103 swear, lie
His hand was still on my forehead, cool, and he said, "Does your head still hurt?" β
I reluctantly lifted the quilt and got up, Zhang Jingchi pulled me, I staggered on the bed, looked at him a little confused and asked, "Why are you at home?" β
He put his hand on my forehead for a while, and then touched his head again, Zhang Jingchi seemed to be relieved and said, "The fever has finally subsided." β
After helping me cut my hair, Zhang Jingchi said in a reproachful tone: "I called you last night, and you hung up after two sounds, I was worried about you, so I ran back." You, you, don't tell me when it burns to 39 degrees, stupid. β
Last night?
So what time is it?
I picked up my phone and looked at it, only to realize that I had slept from noon yesterday to 8 o'clock this morning.
Knowing that I have slept for so long, and thinking that Zhang Jingchi is so busy and has to run back because I have a trip, I can't say how guilty I feel.
Rubbing my forehead, I said, "I'm fine, I can kill a few tigers, why are you running back." β
Probably considering that I had just recovered from my illness, Zhang Jingchi did not knock me on the head, but he took my arm and carried me out of bed, he said, "After boiling porridge, you have to eat a little." β
When I was drinking porridge, Zhang Jingchi was there and counted me down: "The doctor said that you didn't fall asleep and had a cold, so you caught a cold and fever." I've only been away for a day, and you can't take care of yourself like this, how can I rest assured. β
I scooped a small spoonful of porridge and stuffed it into my mouth, thinking that there might be more trouble later, and that there was only such an ending as a breakup between me and Zhang Jingchi, I couldn't say how uncomfortable it was.
But I can't show it.
Xu Zhiyong is right, Zhang Jingchi is the kind of arrogant and conceited man, if he knew that I was trying to trade myself for his stable future, I dare not imagine how frustrated he would be.
So, everything that happened the night before, I had to rot it in my heart as if it had never happened.
However, the thought that he might not be mine soon, I couldn't stop the urge to hear more of his love at this moment.
So I looked up and smiled at him reluctantly, and I said, "What if I don't know how to take care of myself?" β
Sure enough, it was a man who was very good at chatting, Zhang Jingchi reached over and rubbed my hair messily, he said: "What can I do, since you have been accepted by me, then I will take care of you in the future." β
You can never get enough of this kind of love talk.
I looked at him and asked expectantly, "What else?" β
The corners of his mouth rose slightly, Zhang Jingchi showed a bright smile, and he said, "I love you." β
In the past, I couldn't listen to the meaty words I love you, do you love me, but now I think Zhang Jingchi is so handsome when he says this, and he is as handsome as a star.
And when he said this, his eyes were very bright and clear, and people could feel full of sincerity at once.
Yes, this full sincerity will make me quickly forget the computer ticket I found in his pocket more than a month ago, and I will soon forget that I once found two torn Durex bags in his car.
I believe in Him and love me.
That's why I continue to ask so firmly, "What about deadlines?" β
The smile on Zhang Jingchi's face was still so bright, and he said: "Of course, it's been a long time. β
After a pause, he tilted his head and asked me, "What about you?" β
I stopped scooping the porridge in my hand, I finally made a fool of myself, I fixed all my eyes on his eyes, and I just looked into his eyes and said, "Love." And it will be for a lifetime. β
But I didn't know at that time that the original life was very long, even if the men and women who loved each other at this moment, in all the torments of a lifetime of time, they could be caught off guard because of a small turn, and those days that were together, as well as those sweet love words that we were impatient to say, and those vows that never seemed to fade, these always represent the mark of love, and will only become a sweet wound for us to recall this relationship in the future. It will only make us look sweetly in our memories, but suddenly see ourselves crying bitterly.
And we will never have the opportunity to bring us back to this moment and wake up such a stupid self.
And I'm naΓ―ve and afterthought.
I firmly believe that the period of love that Zhang Jingchi said is very long, which means that it will last forever, even if we are no longer together in the future, I can occupy a place in his heart.
I suddenly felt that I had a lot more courage to move forward, I tried hard to eat the bowl of porridge in front of me, I wanted to wash the dishes, Zhang Jingchi had already snatched it, I sat on the chair and watched the back of him washing the dishes for me, I felt that no number of Korean dramas could not match the plot I encountered now.
After washing the dishes, Zhang Jingchi washed his hands, poured a glass of warm water, took me medicine, and carefully told me what to eat after dinner.
When I put down the empty cup, Zhang Jingchi touched my head again and said: "Yesterday Gao Lin got a piece of information that was more favorable to me, this time I may not lose a lot, you don't have to worry too much about me, you must take good care of yourself." When I'm done with this paragraph, let's go to your house again, and this time we have to get the household registration book and rip off the card. β
Even if I feel hopeless, I am still very happy to hear that Zhang Jingchi wants to testify with me.
But when I heard him mention the information, I was stunned, thinking that the information he probably said was the one I got from Xu Zhiyong, and that one I gave to Gao Lin, Gao Lin told Zhang Jingchi that she got it?
My heart was full of doubts, but I also thought about it, no matter how she likes to say it, anyway, I can't let Zhang Jingchi know how it came about.
