239 That's it
Someone touched my face in my sleep, and I woke up at once and saw Hua Yuanshu's extraordinarily deep eyes in the dim light.
"How do you sleep here?" He asked softly, and at the same time looked at Xiao Ru on the bed and reached out to gently cover her with the quilt she kicked off, "There is a nanny to take care of here, you don't have to get up at night." ”
"Well, I accidentally fell asleep." I also whispered, "Let's go, don't interfere with the child's sleep here." ”
After saying that, I turned off the lamp and walked out lightly. In the darkness, I could only vaguely see the outline of something, and I saw the shadow of Hua Yuanshu following me. I was relieved when I closed the door and walked to the staircase.
"Silence." Someone called softly.
I suddenly turned around and saw Hua Yuanshu's eyes, his eyes were so deep that they were terrifying.
"Who are you calling?" I realized my gaffe and was busy covering it up.
"It's nothing, I just think your back looks a lot like Xiaoru and Yueyue's biological mother." He rubbed his face, "Maybe I saw that you were so serious about the child, you were a little in a trance just now." ”
My heart almost jumped out, I don't know if Hua Yuanshu was a heart just now, did he see my abnormality, and said calmly: "Oh, I also have an illusion, they seem to be my own birth, maybe it is the fate of several lifetimes." ”
After saying that, I went upstairs directly, not daring to look at Hua Yuanshu again.
When I got upstairs, I didn't pay attention to Hua Yuanshu, I had a weak heart and a headache, so I fell asleep. His footsteps were near, the door was shut, the bed beside him was swaying, and I knew he was lying next to me. However, I didn't expect that in the next second, he quickly took me into his arms with great strength.
"What for!" I immediately whispered, "I'm sleepy." ”
"Cheng Zi, I am married to you normally, right?" Hua Yuanshu's voice was above, and I could see the outline of his face in the dark.
"Yes, what is this for?" I asked.
"Why have you been avoiding me like this and refusing to get close to me? Don't you love me? If you don't love me, why marry me? Hua Yuanshu's voice became stern, and the coldness in his voice penetrated into his bones.
"What nonsense!" I still maintained my apparent composure and asked immediately.
"I'm not talking nonsense, I'm a man, a man with normal senses, your resistance to me has been particularly strong in the past few days, before I got married, I thought you loved me, I could feel it, but now, I can only feel your deep hatred for me from you." Hua Yuanshu said, the voice was far and near.
My heart sank, but the gratitude that had been hanging in the air was let go.
That's right, that's right. No one is stupid, everyone's senses are normal, and I can feel what other people are doing towards me.
I pushed Hua Yuanshu away and glared at him in the dark. I thought maybe he was waiting for such an opportunity to ask all the questions.
"What do you say?" He asked again.
"I don't have much to say, if you're so confident in how you feel, why don't you know why I'm doing this to you?" I asked him rhetorically.
Cheng Mo should have found out about it, now that he has brought it up, why should I do it again.
"Sure enough, I knew it was true." He smiled, laughing at himself, "I thought you really loved me and put the company's shares in your name without any doubt." ”
"I also thought you were real, but I didn't expect you to secretly set the company into an empty shell, I am not only a matter of shares in my hands, but even a legal person of several companies with debts, what do you say, I have to bear this responsibility, or not?" I asked coldly.
After our wedding, things changed very quickly, and every day there were unexpected things. The fact that Hua Yuanshu was able to ask this question today shows that he already knows what I am thinking.
"I think you have to do something you say, don't say it if you can't do it, there's no need to play tricks while talking. Hua Shao, you are very clever in this set, but you are not tired. My voice was completely cold, I stood up and walked a few steps, away from Huayuan Tree, and reached out to turn on the light.
In the dark night, the lights poured down like water, illuminating the two of us pale.
I really don't know what marriage is, what I encountered in the first marriage was calculation, and the second one was the same. However, think about it, it has nothing to do with others, my own motives are not pure, and I deserve to be calculated.
"You know everything?" He asked, but there was no surprise in his voice.
"I know it all." I looked at him, "And that is, from the moment I knew, I began to hate you. It turned out that I thought I married you out of love. ”
Lin Jingyan. He looked at me and called out my original name word by word, "If your acting skills are a little better, I won't doubt it, but your performance after seeing the child is too suspicious, in fact, no woman is willing to be a cheap stepmother to others, even if it is for love." You were scheming on me from the beginning, and now you are qualified to say that I am scheming on you? ”
Hua Yuanshu is right, no matter what he does, he has the ability to turn himself into an innocent and victimized party.
"You've been investigating me." I say.
