197 It's hard for you
It turns out that Song Tian is actually a paper tiger, and she is far from being as powerful as she seems on the surface.
She has a deep fear of Lu Zeyan, this is a psychological barrier that no one can eliminate for her, and she must slowly digest it by herself.
Women always have some changes psychologically after giving birth, and Song Tian is the same.
Even if she received the most meticulous care during her pregnancy, even if she was ready for everything, when the day came, she collapsed first.
On the third day after Song Tian gave birth, Xu Jingxian came to see her.
Seeing the little doll sleeping in the stroller, Xu Jingxian's heart was suddenly melted.
"Song Tian, I really want to give birth to the child soon, it's so cute!"
Song Tian smiled: "Is it just cute?" ”
"Good looking, good genes." After Xu Jingxian finished speaking, Ning Qi just walked in, she couldn't help sticking out her tongue, and couldn't help leaning into Rong Qi's arms.
Ning Qi didn't hear it, took some things and pretended to go out to be busy.
Song Tian saw Xu Jingxian's embarrassment, and hurriedly said: "It looks like a girl, but it's a pity, it's not a little cotton jacket, it's a little cotton pants." ”
When Xu Jingxian heard this, she laughed out loud: "Cotton pants are good, if I also give birth to a little padded jacket, how warm will it be for the two of us to get together in cotton clothes?" ”
"That's a good dare! The two children grew up together, and they were childhood sweethearts! Song Tian smiled.
Because Song Tian gave birth to a boy, Xu Jingxian seriously doubted the skills of the B-ultrasound doctor she found, and at the moment, she was not so expectant about the gender of the baby in her belly, but went with the flow.
After Xu Jingxian left, not long after, Ning Qi came back, with the smell of smoke on his body.
Song Tian hurriedly pulled him over and said, "It's been difficult for you these two days, and it's inconvenient to smoke." ”
Ning Qi shook his head: "I'm not a big smoker, it's fine." It's you, who haven't had a good rest these days. ”
Song Tian smiled and didn't speak.
She scared herself by herself, and when she became a mother, she became less courageous.
"I heard that the situation over there is very good, you don't have to worry." Ning Qi said.
"I'm worried about what he's going to do?" Song Tian turned his face away.
"When you sleep these days, you always think about him, I think you are worried about him." Ning Qi smiled bitterly.
Song Tian was speechless for a moment, she really didn't expect this situation.
Ning Qi has also been quite frustrated in the past two days, the closest relatives are really the most important, since Song Tian gave birth to this baby, a lot has changed, and the frequency of thinking about Lu Zeyan has also increased.
At this time, Ning Qi's mobile phone rang, he glanced at the caller ID, and got up to go out to answer the phone.
Song Tian hurriedly stretched out his hand and grabbed him: "It's cold outside, just pick it up in the ward!" ”
Ning Qi hesitated for a moment and said, "I'd better go outside......
However, Song Tian pulled his sleeve and stubbornly refused to let go, until she pulled Ning Qi's mobile phone out of his hand, saw Shen Yan's name, smiled faintly, and picked it up.
"Mr. Ning, there is something I thought about or should I tell you, Mr. Lu may suddenly attack in the near future, you ......"
"Doctor Shen, huh?" Song Tian suddenly spoke, interrupting her.
"You are ......"
"Ning Qi's wife, Lu Zeyan's ex-wife." Song Tian's tone was cold.
Obviously, she didn't have a good impression of Shen Yan.
"Mrs. Ning, I didn't expect you to answer the phone, it seems that I messed things up." Shen Yan was calm.
"Oh? I have great admiration for your medical skills, so why mess up? Song Tian asked rhetorically.
"I know that you don't have a good relationship with Mr. Lu, so if there is anything, I will tell Mr. Ning directly. Now that you've heard it, why don't you explain it to you! Shen Yan immediately threw off the pot, for fear that she would carry this black pot.
"So, you've been in close contact all the time? I really don't know. Song Tian glanced at Ning Qi and said with a light smile.
"No, I will definitely discuss with Mr. Ning if there is something, after all, Mr. Lu's situation is very special, and he doesn't seem to have a family."
Shen Yan seemed to be deliberately slow and said that Lu Zeyan had no family, and Song Tian admired Shen Yan's ability very much, and he deserved to be a psychology expert.
