Chapter 186: Being in the Trap and Being Confused (4)



"One day, you'll see who I am." What kind of deep and humble emotion is this? Can he make the proud Shen Xiaohou Ye compromise to this point?

When Izumi heard this, she wanted to cry again, and she couldn't help but raise her hand to cover her lips, and choked up: "But I'm already sober, you're not him, never will." ”

She didn't want to delay Shen Yu any longer, he was already twenty-five this year, and other men had already married wives and had children, wives and concubines at this age, and became the father of several children; But Shen Yu had to bear a marriage in name only, waiting hopelessly, failing others and himself, and continuing to waste time stupidly......

Shen Yu naturally didn't know what Chu Xiu was thinking, but he didn't want to talk about this topic again, lest they end up unhappy with each other. If he had come with the intention of quarrelling, he would have asked Nie Peixiao directly, at least to find out if they were riding together.

But for the sake of this brief but precious reunion, he held back, deliberately ignoring the people and things that disturbed him. He wants to seize this opportunity to open up with Izumi to enhance his relationship and leave a better impression on each other.

Izuku choked with self-restraint, and her whole body trembled again, Shen Yu's heart was indescribably sour when she saw this, and then she saw that the blood stains on her left sleeve were getting heavier and heavier, and she felt even more worried, so she changed the topic and said: "Your injury is serious, I'll go find the medicine box." ”

Izuku hurriedly stopped: "No need, you go back, I'll let the maid come and give me medicine." ”

Shen Yu saw that she rejected herself again, and even refused to take medicine, she was already a little annoyed in her heart, and she was angry that she didn't care for her body: "You want to let people see you like this?" The Yun family's housewife is in tears? ”

Sure enough, when Izumi heard this, he hesitated, pursed his lips and said no more.

Shen Yu also wanted to take the opportunity to give her a space to ease her mood, so she went out to find Yun Feng to get the medicine box. He went and returned as fast as he could, for fear of delaying Izumi's injury. Unexpectedly, when he returned to Zhiyanxuan, the figure of the woman in white was no longer in the small living room......

Looking at the empty small living room, Shen Yu felt indescribable loss and disappointment. He thought about it, and took a quick turn in Zhiyan Xuan with the medicine box, but still couldn't find the shadow of Xiu, so he turned around and went in the direction of Xinxingzhai.

The afternoon of late spring is already a little hot and dry, the sun is like gold, pure and transparent, shining in the sky. Shen Yu walked in a hurry all the way, and when he arrived outside the Qingxinzhai Gate, thin sweat was already oozing from his forehead. Striding into the arch of weeping flowers, looking at the grass, trees, houses and tiles, Shen Yu was embarrassed.

This is the place where his friend Yun Ci haunted the most during his lifetime, and he always spent more than half of his time in this Qingxin Zhai every day, studying poetry, compiling books, and handling general affairs......

I haven't set foot here for a long time, but Shen Yu feels that this place seems to have never changed, and everywhere is full of the unique aura of Yunci, as if the man in white who is like a fairy has never left.

Thinking of Yun Ci's earnest entrustment before he passed away, Shen Yu felt even more ashamed and guilty. Five years have passed, not only have I not been able to take Han Chu away and take care of her, but I even have to watch her struggle in the world and shoulder the burden of the Yun family. What's more, she has been helped by her many times.

Shen Yu asked himself that in the past few years, he has been accustomed to the impermanence of life and death in his career and on the battlefield, and he is a dignified and dignified general who bleeds without tears when he fights against the enemy, but he can't help but have hot eyes at this moment. Suddenly, there seemed to be a voice reminding him - don't be sad, don't blame yourself, cherish the present, and grasp the future.

The hand holding the medicine box clenched fiercely, and Shen Yu immediately cleared the stage, remembering that there were still injuries on Chu Xiu's body, and hurriedly walked to the study. As soon as he turned the small corridor, he saw Izuku leaning on the rocking chair in front of the door of the study in a daze, holding a manuscript in his hand, and his lips pursed as if he was thinking.

The blue sky is like washing, the white clothes are better than the snow, the spring breeze blows her clothes, and her hair flutters, so that the scarlet blood stains on her sleeves are extremely dazzling. Shen Yu kept looking at her, but she kept staring at the manuscript, almost losing her mind. And the expression that froze on her face was shame, more like repentance......

Shen Yu was glad that he guessed correctly, Izuxiu was really here, but where was she dealing with housework? is clearly remembering Yun Ci. Shen Yu couldn't help but sink in his heart, and he couldn't tell what he was feeling in his heart, so he coughed lightly, pretended not to see anything, frowned and asked, "Why did you run to Qingxinzhai without making a sound?" I don't treat my arm injury, don't you want to die? ”

Seeing Shen Yu coming over, Izumi was even more at a loss, and hurriedly got up from the rocking chair. At this moment, there were no tears on her face, and her emotions seemed to have calmed down a lot, but her expression instantly became evasive, and her cheeks were white without blood: "I...... It's okay. ”

"Still saying it's okay? Have you looked in the mirror? His face was so white that he didn't look like a living person, apparently due to blood loss. Shen Yu saw that the blood stains on her sleeves were more dense than Fang Cai, so he hurriedly took out the wound medicine from the medicine box, and then said, "You get closer, I'll reapply the medicine to you." ”

Izumi seemed to have lingering palpitations about the matter of Fang Yu, for fear that he would be slighted again if he got close to Shen Yu. So she stood still, still holding the manuscript in her hand, and shook her head: "You just let it go, I'll let Danxin take medicine for me." ”

Shen Yu's gaze slowly looked down, and finally landed on the manuscript in Izuxiu's hand. With just one glance at the cover, he knew that it was Yun Ci's handwritten manuscript, and then he understood why Izuku was holding on to it.

