"In 2015, on November 25, she had menstrual cramps and fainted in front of me, and when I woke up the next day, I heard her answering Qin Yinan's call, I knew she couldn't love me, but she was still angry because of jealousy, she was driven away by me, but I was worried that she was in danger when she was unwell, so I rushed out and pulled her back, I thought about it for a long time, or chose to be selfish, I let her stay with me for a hundred days, as long as a hundred days, I want to give myself a good memory in these hundred days, in the hundred days when she didn't know anything."

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"On January 2, 2016, I never participated in her happiness, and I accompanied her sadness to the end."

"On January 5, 2016, I laughed because of her...... I stared at the smile on my face in the mirror for more than ten minutes, I haven't smiled for many years. ”

"On February 20, 2016, I had frequent nightmares, I felt very bad, I always felt that something was happening, and I took her to the entrance of Mingjing Hutong tonight."

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"On June 10, 2016, I went back to Beijing, but I didn't expect that I would still be alive, and I didn't expect to meet her on the first day I returned to Beijing. I'm sorry, Tingting, I can only pretend that I don't know you, because I've been selfish once, and I can't be selfish a second time. ”

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"In 2016, on June 19, she used my card to swipe a room of young ladies for me, I was nauseous and vomited for a long time, very angry, went downstairs to settle accounts with her, but saw that she sprained her foot, nothing was gone, only full of distress."

"On June 25, 2016, the gap between the solar calendar and the lunar calendar this year was a bit large, resulting in my usual birthday in May, and this year it became the end of June, and this day I think will be the happiest day in my life, she confessed to me. I was so happy that I seemed to hear the sound of the flowers blooming. It's sad because I can't help but cruelly refuse her. She didn't know that in fact, the person she confessed to had already loved her for a long, long time......"

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"In 2016, on September 25, I heard the news that she and Qin Yinan were going to get married, I was drunk, I thought it was a dream, but I didn't expect it to be true, I actually slept with her for the second time, I left her a box of contraceptive pills and left, that night she swallowed the contraceptive pills in front of me, after she left, I stood alone at the door of the house for most of the night, and then went to the pharmacy to buy a lot of boxes of contraceptive pills, like chewing jelly beans, chewing them one by one, very bitter."

"On October 4, 2016, she went to Japan, and I went to Japan with her, and during the trip, she encountered a lot of meaningful things, and she didn't know that those things were arranged for her at my expense."

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At the beginning in Japan, the bits and pieces of travel slowly appeared in front of Song Qingchun's eyes.

Large tears rolled down her cheeks.

It turned out that the beautiful curiosities she had when she traveled in Japan were not because she was lucky, but because she had a Su Zhinian.

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"On December 30, 2016, it snowed heavily, I sent her home, I think this is the last time I will see her, tomorrow's plane, I'm leaving, I think, I will never come back in this life. Goodbye Tingting, goodbye girl I love so much, I wish you happiness. ”