330 Go or Stay?

I stiffened and froze.

"Why?" I turned around, and my joy was extinguished by the words, replaced by a slight irritation.

"Rui Rui is my daughter, you can't take her with you." Zhai Jin's face did not change color, and he was slightly ruthless.

"But she's my daughter too!" I raised my voice with excitement, and with it my anger.

"Are you reluctant?" Zhai Jin lowered his mouth, Leng Ran's face finally changed a little, and the corners of his mouth were hooked, "If you are reluctant, you will stay." ”

My eyebrows jumped, and I immediately realized, "You did it on purpose, you didn't want to let me go at all." ”

Probably he already knew that I knew all the truth, and guessed that I was going to get out of here, so he retreated in Narirui.

However, I will not give in and compromise.

I've yielded to him too many times, and this time I won't please him again!

I secretly took a few deep breaths to calm myself down. At this time, I only heard Zhai Jin say: "No, I really let you go." ”

"Since you are sincere in letting go, for the sake of Rui Rui's good, you should let her go with me. I am her mother, and the child should follow her mother. "I'm arguing.

"Who said that?" He immediately retorted to me, putting his hands in his trouser pockets, "I'm not living with my mother, I'm not just doing well." As he spoke, his eyes darkened, and there seemed to be unknown feelings surging in his eyes.

I was confused and immediately remembered that Yvonne had said that their mother had been dead for more than 20 years. Presumably he was sad when he thought of his mother.

The lack of his mother's affection from an early age made me feel pity for him for a moment, but this emotion only lasted a few seconds before dissipating.

"Are you really okay?" I smiled coldly and retorted to him, "Are you happy to live without a mother?" Happiness? If your mother hadn't died prematurely, and you had lived with her since you were a child and grew up by her side, you wouldn't be as cold-blooded, paranoid, and murderous as you are now. ”

When my words fell, I saw the corners of Zhai Jin's eyes twitch fiercely, his face turned gloomy, and my body couldn't help but shrink.

Soon, he reverted to his former appearance, "Maybe you're right, but we're talking about Rui Rui now, I'm not my father, and I won't let Rui Rui become a second me." His voice was hoarse, but it was as resolute as a promise

"You said no, you won't?!" I was furious, "Your background, as well as the people around you, make all she see every day is fighting, killing, killing, either death or injury, can she grow up healthily in such an environment?" You may not be able to give her even the most basic security! ”

I was scared to think of the time when I was almost hit and killed by his cousin's car, and I couldn't imagine how many life and death dangers Rui Rui would face in the future if she lived with him. I can't put Rui's life at risk.

"She can't grow up healthily with me, can she follow you?" Zhai Jin's face was serious, and he was also resolute and unyielding.

"Of course!" I firmly believe that "I have a clean background and rich economic conditions, and I will definitely be able to grow up happily and healthily." ”

Zhai Jin looked directly at me, still unmoved, "What kind of person is Shen Yiru, what kind of home is the Lou family, don't you know?" Do you think Rui Rui will be happy living in such a home? ”

Seeing that I was about to refute, he immediately opened his mouth to gag me again, "Don't say that you and Lou Shaotang will live alone and not have anything to do with the Lou family and Shen Yiru." Yes, you can do that, but what about public opinion? Rui Rui is still young and she doesn't understand, when she grows up, when she hears the unbearable gossip of others about her, and people pointing at her behind her back, how will she feel? ”

He hit me to the heart with every word. I've thought about this question countless times, and it's a chasm that I can't bridge. Lou Shaotang accepts Rui Rui and will love her as his own, but Shen Yiru will not, and neither will the Lou family, she will always be a second-class citizen in the Lou family. And those media will also make a big fuss about this, and Rui Rui's young heart will definitely be hurt.

"You said you love Ruirui, that's how you love her? So that she can't hold her head up for the rest of her life? Seeing that I was speechless to refute, Zhai Jin continued to prescribe the right medicine.

I clenched my fists, and I struggled inwardly. It is true that taking Rui Rui back will do more harm than good, although it is dangerous to follow Zhai Jin, it will not be discriminated against, and I believe that Zhai Jin will protect her with his life.

However, let me give up on her, I can't do it, I can't give it up.

"How about it, have you thought about it, go or stay?"

Zhai Jin didn't rise and fall, and his voice was like not whipping behind me, urging me to whip away.

I closed my eyes, tears rolling down my face, burning my heart.

Swallowing the sour stuff in my throat with difficulty, I slowly opened my eyes.

"Let's go." I dropped the word firmly and forcefully, and my heart was pierced by this word fiercely, and I held back the pain, and I looked at him with a resolute expression.

Zhai Jin's eyelids jumped suddenly, but his expression did not change, staring at me for a moment, and the Adam's apple rolled hard between his throats.

"Okay, you pack your things now, and I'll send someone to take you to the airport."

His voice was a little hoarse and trembling slightly, and he left the room after speaking.

Without a moment's delay, I immediately took out my suitcase, opened the wardrobe, and took down the clothes inside, and did not arrange and fold them one by one, and stuffed them haphazardly into the suitcase.

I'm going to get out of this way as soon as possible.

