Chapter 003: The Ghost Lingers

…… Help me, O Dripping God. I prayed. By the way, let's also save the IQ of the residents at the bottom.

It seems that I have finally met a truly difficult woman, is this the legendary retribution?

If someone is a legendary onmyoji in the future...... No, the most handsome man in the whole chaos world, Lin Mubai's biography, when he writes about the latter incident, he will not hesitate: "the biggest mistake in my life", "a big gamble", "overturning in the gutter", "brain water" these words.

I have no doubts.

Using screaming as background music, when I saw her transformed again-

Something bad happened.

After so many years in the hunting field of the Chaos Realm, what I am most proud of is my self-control. No matter how inspiring, gentle, and charming my prey is, I have always been able to look at this relationship in a sober, mechanical, rational and objective way. Whether it was her stalking before, or her death later, I was always able to see through the prey clearly and clearly like a piece of crystal.

I always calculated the profit of my emotional investment utilitarianly, and made full use of my deep capital, as well as the weak psychological flaws of my opponent, and then broke through her defenses in one fell swoop, hunted beautiful trophies, and finally walked away with souvenirs. I have tried this set of wrists many times, and it can be regarded as the greatest contribution to the cause of men in my life. And the key point of this set of kung fu is self-control.

However, this time it didn't work.

This time, the haunted guy had a different face. But I was mentally prepared for the fact that even if she became the Jun Ji Hyun in my mind, or Sharapova appeared in front of me, I would be able to face it easily and not move like a mountain, but she took advantage of the only knot in my bright life that I could not cross.

Her new image is not very pretty, ordinary Chinese woman. The body is thin, with some coarse hair, and the facial features are quite passable. But compared to the female ghosts and half-demons I slept with all the way before, this image can't be selected for 100.

But when I saw the young girl dressed in white and fall on the side of the road in a very fake position, my head exploded -

Because it's my sister.

A layer of illusion suddenly appeared in front of my eyes, and the memory seemed to return to my childhood, covering the reality in front of me.

Compared to my current colorful life, my childhood was not good!

Yes, like many families with a bad childhood, my family was very poor, living in poverty, and my parents were together, and there would always be endless quarrels, and by the time I was six years old, they finally stopped arguing, because my mother was completely separated from this family and gone forever, with another man, and there may have been other men before.

Half of my impression of women comes from her, so although I have had a lot of women so far, I have never been in a serious relationship, not that I think women are like this, I know that there are good women, but I don't believe that my luck will meet, and I don't want to harm them.

Half of my good impression of women comes from my sister, my father is wooden by nature, kind and honest, although he has no ability, but he is not lazy, his mother's departure hit him hard, and since then he has been even more depressed, and the money he earns is not enough for me and my sister to study!

My sister dropped out of school early and worked to subsidize the family and provide for me to go to school, but this also laid the root of the bane, she worked outside the home, in order to save money, lived in a very poor environment, and was targeted late at night after work.

After her death, she was extremely resentful, staying in place, unable to be reincarnated, and it was also that time that I knew that I had the ability to penetrate the two worlds of yin and yang, and there was no escort ghost, and I passed through the chaos realm for the first time and personally escorted her soul to the door of the netherworld.

When she walked through the gate of the underworld, the smile she looked back was forever imprinted in my mind, becoming the only pain I couldn't erase, and it also inspired me to live better, with her part!

Now this face is really in front of me again!

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Dangerous!

The sound of sanity buzzing alarms had awakened me from my hallucinations, and by the time I came back to my senses, I had leaned over and hugged the imposter on the ground, and her red lips—which smelled of death—were only inches away from me.

In a fit of rage, I smashed my sister's skull to the ground, and my brain shattered, and I would not allow anyone to desecrate the best image of my heart—I had planned it that way, but in reality, I couldn't do anything to her, I just gently put her back on the ground.

Those black eyes fluttered incessantly, as if she was more surprised than I was—no wonder, if it had been a human woman, I would have fainted a long time ago—she lay on the ground as if she had forgotten her lines, just looking at me quietly.

My mind was in turmoil, my mind was overloaded, and I was studying the current situation. My sanity frantically reminded me: stupid, it's not that my sister has been resurrected, it's that haunting female demon has found your weakness! Probably read your memory, or maybe it was just a similar face by accident! Don't fall for the tricks of this retarded demon, for you, and even for my sister!

