145: Is that how you want to leave me?

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Xie Lao's funeral was held for three days, and during this period, I was at the funeral site the whole time and did not do anything, including contacting Shen Mochen.

The old man looks very peaceful on the portrait, and he should have been prepared a long time ago, but during this period, it is not difficult for me to hear everyone's remarks about Xie Lao, in addition to the old man's upright life, there is also a discussion about the old man's family and career.

Everyone is sighing, why didn't such a good and excellent person leave a descendant for himself, but handed over the control of property to me, an irrelevant person.

I don't give any reply to these remarks, because only I know the secrets that the old man has kept in his heart for most of his life, and only I know that there must be another person in this world, who has Xie Lao's blood and is doing the same powerful things as Xie Lao.

I want to help Xie Lao find him, I want to see him, and live as radiant as Xie Lao.

Shen Mochen came back on the day of Xie Lao's cremation, and at that time, the people who were in charge of Xie Lao's funeral asked me to go home and rest first, and I nodded, because next, I want to help Xie Lao fulfill his last wish - to sprinkle his ashes on the land of City A.

The ticket was booked by them, I just had to go back and get some sleep, and then they would get everything ready and take me to city A.

I kept my composure and walked forward slowly, looking a little bad because of the reason for staying up late these nights, so although my eyes were open, I didn't pay attention to any of the people around me, as if I couldn't see them.

As soon as the road was reached, suddenly someone strode up to me, I instinctively wanted to walk around, but I heard a rapid pant from overhead, the breath exhaled was too familiar, and there was a smell on my body that I wanted to rely on.

Suddenly raised his head, but saw that Shen Mochen's face was darker than it had ever been.

"Mo Chen." I subconsciously shouted, not loud, just enough for the two of us to hear.

"Come with me!" Shen Mochen spoke louder than me, with a little roar, and took my hand and was about to take me away, so the people around stopped and looked at us.

I didn't pay attention to the strange stares of the people around me, because I was really tired.

"Where are you taking me?" I grabbed his hand and froze his feet.

Shen Mochen shook his head with his back to me, and with a deep breath, he turned back to me and said, "I have something to tell you, come with me!" ”

The word "go" was bitten extremely hard by him, as if if I didn't go with him today, he would eat me into his belly.

I know that Shen Mochen's mood is wrong, I don't know why, but I know that after I was tired like this for a few days, as soon as he came back like this, I felt a little aggrieved.

So he was also stubborn: "What's the matter, wait until I take a rest first." ”

As I said this, I closed my eyes for a moment, and my eyelids looked like they were going to fight, and I tried to open them again.

After saying this, Shen Mochen turned his head directly, his eyes were on mine, and there was a very fierce color inside.

The surroundings were very quiet, and for a while, everyone didn't even dare to make the sound of walking, so they could only stand silently in place, their eyes swept over us from time to time, and they were afraid of being discovered by Shen Mochen, so their eyes diverged to other places, waiting for Shen Mochen's next actions and words.

"Get out!"

This sentence was obviously said to the people around him, and some people who were still ready to watch a good show, when they heard this sentence, they quickly raised their feet and strode away as if they had heard an opportunity to escape.

"Shen Mochen, what do you mean by this?" I asked him.

"What do I mean by that?" Shen Mochen's masseter muscles tightened: "Shu Xiao, what do you mean by asking me?" ”

"Say whatever you want, just say it, I'm really tired." When I saw him, he didn't say the reason, but explained it directly.

When the words were closed, Shen Mochen suddenly stretched out his hand, squeezed my shoulders tightly, and almost lifted me up: "Shu Xiao, you don't answer the phone, you don't return to your family business, what do you mean by staying here for a few days and nights?" ”

"My phone is at home, I didn't bring it, as for me here, it's because I want to send Xie Lao."

"So you don't care about me, but it's because another man is busy?"

When he said another man, my heart shook violently, and a breath of anger came to my heart.

I pushed him away: "Shen Mochen, what do you mean, Xie Laodu has passed away, you'd better not say these words." ”

"I don't say these words, Shu Xiao, is your relationship with him so good? You've only known each other for a few days, and you've done this, have you ever thought about what people think? Shen Mochen was excited: "Everyone says ......"

He froze suddenly.

"What do people say?" I asked him.

Shen Mochen looked at me quietly and did not speak.

I gritted my teeth and said, "Do you mean that I have an inexplicable relationship with Xie Lao?" Or something else? ”

Shen Mochen's eyebrows frowned, and I suddenly felt a dull pain in my heart, and I actually had a feeling that my heart was like ashes, and I was about to leave when I pushed him away.