I was shaking my head, and Zhang Jingchi said again: "Why don't I go to the factory today, how about staying at home to take care of you?" β
I was afraid that he would be delayed because of me, so I quickly raised my arm and said, "Look at it, I don't know how energetic I am now, I look like I need someone to take care of me!" β
Zhang Jingchi said a lot more, but he was still defeated by my persuasion, and finally he promised to go back to the factory at noon.
What makes me strange is that I don't know what happened to Zhang Jingchi recently, he doesn't drive anymore, he always calls Xiao Jia to pick him up.
Anyway, when he was inking in the bathroom, Xiao Jia came.
I went to open the door for Xiao Jia, and Xiao Jia politely praised me for not going to work for the past two days to rest, and my mental state was better.
I was curious why Zhang Jingchi didn't drive, and was about to ask Xiao Jia to come, Zhang Jingchi came out, he didn't like Xiao Jia, he was tired and crooked in front of Xiao Jia for a while, and then left.
After Zhang Jingchi left, I thought that he said that the turmoil might be over, and my heart hanging in mid-air finally fell to the ground slightly.
I really had nothing to do, so I ran to the room where I used to live and used that broken computer to draw drawings.
After a few hours of drawing, I was a little inspired, so I logged in to QQ, thinking that swiping the space of QQ friends might inspire me.
However, I didn't log in for long before Lin Xiaomei's news came.
She said, "Orange, will you accompany me to the hospital tomorrow?" β
As soon as I saw her, the state said that there was nothing to love, so I was in a hurry, and I didn't reply to her directly on the penguin, so I quickly dialed a phone call.
Lin Xiaomei was probably holding her mobile phone, and as soon as I called, she answered it.
I hurriedly asked her what was wrong, and she said that she felt very tired recently, always had no strength, and felt that she was about to die, and wanted to ask me to strengthen her courage and accompany her to the hospital for a full body examination.
Originally, I said that it was best to go in the morning for physical examination, but who knew that Lin Xiaomei insisted on going in the afternoon, saying that it was necessary to use the morning to prepare psychologically.
I couldn't resist her, so I agreed.
Lin Xiaomei registered and paid the money, and it didn't take long for her to go in, and I sat bored on a chair in the hall and waited for her.
The chair I was sitting in was at the very end of the hallway, and it was a little dark even in broad daylight, but I could see the people on the other side of the hall.
I just watched it for more than ten seconds, and I wanted to take my eyes back, take out my mobile phone and play with it, but I didn't expect that just when I was about to retract my gaze, I saw Zhang Jingchi holding a medical document bag in his hand, and we were too far apart to see his expression, but such a chance encounter with him was enough to make me worry.
Because, it was no one else standing beside him, but Qiu Jialing, who once loved him to death!
Even if they just walked side by side, without any communication during the whole process, it was enough to set off a storm in my heart.
The doubts in my heart piled up on my heart in waves like weeds growing on the wilderness.
Didn't Zhang Jingchi go to the factory in Dongguan? Why did he come to the hospital with Qiu Jialing?
However, what made me feel more heavy than the doubts was that it was like several little hedgehogs crawling around in my heart, which was not painful, but it was indeed uncomfortable.
I was supposed to stand up, I was thinking of walking over and saying hello to him, I was going to be generous.
However, the box of Durex hidden in my mind suddenly jumped out, and it dispelled all my courage and confidence and other things.
I was still a steaming soft bun, I hesitated for a moment, and finally when their figures were about to disappear from my eyes, I dialed Zhang Jingchi's phone.
Unlike the previous calls that he didn't answer for a long time, this time he quickly picked up the phone and said, "Orange." β
I took a few steps back, hiding myself in the darker darkness, and I pretended to be relaxed and said, "Ah, why did you answer the phone so quickly, you're not busy today?" β
Hehe laughed, Zhang Jingchi said, "It's okay today." β
I pinched my phone and took a step back, still saying in a tone that he couldn't find the clue: "Are you still in the factory in Dongguan?" I'll call to check on the gang to see if you're out shopping with any girl, haha. β
After a pause, Zhang Jingchi quickly said, "What are you talking about, I'm looking at the documents in the office." β
Falsehood.
Zhang Jingchi, who I once thought would never lie, was able to lie to me so easily, so seamlessly, so calmly and calmly, it seems that without any thinking, he can be so familiar with the road.
So, how much of what I said before is true and how much is false?
My heart slowly became very cold and cold, as if someone had torn open my heart and stuffed a handful of snow into it, I shivered with cold, I no longer had the desire to talk about it, and I didn't have the courage to demolish him on the spot, I said into the microphone: "Oh, then you can get busy first, I'll hang up." β
I hung up.
This is the first time I have taken the initiative to hang up with Zhang Jingchi since I have been with him for so long.
He didn't call again, he and Qiu Jialing quickly disappeared from my sight.
I thought that the mere fact that he lied to me was the worst thing that had happened to me today.
Unexpectedly, it didn't take long for Lin Xiaomei to rush towards me and throw me a bombshell news that caught me off guard.