Chapter Eighty-Six: Scars
Lin Shuang was only overly frightened this time, and there was no major problem, and he was discharged from the hospital the next day. Ouyang Lie took Lin Shuang back to the old mansion near the mountains and rivers, and this time he also brought Dr. Zhang Jing over and asked her to help Lin Shuang recuperate for a while. Ouyang Lie is no longer guarding Lin Shuang every step of the way as before, he will calmly go to the company every morning to deal with affairs, and come back early in the afternoon to accompany Lin Shuang out for a walk.
Ouyang Lie had already explained the truth to Lin Shuang. Among them, he has already explained clearly to Lin Shuang. I believe that Lin Shuang will not be reckless and willful. Ouyang Lie has always done what he said and did what he did. Lin Shuang knew this better than others, so she would never dare to act rashly for the sake of Luobei and Yincheng. A lot of manpower was arranged in the old house, and I also asked Mr. Guo, a master, for advice on countermeasures to deal with Luobei and others, just in case.
In fact, Ouyang Lie had already calculated that Luobei would not come to provoke trouble again. However, if you are not afraid of 10,000, you are afraid of what if, and it is not a bad thing to prepare with multiple hands. Mr. Guo repeatedly told Ouyang Lie to calm down, saying that the fate of Lin Shuang and Luobei had come to an end, and the day of the end was approaching. Ouyang Lie's heart finally let go.
After Lin Shuang was discharged from the hospital, she lived like a year, constantly recalling the dream she had last time in Yincheng. She deeply felt that it was not an ordinary dream, but a dream specially entrusted to her by an unknown messenger to let her know what to do now.
Ouyang Lie would go to the company every morning. After Dr. Zhang Jing examined Lin Shuang's body, he would leave with interest. Zhang Jing is a kind girl who is as good as she wants, she vaguely knows Lin Shuang's situation and the difficulties in her heart, so she will never disturb Lin Shuang's heart with boring words and deeds. As a result, Lin Shuang could have a period of solitude in one day. The blue sky outside the window was high and vast, and the white clouds were gradually blown away by the strong wind. For some reason, this winter feels particularly long. The winter in Yangcheng has never been so long, as if it is a river with no end in sight.
When Lin Shuang was the only one left in the house, it was so silent that the sound of silver needles falling to the ground could be heard. Lin Shuang stood in front of the cold window, reaching out and blindly drawing traces on the glass. The world was quiet, and Lin Shuang couldn't hear anything except the sound of her heartbreak. How many times accompanied by joyful sorrows, how many times she lost what she had, has gradually drifted away from her life. Like the clouds on the horizon, drifting farther and farther away, until they completely fade out of her world. If death can save the suffering in front of him, then Lin Shuang will not hesitate to die. Unfortunately, fearless death can solve no problem except escape.
Luobei is the pain engraved in Lin Shuang's bones. It is Lin Shuang who would rather lose the whole world and want to have it completely. But the world is unpredictable, but things backfired. Lin Shuang began to dislike himself and wanted to destroy himself completely, but he lacked a reason to self-destruct. If the love affair with Luobei is over, then what Lin Shuang wants to do most is to stay away from the rights and wrongs in front of him, run to a strange place, and end his old age.
It turns out that falling in love is often not just a matter of two people. Since we are in the red dust, we cannot isolate ourselves from the disturbances of the world. The Pure Land of Love is just a beautiful legend. If he didn't happen to look like Ouyang Lie's mother, would he be able to avoid the powerful bond in front of him? If Ouyang Lie could let go of himself, then Lin Shuang would be sincerely grateful to him for the rest of his life. But he was unwilling to let go.
Lin Shuang thought about it, couldn't understand it, and suddenly felt exhausted. She came to the bedside in a trance, lay on the bed weakly, and fell asleep. Lin Shuang saw that she came to a train flutteringly. I was alone in the carriage, listening to the rumble of the train, staring blankly at the scenery flowing outside the window. The train never stops on the way, running on the tracks without stopping. Lin Shuang didn't know where this train was going, and she couldn't remember where she was going.
I don't know when, on the window seat on the other side of the aisle from Lin Shuang, there was a girl in a pink dress. The girl was alone looking out the window, with a bouquet of red flowers on the seat beside her. Her knees were clasped together, her hands tangled together, fingers crossed. Suddenly it rained outside the car window, and the girl raised her hand, stroked the rain marks through the window, and wrote on the glass attentively.
Where are you going? Lin Shuang asked the girl across the aisle. But the girl didn't say anything, as if she hadn't heard Lin Shuang's question. Lin Shuang looked at the strange girl intently, moving her gaze along the strokes of her fingers. Lin Shuang gradually recognized the Chinese characters written by the girl, which seemed to be a person's name: Luobei, Luobei, Luobei、、、、、、 the girl kept repeating the name over and over again.
