198 Are you going to leave me? (Thanks to 045040 and cherry for the diamond)

The person who ran after me was not the Zhang Jingchi who was deeply loved by me and thought that if I wanted to remove him from my life, I would be in pain, but the Xu Zhiyong who I would not love and would not have any story with him.

He tried to take me into his arms, but I struggled like a madman and yelled, "Don't touch me!" ”

Xu Zhiyong seemed to be deaf to my crazy shouting and roaring, he stubbornly and forcefully embraced me all into his arms, and in such a heavy rain, he said: "Li Cheng, divorce Zhang Jingchi, you divorce him, I will marry you." ”

But I no longer need to promise, I no longer need to rely on, what I need most now is to find a no-man's corner to run my tears, and when I have cried enough for all this sad thing, I still have to stand up, I can still stand up, I believe that as long as I leave the land of right and wrong in Shenzhen, as long as I leave all this whirlpool that makes me constantly alternate between happiness and unhappiness, I will definitely have to see a different sun.

I should have understood.

I've had pain once, and I should have understood.

But why do I have to fall into the quagmire again to understand the simplest and most difficult truth of life?

It's still the same old trick, I tried to gather all the strength in my hands, I ruthlessly pushed Xu Zhiyong, who had imprisoned me with a lot of strength, ruthlessly, I took a step back, I tried to keep myself from shivering because of the cold rain in the middle of the night, I looked at Xu Zhiyong, under the dim street lamp, his face was blurred, I said: "Xu Zhiyong, even if I divorce Zhang Jingchi, I will not have any follow-up with you, never." Don't waste any more time on me, not a second. Because I can never develop anything with you. ”

Looking back at me, Xu Zhiyong's voice was a little hoarse and a little dull, he said: "Life is very short, but it is very long, how can you be so sure now that you can tell everything in the future?" What Zhang Jingchi can't give you, I can give you. What he can give you, I can give you better than what he gives. I believe that I can be better than him. He's nothing remarkable, he's just born better than me, he's just more of an advantage than me. But these are no longer his advantages, and the Xu family is no longer his backer, he will only go one way to the dark, and he will not be able to give you happiness, but I can. He's not my opponent, he's only going to be my loser, he's not worthy of you. ”

The more Xu Zhiyong's words came to the end, the more I heard a hint of resentment.

He really hated Zhang Jingchi, and he hated it to the core.

It's as if Zhang Jingchi is unhappy with him, and he is unhappy to the bones.

I reached out and shoveled the rain that kept sliding overhead, and I took two steps back and leaned against the trunk of a nearby tree, and I said a little blankly, "You can never give me what I need." I thought we'd have made it clear. ”

Hurriedly took a few steps forward, holding my arm with both hands, Xu Zhiyong stared at me: "Li Cheng, except for the time in the army, I haven't felt like this for many years, I haven't felt like being alone for a long time, I haven't wanted to take a person for myself and have the feeling of staying by my side for a long time, it's impossible between you and Zhang Jingchi, you need a new life, I can give you a new life." Zhang Jingchi, what's so good about him, isn't he just a few more years older than me! He just seized a head start, in fact, you and I Xu Zhiyong are the most suitable, we have always been able to talk, haven't we! As long as you give me a chance, you will find out that I am true to you. ”

I took his hand off hard, still without emotion, and said, "I don't like you touching me." ”

After Xu Zhiyong's hand was shaken off by me, his hand hung there for a while before he said, "Are you always so cruel to people you don't like?" No matter what that person does for you, won't you be touched in the slightest? “

If Xu Zhiyong could show up so appropriately that night to take me away, and appear at my door again today, deliberately provoke Zhang Jingchi, and be so enthusiastic that he took me to surround Zhang Jingchi and Gao Lin, I haven't been able to guess that this is not a coincidence, but most of it is intentional, then my brain is really in water.

I suddenly laughed.

I stared at Xu Zhiyong, chuckled and said, "Xu Zhiyong, then can you tell me now, what have you done for me?" ”

The rain still didn't get lighter, but I finally saw Xu Zhiyong's face with a flicker, the corners of his mouth twitched slightly, and he said, "Don't you want Gao Lin to have no place in the luggage industry?" What you can't do, I'll do it for you. ”

Sure enough, he was the one who secretly released the news that Gao Lin was expelled for corruption.

So, I can think that all the things that have puzzled me during this period of time, and I can't figure out who is behind the scenes, are also done by him?

Anyway, it's all said, and I don't plan to be a relative of Xu Zhiyong, so at least let's find out.

