As soon as I got back to my room, I took Rui Rui's temperature with an ear thermometer, 38 degrees Celsius5. So I hurriedly asked the nanny to put the ice treasure sticker on Rui Rui's forehead to physically cool down first, and then make further measures after the doctor came to check it.

I put Rui Rui on my bed. Her little face was burned red, and she kept crying because she was uncomfortable, and I was so distressed that I wished that this disease would happen to me. For a while, I remembered that every time I was sick when I was a child, my dad would sweat profusely and have tears in his eyes.

The doctor soon arrived, took Rui Rui's temperature again, listened to her heart and lungs, and gave her a series of careful examinations.

"How?" As soon as the doctor put down the stethoscope, Zhai Jin couldn't wait to ask him.

His countenance had changed from the indifference he had for her when he had stopped me from looking at her downstairs, to a worried one.

He wasn't anxious just now, he was fighting psychological warfare with me, and he was betting that I would surrender.

He won.

But now I can't hate him, and I'm only worried about Rui Rui, hoping that she'll be okay.

The doctor reported to Zhai Jin that my French skills were limited, and I only understood part of it, as if she said that her high fever was caused by wind chill and needed to hang water or something.

"How can such a small baby hang water?" I interjected without waiting for the doctor to finish speaking, and I was very resistant to doing so.

"On the hanging head." Zhai Jin said to me.

"What?" I was so frightened that I began to imagine the image of the hanging needle inserted into Rui Rui's scalp, and immediately objected, "No! Can't hang! ”

Zhai Jin shook his head helplessly, "I don't want to hang either, but Alain said that Rui Rui has some aspiration pneumonia in addition to fever, so she has to hang." ”

As he spoke, he looked at Rui Rui, and his expression was also very distressed.

"Aspiration pneumonia?" I was surprised, "How so?" "Rui Rui's body has been quite tall since she got out of the incubator, and nothing has happened.

Alain speculated that it might have been a long process when she was born, which caused amniotic fluid inhalation. She didn't always cough before, we all thought it was choking, but we didn't care, but it wasn't. Zhai Jin frowned, looking a little self-reproachful.

Hearing him say this, I also blamed myself for my negligence, and I was even more flustered, and asked urgently: "Is that serious?" Does it matter? ”

"It's hard to say now, but we need to do further observation after treatment. But fortunately, we found out in time. ”

I was so upset by what he said that I was worried about, I covered my mouth, and tears flowed out of my eyes.

"Do you have to hang water? Can't take medicine? "I really don't want Rui Rui to suffer.

"It's okay, Alain is very experienced, don't worry." Knowing that I felt sorry for Rui Rui, Zhai Jin relieved my heart, and immediately instructed the doctor to help Rui Rui hang water.

The doctor skillfully and quickly got it right. When the hanging needle was inserted into Rui Rui's scalp, Rui Rui cried.

The needle was pierced in her head, it pierced directly into my heart, and I knelt on the side of the bed at once, "Rui Rui! ”

I wanted to hug her, but I was afraid that it would hurt her by touching a needle and affect her hanging water, so I had to hold back, but my heart was already in pain, and tears opened the floodgates.

"It's okay, Lisa, it's okay." Zhai Jin also squatted next to me and continued to comfort me. Listening to his voice, there was a slight chokeness.

He took my hand, and I reflexively shook it off.

At this time, Yvonne also walked up to me and said, "Yes, Tu Ying, it's okay, Nino has hung before." ”

Then, the others comforted me, but I couldn't listen to a word, and I only thought that Rui Rui was suffering now. I didn't stop crying until she dropped the needle.

I kept watch by the bedside all night, and Zhai Jin was always by my side, but neither of us spoke, and the only thing he said was to tell Xiaoxue to get me food. But I didn't have an appetite, and I didn't touch a bite of what Xiaoxue brought. He didn't persuade me to let me go. He didn't eat it himself.

At noon the next day, Rui Rui's fever subsided, the inflammation eased slightly, and my heart in my throat was slightly relieved, but only a little. Because the doctor said that aspiration pneumonia can be large or small, if the precipitating factors cannot be removed in time, it is difficult to treat it thoroughly, and it is easy to recur, so further observation is needed.

Zhai Jin went out with a gloomy face after receiving a phone call, I don't know what serious happened, I don't care.

Because the nanny had been with her all night, I asked her to go back to her room to sleep for a while, and she took care of Rui Rui in the room by herself.

I sat on the edge of the bed, holding Rui Rui's little hand lightly, staring at her sleeping little face, only to hear Xiaoxue's voice sound: "Madam, do you want to take out the things in the suitcase for you?" ”

I looked at her. She stood in the doorway with my suitcase beside her, clutching the trunk rod in her hand.

I looked at my suitcase, and the feeling of heartache that had previously surged back at me like a tidal wave.

"You can leave it alone, I'll take care of it myself." I held back my heartache and said calmly.

