Chapter 185: Being in the Trap (3)
Facing Shen Yu's questioning, Izumi was dumbfounded: "I ......" She realized that she had missed something, so she lowered her head in confusion, not knowing what to do.
At the same time, Shen Yu was in good spirits, and his originally gloomy and cold face poured out a soft joy. He couldn't wait to know her answer: "You saw her at the South Gate, didn't you?" You care about me, and you misunderstood, that's why you treated me lukewarmly yesterday, and treat me so coldly today. Right? ”
Izumi lowered his eyes and refused to look up at Shen Yu, and took advantage of his joy to get carried away with his strength and broke free of the restraint. She hurriedly took a few steps back, opened a safe distance between them, and said stubbornly: "No! I didn't go to see her...... It was Takekage who told me later. ”
In this sentence, she seemed to be lying to him, but she was also deceiving herself.
Shen Yu naturally wouldn't believe it, and retorted again: "I don't believe it, Zhuying has always pursued the principle of 'more words are better than less words', so he won't say this to you...... Take 10,000 steps back, even if Zhuying says it, it must be that he thinks this thing has to be said. If you don't have me in your heart, why does he talk to you about Zihan? ”
Hearing this name twice, it was only when I heard this name that I really wrote it down, and it turned out that yesterday's woman in green was called "Zihan". She didn't want Shen Yu to see her weakness, so she buried her head lower and lower, and didn't say a word more.
Seeing her like this, Shen Yu still refused to give up, as if he had to force out her true words: "Out of Xiu, your level of lying is too poor." If you are telling the truth, if you don't have me in your heart, then why don't you dare look up at me? What are you running away from? ”
Escape from what? Chuxiu calmed down, suppressed the craze that was gradually surging in his heart, and forced himself to raise his eyes and look at Shen Yu: "I didn't escape, and I don't need to escape." I have always had only Hou Ye alone in my heart, I was in the past, I am now, and I will still be in the future. What are you trying to prove that you want me to look up at you? Shen Yu, you should give up. ”
"Dead heart? If I could control myself, I would have died eight years ago. Shen Yu took two steps forward, and the blazing heat in his eyes made Xiu unable to look directly, very uncomfortable.
"Don't come here again." Seeing that he had been approaching in his direction, Izuku unconsciously retreated backwards.
One advances, one retreats, Shen Yu was silent, pressing step by step, and finally forced Izuku to the corner against the wall. The latter was at a loss, and repeated again in shame: "Don't come again!" ”
Izumi said this, but Shen Yu did the opposite, approaching two steps and standing face to face with Izuxiu. At this moment, the distance between the two could not be closer, and Shen Yu could stick to Chuxiu's cheek as long as he bowed his head.
He had a faint medicinal fragrance on his body over the years, and she had a faint fragrance that was born to a woman, and the two scents merged at this moment, turning into another fragrance that was extremely suitable and seductive. Shen Yu sniffed deeply, almost unable to hold it, his tall body cast a heavy shadow on the corner of the wall, slowly surrounding Xiu's whole person.
This was an extremely ambiguous posture, and she could feel Shen Yu's hot breath on her forehead and cheeks, and the scorching temperature made her very unbearable. She subconsciously turned her face away, bent down in panic, and tried to get out from under Shen Yu's ribs. Who knew that the other party's eyes were fast, and he leaned over to stop her, and he couldn't dodge it and quickly flashed back, but he used too much force, and the back of his head was about to hit the wall.
said that it was too late, and then it was too fast, Shen Yu suddenly stretched out the palm of his right hand to protect the back of her head. But listening to the sound of a "bang", Izuku felt the back of his head against a thick and warm object. But Rao is like this, she was still knocked into the black, and her mind was dizzy.
I closed my eyes and froze, but when I opened them again, the dizziness was gone. Only then did she find out that Shen Yu actually used her palm to remove the strength for her, protecting the back of her head from hitting the wall.
"You're hurt?" She saw that there were a few blood marks left on the bone joints on the back of Shen Yu's right hand, which were obviously broken by the wall.
"It's out of the way, are you hurt?" Shen Yu stroked the back of her neck very nervously, making a gesture to poke her head to check the back of her head.
Izuku was stunned for a moment, only to realize what an intimate action this was, but it was too late, Shen Yu had already wrapped his hands around her jade neck, one hand on her fragrant shoulder, and the other hand gently stroked the back of her head, looking sideways.
Such a posture...... Looking at it from a distance, it was as if the two were embracing each other. What's more, it seems that Shen Yu is kissing Izuxiu's earlobe. Thinking of this, Izumi only felt that her cheeks were hot, and she hurriedly pushed him and said, "I'm fine, you let go of me." ”
Shen Yu's figure was stunned, as if he hesitated for a moment. But the next moment, he had gritted his teeth and made up his mind, and his hand was even stronger, and he took the opportunity to take Chuxiu into his arms. He rested his chin on her fragrant shoulder and sighed deeply: "Why are you so stubborn! Is it that hard for you to admit that you care about me? ”
The hot breath that Shen Yu exhaled when she spoke swept over Chu Xiu's earlobe bit by bit, making her even more ashamed, almost forgetting to reply, and only pushed him back with both hands, each time heavier than the strength of her hands.