After trying to sort out my thoughts, I stared at Xu Zhiyong and asked, "You didn't just do such a thing, right?" You also followed Zhang Jingchi, secretly photographed him in East Lake Park, and then sent it to me with an unfamiliar mobile phone number, right? Not only that, but I used a trumpet to pretend to be a wealthy potential customer to add me QQ, and then when my good friend was in the hospital in a car accident, he sent me a conversation between Zhang Jingchi and Old Man Xu, and sent me photos of Zhang Jingchi and Gao Lin on vacation in Hainan tonight, including the photos of Zhang Jingchi and Gao Lin meeting on the night of my accident, the people who did these things were all controlled by you behind the scenes, right? In fact, you already knew that the person Zhang Jingchi came to see tonight was Gao Lin, even if I didn't take the initiative to come over and follow him tonight, you would find a way to let me come over, wouldn't you? ”

Like a firecracker, I thought about what Xu Zhiyong said knowing that I wanted Gao Lin to have no place in the luggage industry, and he could still know that Gao Lin was expelled so quickly, and then thinking back to Xiaowei's reminder to me, I added: "Xiaowei was installed by you in Bolian, right?" The so-called Xiaowei and Gao Lin's criminal evidence collected by herself were also from your hand that you lent her hand to me, right? Xu Zhiyong, you really played a big game of chess. ”

In my series of questions, Xu Zhiyong always pursed his lips and looked at me, constantly silent.

I guess that's the answer.

I sneered, left the trunk I was leaning on, and walked straight ahead.

Xu Zhiyong raised his voice in the back and said: "No matter what I did, it wasn't me Xu Zhiyong who forced Zhang Jingchi to accompany Gao Lin to Hainan for a vacation with a gun, nor did I force him to go to see Gao Lin and Gao Lin Qingqing on the night of your accident, he was going to come out to open a room with Gao Lin tonight, not to mention that I Xu Zhiyong held a kitchen knife against his neck and asked him to go!" You can't just take all your anger out on me because your man betrayed you, and think that it was all me! ”

I didn't respond to Xu Zhiyong's words and continued to move forward.

He ran up again, and tried to take my hand, but I dodged it suddenly, and I said viciously, "You'd better stop touching me with your hand!" ”

Xu Zhiyong froze in place.

It took him a long time before he said slowly, "If I were hypocritical, I wouldn't have to give you the bullet that I had been carrying for many years." ”

I froze slightly, but continued walking.

Walking to the bus stop opposite, I stood there in the rain to stop a taxi, and finally came to one, I climbed up wet, the driver turned around, he originally seemed to be very disgusted to get me off the bus, but I looked at him blankly and said, "Convention and Exhibition Center, Galaxy International." ”

He didn't move, and I continued to look at him blankly.

He was stunned for a moment, then quickly turned around and drove obediently.

When the car arrived at the door of Galaxy International, I took out all the money from my pocket and handed it to him, then got out of the car, didn't even close the door, and walked away in despair.

I didn't take the elevator, I don't know if I was crazy or crazy, in short, I walked towards the staircase, every step I took, a lot of memories will be revived, I remembered that time Zhang Jingchi stubbornly wanted to hold me up the stairs, how happy we were at that time.

And now I'm alone, and the dim light stretches my shadow long.

I couldn't believe that the man who had given me so many sweet visions had just broken my heart and turned it into layers of white ash.

When I got home, I changed into dry clothes like no one else, and began to pack my things, I didn't want to leave a trace of myself, I packed up very carefully, I even disassembled the computer that had fallen into dust, and then found a small box for the old printer, and sealed it with tape.

While I was folding my clothes in my suitcase, Zhang Jingchi came back.

I didn't look at him, still busy with my own.

Zhang Jingchi suddenly squatted down and tried to hold my hand, I glared at him coldly, his hand hung there, and finally did not fall.

After a stalemate, Zhang Jingchi buried his head, and his voice was very soft: "Orange, do you want to leave me?" ”

I looked up at him, and I asked faintly, "What do you think?" ”

Squatting on the ground, Zhang Jingchi said infinitely tiredly: "Gao Lin and I are not what you think. ”

He lowered his head, and I could only focus my gaze on his forehead, and I chuckled and said, "What do you think I want to be?" ”

He was silent.

I still kept smiling, but it was already full of bitterness: "You weren't on a business trip a few days ago, you went to Hainan with Gao Lin, right?" Also, the night I was drugged by your grandfather, you were with Gao Lin, right? Her hand was on top of yours for several minutes, didn't you say that you don't like other women touching you, Gao Lin shouldn't be another woman to you. You asked me to stop dealing with her, not just because I missed my old feelings, but for another reason. A few hours ago, after I ran away, you and Gao Lin had a lot to say, so you didn't run out to chase me, right? ”