Fifth, the tight string
The vitality of those waiting will turn into the most beautiful time, weave into a sunny flower, and then become the most anticipated appearance.
When he entered the classroom early in the morning, Gu Si saw Mu Hibiscus lying on the table with a confused expression, and couldn't help but ask with some worry, "Mu Hibiscus, what's wrong with you, listless, didn't you sleep well yesterday?" ”
"It's okay", Hibiscus raised her head and pulled her lips hard at Gu Si, trying to give her a smile that looked the same as usual, but it didn't seem to make her look normal.
"It's almost class, let's sit back." Mu Hibiscus simply buried his head in the crook of his arm and didn't look at Gu Si.
Gu Si shook his head and said to Mu Hibiscus's tablemate, Liu Xi, "Replace it with me, I want to sit here in this class, is it okay?" ”
"Okay." Liu Xi looked at Mu Hibiscus's weak appearance, and then looked at Gu Si's anxious eyes, although it was a little strange, he didn't say anything, and sat down in the back with the book in his arms.
"Hibiscus, go to my house to sleep this week, I'm a little scared alone." Gu Si gently shook the hibiscus and said in a slow voice.
Mu Hibiscus suddenly looked up at Gu Si, looked at Gu Si's concerned eyes, understood what Gu Si was thinking, smiled at Gu Si and said, "Okay, thank you." ”
"Well, no matter what, I'll be with you."
When the class bell rang, Hibiscus felt that the past two days might be unlucky, so he looked at the people he didn't want to see in the first class, sighed, and thought to himself: The first class is physics...... Didn't you read the yellow calendar when you went out?
When Cheng Li walked into the classroom, he felt a hateful gaze, and he didn't have to think about it to know that it was hibiscus. I couldn't help sneering in my heart, she really couldn't get used to him.
"Today, we are talking about Newton's first law......" Cheng Li put down the book, felt that Mu Hibiscus was looking at him, did not dodge, looked straight over, and faced Mu Hibiscus, curled his lips and smiled at Mu Hibiscus.
"Hibiscus, cheer up, the handsome teacher is lecturing." When Gu Si saw Cheng Li's smile, he couldn't help but feel a little excited, and he leaned down and said to Mu Hibiscus, "Don't you know that beauty can make people happy?" ”
"Gu Si, I'm going to take a break, you can slowly appreciate the beauty yourself." Mu Hibiscus buried his head in his elbow, not wanting to pay attention to everything that happened in reality, his mind was really messed up, Mom, Dad, Cheng Li, Jin Fengnan...... and myself, my brain is already a mess, and I can't figure it out.
Gu Si looked at Mu Hibiscus like this, put away his smile, and frowned a little worriedly, "Mu Hibiscus, are you really okay?" ”
"It's okay, let me be quiet for a while." Hibiscus's muffled voice flowed out. The appearance of hibiscus made Gu Si even more worried, although the hibiscus she knew, although it was always sullen, it was rare to have such a time.
Cheng Li saw Hibiscus like this, but pursed his lower lip slightly dissatisfied, but didn't say anything, and continued to lecture.
I don't know why, Hibiscus wants to sleep, but she can clearly feel the physical tiredness and mental fatigue, but Cheng Li's voice floated into her ears over and over again, constantly reminding herself that what happened in the past two days was true, not a dream, nor a fantasy compulsion. She felt that Cheng Li's voice was getting clearer and clearer, and the strings of reason were getting tighter and tighter.
I really couldn't stand it anymore, and Hibiscus suddenly stood up, her hands trembling slightly, and her breathing was a little short. Just when Cheng Li thought she would point her nose and scold herself, Mu Hibiscus said, "Teacher, I'm a little unwell and want to go to the infirmary"
Cheng Li looked at her with hibiscus eyes that he didn't know what he meant, sarcastic? Or pitiful? She didn't know, she didn't want to know, she just wanted to escape, this voice, maybe this reality.
"Let's go" After a few seconds, Cheng Li said, "Take a good look." ”
With Cheng Li's permission, Hibiscus couldn't stay for a second, and walked out of the classroom as if fleeing.
Out of the classroom, Hibiscus suddenly felt that he didn't know where to go, not that he didn't feel the same everywhere, but he really didn't know where he should go, so he walked aimlessly and walked to the school's maple forest.
That's it, Hibiscus thought, so he found a tree and sat down, and he needed to think about it and clear his thoughts.
What are you struggling with? Mother's return reminded her of the unhappiness when she was a child, her father's indifference made her unable to feel her existence, Cheng Li's arrival made her feel flustered, Jin Fengnan's warmth made her feel like she wanted to get close but couldn't, and for herself, she didn't know if she could see herself clearly.
"What are you thinking?" Just when he was unusually irritable, Jin Fengnan appeared in front of him, Mu Hibiscus looked up at Jin Fengnan, and said with a smile, "Well, I'm thinking about a lot of things, you can know, you can't know" didn't surprise Jin Fengnan's appearance, but asked him instead, "Why are you here?" Don't you go to class?"
"I saw you come out during class time, and I was afraid that you would skip school and be deducted credits, so I followed you out." Jin Fengnan sat down casually, turned his head, and looked at the side face of Mu Hibiscus and joked.
"Hehe, I won't."
"I knew you wouldn't, so I wanted to come out and see you."
Mu Hibiscus leaned against the tree and said to Jin Fengnan, "Have you ever had a girlfriend before?" ”
"No, what's wrong?" Jin Fengnan turned his head in some surprise.
"Just ask" Hibiscus felt that she was a little overstepping, and couldn't help but say, "I'm sorry"
"Don't apologize to me, Hibiscus." Jin Fengnan was a little lost, "You know, I like you......"
"How long?" Hibiscus asked rhetorically.
"If you don't dislike me, I'll always be by your side." Jin Fengnan turned Mu Hibiscus around and asked, "What about you?" Did you have any thoughts about being with me just now? ”
Looking at Jin Fengnan's eyes full of expectation like a child, he shook his head and said, "I don't like anyone now. Then he tilted his head and thought about it, and said, "Really, I don't lie to you." ”
"Really?" Although it was the answer that he had known for a long time, he was still a little disappointed, Jin Fengnan smiled helplessly, and said, "Then I'll wait for you to like me, okay?" ”
"Well......" Hibiscus paused, thought for a moment and said, "I don't know if I will like you, after all, it will be a matter of the future, if I really want to say anything, I can only say that compared to others, I am very comfortable with you." ”
Jin Fengnan suddenly interrupted Mu Hibiscus's words and said, "It's okay, I'll wait, you haven't put it on the shelf yet, I still have a chance." ”
"What," Mu Hibiscus frowned, and when he was disturbed by Jin Fengnan, his mood seemed to be much better, "I'm not a cargo." ”
Jin Fengnan looked at the hibiscus in a better mood, and also relaxed and leaned against the tree to look at the hibiscus.
Since I am different to you, I will be by your side, waiting for you, no matter how long, I will wait. Even if the future is contrary to my expectations, I do not regret my decision today.