Almost annoyed again, Shen Yu frowned at her: "What are you awkward?" It's not like I haven't drugged you. Saying that, he took a big step forward, pulled her into his arms, grabbed her waist and almost threatened: "If you struggle a little longer, don't blame me for being thin." ”

Seeing Shen Yu's serious expression, he was afraid that he would do what he said, so he hesitated for a moment and finally compromised, and replied in a low voice: "I'm not hiding, can you let me go first?" After all, this is outside, and it will be seen by the next generation......"

"Then let's go inside!" Shen Yu deliberately caught the ambiguity in her words, and said seriously: "It's okay to enter the house, who dares to come in and see?" ”

Izumi frowned, and her face turned pale: "You don't have to enter the house, you let go first." ”

Only then did Shen Yu let go of the hand around her waist, held her left arm instead, and lifted up his sleeve to look. I saw that on the white jade arm, the original bandage had been stained with blood, and it was terrifyingly red one by one. Shen Yu was born and died on the battlefield, what kind of injuries have you never seen? If he suffered such a small injury to his flesh, he was afraid that he would not take it seriously, but because the injured person was out of Xiu, he felt that the injury was very serious and ...... It hurts him.

The bandage was carefully untied, the medicine was carefully applied, and then the bandage was carefully re-bandaged...... It wasn't until all the processes were completed that he remembered that the back of his hand had also been scratched in many places, so he hastily dealt with it.

Izuku originally wanted to be concerned about a few words, but after all, he restrained himself and only said: "You go back, I heard His Royal Highness King Cheng say that you will leave for Jingzhou in two days to recover your life...... You should have a good rest these days. ”

It's getting rusty again! Shen Yu didn't want to give her another chance to escape: "Han Chu, are you playing tricks on me?" More than two years ago, you persuaded me to cheer up, I also hugged you and kissed you, and I also tied your hair for you with my own hands, have you forgotten? ”

Hearing this, Izuku's face suddenly became even paler, and this time even Sakura's lips lost a trace of blood. She immediately looked away and whispered, "You also said that I was urging you to cheer up...... That's just a way to comfort you. ”

Maybe it's because of Qingxinzhai, maybe it's because he remembered Yun Ci's entrustment before his death, Shen Yu suddenly lost his injury, and his heart was full of courage again. Once again, his gaze fell on Yun Ci's manuscript, which had hitherto remained in Izuku's hands. He took a deep breath and asked sharply, "What about Fang Cai?" You even cry my placket wet, how can you explain it? And you eat Zihan's vinegar, what do you say? ”

Izumi just looked at the manuscript in her hand, and the thin gold handwriting on it was so familiar, as if it had come from her own hand. One by one, the blades were hidden, as if they were hooking her heart, and a hole was torn apart, which would be difficult to heal for the rest of her life.

"Let's go." Izuku only said: "We will ...... in the future Don't meet in private anymore. ”

"Why?" Shen Yu immediately asked: "Do you want to escape again?" Give up on me again? ”

"I never chose you, so why give up?" A sneer appeared on Chu Xiu's lips, and he didn't know whether he was laughing at himself or Shen Yu.

A laugh came, but Shen Yu's words were very firm, and the words hit out of Xiu's ears: "If you said this before, it is hard to guarantee that I will believe it, and I will be sad; But if you say that today, I will never believe it...... You ask yourself, can you convince yourself of that? If you can't convince yourself, how can I be convinced? ”

Hearing this, Izuku bit her lower lip and said for a long time: "Believe it or not, I just came to find a book, and now I'm leaving." Uncle, you are going or staying, feel free. ”

"It's 'Uncle' again!" Shen Yuyi snatched the manuscript from Chuxiu's hand and asked coldly: "Just now you said that you were going to 'deal with general affairs', but now it has become 'looking for a book'?" Hanchu, your excuses are getting worse and worse! If you really want him to rest in peace, you should be with me as he wished! If this continues, if my patience wears out, I don't know what I will do. ”

"What can you do? What do you want to do? Izumi opened her eyes wide and warned in a condensed voice: "If you dare to use force on me...... I'll hate you all my life! ”

After that, she looked at her empty hands, and then realized that Yun Ci's manuscript had been taken away. She immediately stretched out her hand towards Shen Yu and wanted to snatch it back: "You give it back to me!" That's Hou Ye's stuff! ”

Shen Yu raised his hand high to prevent Xiu from reaching the manuscript, forcing her to answer her own question: "So you really want to reject everyone in order to save it?" Guarding that chastity archway for the rest of your life? ”

Izumi stared up at the manuscript, her eyes sore from the sunlight shining in from under the veranda. She closed her eyes and eased her tears a little, before she raised her head again and replied stubbornly: "Yes! I will guard the Yun clan for the rest of my life. ”