What is this bit of strength? For Shen Yu, it's like a kitten's paw tickling. He chuckled lightly and hugged the delicate body in his arms tighter: "It's been two and a half years, Han Chu, I really miss you...... What about you? Have you ever thought of me for a moment? ”
Hearing these two short sentences, Izuku immediately deflated, and the hands that were originally desperately resisting gradually became weak, and then slackened and drooped, and slowly fell down Shen Yu's high-quality robe. She didn't know how to reply, there was a slight sour feeling on the tip of her nose, and all the bitterness and discomfort that had been accumulated in her heart for a long time seemed to have finally found an outlet for catharsis......
Out of the Xiu suddenly and without any scruples began to cry loudly, tears flowed down, and finally she unconsciously fell into Shen Yu's arms, crying and trembling all over, unable to say a word. Since that Chinese New Year's Eve two and a half years ago, until now, there have been too many stories in between, and she is carrying and enduring alone, she is too tired and tired:
A chastity archway pressed on her body, Nie Peixiao's bold pursuit made her at a loss, Yun Muge's misfortune, the death of the old housekeeper Yun Zhong, the fall of the Ming family, and the changes in the situation in Nanxi...... And the sudden 50 million taels of gold, and everything Yun Ci did...... Everything weighed on her like a mountain, making her exhausted and cautious.
It's not that you don't want to talk to someone, but where can you find a suitable person to talk to? And at this moment, in the face of Shen Yu's aggressiveness, she couldn't help it, she just wanted to cry loudly and leave all the hardships and hardships in her heart behind.
Now in this world, in fact, Shen Yu is the person who understands her the most, and he loves her the most. They have similar experiences, they have all gone through the ups and downs of life, they have lost loved ones, they have fallen to the bottom, they have reached the top step by step, and they have also reached out to save each other in danger......
Perhaps, the unspeakable pain in her heart can only be understood by him, but she doesn't know how to say it. Only tears can express her mood at this moment—complicated, really complicated.
Shen Yu didn't say anything more, just hugged Chuxiu and let her cry in his arms. Twilight Chun's thin clothes had been soaked with Izumi's tears, and a whole piece of fabric on his chest was wet and ironed on his chest, which should have been an uncomfortable feeling, but Shen Yu felt extremely happy. At this moment, waiting for the moment when Izumi opened his heart, he had waited for too long, too long.
From the fourteen-year-old Hanchu to the twenty-two-year-old Chuxiu, eight years, the most beautiful and down-and-out eight years in his life, the most indulgent and ignorant, and the most awakened eight years, the most comfortable and lascivious, and the most life-and-death dangers, all passed under the witness of Hanchu. In the final analysis, his change, everything he did was just for her alone.
At this moment, at this moment, a pair of people who hugged each other tightly no longer had to say a word. I don't know how long it took for Shen Yu to finally realize that something was wrong - a small patch of blood was covered by the sleeve of Xiu's left arm.
He was startled, and quickly let go of his embrace, lifted her jaw, and gently soothed: "Don't cry, the wounds are all cracked." ”
Izuku's clear eyes were full of water marks, and Pear Blossom looked at her left arm with rain, and said with a sob: "Xu yes...... When you just broke free...... The wound cracked. ”
Shen Yu saw that she was crying so much that she couldn't even finish her words, and she felt so sorry in her heart, so she smiled and said: "It's all my fault, I hugged it too tightly, otherwise you don't have to struggle." As he spoke, he raised his hand to wipe away the tears for Izumi, his slightly calloused fingertips rubbing the corners of her eyes, both soft and loving.
Izuku's long eyelashes stained with water marks shone slightly, and two crystal tears slowly slid down her fair cheeks. She seemed to be unable to bear Shen Yu's movements, and subconsciously dodged back, leaving the other party's hand in the air.
A hint of clarity flashed in the bottom of Izuxiu's eyes, and he bit his lower lip in a panic and was silent.
Shen Yu saw that she began to dodge again, and her eyebrows frowned again: "What's wrong?" ”
Izumi raised her hand to wipe away her tears, knowing that there were words that she shouldn't have said, but she still said, "I'm sorry, I'm in a trance...... I will treat you as a marquis. ”
In a word, he immediately sent Shen Yu, who was in the clouds, back to hell: "What did you say?" The murderous coldness around him diffused again, and the wisps shot towards the delicate people around him.
Izuxiu's face turned white, and he didn't dare to look at him again, so he was ruthless and explained: "The medicinal fragrance on your body is similar to that of Master Hou...... I missed it so much that I recognized the wrong person. ”
"Mistaken person?" Shen Yu's face sank like water, and he asked rhetorically. If Xiu looked up at him at this moment, he would see how ugly his face was—
Cold, sharp, cruel, broken...... One by one intertwined on Shen Yu's face, and finally turned into a disappointment that was on the verge of collapse.
Izuku only felt that the bottom of her eyes was blurry, as if her vision was blocked by overflowing tears. But there was also her heart and her mind, which made her dare not think about what she had just said and done.
The pain of being drunk and disappointed, the pain of being peeled off by the cruel reality, has unconsciously grown thorns in her heart, no matter who wants to get close, they will be stabbed all over the body, Shen Yu is especially scarred.
Pain to pain, disappointment to disappointment, but Shen Yu also clearly felt the wavering of Izuku. He had reason to believe that she was just looking for an excuse to comfort herself, and he was willing to make it: "Even if you take me as a salvation, I will admit it...... One day, you will see who I am. ”