Chapter Ninety-Four: I Don't Want to Miss It Again

"Fu Qiu, I don't want to miss it again this time. You don't want to run away anymore, okay? Lin Junyuan looked at Fu Qiu with pleading eyes.

"Aren't you afraid that we are not compatible? You're not afraid I'll die at any moment? Fu Qiu was also afraid that he might die at any time.

"From the very beginning, I didn't care about our incompatibility, but my parents believed in it, and I knew that it was my mistake that I didn't stand up to them decisively in this matter." Lin Junyuan blamed himself.

"Don't you think there's always an invisible wall between us? Maybe the genus incompatibility is really a curse, since the ancients stipulated it like this, it must be reasonable, and this rule has been passed down for thousands of years. "Fu Qiu has no confidence in the matter of physiognomy. She didn't believe it before, she thought that as long as she didn't believe it, it wouldn't exist, but so many things happened to her and Lin Junyuan, she had to believe it.

"Fu Qiu, everything is my fault, and it has nothing to do with the incompatibility of the genus. If I had kept my distance from Zixuan when I saw her at the time, nothing would have happened to her. I know that this incident has deeply broken your heart, so why should I not be sad and not blame myself? How I regret letting this happen. When Zixuan asked me to break up with you, how reluctant I was in my heart, but I can't let you know that I can only make you hate me, so that you can forget me early. These things have been hidden in Lin Junyuan's heart for a long time.

Fu Qiu remembered that day Lin Junyuan broke up with her that day, she was indeed seriously injured, but she didn't love her very much, so even so, she regretted every day that she didn't have the courage to rush up to keep Lin Junyuan at that time.

"But you still decided to marry Xu Zixuan. Shouldn't you marry me if you love me? Fu Qiu was deliberately making things difficult for Lin Junyuan, she obviously knew that Lin Junyuan was just deceived by Xu Zixuan, and he decided to marry her just to be responsible.

"I decided to marry Zixuan because I thought the child was really mine, and I was really drunk that day, and I couldn't be sure if I had ...... with Zixuan. I can't be an irresponsible man. Would you be happy if I insisted on marrying you despite all the odds and having a child of me and someone else? "Lin Junyuan has always been more mature than Fu Qiu, and he is more thoughtful than Fu Qiu, he doesn't like to talk to Fu Qiu about his heart, because he doesn't want Fu Qiu to be too tired, and the things he can solve by himself won't let Fu Qiu worry about it.

"But you already know that this child is not yours, why didn't you contact me? Or are you afraid that I am poor, that I am incapable, that I have no regular job, and that I am not worthy of you?" Fu Qiu endured it for many years, and she was a little unreasonable at this time.

"Silly boy, half of my salary income has bought medicine for you, and I am stupidly afraid that you will not have the money to spend and remit money to your card regularly every month, in my heart you are more important than money." Lin Junyuan began to laugh with tears in his eyes, Fu Qiu would finally lose his temper with him like a child a few years ago, and he was most afraid that she would be indifferent to him.

Yes, the best performance of a man who loves a woman is to give her money to spend, he is willing to earn money from his hard work, and what else he is reluctant to do.

"I know it's my wrong idea. I thought that loving you should make you happy, and I thought that you would be happier if you married a man better than me. I was wrong, you just want to be happy with me, but I pushed you to someone else. You're right, if you love someone, you should marry her, not marry someone else or let her marry someone else. Fu Qiu, I just want to marry you in this life, I just want to give you happiness. Let's stop thinking about the physiognomy, don't think about your illness, how much time we have wasted, and I want to spend the rest of my time with you every day. Lin Junyuan waited for Fu Qiu's answer.

"But what about your parents?" Fu Qiu didn't want to have conflicts with the elders, if they weren't blessed by Lin Junyuan's parents, coupled with her illness, they would not be happy even if they were together, and they would even deeply hurt each other and their families.

After going through so much, Fu Qiu no longer simply wants to love someone, what she has to consider is family harmony and happiness.

"Don't worry, I'll take care of everything. You can recuperate with peace of mind and wait to be my bride. Lin Junyuan clasped Fu Qiu's hand tightly between his fingers.