199 goodbye, better never again.

Zhang Jingchi raised his head, the corners of his mouth twitched, he seemed to have a lot to say, but in the end, he only said: "Don't ask." ”

It was my turn to be silent.

I understood what he meant by this was that he didn't want to tell me what he was doing with Gao Lin.

I didn't stop packing my things, I still stacked those clothes neatly in my suitcase, how I brought them here, how I would take them out.

I believe that after leaving Shenzhen and leaving Zhang Jingchi, my life will no longer be like a mess of mud.

When I had put all my clothes in place and zipped them up, I spoke slowly, "I'll go back tomorrow morning to go through the resignation procedures, and I hope to sign the divorce agreement in the afternoon." As for whether you want to give me some money, you can do it. ”

Teng got up and pounced, Zhang Jingchi hugged me fiercely, his face kept rubbing my face and said, "I won't agree to divorce, I won't divorce you." ”

I didn't push him away immediately, I hung limply in his arms, and I said unusually calmly, "I'm not consulting you, I'm informing you." ”

Hugging me with ten times or twenty times more strength than before, Zhang Jingchi seemed to raise his voice uncontrollably and said, "I won't divorce you!" Never! Let me be selfish this time, I don't want a divorce! ”

I laughed again.

First I laughed softly, then grinned, and finally I couldn't control the urge to laugh.

After I finished laughing, my heart was like ashes: "Zhang Jingchi, count me as begging, let me go, release me, and give me a way to live." I trouble you to let me live like a person, let me live some ordinary days, let me live some stable days. Even if it's me begging you. ”

Following my words, Zhang Jingchi's arm that was imprisoned on me loosened slightly, but he still didn't let go of me, I thought he would say something, who knows or the same sentence: "Orange, I'm sorry." ”

Mourning is greater than the death of the heart.

What else would he say besides being sorry?

Or from the moment the old man Xu attacked my child four years ago, we were already in a mess, but because we didn't know, we could deceive ourselves.

And now, there is not only another new life between us, new hatreds and old hatreds are surging wantonly, but also a Gao Lin.

It doesn't matter whether he betrayed me mentally or physically.

What happened tonight was just the straw that broke all the bonds between us.

We are already in a mess with each other, so why deceive ourselves and deliberately force ourselves?

I struggled for a moment, finally getting a little bit of relief, and then I broke his fingers one by one and pushed him aside.

I stood up slowly, put up my suitcase, and I said lightly: "I haven't figured out where to go for the time being, I'm temporarily living opposite for the past few days, I hope you respect yourself, don't touch me casually in the future, otherwise I'll chop off your hands and feed the dogs, I do what I say." ”

After speaking, I tossed and dragged my suitcase outside, Zhang Jingchi squatted there, he kept twisting his eyes to look at me, his eyes were still like a pool of bottomless lakes, but he really couldn't ferry my happiness anymore.

In just a few days, I fell from heaven to hell, and I finally believed that falling in love with him foreshadowed the happiness of my life.

In the future, I will never fall in love with anyone again as much as I love him.

Never again.

There will never be.

I meditated on it, dragged my suitcase open the door, and walked out resolutely, throwing away all the joys and sorrows that had happened here like throwing away a piece of spicy duck neck that I could not taste.

But beneath these happy and proud skins is my heart, which I have broken and cannot resent.

I stayed up all night.

Instead of lying on the bed, not sitting on the couch, I put my suitcase horizontally against the wall, and I sat on it against the wall and sat all night.

Thinking about a lot of things, thinking about the first I love you I heard, thinking about the first loss, thinking about the first child, thinking about the days in Fujian, thinking about the days after returning to Shenzhen, I thought about it, and finally thought of the day when I and Zhang Jingchi argued, he took me back to the previous high school, the desk he used, he said, I'm graduating, goodbye to Tianluo girl.

And now, on this night when the lights are clear and cold, I silently say to him in my heart, my male god, goodbye.

Yes, goodbye, it's better never to see you again.

This difficult night has finally passed.

It rained all night, and when it was dawn, the sun still came out.

I stood up against the wall, stretched my limbs, which had been numb from sitting all night, and then quietly went to wash up and change my makeup before opening the door.

I want to hurry up to Bolian to go through the resignation procedures, so that I can go to see Sister Hong as soon as possible.

didn't guard the door as before, and when I opened the door, Zhang Jingchi also happened to open the door on the opposite side.

I didn't look at him and went straight to the elevator.

didn't take the initiative to talk to me, Zhang Jingchi followed me all the way, I bought a subway ticket and went on the subway, and he also followed me to the subway.

During this period, a man wanted to squeeze to my side, Zhang Jingchi pushed him away, and then used his hand to create a space for me that others can't squeeze, I lowered my head, I didn't want to look at him.

Finally returned to the company.

I didn't go up to the 15th floor, but went straight to Luo Mihui.

At this time, I suddenly realized that except for Luo Mihui, I had no one else to tell as much as I could about what had happened in the past few days.

After I finished all the work, Luo Mihui, who usually likes to joke without heart and lungs, was silent.

She was silent for about five minutes before she said slowly: "Zhang Jingchi is not to protect that old immortal, he can't fight, as for him and Gao Lin, I don't express my opinion, after all, people are separated from each other, I respect your choice." ”

I nodded, not having the strength to say more.

