throat, the knife-like heat and pain sobering me up a little.

"What's wrong?" Hua Yuanshu asked again after a while.

"Yuanshu, what would you do if someone sacrificed their lives for you?" I asked.

Lin Leyi just asked the question and didn't say the answer, but I knew the answer, so I didn't dare to listen to it, and left there like crazy.

"What do you mean?" Hua Yuanshu asked rhetorically.

"Don't ask me, I'm asking you." I was very anxious.

"I will probably be grateful to him for the rest of my life, but I will not choose to get too close to such a person, because I can't afford not to take my life seriously." Hua Yuanshu hesitated for a moment and said resolutely.

"No, what if he sacrificed someone else's life for you." I asked again.

Hua Yuanshu hugged me and said: "Don't think about it, no matter what happens, it has nothing to do with you, everything everyone does is for themselves, those so-called 'for your good' words are a fig leaf, and the purpose in their bones is still for themselves." ”

His words made me find a lifesaver, and I grabbed his hand and asked, "You're right, there is no such thing as a person who is completely for others, right?" ”

"That's right." Hua Yuanshu said, "You look into my eyes. ”

I stared over, Hua Yuanshu's eyes were very good under the light, a little light shone into the eyes, and some dim golden light came out.

"All people are doing it for themselves at the end of the day, and you can think about his ultimate purpose in doing this. No one can see you as more important than their own life. Hua Yuanshu said firmly.

"What about you? You say you love me very much, in your heart, do you put me first, or do you put yourself first? I asked.

This is a bit of a forced swear, Hua Yuanshu didn't even hesitate, and immediately said: "The person you asked is not right, I will neither put you first, nor will I put myself first." I am a dad, and the reincarnation of my two children is already the greatest trust in me, and I put the two of them first. You're in the third, myself, and in the second, I still love myself. ”

His words made me feel uncomfortable, but I was relieved. A person who doesn't even love himself, how do you want to make him love you, he has no strength.

I looked at him, asked and drank, and before I knew it, I drank two glasses of liquor, I don't know what kind of wine he poured for me, but after drinking, my heart warmed up, my limbs also warmed, and the feeling of being thrown in an ice cellar slowly disappeared.

"What's wrong? Who's coming for you? After Hua Yuanshu asked, he laughed at himself, "I seem to be a little hypocritical now, and I don't dare to ask directly." Did Shen Mo come to you? ”

"It's not Shen Mo, it's his friend." I say.

As soon as the words came out, I regretted it a little, I didn't want to tell Shen Mo about it. Because of the matter of the Gu family, the investigation results of all the participants came out, and it had nothing to do with Shen Mo. If I talk about it today, I will probably get him in trouble. I don't want to be around him, but I don't want anything to happen to him either.

"You're talking about Gu Xin, right?" Hua Yuanshu said immediately.

I didn't dare to speak, because I knew how to continue this topic, and now that I have reached this point, I have a hard change of the topic.

Hua Yuanshu didn't ask me again, but said to himself: "No matter what, the truth of that incident is buried, and no one knows what really happened." There was a storm at sea that day, and the normally sturdy ship did fall apart at sea in a huge rainstorm, and even now even the bodies of their family of three cannot be found, what everyone knows is that the ship was wrecked and hit the reef into pieces, and when the wreckage of the ship was found, it was buckled on the reef face down, as miserable as it was. So, no one knows exactly how. Whatever you hear, you can take it as true or as fake. But there is one thing, no matter what happens between me and you, I will not agree with you to do it again. ”

Looking at his serious expression, I asked, "What's the matter?" ”

"Being with Shen Mo, or getting close to him, such a man is too dangerous, I don't worry about you." Hua Yuanshu said.

His earnest look made my nose sour.

He guessed it all right but didn't say it, I really don't know why he saved me this face.

"In that case, I am saying, now that we are together, nothing can separate you from me." Hua Yuanshu looked at me for a while and chuckled, "Are you feeling better now?" It's time for us to pick up the kids. ”

It occurred to me that it was Wednesday and that it was time to get the kids out of school.

"Okay." I was about to get up in response, but I stood up so violently that I accidentally dizzy, and a golden light flashed in front of me.

"Slow down." Hua Yuanshu held me up.

But at this moment, I felt dizzy, and my body fell uncontrollably, and I didn't fall to the ground, but fell into Hua Yuanshu's arms.

After he hugged me, I still felt like my body was shaking.

"Forget it, it looks like what I'm doing now is to send you home first." Hua Yuanshu whispered, pressed his hand on my forehead and touched it, "Why is it so hot, is it scared?" ”

I said in my heart that I was really scared because I didn't want to take too much in my relationship and I didn't want to owe too much to others. Lin Leyi's words scared me, if the answers to the questions she said were true, how could I pay Shen Mo, I'm afraid I won't be able to pay it off in this life.

But at this moment, I didn't have the strength to think, my body was soft and tired, and everything in front of me was not very real.

"Let's go, I'll send you first, I'll call the driver to pick up the child." Hua Yuanshu picked me up.

I felt very tired, my eyelids closed softly, and at the last moment I was still thinking, I had a good amount of wine, how could I not be able to drink two glasses. Also, I still have to pick up the children, if I don't pick up the children on time as soon as I get married to Hua Yuanshu, will it make them think more?