The thought that my body would be taken over by someone else and that I would disappear from this world, all the fear nerves in my body suddenly woke up, I was so scared that I could barely breathe, and I felt like my heart was stopping.

For a while, my head went blank.

After thinking about and analyzing, I realized that I was not afraid that I would disappear and die, but that soul would take over my entire life in addition to my body.

Because judging from the two living examples of Shi Ling and Fu Yuxin, parasites do just that, they will eventually expel the original soul in their bodies, but retain all their memories and consciousness, including knowledge, ability, and cognition of society, etc.

So, if I were to be parasitized by the soul in that bathtub here today, she would have been able to live comfortably in this society at the risk of my name and identity, and there would be no mistakes.

She would pretend to be me to be Xiaohai and Li Xu's friend, and then she didn't know where her fate would lead.

She'll pretend to be me and be in a relationship with the lazy ones, and I don't know what the end will be for them.

If she's good enough acting and careful enough, maybe no one even finds out that she's not really Suni.

Just like before the "parasitic" situation in the underground tomb of Chenjiawu was exposed, no one found out that Fu Yuxin was actually not Fu Yuxin.

It turns out that there really is something more terrible in this world than death.

I've got to find a way to get out of here, and I can't afford to watch myself replaced by someone strange or even inexplicable.

But a person whose muscles were in a high degree of anesthesia could not really think of anything other than to pray.

I pray that Li Xu and Xiaohai will soon find out that I am missing, and quickly find clues to save me, if the two of them come together, bring weapons, they should be able to deal with Su Mosen's damn old bastard, and as long as I can get out of this bathtub, it won't take me a few hours to regain my mobility, and when the time comes, I will directly kill Su Mosen and let him get out of my life forever and ever.

He should have gotten out of my life a long time ago, hating and hating, and hating the most, is that he was too soft and timid in the past, and left a disaster to harm me now.

I thought about it, and suddenly unconsciously hummed the song that Li Xu often hummed.

It's a singular hymn.

It is the song of God.

It's as if as long as you sing and sing, hope and dawn will come, God will come, and savior will come.

It's a pity that reality is not a myth in the end, and there are not so many shocking and gorgeous reversals.

The savior didn't come, God didn't come, hope and dawn didn't come or anything.

Su Mosen is here.

Instead of entering through the door I could see at a glance, Sumosen pushed open another door next to my head. I didn't look too closely to know that there were two doors in this room. So when there was a sudden sound next to my head, I was startled, thinking there was a mouse.

But it was Su Mosen.

After figuring it out, I actually laughed secretly in my heart, thinking that he was a mouse in my heart, dirty, smelly, cold, and extremely disgusting.

He was not wearing a gas mask, he was exactly the same as before his disappearance, he had not aged a little, and there had been no change. He stood there straight and looked at me coldly, with no expression on his face and a cold gaze, as if I was just an object, without flesh and blood, without thoughts or feelings.

I looked at him quietly and continued to hum the song of God, the only way I could give myself some dignity at the moment.

He looked at me without saying a word for a while, slowly raised his right hand, pricked the needle in his hand into the vein in my neck, drew a tube of blood, and then walked away with a blank face, this time through another door, and I watched his back disappear, unable to do anything. I imagined me jumping up and breaking his neck, but I only imagined it.

After that I seemed to be asleep, and it didn't seem to be. Then it seemed to be asleep, and it seemed to be awake, very confused, completely unable to grasp the passage of time, not sure what time it was, how long it had been since I was caught by him, and whether Li Xu and the others had found out that I was missing.

Although the medicinal effect of horse frightening grass is not fatal and there are no sequelae, it is still quite terrible when it takes effect, in addition to anesthetizing the body, it will also affect the brain time through the anesthesia of blood, resulting in changes in the time and space of consciousness. Last year, there was a sensational news in the United States, a mad doctor injected some terminally ill and dying people with a drug he invented, changing their subconscious concept of time and space by anesthetizing their nerves and promoting hallucinations, so that the patients felt that they were living indefinitely and for an infinite time, living any kind of life they wanted, to put it bluntly, hallucinations. When I saw this report, I thought that the mad doctor might have an ingredient in the medicine he was using.

If I keep soaking in this tank of water, I will also hallucinate, and I will become more and more unable to distinguish the situation in reality.

