"I didn't expect that." Seeing my surprised expression, her self-deprecating smile deepened, "I used the same method as my mother to get the man I loved, but the difference is that my father is not as gentle and gentlemanly as Hugo, he is a very ambitious person, and he is also extremely scheming, cold-blooded and ruthless. When he learned of my mother's background, not only did he not be as angry as Hugo, but he also surrendered to my mother, pretending to love her deeply, and did everything he could to please my grandfather. ”

At this point, she paused and sneered, and it was clear that she was extremely disdainful of his father's behavior.

After a moment, he continued: "Because of my father's ruthlessness and high intelligence, he made outstanding contributions to the expansion of my mother's family's power, so he was deeply appreciated by my maternal grandfather, and finally passed on the mantle of the head of the family to him. But after all, he didn't love my mother, so after getting everything he wanted, he showed his true colors. ”

As he spoke, Yvonne's eyes lit up with hatred, and his hands on his legs clenched into fists.

"As soon as my grandfather died, as soon as he ascended to the throne of the head of the family, he ignored my mother and left her in this villa like garbage. Franco was only 6 years old and I had just turned 2 years old, and there were just three of us and my mother in the big house, as well as some servants. But the servants were always jealous of my mother, so they only did their own thing, and never spoke to her, and the atmosphere in the house was as lifeless as that of the cemetery. Over time, my mother's paranoid personality became more and more serious, almost to the point of perversion and distortion. ”

Yvonne stopped talking again, tilted her head slightly, exhaled a deep breath from her chest, and continued, "Because she couldn't vent her anger on my father, she took all her anger out on Franco and me. She mistreated us, especially Franco, because he looked so much like my father, she took him for my father, she burned him with cigarette butts, beat him with rattans, cut his hands with knives. At that time, none of Franco's lives were good. But in order to prevent my mother from doing this to me, he did not resist and let her vent until she was satisfied. ”

The more she spoke, the more choked her voice became, and she paused again, her eyes already reddened.

I also have mixed feelings inside. I always thought that although she and Zhai Jin lived in a dangerous environment, at least they were not deformed.

I didn't expect it, I really didn't expect it.

No wonder on Christmas Eve she would ask me how much pain and how deeply my heart would hurt my children if I lived in a family where my parents were loveless and hated each other. At the time, I wondered how she could be so excited, but she thought of themselves.

However, I feel that although his mother abused him like that, Zhai Jin did not hate his mother, because every time he mentioned his mother, his face was sad, without a trace of hatred.

"And then? How did your mother die? "I didn't care if I knew it or not, but now I want to know what happened.

Yvonne looked at me with a slight surprise in his eyes, probably not expecting me to be interested.

She sniffed, calmed down a little, and said, "One day, when my mother learned that my father had kept numerous mistresses outside and had many children, she finally broke out and ran to him to quarrel with him fiercely, but my father ruthlessly drove her out and ordered her to be beaten violently. So she took all her anger out on the mistresses, and she killed them, and their children, and when my father found out, he ruined my mother's countenance, and locked her up in a room in the villa, and kept her guarded, and did not let her come out at all. Soon after, my mother went insane. ”

I was shocked, for her mother's cruelty, and for his father's cruelty.

At this time, I heard her say again: "On Christmas Eve of that year, Franco came home from Mass in the church and came to my mother's room to spend Christmas Eve with her, and when I opened the door, I saw my mother holding me on the windowsill and attempting to kill herself. In an attempt to save me, Franco accidentally pushed my mother downstairs during the snatch. My mother died on the spot. ”

Her voice disappeared into the air, and the room fell silent for a moment. I was dumbfounded, and Yvonne wept silently.

It turned out that the special significance of Christmas Eve to Zhai Jin was this.

He accidentally killed his mother.

This day is a day of revelry for others, but a day of mourning for him.

"What you said to him last night had something to do with it?" Hearing all this about her, I guessed that it should be so, but I couldn't guess what she would say to him, so that he would wake up and let go of me.

Sure enough, Yvonne wiped his tears and nodded, "I said to him, your personality is very strong, just like your mother, today you can cut your hands, tomorrow you may jump off the building like your mother, does he want to see the tragedy repeated?" ”

I was stunned.

His mother's affairs were a hurdle that Zhai Jin couldn't get over in his life, and it was his shadow, so he was hit by her words at once to the most fragile and sensitive nerves. No wonder he seemed to have been suddenly pointed at at that time, and his face was still full of sadness.

"Last night he spent the night alone in the study, and finally figured it out. He chose to let go not because he gave up loving you, but because he didn't want to see you become a second my mother. He didn't let Rui Rui go with you, he wasn't playing tricks to let you stay, but like you, Rui Rui was also his life, and he couldn't bear it. And because Rui Rui is the only connection between you and him in the future, he must keep her by his side as a thought of you. She paused, and immediately said, "Tu Ying, my brother really loves you." ”

"Lou Shaotang also loves me very much." I was indifferent and immediately replied.

Yvonne choked, his face frozen.

For a moment, neither of us spoke again.

"Want to know what happened after my mother's death?" In a moment, Yvonne was the first to speak, changing the subject and breaking the suffocating atmosphere.

I still didn't speak, but my expression was motioning for her to continue.

"The day after my mother's burial, we were taken back to him by my father," she said. In order to train Franco to be his successor, my father threw him into a special training camp, do you know what that special training camp does? ”

Before I could shake my head, Yvonne said to himself, "Kill, keep killing, kill until he is numb." ”

I'm amazed that there is such a special training camp in the world!

