Have there ever been bad memories that keep lingering in your mind? Then it will jump out at some point, quietly sting you, and by the way, remind you of its existence.

"You go back first." Mu Hibiscus looked at the front and arrived at the gate of the community, thinking that it would be better for Jin Fengnan to go back first, after all, it was not good to follow a boy back at night and let the neighbors see it.

"I'll take you to the bottom of the community." Jin Fengnan frowned and said, he knew what Mu Hibiscus was thinking, but now, he just wanted to send her to the house and watch her enter the house safely.

"No, it's not good to be seen by others."

Seeing that Mu Hibiscus insisted on not letting him send it, Jin Fengnan was not reluctant, "Then you go in, I'll watch you go in and leave." ”

"Well, goodbye."

Jin Fengnan watched Mu Hibiscus walk into the community and sighed, Mu Hibiscus still rejected him a little.

Hibiscus was standing in the doorway, hesitating to go up, when she heard someone standing behind her and saying, "Where have you been?" We've been looking for you. When I turned around, I saw Bo Qing standing behind Mu Hibiscus, his breath was slightly unstable, and there was a slight sweat on his head.

"I have personal freedom, and I don't do anything." Hibiscus raised her head and couldn't help but straighten her back, like some kind of animal that was on the verge of a great enemy.

"I'm your mother, you should let us know what you're doing, do you know ......," Hibiscus's mother said word by word.

"Where were you in the past ten years? Now you're here to control me, and what's it for? Do you know that after you left, grandma ......" Hibiscus interrupted her, and suddenly seemed to think of something, and smiled, "Grandma let me tell you when she left, when she named you, she took a love word, which represents her deep affection for grandpa." Hibiscus raised his head slightly, and said in a slightly cold voice, "I don't know if you lived up to it, or if you responded to the name." ”

"What's wrong with me pursuing my feelings? What can you do if you guard like her? Bo Qing's body shook slightly, then regained his composure, stroked his forehead, and obviously wanted to skip the topic, "You haven't told me where you went today." ”

"What kind of feelings do people who don't understand feelings talk about?" Mu Hibiscus didn't answer, but turned around and walked into the door, lying on the bed, thinking about grandma's emotions, she was right, grandpa did leave grandma alone, but he couldn't help himself, in that situation, who can hold on? I am not in the same situation as them, and I don't understand, let alone understand, and I don't want to know more about it.

On the other side of the door, Bo Qing leaned against the wall in a slight distraction, how could she not know the situation back then? As their closest person, she knew that her father's was not easy, but even so, she couldn't forgive it, and she didn't want to forgive.

In the dark night, it is the most fragile time for people's hearts, at this time, you will always think of the person who gave you warmth, Hibiscus looked at the dark air, and suddenly thought: What if Jin Fengnan leaves her one day in the future? The world is so big that she can't bind him.

When I woke up in the morning and looked at the ceiling, Hibiscus's heart was still blank, and what I experienced yesterday was just a dream. Now that she's awake, isn't the dream no longer there? When he went out with a skeptical attitude, he was greeted by the figure of a woman, and Hibiscus sighed, thinking, it was really not a dream, what a pity.

"Hibiscus, wake up, come over for dinner, there's your favorite pine nut meat, made by your mother." Hibiscus's father, Muri, came out of the kitchen, put down the plate, looked at Hibiscus and said.

"It's rare to be able to eat her cooking in my lifetime." Hibiscus sat down and looked back at his father.

"Hibiscus," Cheng Li, who is the elder brother and teacher, suddenly walked over, "After all, this is your biological mother, don't you think it's a little bad to treat her like this?" Cheng Li asked rhetorically.

"Hmph, you have lived with her for more than ten years, and it is appropriate to have a deep relationship, but please don't comment on other people's emotions at will, because you don't know enough about it, and I don't like others to evaluate it at will, understand?" Hibiscus said with a cold face.

"Hibiscus, let's eat, go to school after eating." Bo Qing walked out, and while serving the dishes to the table, he persuaded Cheng Li, "I just came back, Mu Hibiscus doesn't accept me, you don't lose your temper, come over for dinner."

Seeing Cheng Li's temper, Mu Hibiscus lowered his eyes as if he had lost his strength, "I won't eat it." He got up, picked up his schoolbag and walked to the entrance to change his shoes, "Goodbye, you guys have a good meal." ”

"Sit down and eat, Hibiscus." Muli, who didn't speak, suddenly spoke up, but he didn't defend her, so why should he expect it? Everyone here, including my father, has been like this since childhood, and has long been used to it, hasn't it?

So why bother?

"No, I'm here to affect your mood, you can eat." Hibiscus closes.

Going out of the door and downstairs, Hibiscus breathed a sigh of relief, it was too depressing, and it was really a little unbearable.

"Hibiscus, what's wrong?" Suddenly, a familiar voice sounded in his ears, Mu Hibiscus raised his head in surprise, saw Jin Fengnan's gentle face, and asked, "Why are you here?" ”

"I'm afraid you won't come to school today." Jin Fengnan took Mu Hibiscus's hand and said.

"How is it possible, the class still has to be attended." Mu Hibiscus wanted to withdraw his hand slightly, but was tightly held by Jin Fengnan.

"I thought you were in a bad mood, so you didn't want to come," Jin Fengnan looked down at Mu Hibiscus and said to Mu Hibiscus with a slight joke.

"If I really don't come, how long will you wait?" Hibiscus asked rhetorically.

"I knew you'd come down." Jin Fengnan smiled, and then said with some bitterness, "You will go to school, no matter what, you will come." ”

"I still want to ask, what if?" Hibiscus didn't know why she asked such a nonsensical and meaningless question, but she asked like that, even if it was to get an answer for herself.

"Wait until you come down, and if you don't come down, I'll go up and find you." Jin Fengnan straightened Mu Hibiscus's body, and his bright eyes made Mu Hibiscus feel uneasy.

Hibiscus looked up and looked at the pair of eyes that made her feel warm, as if there were wisps of emotion that penetrated into her heart, she was not an easily moved person, but this time, the feeling was like she was standing in the spring breeze, with some bitter sweetness that made her unable to escape, she could only face it straight and accept it calmly.

She blushed slightly, broke away from Jin Fengnan's hand, and said, "Let's go, go to school quickly, or we'll be late." ”

Jin Fengnan lowered his head, looked at the empty hand, and felt a little lonely in his heart, hehe, what can be done? She's a hibiscus.