I was holding my phone in a daze at that time, and as soon as Lin Xiaomei came over, she said in a hurry: "Orange, I have something to do, I don't know if I should tell you or not." ”

Not long after I came to Shenzhen, I met Lin Xiaomei, and we have become familiar to the point where we have something to say, not to mention that Lin Xiaomei has always been outspoken and can't hide her words, and this day is no exception.

After she finished saying the previous sentence, before I could nod her head, she continued to come over, she took my hand, looked at me and said, "Orange, I only told you this when I regarded you as a friend, otherwise you would be stupid to be kept in the dark." I was upstairs just now, and I saw your boyfriend taking a beautiful woman to the gynecology department, and I ran to eavesdrop on it, and the doctor said that you should pay more attention to the first trimester of pregnancy. ”

Although Lin Xiaomei has never seen Zhang Jingchi, she often asks me to send her photos, Lin Xiaomei has been working at night for so long, her eyes are very vicious, she can't see the wrong person.

What's more, I did see Zhang Jingchi in the hall just now, and he lied to me.

All this, like vines stretching everywhere, seems to be tangled together as if it has become an ironclad fact.

My heart was like someone was being put up there as a target, and someone kept shooting at me with an AK47, and the colics kept coming up, but I was desperately reassuring myself that it was supposed to be a misunderstanding.

Yes, it's a misunderstanding, it's definitely a misunderstanding.

I comforted myself with such a spare hand, I tried to hide all my bad emotions in my body, I pretended to be relaxed and told Lin Xiaomei that she was wrong, I said that Zhang Jingchi was on a business trip in Dongguan, and he could not appear here.

Because the results of the inspection would have to wait a few days to get them, Lin Xiaomei was in a hurry to go back to work, and finally we went in two ways.

And I'm so pathetic.

Back in the house that belonged to Zhang Jingchi, I felt for the first time that this house was so big that I was unfamiliar, and I suddenly felt out of place.

Loneliness was entwined like vines, I didn't even have the urge to call Zhang Jingchi immediately, I was still so cowardly, with a lack of courage and negativity.

Yes, after starting this relationship, I have been cowardly, and I have lived too much like myself.

I lost my hobby of riding, I didn't do my favorite design anymore, I found a computer ticket for buying a condom in Zhang Jingchi's pocket, I even found a condom bag in his car, I didn't dare to say anything, I didn't dare to ask, and I was sure that our relationship could last forever.

I've never had a moment where I loathed myself like I do now.

Yes, I hate myself who has completely lost myself in this relationship.

I even hated myself for sinking blindly without regard for it.

I can't go on like this.

After sitting on the sofa for a few hours, seeing that it was almost eleven o'clock, I took out my mobile phone and dialed Zhang Jingchi's number.

I feel the need to make it clear.

However, I made 17 calls in a row, but there was still no answer.

All my courage to question Zhang Jingchi turned into worry as the phone rang one by one.

Why didn't he answer the phone? Is something wrong?

I was in a panic when the doorbell rang suddenly.

I was startled, got up with a bounce, walked over and opened the door.

Standing outside the door was Qiu Jialing, who was walking side by side with Zhang Jingchi in the hospital today.

She had already changed her clothes, unlike the last time she met at the old man's house and wore light makeup, this time she was without makeup, but she was still radiant, and I unconsciously looked at her feet.

Unlike before, she was wearing a pair of lilac flats.

Her hand would unconsciously cover her stomach.

It seems that all her movements are all showing that she Qiu Jialing is really pregnant.

Even if there is no audience at the scene, I don't know if she took the wrong medicine today, her tone doesn't know how kind a little sheep is, she said: "Li Cheng, don't you invite me in?" ”

I didn't think I knew her well enough to call me by my name, and I was at the door, not at all meaning to let her in, and I said, "Miss Qiu, what's the matter?" ”

Ignoring whether I had kindness to her or not, Qiu Jialing put her hand on her stomach, she looked deeply at me and said, "There are some things I want to talk to you about." ”

Even if I saw Zhang Jingchi with her today, I pretended to be indifferent, I said: "I don't know Miss Qiu well, and I don't know what Miss Qiu came to talk to me about at night?" ”

Qiu Jialing stroked her scattered hair slightly, she was still like a little sheep, and said softly: "Why does Miss Li have an expression of rejection thousands of miles away, I came to you today, I must have some special important things to talk to Miss Li." ”

I remembered that Zhang Jingchi didn't answer my phone, and I also felt that it was better for me to ask Zhang Jingchi in person about some things, so I said impatiently to Qiu Jialing: "I have something to say, I'm busy." ”

Unexpectedly, Qiu Jialing pushed me away coldly, I was caught off guard and staggered by her push, she had swaggered into my house, I stepped forward and wanted to pull her out, but I didn't expect her to change the position of the little sheep at the door just now, she looked at me coldly and said: "You'd better not move me, I'm pregnant, I'm going to have a miscarriage at your house, you can't afford it." ”

Even if I can't tell the truth of this sentence, I can't be sure that even if she has a child, whether the child has something to do with Zhang Jingchi, but it still makes my heart tremble.

