196 The human heart is unfathomable
Xu Jingxian sat in Shen Yan's office, constantly looking at her surroundings.
The average doctor's office is a mess, at least the cases will be flying all over the sky, and this office seems to have broken her previous view of doctors.
"You are the Miss Xu that Mr. Lu said, right?" Shen Yan entered the door and asked straight to the point.
Xu Jingxian hurriedly turned around and saw that Shen Yan took off her white clothes as soon as she entered the door, then hung on a hanger on the side, took off her glasses, and then walked towards her with a smile.
"Hello Dr. Shen, I'm Xu Jingxian." Xu Jingxian stood up with her stomach straight.
"Sit down, don't be too restrained." Shen Yan said, and chatted with her, more about her baby.
Later, she sat down at her desk, lowered her head and recorded the information she thought was useful during the conversation she had just had.
"Miss Xu, with all due respect, may I ask, what do you want most?"
"What do you want most?" Xu Jingxian asked puzzled.
Or rather, what you want but don't get. I think you're very forbearing, and your current life isn't what you want. Shen Yan smiled.
"Maybe, I don't know." Xu Jingxian lowered her head unhappily.
"Your favorite is not your current husband, is it?"
"Yes."
"Why didn't you stick to it?"
"Because it wasn't possible, because he didn't like me, because I tried hard for a long time and finally decided to give up."
Xu Jingxian thinks she has worked hard...... Bar......
"However, apart from that boy, your current husband is also very good, at least let you tell him about his shortcomings, you can't blurt it out." Shen Yan said with a smile.
"Really...... I don't understand what I'm not satisfied with my current life, maybe I used to be too busy with work, and suddenly I'm idle and don't fit in......"
"How is it possible that I haven't adapted after a few months of rest? Are you still thinking about the person in your heart, aren't you afraid of letting down the person in front of you? Shen Yan asked aggressively.
"Now that he and his wife are very happy, and I also have my family, I am not qualified to continue to worry about him, please don't guide me at will." Xu Jingxian said a little weakly.
"Miss Xu, you can speak freely in front of me, and you don't have to worry at all, so that I can give you the right psychological counseling. Please face this problem, my time is precious, and your money is not easy to come by, right? Shen Yan said with a smile.
Xu Jingxian looked at her for a while and sighed: "I just feel unwilling!" A woman with a strong personality like me has never admitted defeat in my dictionary, let alone failed, but in the face of him, I admit defeat, I feel defeat for the first time, I am very frustrated, and even the whole person is not very good for a while. ”
"You should have come to me earlier, maybe it would have been easier then. You now have physical and psychological problems at the same time, which will be very difficult, but if you don't deal with it in time, I am afraid that you will be more depressed after giving birth. Shen Yan said worriedly.
"Am I depressed?"
Shen Yan nodded: "Long-term self-suppression has made your situation worse and worse, is it possible for him to help you open your heart knot?" ”
Xu Jingxian shook her head: "He is the husband of my sisters, absolutely not." ”
"So, the person you like has always liked your friend, and your friend has something else to love, can I speculate so?"
Xu Jingxian smiled bitterly and was speechless.
"A relationship that hurts you like this, at the end of the day, is your own problem. Since he can't help you untie the knot, let's start with you! A confident smile regained on Shen Yan's face.
"I ...... Is there any salvation? I'm so worried that my postpartum depression will ......"
"With me, no, you can rest assured." Shen Yan said, putting on her glasses again, "You have much milder symptoms than my other patients, they can all be cured, let alone you?" Your treatment will definitely be shorter, just rest assured. ”
So, Lu Zeyan's illness is more serious? But he's all cured, isn't he?
Xu Jingxian thought of this and smiled with satisfaction.
Although he used to be crazy, Xu Jingxian still blindly believed that he was very good, and he was not without conscience, and God should give him a chance to die well.
