146: Do you still want to sleep?
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Time seemed to freeze in this second, and we all looked at each other quietly for a long time, and neither of us moved.
"Do you still want to sleep?" I asked.
"Nope." Shen Mochen replied.
Looking at Shen Mochen's deep eyes, I was a little distracted, I instinctively wanted to retract my hand, but where could Shen Mochen let go?
He grabbed my hand tightly and pulled it hard, and I was screwed into his arms without any suspense, sitting on his lap.
I was silent, looked up at him, Shen Mochen's eyes suddenly darkened, his eyebrows frowned, he glanced at me, and lowered his head.
The surroundings are quiet, the windows inside the study are open, and you can hear the crisp sound of birds outside.
Under the warm yellow light, I opened my eyes and saw that Shen Mochen's eyes were still locked.
Shen Mochen's kiss this time was extremely domineering and intense, but it was still gentle, even if it was like a rainstorm, it didn't make me feel scared and frightened at all, it didn't stop at all, almost just touched it, it hit my teeth, rammed in, and pulled me to stir together.
He clasped the back of my head with one hand and grabbed my waist with the other, and I could clearly feel that this kiss carried all the love and hate of this man, and he kissed me so much that I didn't even have a chance to breathe, taking all my breath away, as if he was going to kiss into the deepest part of my body.
This kind of kiss made me feel pain in my heart, my body trembled unconsciously, like every kiss as usual, this kiss made me willing to sink into it, unable to extricate myself, so I also hugged him tightly and responded to him, and he tried my movements, suddenly opened his eyes, and looked at me deeply, the movements were more crisp and violent.
This is a feeling of being loved, I know that the man in front of me at this moment, just a look, a movement, can make me find a sense of belonging that I have never had, he is very serious in me, I am his.
We were completely torn apart, until finally, we were in bed.
He leaned back on the bed, hugged me, and asked softly, "Do you want to take a shower?" ”
I shook my head, the old habit of going to the bathroom to take a shower after the event was suddenly gone, on the contrary, I now just want to lean quietly on him and enjoy his calm like a mountain.
Shen Mochen lit a cigarette, I frowned, and reached out to intercept it for him.
Shen Mochen was stunned for a moment, and suddenly asked, "What's wrong?" Feeling sick? ”
I smiled out of the corner of my eye, glanced at him, and put the cigarette I had just snatched from his mouth into my mouth.
Following his example, I took a puff of cigarette in the palm of my hand.
However, I was wrong, and almost as soon as I inhaled it, I choked and hurriedly pulled the cigarette out of my mouth.
I thought I could be as elegant and indifferent as him, but I didn't expect it to end like this.
Shen Mochen obviously didn't expect me to do this, seeing such a situation, he immediately sat up straight, quickly reached out and took the cigarette I smoked, put it in his mouth casually, patted my back twice, and asked me with the cigarette in his mouth, "What are you doing?" ”
I turned my head, met his deep eyes, saw that half of his cigarette was still at the corner of his mouth, frowned, and said, "I see that you all like to smoke, so I want to try it." "I didn't expect the ending to be so tragic, and I can't understand why so many people are so good.
Shen Mochen was startled by my explanation, and his pupils constricted, but he quickly reacted again.
He patted me on the top of my head and smiled, "You little girl." ”
I didn't bother to pay attention to him, and fell back into his arms, watching the smoke drifting out of the room, and my thoughts gradually drifted away.
And Shen Mochen didn't speak.
The room was quiet for a while, and I leaned my hand on Shen Mochen's stomach, he was already dressed, and I ......
I glanced at the quilt on my body, and if it weren't for this cover, I would have been exposed by now.
His face turned slightly red.
"Mo Chen." I called him.
"Huh?" He replied.
"There is actually nothing to say about the matter with Xie Lao, as you said, we should trust each other, and I know, you will definitely not mind this matter, Xie Lao is indeed as good to me as a relative, and he also gave me the opportunity to study abroad."
Shen Mochen stiffened for a moment, and after a short while, he hummed softly.
"I didn't tell you about the exam, it's really my fault, but I didn't want to hide it from you all the time, the situation was tense at that time, and the two of us were also in conflict, at first I wanted to surprise you, but after that incident, I didn't want you to know, until you were going on a business trip, and it became a ...... that I didn't dare to tell you."
"Why don't you dare tell me?" Shen Mochen asked in a deep voice, "Do you think I won't let you go?" Still is...... Worried about the rest? ”
When Shen Mochen asked this sentence, even the words seemed to be blocked.
