514, Su Mosen's purpose
The "granddaughter" that Su Mosen would talk about was the girl I saw when I lived in the Valley of Quiet Songs, and who often came out of the forest with me to play. When he finally fled, Lao Lazy saw her following Su Mosen, but then he didn't know how to see her again, he guessed that she should have been killed by the knife-wielding men of the massacre or drowned after rushing out of the Rainbow Waterfall, after all, it was not surprising that too many people died on the day of the evacuation from the Hall of Eternal Life.
The lazy man really didn't guess wrong.
The girl who used to play with me when I was in the Hall of Eternal Life and the Valley of Silence was Su Mosen's blood relative, and she was indeed dead.
It's the girl in the picture I used to keep in my wallet, and now I think about how stupid I was, to mistake her for me, for so many years.
I am reminded of a painting by Xia Dongyi, where there is an ugly centipede in the corner, and a little girl is tied with a red ribbon on the back of the worm, and blood is dripping from the girl's head and dripping in the wind. Xia Dongyi compared Su Mosen to an ugly centipede, and that girl was his granddaughter, who died in the massacre, and he carried her body out and carried it all the way.
He never gave up on that child, because she was in his blood.
Now her body was just two meters away from me, in the bathtub next to her, wrapped in layers of green tiger vines. He carried her body from the Hall of Eternal Life all the way to the outside world, and preserved it in the underground tomb of Chenjiawu in the future, so that she could be resurrected one day in the future.
Resurrected with my body.
Su Mosen has raised me with hatred for so many years, and has taken me with him wherever he goes, with the sole purpose of waiting for the right time to give my body to the girl who is sleeping in the bathtub with the flower of the dead in her mouth.
He did all this because she was his own granddaughter.
I heard my heart suddenly laugh, hey, it turns out that he is not a fleshless person, it turns out that he also has people who care very much, it turns out that he also has blood and family.
I don't know if he ever had a moment, even if it was only for a second, to think about it, I am also someone else's granddaughter and daughter.
He obviously didn't think about the useless questions, just looked at me with a pair of cold eyes, and said, "I don't have the patience to wait any longer, and I believe that there is no need to wait any longer, your body has been perfect so far, and there is no sign of any mutation or that it will be changed." I really don't know if it's a matter of natural luck or which step it is, you two brothers and sisters, actually go against the sky, against the earth, and against all fixed patterns. ”
I thought of the awakening who I didn't know where I was now, and I wasn't sure if he was my brother or my brother, but now I was sure that it was my brother, because Su Mosen was talking about "brother and sister".
That's nice.
I've always fantasized that I could have a brother, and now, I have.
Su Mosen suddenly coughed, and said in a tone that seemed to be comforting: "Don't worry, it's not today, although I'm impatient, and your situation seems to be reassuring, but I've always been a strict person, and I hate to make mistakes the most, so I have to make a final determination." I contacted a private genetic laboratory in the United States before, and I have sent your blood samples and texture samples for a comprehensive analysis, and they have the best genetic experts and the most advanced equipment. ”
I kind of understood what he meant.
So that's what happened.
It turned out that Su Mosen had kept me by his side for so many years and did not take the final action, just to make sure that my body would not have such and such strange stubborn diseases or terrible mutations, that is, any form of "Pandora dysfunctional syndrome". What I learned from Chang Kun before was that all immortal people and their offspring had something terrible in their genes, which they called "cracked billets", which was a time bomb inherited from generation to generation, and could erupt anytime and anywhere. Su Mosen has raised me for so many years, and from time to time he has used harsh methods to inspect every skin and every inch of muscle in my body, and has drawn a few tubes of my blood every year, just to determine whether there are "cracks" in my genes, and why there are no abnormal conditions or signs of change.
I breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, thinking that it would take at least a week to send the samples to the United States, and then send back the final report after the tests, maybe enough for Li Xu and them to find my location. I think it's been at least two or three days since I disappeared now, and it is estimated that Lao Lazy and Chang Kun are alarmed and are looking for me all over the world.
They can look up my phone from the location of my phone and will find out that I was attacked and abducted at home. Then, although I knew in my heart that it was very slim, I still hoped that Su Mosen had left some traces of spiders and worms at home in a hurry, so that they could follow the clues to find them.
I was almost crazy with urgency, but my face didn't move.
In any case, I have to at least compete with him in momentum.