"Okay." Xiaoxue leaned her suitcase against the wall, and then asked me again: "Madam, are you hungry, do you want to eat something?" I'll do it for you. ”

I shook my head.

Seeing that I still had no appetite, Xiaoxue knew that I wouldn't eat it if I was persuaded to do so, so she didn't say anything more, turned around and left the room.

I stared at the suitcase for a moment, lowered my head, spread out my palms, and the name of Lou Shaotang, who was scabbed with blood in my palms, clearly came into view.

I raised my right hand and gently stroked his name with my fingers.

I'm sorry, Lou Shaotang, between my love for you and my affection for Ruirui, I chose the latter.

Please forgive me, as a mother, I can't bear and can't let go.

In this life, we are destined not to be together.

From now on, I can only hold you in the palm of my hand and bury you deep in my heart. I won't think about you easily, because then I'm afraid I can't help but grieve, and I can't help but want to return to you.

But I can't do that. I have a responsibility for my whole life.

So, I can only bear you.

I'm sorry.

But I will always love you.

Forever.

Love you.

The hot tears slowly slipped out of my eyes with the silent thoughts in my heart, and fell on my palms one by one, stinging the wound and deeply hurting my heart.

I curled up my palms and clenched them firmly.

"How's Rui Rui? Is it better? ”

Yvonne's question rang out, interrupting my deep thoughts, and I looked up at the door.

Seeing my face, Yvonne was slightly stunned.

I quickly wiped away my tears, restrained my sadness, and smiled lightly, "It's better, the fever has subsided." Wait 2 days to go to the hospital for a chest X-ray and then look at the condition of the lung lobes. ”

"That's good." She also pretended not to see me crying, the corners of her mouth hooked up a reassuring smile, and she walked towards me and comforted me, "Don't worry too much, Rui Rui will be fine." ”

She stood on the edge of the bed, looked at Rui Rui for a while, and suddenly said, "I didn't expect you to stay." ”

Her tone seemed to be approving, and I was stunned for a moment, and when I looked up at her, her eyes showed a slight impression of me. This was never possible before.

I pulled my lips bitterly, "What are you compared to a child?" He turned his head to look at Rui Rui, "For the sake of the child, there is nothing that cannot be beared?" ”

For Ruirui's sake, it doesn't matter if I can't see the sun again in my life. As long as she is happy, I will be happy and happy.

"yes, all for the sake of the children." Yvonne said, sighing slightly, also deeply touched, and then said: "Tu Ying, I have decided that I will not hate you from today onwards." ”

She spoke a little arrogantly.

I was stunned, and my eyes turned back to her.

She had put her arms around her arms and looked at me like a proud queen of the past, as if it was my honor not to be hated by her.

I know she's pretending, in fact, she didn't hate me for a long time, but she didn't say it explicitly, and now she has made it clear, but she wants to save face.

I laughed and said deliberately: "I thought you didn't hate me for a long time, it seems that I was self-inflicted." ”

Yvonne must have known that I understood her thoughts, and raised her eyebrows, her red lips hooked, noncommittal. He looked around the room and said, "Since you are going to live here in the future, you have to rearrange the room, and the things that my brother smashed yesterday must also be replaced." ”

I didn't care what she said to me to buy things, but I was provoked by her words, so I asked, "By the way, what did you say to Zhai Jin yesterday?" ”

I had a gut feeling that Zhai Jin would suddenly let go of me, which was related to what she said.

Yvonne was about to sit on the edge of the bed when she heard me ask, and her body froze. He looked at me for a few seconds and asked, "You really want to know?" ”

She returned to her previous form and sat down, but her face was slightly grim.

"If you want to say it." It's curious, but it's not necessarily necessary.

Not sure if he was hesitating to say it or whether he was pondering what to say, Yvonne pursed his lips and said nothing.

Seeing that she was silent for a long time, she was about to say "forget it", but she spoke: "Remember when you asked me why Franco and I are so paranoid?" ”

I was stunned for a moment, immediately remembered, and nodded.

"We both inherited my mother." Yvonne said calmly, but her gaze grew darker and darker, and there was a faint sadness.

"Your mother?" I was surprised.

Answered, he said, "My mother is an extremely paranoid person, so it should be regarded as a family inheritance, because I heard that my maternal grandfather was too. ”

"Do you know how my parents got married?"

I was still immersed in her narration, and she suddenly asked me like this, and the corners of her mouth were still pulling up a self-deprecating smile, and I was a little confused, and I shook my head blankly.

"Speaking of which, my relationship with Hugo is a replica of my mother and my father. My father was also an international student studying in France, and by chance my mother took a fancy to him and obtained him by despicable means, do you know what methods she used? ”

I still shook my head when she asked again, but I thought there must be some reason for her questioning.

Thinking like this, I only heard her say, "That's what I used with Hugo." ”

My eyes widened in surprise.

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