"Aren't you looking for someone to track my phone too? Now that you know that I am investigating you overseas, why don't you deal with the outside affairs earlier. Hua Yuanshu lit a cigarette, took a few puffs and looked at me and said, "I just don't want anyone to calculate children, I don't know why a woman would be so interested in my children." After finding out, I was thinking about how to cover it up for you, not publicly, you really thought too badly of me. ”
He shook his head as he spoke, and I looked at it and didn't speak. Now, in his eyes, I am the woman who calculated him in the first place.
"I don't know if the Cheng family knows your identity." He said lightly.
"What do you want to do?" I looked up and asked.
"I want to tell Cheng Mo about this." Hua Yuanshu said, "I believe that no parent can accept that their children are impersonated." ”
I watched him speak, and I couldn't think of any benefit to him if he told him about it. After a few moments, I was sure of it, "You won't say it." ”
"Why?" He asked rhetorically.
"Not to mention that it's more beneficial to you, you like me as Cheng Zi's identity, not Lin Jingyan. To be honest, if I had always been Lin Jingyan, you would never marry me, because such a marriage would not be good for you. I looked at him and chuckled, "Now, you've benefited from Hong Kong, haven't you?" At least a lot of your industry hasn't continued to shrink. ”
Hua Yuanshu paused on his face: "It's the first time I know that you actually have a bit of brains." ”
"Besides, you shouldn't be able to do anything else during this time, right?" I asked.
In fact, talking to Hua Yuanshu is very tiring, I don't know what is going on in his head. Just now, I knew that he had been calculating me, and when he didn't refute it after I said it, I couldn't bear it a little. It's ridiculous, I thought he was sincere!
I smiled bitterly in my heart: Lin Jingfang, you have come all the way, but in the end you are still calculated, it's time to wake up!
"What did you do?" He shook his head, "Actually, I didn't do anything, I just exposed the truth of some things. ”
I didn't want to ask him any more, I didn't want to say anything more, so I hugged my shoulders and asked, "Things have come to this point, do whatever you want." ”
With his scheming, I can't ask anything, but in the process of asking myself, I will be tricked by him, and there is no need to talk about it anymore.
After saying this, I pulled the door and went out, walked to the courtyard outside, looked at the sky, and then sent a message to Cheng Mo - I talked to Hua Yuanshu with a torn face, and he knew everything. I didn't know what he was going to do next, and I didn't continue talking. That's it.
After hesitating for a while, I sent him another sentence: "If this matter will involve the Cheng family, announce my identity, I don't mind being a rat crossing the street again." ”
Cheng Mo hadn't replied to me yet, I felt a little tired, so I sat down on the rattan chair.
On nights like this, I had an awkward fall with my new husband and had nowhere to go. I looked up at the light in the room above, it was still on, and there was no Hua Yuanshu in the window.
It was so quiet that I didn't know what I was going to do next, or how the kids were going to deal with it. I just know that I'm helpless now, a little bit loveless, and I really don't think it makes a difference whether I can see the sun tomorrow or not.
Actually, after we finished talking, it was not early, I was outside for a while and then I saw a red line rising in the eastern sky, the sky was getting brighter and brighter, and the sun was about to come out. Inexplicably, I thought of the sunrise I watched in the Forbidden City. At that time, was Hua Yuanshu using a routine or a sincerity to me?
I threw the thought out, and my eyes were a little uncomfortable.
Hua Yuanshu pushed the door out, he was already dressed neatly, looking like he was going to the company. Walking in front of me, by the glimmer of the morning light, his expression was very serious: "No matter who you are, whether it is now or in the future, you are Mrs. Hua, and you will always be." ”
"Mrs. Hua? The wife who carries the black cauldron, right? I asked causatively.
"It's not what you think, even if what you see is the truth, but I definitely don't mean to let you carry the black pot, the Cheng family will take care of all this, this time I am not using you, but Cheng Mo." Hua Yuanshu said, "If you want to be a look, I already knew that you were Lin Jingyan, so it was Cheng Mo who calculated at the beginning." ”
I didn't believe him and smiled noncommittally.
Hua Yuanshu didn't explain again, he walked out, the car sounded, and I turned my head and saw the red tail lights of the car. The sun came out, I felt warmer, and I walked back slowly, and saw that my aunt had already gotten up and was busy making breakfast. At breakfast, the two children asked strangely why they didn't see Hua Yuanshu, even though I was angry, I could only explain that he went to work.
After the explanation, I wanted to give myself a slap in the face. What am I doing now? A virtuous resentful woman, while having a quarrel with Hua Yuanshu, while covering up in front of the children?