*
Song Tian's due date was about to arrive, and during this time, she and Ning Qi returned to Songcheng, ready to give birth at any time.
On the other hand, Ning Qi also helped Song Tian contact Lu Zeyan's attending doctor, explained the situation, and prepared to operate on him.
At noon that day, Song Tian ate lunch and was about to take a lunch break, when she suddenly felt discomfort in her abdomen, after a pause, it started again, she realized that she might have contractions, and hurriedly called Ning Qi and asked him to prepare his good luggage to be hospitalized.
Song Tian was about to give birth, so he naturally had to inform Rong Qi and Xu Jingxian, Xu Jingxian's belly was also huge now, and it was inconvenient, so she sent Rong Qi over to see the situation.
As a result, when he arrived, Song Tian had already been pushed into the operating room.
"The midwife said that the fetal position was not very good, and recommended a cesarean section to avoid danger to Song Tian and the child." Ning Qi's face turned pale, and he looked extremely worried.
Rong Qi had never experienced this battle, and he was also at the door of the operating room, following Ning Qi to turn around.
About half an hour later, the nurse came out with the baby in her arms.
"Who is Song Tian's husband?"
Ning Qi hurriedly trotted to the nurse's side: "It's me!" ”
"ID card!" The nurse was very cautious.
Ning Qi was stunned: "In the ward!" ”
"Go get it, I'll take the child in first."
Ning Qi was so anxious that he was sweating profusely, and he ran back to the ward in a hurry, brought his ID card, and picked up the child back.
The moment they saw the child, Ning Qi and Rong Qi were all stunned.
No one thought that a child who had just been born would be so good-looking, with a little curly hair, snow-white.
"It's a girl, isn't it?" Rong Qi asked with a smile.
"It's so good-looking, it must be a girl."
The nurse had just turned around to enter the operating room, but turned around and said to them helplessly, "It's a boy." ”
At this moment, the two men were stunned.
"How is that possible? The ultrasound doctor said before...... I'll call Jingxian now! Rong Qi trotted to the stairwell.
Ning Qi stood on the ground with the child in his arms, a little at a loss, he wanted to wait for Song Tian to be pushed out, and go back to the ward with her, but he was worried that Song Tian would be unhappy when he heard that he had given birth to a son, such a big event, he couldn't hide it from her!
However, Ning Qi didn't know that at the same time, Lu Zeyan had already started the operation in the operating room......
*
At night, a burst of baby's crying woke up Song Tian.
From the time she learned that the child was in a son, she fell asleep groggily, and the doctor said that she was tired after going through two tosses and needed a good rest, and now, she has woken up.
"Ningqi ......"
"I'm here!" Ning Qi hurriedly came to Song Tian.
"What about the son? Hold it up and let me see! Song Tian said weakly.
"Auntie, bring the child over to Song Tian! She wanted to see the child. Ning Qi said politely to Aunt Yue, who was serving Song Tian.
Seeing his cleanly washed son, Song Tian couldn't help but remember that he had seen an old photo album in the Lu family's old house, and there was a unique old photo of Lu Zeyan when he was full moon, which was exactly the same as his son.
She silently closed her eyes, her heart in turmoil.
Ning Qi seemed to see her scruples, and hurriedly held her hand and said, "Don't worry, everything is with me." ”
"Sooner or later, he is just a sleeping lion, but the lion will wake up one day......"
"Zeyan wouldn't do that." Ning Qi comforted her and said, "Since you chose to save him, don't think too much." Zeyan's surgery was very successful, and it will get better if it is treated well after surgery. That's what we all want to see, right? ”
Song Tian smiled lightly: "Yes, I haven't regretted saving him, I just hope that he won't take revenge." ”
"No, it won't! Zeyan won't make any more mistakes! ”
Ning Qi comforted Song Tian so much, but in fact, he also had a heart hanging in his heart.
People's hearts are unpredictable, not to mention that Lu Zeyan has never given up on Song Tian......