"Lin Junyuan has been here several times, you really don't plan to see him?" Zheng Minzhi met Lin Junyuan who was leaving in the corridor.

Even if Fu Qiu didn't let him in to see her, he would still come over every day, put down the flowers, and ask the nurse about Fu Qiu's condition.

After Xu Zixuan came, Fu Qiu knew that Lin Junyuan was not married, and she couldn't accept this reality yet.

She felt like a dream these days, and too many unexpected things had happened.

"From the very beginning, I just loved him, liked his serious work, liked his maturity and stability, and liked his professionalism. But I found out that all this was just his outward manifestation, in fact, I didn't know his inner thoughts at all. I don't think I've ever known the real him. There are so many things he won't tell me, and he solves everything alone, so I always think that I have never entered his heart. ”

"Men are good at hiding their hearts. They are not like women, who become very stupid once they fall in love and will confess everything to their beloved. But men are different, they know how to protect themselves, and they can easily withdraw and fall in love with others again. ”

"When I first met Lin Junyuan, he gave me this feeling, and he was very calm every time we met. I don't know if he really wants to be with me or not, he didn't make it clear, and I almost gave up. Finally, when he opened up and confessed to me, I thought the happiness I wanted was about to begin. But he suddenly rekindled his old relationship with Xu Zixuan, although Xu Zixuan was scheming, but if Junyuan didn't have her in his heart at all, she wouldn't be able to succeed. I can see that when Junyuan is with Xu Zixuan, he seems more natural and confident, if I am really an ordinary girl, then he is not wrong to choose Xu Zixuan. Everyone wants their partner to be excellent. He hesitates with me, which is a normal reaction of a good man. I've also come to terms with this reality. But now they tell me that they are not married. Then he obviously didn't marry Xu Zixuan, why did he hide it from me? He always has something to say, and never shares it with me, maybe I'm too useless for him, maybe I can't solve the problem after telling me, so he doesn't need to tell me. All I knew about him was my own imagination. You say he wants me to marry better, but isn't that our conjecture, is that really the case? Fu Qiu had countless questions in his heart.

"Love can't be too sober, if you think too clearly, it's hard to fall in love with someone. Men are all the same. It's just to see how much you love him and whether you are willing to turn a blind eye for him, women are not really stupid, they just pretend to be stupid for love. ”

Of course, Fu Qiu knew in her heart that she was still in love with Lin Junyuan.

"When I wasn't sick, his mother objected, and now that I'm sick like this, do you think it's possible for me to be with him?" Fu Qiu himself couldn't deceive himself.

"Don't you want to know if Lin Junyuan really loves you? Wouldn't this situation be a better test for him? If he only pretends to care about you, then he will definitely not marry you. If he really convinces his mother to marry you, then you are not in love with this man in vain. ”

"I don't want to drag him down." Fu Qiu immediately opposed the proposal.

"Look at you, it's obvious that you love him more than he loves you, and you can't bear to just let you test him. He doesn't necessarily want you to drag you down! Do you dare to try it? You don't want to know the results? Zheng Minzhi knew that this time there had to be an answer.

Isn't this exactly what Fu Qiu has been struggling with! Lin Junyuan has always existed in her imagination, what the real him thinks, she never knows, she wants to know.

Before she dies, at least she wants to know if her love has not been in vain, and she does not want to have regrets.

"If you think about it, I'll let him come in and see you tomorrow when he comes. You have a good talk and make all the misunderstandings and thoughts clear to your face. ”

This time, Fu Qiu did not object again.