Is Rakuhoku your friend? Is this friend of yours a boy or a girl? Lin Shuang asked. The girl still didn't reply, as if she didn't even know that there were other people in the carriage. Lin Shuang had to remain silent and look at the girl quietly. The girl's arm, which kept writing, finally stiffened against the glass. The girl's head rested on her arm, and her shoulders began to shake slightly, followed by bursts of suppressed sobs. Lin Shuang was stunned to find a deep scar on the girl's wrist.
Lin Shuang's eyes widened suddenly. This girl seems to be familiar, and the ugly scar on the girl's wrist, Lin Shuang also feels so kind to it. Who the hell is this girl? The train finally stopped in an unknown place, and the girl picked up the blood-soothing bouquet of flowers next to her seat and walked out of the empty carriage with a blank face. When the girl was about to get out of the car, she glanced back at Lin Shuang. Then he walked out of the carriage with a blank face and a blank look.
Lin Shuang hurriedly lay on the window, wanting to take another look at the girl at the moment when the train left the platform. However, the girl disappeared like a soul in an instant, and not even a faint back remained. Lin Shuang stared blankly at the car window, and kept writing on the glass like a girl: Luobei, Luobei, Luobei. Writing and writing, Lin Shuang was suddenly shocked to find that the strange girl was herself, and that girl was Lin Shuang in her youth. The bouquet of red flowers held by the girl was picked by Luo Bei for Lin Shuang when she was a teenager. The scar on the girl's wrist was left by Lin Shuang for herself when she was young.
Lin Shuang's inner world collapsed abruptly, and pieces of lightning and flint swept through his mind like a storm. Lin Shuang collapsed in her seat, crying helplessly, she could no longer remember the direction she was going. She didn't know what kind of situation awaited her in front of her.
There was a handsome young man in white clothes and blue pants, sitting opposite Lin Shuang, looking at Lin Shuang with a smile. Luobei? Are you Luobei? Lin Shuang couldn't believe his eyes, and Luobei, who was thinking about it day and night, fell in front of him like a white feather.
Lin Shuang, I'm Luobei. The young man's eyes were as blue and clear as the water of the lake. Don't cry anymore, I'm about to die in another world, where there is no pain and no trouble. You have to love yourself well, and wait for me to come looking for you, and we will meet again. After the boy said this, he disappeared all at once. The empty train continued to move forward, the rain outside the window was getting heavier and heavier, and the sky was suddenly dark.
Lin Shuang, Lin Shuang, wake up quickly, are you dreaming? Lin Shuang heard a familiar boy calling her name in a trance.
Lin Shuang struggled out of the dream, and saw Ouyang Lie lying on his side, anxiously wiping the tears on his face for Lin Shuang. Lin Shuang looked at Ouyang Lie ignorantly, tears flowing silently. Ouyang Lie hugged Lin Shuang tightly in his arms, kissed her on the cheek, and told her not to be afraid, everything was just a dream.
After a long time, Lin Shuang gradually got rid of the pain in the dream.
Lin Shuang, did you have a nightmare? Ouyang Lie looked at Lin Shuang gently.
Lin Shuang shook her head speechlessly, not knowing what to say.
Lin Shuang, do you know that I am a disabled person? At least strictly speaking, I'm not a sound person. Ouyang Lie stared at Lin Shuang's eyes and gently stroked Lin Shuang's seaweed-like long hair with his fingers.
What the? Are you a disabled person? How is this possible? Your body is so strong and there is nothing abnormal about it, how can it be unsound? Lin Shuang seemed to be woken up by a basin of ice water, and his thoughts instantly shifted to Ouyang Lie's body.
I had a leg injury. After the injury is healed, it becomes one leg long and the other leg short. In order to overcome this defect and not let people see my disability, I practiced walking like a normal person day and night when I was a teenager. How much blood I have shed, how many tears I have shed, only I know in my own heart. Therefore, except for Zhang Shuai and his family, no one knew that I was a person with physical disabilities. Even you've been grinding with me for so long, and you've never noticed my flaws. After Ouyang Lie finished speaking, a sadness slipped through his eyes.
You are such a powerful person, how can you still be disabled? I really can't believe it's absolutely impossible. I've been with you for so long, and I've never noticed anything wrong with your body. Lin Shuang said in astonishment.
On the knee of my left leg, there is a large scar. Lin Shuang, haven't you ever looked at my body with your heart? Ouyang Lie looked at Lin Shuang dotingly, and smiled helplessly.
Lin Shuang blushed suddenly, and said sideways, I really haven't found it, and I have never dared to look at you carefully. You've always scared me, scared me.
That scar was left from my childhood. When I went to ask for child support, I was chased by several vicious dogs in the courtyard and had to hurriedly climb the high wall of the deep courtyard. As a result, he accidentally fell from the height of the wall, and a good leg became crippled. Ouyang Lie's eyes instantly dimmed.
I don't know how much blood and sweat it took to get myself back on my feet like an able-bodied person. Today's people only see my success and brilliance, but they don't know how much pain I have paid behind my success. After Ouyang Lie said these words, he looked at Lin Shuang with pity. Everyone's heart hurts, and you're not alone.