238 Do not give it up
I was yelled at by Cheng Mo and was so angry that I hung up the phone without thinking about it, and when I heard the beep in the microphone, I realized that I had hung up the phone of the violent Cheng Mo. After thinking for a moment, I called Cheng Mo again, and his tone was still angry: "What's wrong?" Now I've really spoiled you and forgotten who you are. ”
"I know who I am, I'm sorry just now, it's not a heart, it's just a momentary urgency." I took a deep breath. I'm an adult, I can't be rash, I have to think about what the consequences are in everything I do.
Cheng Mo also took a deep breath and said, "So, you dare to yell at me, if I don't treat you as my own, I don't bother to care about these bad things." ”
"Yes, yes, I know." I answered.
Cheng Mo saw that I had a good attitude of admitting my mistakes, so he softened his tone and said, "Okay, now talk about other situations, what else do you know?" ”
"That's all." I say.
"Where is Hua Yuanshu?" He asked again.
I hesitated: "I found something, but it didn't make progress." I gritted my teeth and told Cheng Mo the overseas phone number that Hua Yuanshu was calling, and he quickly wrote it down over there, and then asked: "Why didn't you notify me as soon as you found out that day?" ”
"I'm not sure if it's this person, but now I can be sure that this is the number I often contact, so check it." I say.
I hung up the phone, let myself relax and calm down, everything will always turn around.
Hua Yuanshu came down to pick me up from work again, and his actions were very affectionate, which made me feel uncomfortable. Quietly, I subconsciously clenched my fist and told him that I wanted to go home and have a look. This time, he frowned and said, "We've been back a lot lately, can we go to a parent-child meal with the children today?" ”
"Well, would you like to go back after eating?" I asked again.
Actually, I just wanted to put the time back home, so that he didn't have time to make the request of roll + bed + sheets. Now I have no reason to refuse Hua Yuanshu at all, and I was almost taken down by him last night. I can act on the surface, but when it comes to the real thing, I still can't let it go.
Hua Yuanshu also seemed to vaguely know my resistance to him, and sometimes after I rejected him, I could see a cold smile on his face. The more he was like this, the more the knots in my heart could not be opened, and when he and I had intimate movements, the more tense my whole body became.
"Okay." Hua Yuanshu finally nodded in agreement under my gaze.
If it had been, I would have kissed him on the face to express gratitude and joy, but now I can't do that.
Eventually, I put it off for another day. Lying on the bed at night, listening to Hua Yuanshu's breathing beside me gradually stabilized, my whole body relaxed.
"Do you know about Shen Mo?" Hua Yuanshu's voice suddenly sounded, which frightened my heart and slowed down for a while before recovering.
He touched his hand in the dark, took my hand accurately, and asked, "I can see that you know, and you're worried about him, right?" ”
"Well, there are worries." I say.
"Ah Zi, can't you still let go of him in your heart? Can't throw it away, can't forget it? He asked again.
Hua Yuanshu and I discussed Shen Mo like this, and I couldn't accept it. But at this point, I had to take a stand, so I whispered, "I'm just worried, you're thinking too much." ”
"I hope you're telling the truth." He turned sideways and reached out to scoop me into his arms. My whole body immediately tensed, and I was stretched like a dried bacon.
"It's too late, let's go to bed first, and I'm tired." I said as I pushed his hand away.
"Don't move, I just want to hold you for a while and do nothing." His arms were so strong that they held me in his arms. I've had a similar intimacy with him, only this time it's a little strange, and he's unusually quiet. Seeing that he didn't move, I was relieved.
Finally, Hua Yuanshu fell asleep again, I quietly pulled his hand out from under my neck, and I took a breath of relief and rolled outward.
I didn't sleep much all night, thinking about everything I wanted, and I felt helpless and confused.
Cheng Mo and Lin Leyi were as fast, and the two of them called me almost one after the other, and Cheng Mo's call arrived first. He said in a serious tone: "Ah Zi, Shen Mo's matter was done by Hua Yuanshu. ”
"How do you know? Is there any evidence? I asked.
"There's proof, but have you figured it out? Are you going to take this evidence to save Shen Mo? Cheng Mo asked, "If you do this, you will leave the children again." ”
As soon as he mentioned the children, I immediately hesitated. Yes, even if life is bad now, there is also an advantage, and that is to be with children. Dinner every night, parent-child time after dinner, the dependence and trust of two little things on me, all this, I finally got it, how can I be willing to throw it away? However, if he didn't do so, Shen Mo would face the charge of murder.