I turned away, closed my eyes, and a cold sweat hung on my forehead. Calm still didn't abandon me, but another voice in my heart desperately encouraged me: turn around, hug her, just like she hugged you when she was a child, and talk to her. Haven't you been looking forward to this scene?

Even if it's fake, it doesn't matter if you die later, you go to hell - don't you always think that if you can see each other again, it's okay to die immediately? Hurry up. Isn't it because you've been so confused for so many years because-

"Shut up!" I clutched my head and shouted, like a madman, feeling sorry for my gaffe, but the two voices in my head were still babbling - "Go away!" "Stop!" "Go away!" "Stop!" - If I were given a hammer, I would immediately smash my head to pieces, because the noise was too loud to stand - "Shut up!" ”

A flock of bats chirped away, and a gust of wind blew.

There was silence. The guy seemed to be frightened by my roar and looked at me with trepidation.

Miraculously, I actually felt better. It's a lot quieter in my head.

You have to get out quickly, it's dangerous to stay here.

I said to myself: Am I the most gifted Onmyoji? It's really not worth it to pay for your life so ridiculously for the sake of a shadow of the past. Anyway, you have to get out of here quickly—

"Sir, help me!"

My feet froze in place, and then the bomb in my head was detonated again—

Her visions appeared again in front of me, the cold corpse in the morgue, the pale face, all because of my useless brother?

But even if I'm really ashamed of my sister, what does it have to do with the imposter lying on the ground now? This demon is so good at all, there's nothing to help - except for her intelligence.

Although I thought so in my heart, when I made up my mind to leave, I found that I had already helped her up in a daze, and then checked her "injury" up and down-

I let out a long sigh.

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I gave up on my decision to go to town and turned back halfway and headed in the other direction.

Behind me, she has been following silently, always keeping a certain distance from me, as if she has an inexplicable awe of me, perhaps thinking that it is not easy to start in this kind of place?

Walking with a demon on this sparsely populated road, I was crazy.

But, as if under some spell—perhaps I had—I could not abandon her, nor could I leave her alone in the wilderness.

What kind of logic is this? I sighed. I know it's false, but I think it's true in my heart. I know that I can't get anything back, but I want to atone for my sins with this stupid thing. I knew it was very dangerous, but I preferred to go to Tiger Mountain-

It seems that I am not qualified to laugh at her IQ now.

When I kept cursing in my heart, she spoke behind her:

"Sir, won't you ask my name?"

"Don't ask!" I replied forcefully. If you dare to tell me you're an impostor, you're not my dead sister, I'm going to strangle you right now.

"You don't want to ask me why I fell there?"

"Don't ask!" Anyway, it must be another scam full of loopholes. It's better not to expose this kind of lie.

"Then why did you save me?"

"I don't know!" Damn, what the hell is this TM for? I would like to know too.

"Don't you feel tired?"

"Not tired!" I said, and then I felt my legs shake and my bowels start playing.

I stopped, looking at the eternally dim sky of the Chaos Realm, and the crows rattling in mid-air, and I did feel a little tired.

Anyway, I can't get to my destination today, so let's camp here-

It's crazy to camp with a succubus, maybe tomorrow morning my body has been drained of essence and turned into a cold corpse, but since it's decided, let's do it.

There was very little food left, only two compressed biscuits and a few chocolates, not to mention the sharing of two people, even less than bird food.

I simply gave it all to her, and I sat next to me with my knees crossed, silently thinking - you see, I am really a good man in the new era, even if it is a female succubus, I will go first. Well, I don't need to tell you, I know how I did.

I looked at her carefully, she did look like a sister now, but in some places it was absolutely different. She's obviously not my resurrected sister, just a little bit like that. But the crazy thoughts made it impossible for me to stop my terrible deeds!

— Probably she didn't have the ability to read my memories — her intelligence is probably hard to understand — it was just a coincidence, but it was a terrible coincidence that she had awakened my long-lost memories.

I shuddered, but I felt very happy, a happiness that was false, but still very sweet, and that I had lived in a chaotic and even absurd way over the years, perhaps to cover up memories that I did not want to remember.

This is my retribution, and after I have swooned countless people, I have finally gone crazy.