Chapter Eighty-Five: Heart-to-Heart
Lin Shuang was overly frightened and stayed in a coma until late at night before she woke up. She touched her head, which was still a little groggy, and slowly opened her eyes. What caught my eye was the familiar ward. This ward is one of the VIP wards in Ouyang Lie's private hospital, and this ward has almost become Lin Shuang's special ward. Lin Shuang raised her eyes slightly and saw Ouyang Lie, who was lying on the side of the hospital bed, and had fallen asleep.
Lin Shuang gradually recalled the events of the day, if it wasn't for Ouyang Lie's timely appearance, he might really die. Ouyang Lie, who was sleeping soundly at the moment, was like a baby. That handsome and Ling Ran face was full of gentle and quiet smiles. No matter how you look at it, you can't see that this is a fierce man who is flying and domineering. Such a gentle Ouyang Lie made Lin Shuang's heart rise with pity at this time, just like a mother looking at a sleeping child.
Lin Shuang raised her hand and gently stroked Ouyang Lie's hair. I thought in my heart that this fierce and domineering man, like a tyrant, would never stop until he achieved his goal. But he has a rare patience with himself, although he will do anything to get himself, but his attachment to himself is indeed rare. If it were another man, Lin Shuang would have tossed so desperately, and he might have retreated a long time ago and disdained to follow him again. Lin Shuang's heart fluctuated like a tide, and the past was vivid.
How is Luobei now? Is Luobei already exhausted and at a loss? Luo Bei is a kind person who knows how to take care of the overall situation, and he will not cause the lives of the entire Silver City to be ruined for his own selfish feelings. Luo Bei couldn't bear it even more, watching Lin Shuang stay away from the bright and warm world, and follow him into the cold and dark situation forever. If Luo Bei can be ruthless to Lin Shuang and turn Lin Shuang into the same kind as him, then they can stay together without worry. Lin Shuang begged Luo Bei to do this, but Luo Bei was reluctant to be ruthless. As a result, perhaps they will end up parting with each other.
It's hard to have the best of both worlds, doesn't Luobei understand this truth? Maybe Luo Bei didn't understand, he just didn't want anyone to make a tragic sacrifice for him. Therefore, in the end, he had to sacrifice himself to achieve the happiness of the majority of people. Luobei's kindness and forbearance made Lin Shuang's heart ache. She didn't want to lose Luobei, but she couldn't seem to do anything about it. Luo Bei is so kind and innocent, and Ouyang Lie is so strong and ruthless.
Lin Shuang, have you been awake for a long time? In his sleep, Ouyang Lie felt that his mother, who had died of illness in his childhood, had returned to him. My mother was still so young and beautiful, with a loving smile on her face. Mother hugged Ouyang Lie in her arms and gently stroked Ouyang Lie's hair with her warm fingers. Mother's love is like a warm current, quietly infiltrating Ouyang Lie's heart. Ouyang Lie had mixed feelings and shed tears that he had not seen for a long time.
Lin Shuang heard Ouyang Lie's voice, and then turned around. She hurriedly wanted to withdraw the hand that was placed on Ouyang Lie's hair, but Ouyang Lie grabbed it in the palm of her hand. Deep down in Lin Shuang's heart, he was very afraid of Ouyang Lie, a man. The tragic methods that this man used to conquer Lin Shuang from the beginning made Lin Shuang unable to survive and die. Lin Shuang's heart indulged and wanted to resist Ouyang Lie, but her body and heart had already developed a physiological instinctive fear of Ouyang Lie. This has never changed.
Lin Shuang looked at Ouyang Lie in fear, at a loss. She was surprised to find that Ouyang Lie's resolute and heroic face was filled with tears. This is the first time Lin Shuang has seen Ouyang Lie, a tough guy, cry. What the hell is going on? Lin Shuang's heart rose with a feeling similar to mother's love. She asked Ouyang Lie with a sad look in her eyes.
Ouyang Lie did not hide his tears. He clenched Lin Shuang's little hand and said slowly, I dreamed of my mother just now, my mother is still so kind and beautiful, she has been smiling at me in her dreams, holding me in her arms like I did when I was a child, and gently caressing my hair. My mother, who passed away when I was a child, has not felt motherly love for many years.