"You can think about it again, there should be some time." Cheng Mo knew my embarrassment, guessed my entanglement from my silence, and immediately said, "I haven't figured out the matter of transferring assets now, so there's no need to tear your face with Hua Yuanshu, pay attention when you act by yourself." ”
Cheng Mo's phone hung up, and Lin Leyi's phone came in, and the first sentence was similar to Cheng Mo: "I know what the problem is with Shen Mo?" ”
Before I asked, she continued, "I need your favor to save Shen Mo." ”
"How can I help?" I asked.
"Prove that you were with Shen Mo for a certain time." Lin Leyi said again.
"What's going on now?" I didn't say yes to her, and asked rhetorically. I wonder if what she found out is the same as Cheng Mo.
"I found the person who committed perjury, and one of them was unwilling to do it, so I slipped my mouth." Lin Leyi said.
"Am I not perjury, then?" I asked.
"That's what someone else used first." Lin Leyi said generously, "To deal with hooligans, you have to use hooligan methods." ”
I was speechless for a while, paused and asked, "You haven't said who it is after talking for a long time?" Who is behind this? ”
"The people around you." Lin Leyi said, "I'm not afraid of being known, I think you also have problems with Hua Yuanshu now." Shen Mo is the hurdle that your relationship can't overcome. The thing was done by Hua Yuanshu, and his purpose in doing this was probably to make you die forever to Shen Mo, so this matter started because of you, and you still need to untie him. ”
Lin Leyi guessed all this too beautifully, where did Hua Yuanshu want to be with me forever, he calculated me and Shen Mo at the same time, I took the blame for him, and Shen Mo cleared the way for him. If I remember correctly, I remember that Hua Yuanshu once said that Gu Xin and their family are world friends, who knows if he can get benefits in the middle.
"You can think about it." Lin Leyi said again, "I've thought about calling me, time is running out." ”
I didn't know what to say, so I finally asked: "You tell me all this, aren't you afraid that I will talk to Hua Yuanshu?" ”
"Don't be afraid, there is nothing worth keeping secret about this matter, if you tell him, it can only prove that I am looking at the wrong person. If you don't tell him, it means that you are willing to help Shen Mo and help me. Lin Leyi said again, "Wait for your call." ”
After saying that, she hung up the phone, and I held the microphone and suddenly felt that I had lived in the imperial capital for several years, but I was like a rootless duckweed. It turns out that each of them has their own way to solve some problems, and in the past few years, I have almost zero means to solve problems by myself.
This new realization made me feel frustrated, and I didn't want to do anything for a while. I really don't know what I'll see next, keep looking. But with what I've seen so far, I'm really not very courageous. If this matter hadn't involved Shen Mo, I wouldn't have taken care of it anymore. I believe that Cheng Mo, even if the Cheng family is involved, he has a way to solve it. I let go of everything, and the only thing I didn't worry about was Shen Mo.
I never thought that Shen Mo's bond in my heart was so deep.
"Ah Zi, what do you want? So fascinating? Hua Yuanshu's voice sounded, and I looked up to see him standing at the door of the office, one hand still on the doorknob.
"How did you get in?" I asked.
"I knocked on the door, you just didn't hear it." He smiled and walked in, "What are you thinking, you had a sad face just now, and if there is anything that can't be solved, say it, your husband is here." ”
His last sentence was very heartwarming, and it made my heart warm and almost shed tears of cheap touching.
"It's nothing, I just think Shen Mo is a little unlucky, not to mention that his wife died as a newlywed, and he was made a murderer. I don't think he's going to be able to do that with his personality. I said.
"Still thinking about him?" Hua Yuanshu's face was not very good, "I'm going to be jealous, if I continue like this." ”
"You say, could there be a deliberate set-up?" I asked, looking at his face earnestly.
"Maybe, after all, there's so much money involved." Hua Yuanshu said.
I couldn't see anything on his face, and I couldn't express the sadness in my heart. It turned out that I thought I acted very well, but I didn't expect that Hua Yuanshu acted the best. The way he looked at it really looked like he was in love. It's a pity that all this is fake.
I don't know why I felt so disappointed, but luckily it didn't last long and it quickly faded away.
Xiao Ru fell asleep, and the pink table light at the head of her bed was soft. I sat on the edge of the bed and watched her fall asleep. I don't know how long I'll be able to look at her like this. Now my situation is not good, I am not happy to face Hua Yuanshu acting, but seeing her, all the unhappiness in my heart has dissipated. I thought I wouldn't be willing to lose myself for the sake of my children, but when I really needed to give up all this, I was reluctant or reluctant in my heart.
I don't want to go up to the master bedroom to sleep, I don't want to have Huayuan trees lying next to me. And just like that, I fell asleep on the edge of her bed.
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