Luo Mihui said again: "Lin Xiaomei's problem is clear, we have already sued her, according to the amount involved, she will probably go in for three years." ”

Today, I suddenly feel that whether it is Qiu Jialing, Lin Xiaomei, or Gao Lin, it no longer matters how they are.

The real murderers are at large, and they are just pawns in the torrent, what is it.

I knew that with my strength, it would be impossible to bring down Old Man Xu, and I would not try to fight that vicious madman again.

It's not that I'm afraid of his threats, I'm afraid that I'll affect the people around me, and I also feel that it is a waste of life to continue the remaining days with hatred. I can only comfort myself that he has done too much evil and has his own harvest.

So, I hummed without a wave.

As I hummed, Luo Mihui continued: "Xiaowei submitted her resignation notice two days ago, she is also in a hurry, she is the last day of work today, she asked when you will come to work, I want to say goodbye to you. ”

I stood up, and I said, "Okay, I'll go up and have a look." Anyway, I resigned today, and I still have company. ”

When I opened the door, Luo Mihui added behind me: "Li Cheng, no matter what happens to you and Zhang Jingchi, I'm still very happy to have you as a friend." ”

I turned around and smiled at Romy and said, "Me too." ”

Up to the 15th floor, I walked straight to Xiaowei's office, where she was standing, leaning over to say something to the colleague who had taken over her work, and I knocked on the door.

Xiaowei raised her head and looked at me, and she quickly said to the colleague, "You digest it first, and I'll come back to tell you later." ”

When I arrived at my office, Xiaowei took the initiative to close the door and lock it.

I pulled out the chair in the booth and sat down, I raised my face, and said lightly as if it didn't matter to me: "I am going to divorce Zhang Jingchi." ”

Xiaowei quickly buried her head like an ostrich, her voice was as soft as a feather, and she said, "Li Cheng, I'm sorry, I can't help myself." ”

It's so involuntarily.

I smiled lightly and said, "It doesn't matter. ”

Xiaowei suddenly moved over and approached me, but she still whispered, "Li Cheng, I really regarded you as a friend later." ”

In this world, probably the most worthless thing is sincerity.

I smiled far-fetchedly, and I continued: "You are Xu Zhiyong who inserted it into Bolian, right?" ”

Xiaowei was silent for a while, and she hummed.

Suddenly, she raised her head, and she said, "But Li Cheng, you have to believe me, in the past few years in Bolian, I have sincerely done things for Bolian." I just followed Xu Zhiyong's arrangement and paid attention to Broadlink's customer base, and I didn't do anything else. ”

Again, I smiled forcefully and said, "Really, not?" ”

Sorting out the information in Gao Lin's office that day, it should be Xu Zhiyong who called her, if it wasn't for her, how could Xu Zhiyong know about Gao Lin's expulsion so quickly?

There was a long silence again, and Xiao Wei said for a long time: "Yes." When you were in Fujian, according to Xu Zhiyong's arrangement, I found a few women to find you stubble, so that Mr. Zhang could save the beauty in a timely manner. There is also this time to reveal to Xu Zhiyong your plan and Luo Mihui's plan and Mr. Zhang's whereabouts. ”

I groaned.

In my heart, I thought it was really funny, it turned out that during this time, I was just participating in a farce of praying mantis catching cicadas and yellow finches.

After laughing, a question rose in my heart, since Xu Zhiyong has done so many things recently, all to destroy my marriage with Zhang Jingchi, why did he go to great lengths to match me and Zhang Jingchi in the first place?

I don't believe what he said now, and I returned my Zhang Jingchi to me, and he matched us just to make up for the mistakes he made four years ago.

Is Xu Zhiyong's brain sick?

I am very sure that Xu Zhiyong's mind is normal.

So, what was his purpose in matching me and Zhang Jingchi at the beginning?

Is it to make Zhang Jingchi and the Xu family fall out completely?

However, if it was just to make Zhang Jingchi fall out with the Xu family, why did he install Xiaowei in Bolian?

Or, Xu Zhiyong's real purpose is to completely defeat Zhang Jingchi, right?

After analyzing it all the way, my heart was immediately overwhelmed with worry.

Just as I was shaking my head, Xiaowei said again: "Li Cheng, you may think that I am quibbling, but you can also think that I am trying to win sympathy." My brother and Xu Zhiyong are comrades-in-arms, my brother has been sick for several years and his kidneys are failing, if it weren't for Xu Zhiyong constantly helping my brother pay for his medical expenses, or he wouldn't have been able to wait until the day of the matching kidney transplant. I've had a good relationship with my brother since I was a child, and I can't watch him die. I am in Bolian, Mr. Zhang is very good to me, the more he treats me, the more I feel guilty, I can't stand it a little bit, I want to quit, Xu Zhiyong stays for a while, and when this turmoil passes, he will let me go. I knew he had some thoughts about you, so I would have brought you to your attention, but I couldn't tell you all at the time. I'm sorry for the hurt caused to you and Mr. Zhang. ”

After saying that, Xiaowei bent down and bowed deeply to me.

When she was done, she glanced at me again, slowly stepped out, and closed the door for me again.

I sat down in my chair and pondered for a while, then finally got up and pushed the door open, heading straight for Zhang Jingchi's office.