Lin Shuang's eyes were suddenly filled with tears, looking at the tyrant-like man in front of him, he revealed the fragile side of his heart at this moment, and suddenly felt that he also needed pity. Lin Shuang only heard that Ouyang Lie's family background is prominent, and he himself graduated from a famous foreign school, and he has both internal and external studies. But I have never heard of Ouyang Lie's upbringing. Ouyang Lie once briefly introduced his parents, saying that his parents live abroad all the year round and rarely return to China. Now I know that Ouyang Lie's childhood life was so unfortunate.
Lin Shuang, let me tell you a secret. Ouyang Lie waved his hand to wipe away his tears and kissed the back of Lin Shuang's tender hand. Lin Shuang nodded at Ouyang Lie.
Lin Shuang, do you know why I decisively decided not to marry you in this life just when I saw you in the elevator for the first time?
Why? Lin Shuang's eyes widened and she looked at Ouyang Lie expectantly. This question is also something that Lin Shuang has always been puzzled about.
Because, Lin Shuang, you look very much like my mother. Even your docile personality and simple innocence are very much like my mother. You and my mother are not greedy for money, but they are simple in heart. You will only follow your own conscience in everything, and you will never judge the situation for your own benefit. You and my mother both have such a stubbornness, as long as it is something you believe, you will not change it easily. You are persistent and steadfast in your feelings, regardless of the consequences. In short, you and my mother have many, many similarities. That's why I've never been able to stop with you. Even if you don't love me in your heart, I want you. What's more, it's not like you don't love me in your heart. You just feel guilty about Luo Bei all the time and want to make it up to him.
Ouyang Lie said so many words in one breath, and his eyes stared at Lin Shuang clearly. This kind of clear and childlike clean eyes was the first time Lin Shuang saw it on Ouyang Lie's face. It turned out that Ouyang Lie also had pain in his heart, he was not a tough guy with no emotion. Ouyang Lie also has an inch of tenderness, and there will be times when he tears.
Ouyang Lie, don't be sad. As long as you live well, your mother will be very happy. I didn't know that you also had a painful experience, I thought you were a child who grew up smoothly, living in such a prominent family, and never knew the suffering of ordinary people. Lin Shuang looked at Ouyang Lie with pity, and gently held Ouyang Lie's big hand.
Ouyang Lie finally smiled. Lin Shuang, if you had known that I also had so many pitiful places, wouldn't you have done so many ruthless and cruel things to me? You've always thought that I'm a person who can't be harmed, and you can't cry in pain, so you can fight me and provoke me with peace of mind, right?
Lin Shuang was speechless, and Ouyang Lie hit her heart.
Ouyang Lie got up and sat on the hospital bed, leaning over to look at Lin Shuang's eyes, his eyes gentle and eager. Lin Shuang, I also have my own vulnerabilities, I also need your consideration and love, and I can't bear the pain of losing you. So, don't be hard-hearted to me in the future, okay? I'm not your enemy, I'm your lover, and I'm the one who knows best how to love you. That Luobei has become your past, and he is just a difficult knot in your heart when you were young. The past can never be done all over again, no one can really go back to the past, and you can't go back either. If you don't wake up in time, then you'll hurt Luobei again. I have always been tolerant of Luobei, all for you, do you understand? If it weren't for you, I would have killed him a long time ago.
Lin Shuang looked at Ouyang Lie's burning eyes blankly, dodging his gaze, not daring to look at him directly. Ouyang Lie, can you promise me not to destroy Yincheng and Luobei? Let them go, they are not at fault, it is me who is at fault.
Lin Shuang, I can let them go. However, it depends on your performance. If you continue to insist on going your own way, I will never be merciful this time. I have already given you too much time, which has never been done before for me Ouyang Lie. There is a degree to everything, you should have reached the time of moderation, and don't challenge my bottom line again. Do you understand me? Ouyang Lie smiled and stroked Lin Shuang's cheek and kissed her gently.
Well, Ouyang Lie, I understand. Thank you for opening up to me today and saying so much. Lin Shuang looked at Ouyang Lie with a complicated heart. Some people want to part with things, and they can't do it all at once.