"I didn't know anything until I was 10 years old." Ignoring my astonishment, she continued: "At that time, my father also wanted to train me to be a female killer and let me go there, and Franco found out and fought against my father, promising to do whatever he told me to do as long as I was not contaminated with the bloody and dirty things of the family. My father agreed. From then on, Franco obeyed his father's orders, let him kill when he wanted to kill, and let him buy more and more. After a long time, he didn't feel that there was anything wrong with this, and thought it was a normal thing. ”

She looked at me, the sadness in her eyes turned to admiration and gratitude, "Didn't you ask me why I listened to Franco so much before, but now you know." My life and my relatively clean soul are all given by him. ”

I didn't say a word because I didn't know what to say. It is really a great misfortune for them to be born in such a family and have such a father. But no one has the right to choose their parents and family, except to accept their fate, only to accept their fate.

After a moment, I remembered something and asked speculatively, "I heard that your father was assassinated, it couldn't have been done by Zhai Jin, right?" ”

Yvonne was slightly stunned, "No. It's my uncle. ”

"Your uncle?" I was really taken aback.

Raising his eyebrows, he was disapproving, and said: "If it weren't for my father, the throne of the head of the family would be my uncle's, and for this reason he has always held a grudge and waited for an opportunity to get rid of my father, but because he was afraid of my brother, he didn't dare to do it." Do you know that Franco went to Haicheng to find you and wanted to confess to you? ”

Her words suddenly changed, and I was stunned and nodded.

Yvonne was not surprised, and said calmly: "My uncle just took advantage of his absence from my father's side to find an opportunity, he put a bomb in my father's car, killed him, and wanted to take the opportunity to seize the throne, but Franco came back immediately after knowing about it, and he didn't succeed." But because of this, my brother missed you. ”

Her previous words were all light, as if she was talking about someone else's business, but when she said the last sentence, her tone suddenly became a little regretful.

This time it was my turn to care, and asked her, "Since you know that your uncle did it, then he ......" Before she could finish speaking, Yvonne said, "Why do you want to say why he is still alive and well?" ”

The corners of her mouth twitched, and her expression was full of contempt.

I hummed, puzzled. Even if Zhai Jin's father didn't regard him as a son at all, after all, he was his biological father, and the hatred of killing his father was not shared, and it was impossible not to take revenge according to Zhai Jin's character.

"Because Franco doesn't want him to die yet, he still has value. Besides, we have to thank him for freeing us from that devil once and for all. That's why he pretended not to know anything and continued to keep him alive. ”

"He should know that you know he did it, right?" His uncle was insidious and shrewd at first glance, and it was impossible not to know it, but everyone didn't pierce this layer of window paper.

"Who knows, whatever!" Yvonne sneered, not taking his uncle seriously, and then his face turned with some expectation, "But you, now that you know my brother's experience, has your opinion of him changed?" ”

I pursed my lips and said nothing. In fact, I have no change in my opinion of Zhai Jin, his experience is very painful, but this cannot be used as a reason to forgive him for what he did to me and Lou Shaotang. These are two different things and cannot be confused.

Xu saw my thoughts, Yvonne sighed slightly, a little helpless, and said: "No matter what, since you have decided to stay now, don't treat my brother so badly, and your relationship should be eased, after all, it is a lifetime." ”

Hearing her say this, my face immediately sank, "My relationship with him will never ease, he is my enemy." It's only because of Rui Rui that I have no choice but to tie up with him. He is Ruirui's father, and I am Ruirui's mother, and this is the only connection between us. ”

Yvonne frowned slightly, "Are you going to do this to him in front of Rui Rui in the future?" Angry and hateful, or cold-eyed? Her tone was disapproving.

"In front of Rui Rui, I will pretend to be on good terms with him."

I have thought about this, if a child sees his parents' discord, it will cause great trauma to his soul, so I will never let Rui Rui see that I regard Zhai Jin as an enemy. I will create a false impression of parental love and family harmony, and although it will be disgusting to do so, I am willing to sacrifice for the sake of Ruirui.

Yvonne pouted, "You're so ruthless. ”

I am silent, not by acquiescing that I am ruthless. All the love in my life has been given to Lou Shaotang, and I will not give it to any other man. But I don't want to say that it doesn't make any sense anymore.

After chatting with her about Nino's physical condition a little more, she left.

The room was silent again, save for the ticking of the clock on the wall.

Time passed little by little, and in a blink of an eye, three years passed.

It is said that time is a good medicine for emotional wounds, but I found that this sentence does not apply to my feelings for Lou Shaotang at all. In the past three years, my love for him has not diminished, but it seems to be getting deeper and deeper, even if I just see one of the words in Lou Shaotang's name, it will make my heart ache for a long time. So I'm afraid to read Chinese now, and if I can avoid it, I will avoid it. I also always curled up on my left hand, which was engraved with his name, and occasionally I had to spread it out, and I would also keep my palm down, so that I could not see the palm.

But even so, he would often come to me in my dreams, and we would laugh and quarrel in our dreams, and occasionally argue, all the scenes were like when we lived together in the past.

It turns out that missing is not something that I can avoid by deliberately avoiding it, maybe my brain can, but my heart can't.

"Maman?"

A childish child's voice came to my ears from the door, and my eyes moved from the computer screen......

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