"In 2009, December 25th, Christmas, she cried so sad for Qin Yinan, it was she who cried, but it was me who was in pain, I wanted to comfort her, but I didn't dare to approach her, because I was afraid, I was afraid that I would plot against her, which would affect her beautiful life, I thought about it for a long time, and finally thought of a way, made a phone number that had not been bound by any ID card, and sent her a text message, Merry Christmas, she didn't reply, but it doesn't matter, anyway, he is used to her indifference."

"On October 8, 2010, I officially registered my company in Beijing, and I chose this day because I met her on October 8."

"In 2011, on April 5, I interviewed the secretary, in fact, I didn't want the secretary, because I was used to being alone, but the work was getting busier and busier, there was no way, there were many people who came to the interview, but I chose Cheng Qingli, the reason is very simple, Cheng Qingli, who came to the interview that day, wore a blue checkered skirt that Song Qingchun also has."

"In 2012, on March 6, Qin Yinan went to be a soldier, she has been waiting for his email, but Qin Yinan has not replied for a long time, seeing her sad, I can't help but be sad, I think I really love her to the point of being unable to extricate herself, I have let myself live in the dark and dirty for a lifetime, so I will go crazy, stole Qin Yinan's email password, and gave her an email back, she was so happy after receiving the email, I was also very happy to see her happy, I was also very happy, although it hurt sadly, but I was used to it, That's it. "Occupy a wife after marriage

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"On April 8, 2013, in a year's time, I sent 99 emails to her, she didn't know that I sent it, she thought it was sent by Qin Yinan, she loved Qin Yinan more and more, right? I'm sad, but it's okay, she loves others better than she loves me. However, there is a little secret, no one knows, those 99 emails, each with the same number of words, are all 520 words, 520, I love you, 99 emails, 99 times to say I love you. ”

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"In 2015, on August 7, Song Cheng died, maybe because of blood relationship, when I heard the news, my heart twitched, and then I thought of her, and then I went to look for her, and sure enough, I saw her crying like a child." Run, female thief

"On September 17, 2015, the stock market of Song's enterprise plummeted, and Song Menghua was admitted to the hospital."

"On October 2, 2015, she came to me, and I didn't see her."

"On October 29, 2015, I didn't expect her to be so stubborn, I told her all the unpleasant things, but she still didn't give up."

"In 2015, on November 2, she waited downstairs in my company for a day, in fact, I really wanted to help her, but I didn't dare to speak, I only dared to take the quarrel with her, treat her coldly, I didn't dare to be good to her, I didn't dare at all, because I really wanted to be good to her, I was afraid that once I was good to her, I couldn't restrain myself from wanting to be good to her all the time, I was afraid that my good would affect her, I was afraid of pulling her to hell, so I could only let myself harden my heart and be a person who made her hate to the core."

"On November 23, 2015, she pestered me tighter, I was very irritable, I felt more and more swaying, I wanted to be closer to her, I always wanted to, but I was afraid that my selfishness would ruin her."