Shen Mochen grabbed me.

"Let go, since you don't believe me, why are you pulling me for?" I said angrily.

I didn't have any strength, he pulled back, and fell into his arms, I struggled to get up, but his hands tightened, and I raised my eyes just in time to meet his bright pupils.

"You let me go." I say.

"Okay, even if I believe you." Shen Mochen's eyebrows were deeply locked: "Then how do you explain this." ”

After speaking, Shen Mochen suddenly took out a piece of paper from his pocket and slapped it in front of me.

I picked it up and lowered my eyes, it was a bottom sheet for me to take the exam, I don't know how Shen Mochen got it, but he seemed to know that I was going to take the exam.

Originally, I was going to finish the exam, so I told him, not because I didn't want him to know, but I was afraid that he wouldn't let me take the exam after he knew about it in advance.

I trembled my hands and raised my eyes to look at him, Shen Mochen's eyebrows were twisted, and he asked me again, "Do you want to leave me so much?" ”

"It's not." I firmed up my tone: "Shen Mochen, this matter is a long story, I don't have the strength to think about what you think in your heart now, but I hope you can believe me, wait for me to rest first, and when I have rested, I will tell you everything you want to know." ”

After a long silence, Shen Mochen's sword eyebrows were deeply locked, his thin lips were tightly locked, and he suddenly stopped me by the waist and picked me up, I was startled, and after I came to my senses, I knew that he had acquiesced, so I simply waited quietly for him to hold him, still in his arms, and fell asleep with my eyes closed with peace of mind.

When I woke up again, it was in the bed at home, and I subconsciously leaned my hand to the other side, and the feeling of emptiness in my hand made me wake up all of a sudden.

Shen Mochen was not in the room.

I sat up from the bed at once, stretched a few times, and rolled over and got out of bed.

After tidying up, I went out of the room.

I glanced down in the corridor and found that Shen Mochen was not in the hall on the first floor, so I was stunned for a second, and I went straight to the study.

Pushing open the door and looking in, Shen Mochen's head was on the office chair, his eyes closed.

I don't know if I'm asleep, but I didn't see any reaction from him when I entered the door.

I crept over and swept my hand over his face, but there was no response, and my breath was long.

I wanted to call him, but I was heartbroken when I saw the pile of open and marked papers on my desk.

I was about to turn around and go to the bedroom to get him a thin blanket, but after taking two steps, my hand was suddenly grabbed by Shen Mochen from behind.

My heart moved, and I turned around, only to see that his eyes were still closed.

"Go sleep in the house, I'll wait for you to wake up." I say.

Shen Mochen said: "Go down to eat first, I'll pour here for a while, and then come to me after you finish eating." ”

His voice was hoarse, and I couldn't bear to ask him to move out of his place again.

"Okay." I replied.

Before I went down to eat, I brought him a thin blanket.

I was really hungry, and the food cooked by the nanny was what I liked to eat in the past, so I ate alone for half an hour.

"Ma'am, would you like to add some more food?"

"No need, I'm full, thank you."

The nanny scooped some soup into my bowl again: "Madam, let's have some soup then." ”

Before I could refuse, she had already scooped it into the bowl.

So I only puffed up and drank it: "Okay, thank you Aunt Zhou." ”

"No thanks." Aunt Zhou said: "Mrs. and Mr. are not at home during this time, sometimes I want to make something to eat, no one eats, I feel that the house is very quiet, Mrs., you and Mr. will come back often in the future, as before, it is best to have a child early, it just so happens that I have experience and can help you bring it." ”

My eyes sank.

Child, Dr. Gu also said, I can't conceive a child in the past two years.

"Ma'am." When the nanny saw that I didn't speak, she thought she had said something wrong, so she tried to call me: "I ......"

"Okay." I replied firmly.

I sat at the table for a while, watching the babysitter put things away into the kitchen, and soon the sound of washing dishes could be heard inside.

Three minutes later, I got up and went straight upstairs.

I went in quietly, Shen Mochen still had his eyes closed, and some of the thin blankets fell on the ground, and I bent down to tidy them up for him.

Looking at his calm face, and the hands resting on the armrests, knotted, fair, and emaciated, I didn't make a sound, but faced him and leaned back on his desk.

His breathing was very even, his brows were lightly locked, his face was a little pale, his lips were not as moist as when he kissed me, he was slightly dry, and the aggravated blue and black around his eyes must have been the traces left by not sleeping during this time.

I was fascinated by it, and reached out and touched his brow lightly.

But before his hand touched his face, he reached out and grabbed it.

He slowly opened his eyes, but there was a clear light in them.