Just when I was stunned, Qiu Jialing had already sat on the sofa, she put the bag she was carrying on the coffee table, she said slowly: "This is Zhang Jingchi's underwear that was accidentally mixed in my luggage in Shanghai last month, dirty, you can help him clean it when you are free." ”

How ironic.

My boyfriend's ex, who came to the house, sat on the couch with a big prick, and ordered me to help wash my boyfriend's dirty panties that she had brought.

She trampled on this, and if I really reached for that bag to satisfy my curiosity, then I should have nothing to do with finding a piece of tofu to crash to death!

Holding back the turbulent waves in my heart, I tried to calm myself down, I sat down opposite, and I said coldly: "Miss Qiu, if you are done making it up, then you can go." ”

With a shallow smile, Qiu Jialing stroked her hair again, she stared at me, and said calmly: "Everyone is a woman, why should women be embarrassed by women." Li Cheng, in fact, what's the use of you pestering Zhang Jingchi so hard? His heart is no longer in you. ”

She's sick! Even if it happens between me and Zhang Jingchi, it's our business, and it's not her turn to run in front of me!

My heart was panicked, but I still said lightly: "Miss Qiu, Zhang Jingchi's heart is not in me, he should tell me, not you." If nothing else, I think it's time for you to go. ”

Without moving, Qiu Jialing simply put on a posture Yes, I am the great good man, I am here to enlighten you today, she still said in the tone of Dundun's teachings: "Li Cheng, aren't you tired of deceiving yourself?" The reason why Zhang Jingchi has stayed up and not broken up with you is because he feels that he wants your first time, and he has to be responsible for your first time. He told me that you had a crush on him for seven or eight years, saying that a woman's youth was not many years, and he started with you because he sympathized with the same disease and felt sorry for you. He only likes you a little from beginning to end, he can't talk about love. He is a good man with a sense of responsibility, no matter how much pain he endures, he wants to suffer himself, and he is still responsible for giving you a marriage. But don't you think that a marriage without love is not where happiness can be? ”

After a pause, Qiu Jialing continued: "I love Zhang Jingchi, when we were on a business trip in Shanghai, we drank too much and chatted, he said that he forgave me for saying goodbye that year, but he now has a new relationship, and he can't be with me openly anymore." At that time, I was indeed willing to be the disgraceful woman around him, and when we did, I also let him wear a condom. But two people who love each other, there are always times when they can't help themselves, and I have been sure to be pregnant during my ovulation for a few days. Originally, a few days ago, Zhang Jingchi wanted to give you a breakup fee and break up with you, but it is estimated that you are crying and making trouble, and he can't be ruthless. Now that I'm pregnant, Zhang Jingchi is very entangled, and he doesn't know what to do. On the one hand, he doesn't want to hurt you, and on the other hand, he doesn't want to disappoint me, and I don't want to see him swaying between left and right, so I thought about coming to you and making it clear to you. Li Cheng, you are still young, you look very good, you can probably find good conditions in the future, if you are willing to quit without entanglement, I will discuss with my grandfather, and let him arrange a little money for you to ensure that you will have no worries about food and clothing in the future. Li Cheng, what do you think? ”

I'm fed up with her putting on a face in front of me that Zhang Jingchi belongs to her.

Even if her words made me suspicious, I didn't want to dwell on the topic with her.

I stood up and walked straight to the door, I opened the door and said to her, "Miss Qiu, please go out, I'm going to sleep!" “

Standing up slowly, Qiu Jialing smiled faintly and said, "I finally know why Zhang Jingchi chose you in the first place, because you are self-deceiving enough, and he needs you, a woman who pretends to be generous and won't cry or make trouble." ”

I didn't bother to fight with her, so I pursed my lips and made a gesture to ask her out.

Qiu Jialing finally walked out.

I was about to close the door, but I didn't want her to continue to say: "If you don't believe what I said, you can go to Room 1109 of the Westin Yitian Hotel to have a look, the man who told you that he would go on a business trip to Dongguan, he lives there, and lives with me." ”

After a pause, Qiu Jialing was hopelessly arrogant and continued: "Of course, you don't need to be so frustrated, it's your honor to lose to a woman like me." ”

stirred up my mood to the death, Qiu Jialing finally left.

I closed the door, ignoring that it was too cold, and I stuck to the door like this, feeling indescribably complicated.

At this moment, my mobile phone suddenly rang urgently, I thought it was Zhang Jingchi, and I was about to ask him for clarification, so I hurriedly took out my mobile phone, but it turned out to be Gao Lin calling.

This is the first time I have heard Gao Lin's panicked voice, she said: "Miss Li Cheng, Mr. Zhang has been in a car accident!" ”