Later, Ning Qi didn't answer the phone until the end, and Song Tian didn't mean to give him.
Hanging up the phone, Song Tian lowered his head and fiddled with his mobile phone, spinning in a circle in the palm of his hand.
Ning Qi waited for a while, and when he saw that she didn't mean to speak, he reached out to get his phone back, but was dodged by Song Tian.
"What did she tell you before this?" Song Tian asked suddenly.
"Nothing particularly important."
"Good!" Song Tian put the phone back in Ning Qi's palm, "I don't want to hear anything important, and I can't bear anything important now." ”
"Song Tian, are you angry?" Ning frowned.
"No, I just don't like this doctor." Song Tian's face had a faint displeasure.
"Is it because of Zeyan?" Ning Qi asked.
Is it because she hugged Lu Zeyan? That's what Ning Qi wants to ask, right?
Song Tian just smiled faintly: "I can't see that others are more capable than myself, jealousy, is it okay to explain it like this?" ”
"Song Tian ......"
"I'll sleep for a while, I'm sleepy." Song Tian's head tilted back, leaning there and preparing to sleep.
The wound was still very painful in the past two days, which made her feel very bad, and when she learned that Ning Qi was in contact with the woman she hated, and heard that Lu Zeyan was coming, her mood was even worse.
When Ning Qi saw Song Tian's appearance, he gradually became anxious, he was worried that Song Tian had something in his heart but refused to say it, for fear that she would think nonsense.
But right now, there's nothing he can do!
*
On the day Song Tian was discharged from the hospital, Lu Zeyan came.
He was in a wheelchair and was pushed over by Liang Cheng.
Seeing the child asleep in Song Tian's arms, Lu Zeyan asked Song Tian: "Can you let me hug him?" ”
Song Tian glanced at Ning Qi, and then said expressionlessly: "You ask Ning Qi, he is the child's father." ”
Lu Zeyan was stunned for a moment, and then slowly rose towards Ning: "Is it okay?" The tone was pleading.
"Yes." Ning Qi laughed.
Song Tian put the child in Ning Qi's arms and said coldly, "I'll get in the car first." ”
Aunt Yuesao, seeing that the situation was not quite right, hurriedly followed Song Tian and left the ward with her.
Lu Zeyan looked at Ning Qi gratefully: "Thank you." ”
Ning frowned and handed the child into Lu Zeyan's arms, the child was still asleep, and it was very sweet.
"Have you given your child a name? What is it called Ning? Lu Zeyan asked with a smile, the smile was bitter.
"The child has the surname Song Tian and is called Song Yinuo."
With Song Tian's surname, good! It's up to her, it's her child after all!
Lu Zeyan smiled: "It's really hard for you, Ning Qi." ”
"Why is it difficult? I volunteered, nothing to be embarrassed about. "Ning Qi doesn't care about authenticity.
"Don't pretend to be generous with me, you're also a man, it's impossible not to care at all. You reassure Song Tian that the child is hers, surnamed Song, and will be for the rest of her life. Lu Zeyan smiled lightly and handed the child back to Ning Qi, "Thank you, I owe Song Tian another life, I will do everything she wants." ”
However, for some reason, as soon as the child left Lu Zeyan's arms, he began to cry, and Ning Qi couldn't coax him.
"Liang Cheng, go to the car and call the confinement lady up." Lu Zeyan commanded.
"Yes!"
Ning Qi said helplessly: "My father is really incompetent. ”
"You've done a really good job." Lu Zeyan is rare to praise.
He thought that if it were him, he might not even be able to do half of Ning Qi, first of all, it would be impossible for him to put down his work and take care of Song Tian wholeheartedly.
Scold...... But now that he understood, it was too late......
Later, Lu Zeyan was at the gate of the hospital, watching their car disappear at the end of the road, for a long time, he sat in the cold wind, expressionless, not knowing what he was thinking.
Liang Cheng persuaded him several times before he was willing to go back.
On the way back, he asked Liang Cheng: "You say, can everything go back to the past?" ”
"President, there's no going back, but you can start from scratch." Liang Cheng said with a smile.
That's right, from scratch.
At the beginning, it was Ning Qi who had been silently protecting her, standing on her side no matter what happened.
And now, this role has been changed to Lu Zeyan, he wants to protect Song Tian, protect her thoroughly, silently watch the child grow up day by day, standing not far from them.
That's where he is!