I knew it would make him sad: "I'm sorry, but I was really wrong about this." ”
"Hmm......" Shen Mochen sighed and said: "What I want is not an apology, you should know, you just said, we need mutual trust and understanding, even in that case, I think you should tell me, because I care about you, I want to know every decision you make, and how do you know that I will definitely stop you, instead of thinking of a better way to help you make suggestions?" ”
My eyes suddenly lit up, I got up slightly, and turned my head to look at him.
Shen Mochen glanced at me and stretched out his hand to pull me back.
"I want you to know, although what I want is that you can always be by my side, I hope you can accompany me in everything, but I will also respect your own ideas, what you want to learn, or the dream you want to achieve, I will support you and help you, just like you said, this is Xie Lao to help you, but in the mall, I am cheating, even if he is kind, you know that there is no explosion here?"
"No, it won't." Although I agree with Shen Mochen's statement, but Xie Lao, definitely not.
An old man who can find his unmasked son all his life, how can he harm other children?
"I'm just using him as an example, I just want you to know that no matter what, as long as I know, I can at least keep you safe, and I will do my best to help you achieve what you want."
Shen Mochen's words made me unable to resist, so I could only be silent.
I tucked my head deeper into his arms, wanting to get closer to the warmth of his body.
"Hey, I'll get you down to business, you don't have to be skinny."
He saw it again......
"I didn't, I really didn't want to do it, but I wasn't in love, I wasn't married, I felt like everything was very strange, I could only walk by the feeling in my heart, you ...... Do you understand? ”
"I know you're young." Shen Mochen said: "These roads, I am also walking for the first time, and I want to walk with you well, but you must know that I will also have small times, and there will be times when I make mistakes, but it is precisely because of this that we have to care about each other more and twist into a rope, understand?" ”
“...... Well. ”
In the second half of the night, I told Shen Mochen about Xie Lao, including the shares, and I also told him.
I wondered if there would be something to tell him that would work better.
"What did you say?" Shen Mochen's pupils suddenly widened and he stared at me: "You said, that person is close to his left shoulder, and there is a heart-shaped birthmark?" ”
I didn't expect Shen Mochen to have such a big reaction, but I still subconsciously replied with a word of grace, and then asked him what's wrong?
Shen Mochen was in a trance for a moment, glanced at other places, and then replied in a deep voice: "It's okay......"
"Really?" I asked incredulously.
"Well, it's really fine." Shen Mochen leaned back on the back of the bed, stared at the TV wall in front of him, and said lightly: "I just think it's a little ridiculous, just a birthmark, how can you find someone, do you want to see a man's back?" ”
"Uh..... Mr. Xie left me some paths, both in business and in politics, but even though Mr. Xie told me, I didn't want to trouble people, so I thought I'd tell you everything. ”
Shen Mochen didn't answer for a long time, I raised my eyes to look at him, only to see that he kept staring at a corner of the room, without even blinking his eyes.
"What do you think?" I asked him.
“...... It's okay. Shen Mochen replied: "I'm thinking about how I can help you with only this one condition." ”
"It's good to have you." I sighed.
Shen Mochen bent his head when he heard the sound and dropped a kiss on my forehead: "Okay, sleep, City A, I'll go with you." ”
originally wanted to go alone, after all, Shen Mochen had too many things in his hands, even if he had a little more time to rest, it would be good.
But I thought about my road idiot's situation, and suddenly agreed.
"Okay."
When packing up for Xie Lao, Shen Mochen also accompanied me, there was only the nanny at home, and there was a suitcase and a few bags of things piled up outside the door, it seemed that she was waiting for us here.
When I walked to the door, I saw the familiar furniture in the living room, and my head seemed to be still flashing the scene when Xie Lao was in this room before, asking the nanny to greet me for tea, and those conversations that were very useful to me, as if he was everywhere, and I felt that the old man really didn't leave.
The nanny watched us walk in and came up to greet us: "Miss Shu, I have already packed up Xie Lao's things......"
As she spoke, she also revealed some true feelings: "Hey...... Xie Lao is gone, there is no one in this house, the poor old man has no children all his life, such a good old man, it's a pity ......"
Shen Mochen was stunned for a moment, holding my hand inexplicably tighter, I buried my head and explained to him: "Xie Lao's matter, now except for the two of us, no one else knows. ”