A few times, I seemed to see Chen Jin Ziyu standing in the middle of the two bathtubs, looking at that side and looking at this side, so realistic, it didn't look like a fake at all. I desperately told myself in my heart that Chen Jinziyu was dead, and that it was just an illusion. But she just stood there seriously, silent, with a sad expression, and couldn't drive away.

Once, I even saw Uncle Xiu.

I'm a little worried that if I continue like this, my mind will be shattered by hallucinations.

I can only pray that Li Xu and the others will come to my rescue soon.

But the key question is, even I don't know where I am, where do they know? So basically I didn't have a way to live.

This life can only be earned by yourself, no matter what, if there is a little hope, you have to fight with Su Mosen.

I turned my face to look at the bathtub next to me, and in a daze, I felt that the green vines lined the deceased flower with a large shape like a peony, like a fairy with a heartbeat and breathing, refracting a psychedelic white light, which looked so unreal, it was ridiculous, so absurd that it made me feel cruel, as if everything in this world was a joke of the devil.

I fell asleep for a while, and when I woke up, Su Mosen came again, standing coldly, straight and straight next to him as before, without any expression, no so-called love or so-called hate, no sympathy and no hatred, anyway, there was no emotion that human beings should have.

As I thought before, he just treated me as an object, even though I had lived with him for so many years, even if I kept calling him grandpa, even if I had tried to show favor in the hope of getting a little love from him.

But this time he spoke to me.

He called me first, but instead of calling my name, he simply fed me.

Feed.

I looked at him with the same emotionless gaze he had seen me, trying to maintain my dignity and perhaps a little bit of pride that I had never had in his presence before. In the years since his disappearance, I have lived happily and freely, and I have learned what dignity is.

Even if I am destined to not escape this time, I must maintain my dignity as a human being with flesh and soul.

Su Mosen fed again: "Hey, wake up, right?" ”

I didn't say anything, he was a little unsure if I was conscious, stared at me for a while, stretched out a finger and moved left and right in front of my eyes, I closed my eyes, didn't look at him, he didn't care if I was awake or not, and began to speak on his own.

The tone in which he spoke was cold, and the words he uttered were even colder.

He said: "I don't have to talk nonsense with you, but if you count your life, you have to let you die to understand." You yourself know very well that you have lived long enough, and you have followed me without food and clothing, you must know how many people starved to death in China in the early years, you can always be fed, clothed, and warm, materially superior, happy enough, very good, and should be content. Now I want you to die, and I don't have to complain, everything you have has been given by me. Over the years, I also know that you hate me in your heart, it doesn't matter, I don't care, it's not related to it, it doesn't matter. ”

At this point he stopped abruptly, walked out of the door next to my head, and soon came back again, with a stool in his hand, placed it a meter away from me, and sat down, looking at me patiently. I don't know what's going on, but I seem to feel a kind of tranquility and kindness that I have never felt before from his silent aura for a few seconds, revealing a bit of a comical component.

I thought to myself that he was real, and as soon as I opened my mouth, I admitted that he and I were not related.

When he spoke again, even his voice revealed some kindness. I think it must have been anesthetized for too long, and the hallucinations were getting worse and worse.

He said: "You are a miracle created by me, everything you have now is created by me except life, you are so long-lived, eternally young, born with divine powers, you have unparalleled self-healing abilities, and all your senses are hundreds or thousands of times more than ordinary people. In short, the dreams of mankind for centuries have been fulfilled by you alone, and your life is very sufficient. ”

I sneered inwardly.

"We don't have much time, so let's not waste it, long story short," he said. In the past, I would probably keep you for a few more years until I have made sure that everything is going on with you, but now, I'm tired, I don't want to toss and I can't toss, so let's do it, finish the last thing, and I'll take you away and fly away and disappear from the world. ”

I half-squinted, still unable to figure out what he was trying to do.

He said: "Of course, when I say bring 'you', it's not actually you, the current 'you' will slowly die, but your body will survive forever, but it doesn't belong to you anymore." You don't have to hate me, let's spread it out, if it weren't for me, you would have died in the Palace of Eternal Life, I lost my favorite granddaughter to save you, so you owe her a life, and now it's time to pay him back. ”

This time I finally understood it all.

Daigo empowerment.

His granddaughter!