Su Mosen seemed to be completely immersed in his own world, not caring about my thoughts at all, and after a few minutes of silence, he suddenly sighed, and said with a little self-deprecation: "Actually, I still haven't figured out what your genes are all about, I think Xiu Chang'an may know, or Chen Jinghong, or someone else, someone should always know." I know very well that these few people seem to be obedient to me in the open, but secretly they still do a lot of small actions behind my back. ”
When he mentioned Uncle Xiu and Uncle Chen, my eyes hurt a little.
Su Mosen didn't care about my emotions, and continued to take care of himself: "When you were still in your mother's womb, your mother broke out with ghost disease, the situation is similar to the so-called porphyria in medicine now, photophobia, blood sucking, and ferocity, and it is impossible to have children with this disease, and the child will definitely be sucked dry by her as soon as it lands, and even in the fetal state, it is possible to lose blood." So I decided to dissect the fetus out of the womb in advance, but Xiu Chang'an and a few of them resisted to the death, and I didn't bother to make a fuss about such an indecent woman, so after that, they took care of your mother until term, and when dystocia occurred, she had to be dissected. ”
I imagined what my mother was like before I was born, and my heart hurt.
"I always wondered what they did to your mom or what drugs they gave her during that time, and that's why I had all those things that I couldn't understand," he said. But I asked tens of thousands of times, and they all said no. Damn, it's no wonder! ”
The more he spoke, the more excited he became, although the volume was not high, he gritted his teeth at every word, and his eyes were full of fire, and he looked extremely hateful.
I kind of want to laugh.
I think of the love and care that Uncle Xiu and Uncle Chen gave me when I was a child, and their faces were as clear as if they were in front of me.
Su Mosen suddenly stood up, took a step forward, and stared at me for a long time. I didn't shy away from it, and looked at him with my eyes open. At this time, there was neither hatred nor fear in my eyes, only two faint lights, neither light nor heavy, a bit of a posture of looking at death as home. Since he can't save his life, it is better to leave a little dignity, and when he looks at his granddaughter who has been resurrected with my body in the future, he may remember the coldness in my eyes at this time, and maybe he will feel that my ghost has always existed.
He said: "If you want to sleep, you can sleep, don't hold on to it, you are still young, you don't understand, I'm old, I've lived enough, and I understand it, being born as a human being, in fact, it's really not interesting, in the future, I just want to live with my granddaughter simply, coarse tea and light rice." I don't have any sorry for you, I won't feel guilty, you will go all the way by yourself, you will have long eyes when you cross the bridge, and you will be reborn in a good family in the next life. ”
With that, he left, and went out through the corner door, the wooden door creaked and then slammed, and then the click of the lock, and he locked the door from the outside.
My mind rumbled to the words he said earlier: You have enough in life.
That's enough.
That's enough.
This made me have a headache, and I really wanted to shout a few words, but when my mouth moved, I cried. What is enough, what is enough, I have just lived a little taste, I just feel that life is a little colorful, I finally have friends, I finally have love, I finally have a head, but he wants me to die.
You want me to die.
But I don't want to die, not at all!
I cried and cried, and fell asleep, and slept for a long, long night, for hours or days, with no concept of time at all, time was static, the world was frozen, and even my memory was frozen to a halt, as if a movie was in slow motion.
I think of Xiaohai, who is wearing earthy clothes and a pink butterfly hairpin on her head, standing quietly in the sun.
I think of Li Xu, who was wearing the most dazzling national dress, sitting on the side of the road and smoking, with a ruffian smile on her lips.
I think of the old lazy, he crossed his hands and tilted his hands on the sofa to look at me with half-squinted eyes, and suddenly laughed when he looked at it, it was an affectionate smile, and he loved me very much.
I think of Bai Yafeng, he always jumps and jumps in front of me and says something indecent, sigh, I'll go, Nier, are you fat, fat This thing is also contagious, you stay away from Xiaohai in the future.
I think of Dai Furong, who sat on the top of the stairs waiting for me, his eyes calm, and his expression with an uncatchable sadness, like a cowardly child.
I remembered......
I thought about all the people who appeared in my life, the happy and unhappy past, the people who gave me this kind of warmth. I even thought of Liu Yimin's pair of children, Liu Yunge is like a little elf, always so happy. Liu Yunfei is solemn and calm, and has a bearing that he is in control. Liu Yimin once hoped that I could be his daughter-in-law, and said that if Yunfei didn't have a girlfriend, he would definitely match us together and let me call him Dad. Bai Yafeng said, alas, don't mix blindly if I go, your son is several levels away from Wu Yanzu, and he is not worthy of my family. Liu Yimin rewarded him with two popping chestnuts......