Back to Haicheng.

Go back to Lou Shaotang's side.

Rui Rui just let her stay here, although she is reluctant, but it is better than being ridiculed and discriminated against, and she can't hold her head up for the rest of her life. Just because my fate with her is too shallow, I can't continue to be a mother and daughter in this life.

I picked up the frame on the dressing table with a picture of Rui Rui and cried as I looked at it. In the future, I can only rely on looking at her photos to alleviate the pain of lovesickness for her.

Because there weren't many things, I sorted them out in less than 10 minutes, and I went to the nanny's room to take one last look at Ruirui, but they weren't there, and asked Xiaoxue that they had gone to the garden to bask in the sun, so I dragged my suitcase downstairs.

When she got downstairs, Zhai Jin and Yvonne were in the living room, Yvonne should have already known, her face was pale, she looked a little sad, she didn't know what to say to Zhai Jin, Zhai Jin tightened his face and didn't say a word.

Seeing me come down, Yvonne immediately shut up, got up from the couch, and walked over to me, "You really decided to go?" ”

She asked, but her expression was not puzzled or surprised.

I nodded. She frowned as if regretfully, and said no more.

I looked at Zhai Jin, he didn't look at me, he sat motionless on the sofa with his legs folded, his eyes fixed on the coffee table for a moment, and his eyes blinked slightly.

Just as I was about to tell him that I was going to the garden to see Rui Rui, and then I was leaving, the nanny hurried in with Rui Rui in her arms, and said nervously, "Sir, ma'am, Lola seems to have a fever!" ”

When I heard this, I was so shocked that I immediately threw down my luggage and ran towards the nanny, but just after running 2 steps, Zhai Jin rubbed up from the sofa, took a few steps, and his tall body blocked in front of me.

I looked at him in amazement, not understanding why he was stopping me.

"Aren't you leaving, do you care about what she does?" Zhai Jin said coldly.

"She's sick!" I couldn't believe he would say that. Looking at Rui Rui, who was crying in the nanny's arms, I was very anxious, and I moved to the side to pass him, Zhai Jin stretched out his arms, "Does it have anything to do with you, haven't you already abandoned her?" Since you don't want her anymore, you are no longer qualified to care about her, whether she is sick or injured has nothing to do with you. ”

As soon as he finished speaking, I heard Rui Rui crying louder, and I was very distressed, and tears welled up in my eyes, "But she is crying now, don't you hear?" ”

"I heard, so what? It's not the first time she's cried, and it won't be the last. In the future, without her mother, she will cry more, so from now on she has to start getting used to it. ”

My heart was smashed hard by his words, and tears welled up in my eyes.

"Zhai Jin, how can you ...... So ruthless. I said in a choked voice.

"Who the hell is the ruthless man?" He asked indifferently.

"Sir, ma'am." Seeing that we ignored Ruirui, the nanny was anxious, and it could be seen that she didn't dare to step forward in our situation, so she just stood in place and urged us.

Yvonne looked at me and Zhai Jin respectively, walked to the nanny, touched Rui Rui, and said to us, "It's a fever, it seems to be quite high." ”

I was even more panicked when I heard this, and I insisted on rushing over, but I was pushed back by Zhai Jin.

His attitude was heartless, and I burst into tears.

"Zhai Jin, I beg you, let me see her!"

This is the first time I have begged him, and I haven't opened it in order to save Lou Shaotang. However, this is Ruirui, my favorite daughter. For her sake, I had to lay down my dignity.

Zhai Jin stared at me with teary eyes, "If you want to see her, you can watch it if you stay, otherwise you don't have to talk." ”

There was no room for negotiation in his words.

My heart sank, and I looked at Rui Rui, her cry like a pair of invisible hands tearing at my heart.

Yvonne, who is also a mother, can empathize with my pain at the moment, and her eyes are full of tears, and her face is full of unbearable. But she didn't come forward to persuade Zhai Jin, because she knew him too well and knew that persuasion was useless.

I clenched my palm, my nails were deeply embedded in the flesh of my palm, and the wound in my left palm that had just healed opened and bled again, and the pain seeped into my heart.

Closing my eyes, I took a deep breath and made the final decision in pain, "Okay, I'...... Remain. ”

Zhai Jin's eyes flashed with a moment of light, but his face was still expressionless, "Stay, I won't let you go again, think clearly, are you sure you want to stay?" ”

I sniffed and said affirmatively in a choked voice, "Sure." ”

I can't do it if I ignore the sick Rui Rui and abandon her.

Tears slowly slipped into the corners of the mouth, the bitter taste filled the mouth, spread into the bottom of the heart, the heart pain was unbearable, but I had to endure it.

Zhai Jin looked at me fixedly, probably to make sure that what I said was true. For a moment, his gaze remained fixed on my face, and he slowly opened his thin lips and said, "Bring Lola." ”

The nanny immediately obeyed me, and I couldn't wait, so I ran quickly towards her, and took Rui Rui into my arms, and pressed my forehead against her forehead.

Yvonne was right, she really burned badly.

Seeing that Zhai Jin was already calling the doctor, the nanny and I ran upstairs with Rui Rui in our arms......

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